Fun day!!

Well is already past midnight and I just wanna have a quick update before I sleep.

I just went to sentosa with Yong Yee, Mao Lin, Wei Ling and the rest of YY's friends including his gal hhaa.. Is good to get to know more friends.I was out for the whole day..tiring but fun! Meet in the morning but get to sentosa is already noon..we buy things, meet whoever here n there.. Took the monorail ride..

We played alot of games and games that we have body contact with but is ok..Play til we hold hands is also nothing..I am just concentrating on the game so I dun feel weird anymore.. somehow is fated to have that partner for the game haha..not once..a few times.. It did rain after we finish our volleyball games and after that we wait for a while and the rain stopped. We continued with our games..

I can talk alot but Mao so quiet one..Is nice chatting with him..

i shall update til here first..I guess nothing much already too..
Let nature takes its course
I feel sleepy..need to wake up early for church service. off to bed..

My thoughts again,.

Coming to the end of the month, I know I have not blog for some time but then at times I just want to write down how I feel if it is too personal. mm.. work is alright, have outstanding to clear and even have a review with Boss today. Everything seems fine and I need the ABC which he told me..so ya..

Sometime I wonder what guys are thinking lor.so nice at times and yet sometime u really need to ask them things, they ignore you.As if I want to disturb u, no choice. It is my job u know..Can u dun be so nice then? Best is not so nice will be good lor..
Still searching for my prince.A long way though..slowly..concern doesn't mean anything..this is how I feel..

yeah going beach with the rest. :) let's enjoy ourselves there and get to know more friends..

End here..

Back to work soon..

I have a long break til I have to get back to work tomorrow, the feeling isn't that great as I know I have to face all the workload..May I be able to finish my tasks and even handle other stuff as well. I am worried..

This few days as usual do my stuff and rest.I can get to sleep slightly later, which is good..Went to church as usual and even have dinner with WL and YY yesterday. At least I am out of my house..I feel better.. I don't like to be trapped at a place for too long..no life like that.

I was catching fated to love you by Chen Qiao En & Ruan Jin Tian.. I found the drama nice and had some thoughts after I catch it. I know in real life is not like the drama and that there is romantic scene etc..It's very hard in our real life..People are so busy, no time for romance though..

It's really hard when both parties will fall in love with each other.. When can we find someone like that? anyway hhaa 1 of my ah yi was saying, who knows 3 years later, I will be getting married..still a long way for me til I find my Mr right if not don't have to talk about that.. I do wish for but not in a hurry to get attached right now..Let nature takes its course.. I know I don't have many male friends so hard for me to get attached ba haha..Leave it to fate..How long do I need to wait? only God Knows..

I end here..

Cant stand!!

Everything goes on smoothly while I am on leave this two days and what has to be done is done already..that why I can blog here.

By right, I want to blog about my thoughts last night but after doing my things, I don't feel like doing so anymore. So ya

I can't understand why some people are just so insensitive towards things or issues..You can keep on making fun of me as if I am a clown? that you can have fun teasing me and you don't even bother how I feel..too much! You still say I am so fun to tease.. what the hell! I know is not a big issue but I have enough! Can you be more tactful??

Anyway thank God for all the blessings..Indeed God is great!

I shall end here..

How far can it scretch?

I just wonder and have a lot of thoughts and was thinking how far can a band stretch? u talk about comfortable zone and we need to stretch. Everyone has different tolerance level u know that? I don't dare to think so much. As times goes by, I will just try to do my best. I have to ask God to help me at this point of time. At times I really feel down til I don't want anyone to help not even God.. what is wrong with me? I can't even stand the normal stress, so how am I going to be able to handle the stress which I gonna have soon..Beside you know I can't knock off early, what do you want me to do?
I hope everything will be fine if not perhaps u will see a gloomy and a very shag person. That's the worst I can go right?

I always feel that you think you have a lot of experiences in life in that line so you know everything and you have to teach me how to handle life? Sorry that is not what I want and wish for. I have my own mindset and I know what I am doing.. I don't need you to teach me everything as in what to do in life. If that is the case, I don't think I should exist since it is no point if people is telling you what to do in life..pointless to live.. We live for ourselves and not others..I know perhaps you meant well but you are trying to tell me that I am lousy is it?

I shall stop here. I don't wish to comment further..

Is great to exercise!

It is really great to be able to sweat it all out. I feel tired..I went to service this morning and set off to play badminton after that with cousin and the rest..I only slept for a few hrs so I was really tired now..Watching charity show alone and resting..sigh so lonely..

I don't know why, when I am so free I tend to think a lot. Thought about fate, wonder why the right guy has not come. WL was right, they are my past so why should I bother. I know what I am thinking.. Just let it be lor, why should I bother out abt how the person feel..Some things are fated.. Is urs will be urs, no need to worry so much..
I can tell, women's sixth sense quite accurate..I feel good though now to be single so why should I bother so much and let myself be unhappy. What is the point of doing that..

Alright end here..Don't feel like blogging that much..

Updates..

Well some updates..mm..life has been the same..work..Thur was a public holiday so I went out with Pei Fen, Wei Ling & Yao Feng to orchard..Yu Yan & Ming De join us after that straight at far east and we had dinner together..The thai restaurant's food was not bad though.. We order dishes and rice. Yummy! We kind of enjoyed ourselves as Pf, me & WL bought what we wanted. I bought a pair of shoe and a dress :) Spent money again but I believed is worth it..

I was on mc yesterday as my eye was red and I felt itchy just went to see doctor.. I am fine already and Boss did showed concern.

Anyway talking about today I went to tampines and shopped there with Mum & brother..end up spending money again on jewellery. I loved shopping..I saw nice earrings so I bought 3 pairs.. There was 10% discount so ya and not expensive. I gave one pair to Mum. I also bought another pair of Cross earring..It had been quite some time and I had not get any "cross" necklace nor earring so I bought one..after shopping around, We went to visit Grandma who was at tampines and also to collect my cpu from my uncle.. Bought some toiletries too..

That was what I had been doing for the past few days and as for tomorrow which is Sunday, I will be going to sunday service and then head down to play badminton with my cousin and church friends.. yeah a fruitful weekend? I was a bit lazy though to bring all my stuff but anyway prepared them..

At times I feel that many things are still beyond our control just like heart of affairs.. I have no idea how and when it comes.. anyway I do hope that I can find someone who likes me and I like him.. To me, I feel that is normally one sided love rather than two way..It is really hard to find.. I won't force and won't try means to get it..no point..I leave it to fate..though I fear of bgr cause of some reasons but I do longer for it at times..I like the feeling of being dote and love..Who doesn't? At times you have to find the right person and the right feel..when will it happen? I have no answer for it but just wait and see..

Alright I end here..

Yeah..holiday lor..

I have been working for four weeks already..wow time flies..I am still having stress..I finish my work around 7pm today and left..Happy to see the sunset..wow is wonderful that I can see it from my office building. I didn't know..while taking the lift, I enjoyed watching it and it makes my day better..

Somehow I felt that there are a lot of work but then I felt relaxed after lunch..I know tml is holiday.yeah..I will be meeting Pf, WL, YY & Wen.. :)
Well is good to relax..I am glad they ask me out..We shall shop around and then have dinner..

At times get tease by Boss haiz.. I don't find it funny..sooner or later perhaps we will feel shy? I just didn't take it to hard but don't wish that he will misunderstand..at times is easy to tell if a person mean something to you..simple things like your name n birthday.. I leave it to fate..
It takes two hands to clap and there are nice guys..But we need sparks..I have lots of time..don't have to rush into it but I do longer for one though I am scare at the same time..But who likes a girl who think negatively..I must stay cheerful.. waiting for my prince..is hard to find one who loves u and u love him..well leave it in the hands of God..

I shall end here..gonna do other things..

stress..tense up..

I really have no idea how long I can hold on. I told myself not to give up easily and Boss & colleague encouraged me.. really very nice. thanks them but I still feel stress at times. Though u tell me to relax and don't myself stress but I still feel so.

Beside you make me stay to work and you say I will hate you soon. Is it so serious?
I admit working under you is very stressful.. I really not sure how long I can work there. I guess when I reached my tolerance level, that's it.. I won't let people think that I can't do it and keep changing job..I still can cope for the time being..

I manage to have dinner outside and went to look at spects. RObin recommended..he is a nice friend but whatever it is, nice colleagues right now..
People will tease etc.. wu liao.. I just don't think to think so much about anything.

End here,WIll be meeting Kareen & Ke xin soon

Think about it..

I was busy as usual today and then Boss told me to go home and think about what I have learnt so far and how I feel about the job..I guess now is the time to think about it though I don't wish to think about it in case I get upset etc. I just shut this issue off my mind..

Mm..I shall think about it now..Just blog it here..Everything is so new to me. I start from scratch as I don't have any insurance background..I learnt about different types of polices plan such as LMP,AMII, My Shield etc and their claims. How to go about doing the summary and where to look for in case I need the details etc.The different forms used and pfr and proposal form..I learnt about GI, how to go about filling in the quotation and rang the person for info etc..Filing as in the style of filing and how clients'name are sort. differences between Pink, Yellow and blue files.how to retreive or search data from VSC..
how and what to prepare for boss when he meet up with clients. I learnt scanning of documents too.. mm..how to check the proposal n pfr form to ensure that it is filled in correctly and at times I do need to help to fill in too so I learnt what is required to fill..oh ya submission of documents and the cut off time for that. Sorting mail and put them into respective pigeon holes..How to look at new biz report and tabulate them into a excel table for our Cps gen..

What else..
I cant think of it at the moment ..

I guess that's all for the time being..

I just know starting I felt so lonely and bored as I was new. I have to adapt to it and quite a few things are throw at me..I couldnt cope as I was not used to working alone rather than team work..I was stress so ya..slowly I get the hang of it and I felt much better. I believe I still feel sian at times..
I shall end here..sleepy..

Time flies and it is sunday..Let me just update about my life for the past one week..
I have been slowly learning things as time goes by and I get the hang of summary but still ask Boss to double check in case is wrong.. Well been busy.

I just met up with Mei Fen on fri at bugis..We had dinner and shop a while..I remembered meeting her earlier on, which is Mon check out the sch.. mm..I didn't remember wrongly right?..MF wants to meet me on thur but it was a last min decision so I suggested meeting up the next day..Saturday..went to office for meeting in the morning.sigh..though it was only two hours, I just don't feel good going back but I had no choice.. what to do..I met up with Lai Mei for follow up and head home as my uncle came to repair our coms..Manage to clear my drawers etc..happy as it was not so dusty after that..
As for today, went to visit father side's grandma and was bored there..Spent some time there and then left with not much time today..I want my free time to myself..

Mm..going to plan a kbox session, bowling session and dinner gathering with friends ..Look like I have to think of a way to spend my money wisely.Programs will be coming up..omg! I push it all to next month when I get my pay :P Wonder how does it goes..simply too many things that I would wish to do.. of course badminton session.. opps didn't exercise for so long..

I shall end here and tomorrow is my third week at work..wow time flies man..

Sunday..

Well right now I am blogging is already way past midnight so is sunday though. Time flies and sat has passed by but I am glad that I spent a nice sat though. I get to sit down and read my newspaper and head down to church. After that as usual dinner n shopping time! This is what I normally do on sat..

Update about Friday also. I was slacking haha..I did some work but not much. Meet up with WL, Hui & Ame for dinner at soup spoon bugis..We ate and have a nice chat.We even head down to Ah Chew Dessert to sit down and enjoy.Head home after that at 10 plus.

Well is nice meeting friends after work. I hope we can try to plan more programs next time. I shall try to plan and we can distress. :)
Perhaps a dinner on a fri night..I think I have to plan next month instead. I have not get my salary though sob sob.. I have been spending money. time to stop and spend wisely again..

I shall end here and enjoy my precious sunday!

3rd day of work..

Today I manage to do my work and was glad that I reached 5 mins late, boss wasn't in..luckily. Anyway manage to do more work and then work load going down but at times will still go up. Depends on how Boss gonna teach me and what he will assign. Somehow I feel stress as I am still new and those secretaries doesn't talk to me at all except one whom I talk to while she taught me on how to submit document. I find her not bad, quite friendly in that sense.. Perhaps can slowly be friends with the rest..I felt lonely though at work as I had lunch alone today . Nevertheless is ok as others did not ask me to join them, how would I be so thick skin to ask them if I can join. agreed?

I still feel lost and not yet blend into their culture but anyway I work under my boss, shouldn't care about other matters.
Work just keep on piling lor, dun wish to think so much. Just relax myself..
Time is not enough when we start work. I do learn alot of things at work so no harm.

I just have to continue to learn n try to catch up. Boss says I have 3 months..probation what..

Ok end here..

2nd day of work..

Today feel lost at first and sian. In a way I don't know what I must do.. Slowly James taught me stuff liao and I get the hang of the summary.I got it and James glad that he said that I learnt quite fast. I find it ok la. I did make some mistakes here and there.Learning process..I feel good I got to learn some work and I believe there is alot of things to learn.. Boss ar..dun give me too much pressure wor!

Time flies and this is the 2nd day.. I must jia you for the 3rd day and Boss flying off soon to Japan..So whatever I need to ask, must ask quickly..

I shall end here.. felt tired after a long day but right now still ok..

First day of work..

Yeah the day has come and I am back to working life..Though I really need time to adjust back as in not able to have super late nights anymore unless is weekend. :( well in life we can't have the best in everything. No one is perfect too.

As it is the first day, I am still quite lost though and excited. I learnt some things today and glad that Robin was a helpful person.. Thanks for your help in carrying stuff.. I manage to meet a few nice pple today. But Wilson asked alot of questions and I am not comfortable with it.I hope to be able to get along well with all though so that we can work hand in hand..Basically I am under my boss so I hope everything turns out well. He is going to fly off to Japan soon.. That is what I am worried about. I am not sure whether I can cope.. I will try my best to learn this few days.

I don't know why but my pimples come out already..omg! it just happened today and is it because of dolling up and my face too oily? Ahhhh!! I have tried the new facial wash and in a way it helps to control the oil already but I realise after I put on make up today, my face starts to have pimples again..sob sob.. better stop putting make up for the time being..no choice. Just want to look pretty. Once I get a fixed salary, I will go n see skin specialist.

Well have to keep working hard tml etc. More things to learn and I know there is alot of work to do.. sigh. What to do, working life is like that. I try not to worry and think so much so as not to give myself stress.

I shall end here..

I got it..

Time flies and it is April already.I feel quite excited today and was kind of nervous for the 2nd round of interview and who knows it is not really an interview..lol I got the job. Horray! I was so happy. I rest for about two weeks and manage to get a job finally and I know there is prospect. :) thank God.. I hope I can really grow in the company and move on to what I want..Boss did ask me what and where I hope to be for the next 3 to 5 years. I know what I want and I will do my best to fufil it.He told me is possible to fufil it even before 30 years old.. Guess what, he asked me when I getting married. lol
I dun even date now how to get married? Faint..he was surprised I don't have a bf.Is that surprising? I have no idea.

Right now, career & studies matter more than other things. Of course family n friends are impt too. So is God. I leave the rest to fate. really.. What will come will come around. Relationship is just a parcel of life and I am still young..

Did I grow up? I used to wish to date perhaps because I am younger that time and the my timing is slightly different but for now I straighten my thoughts and dun wish to date. I believe finding a good one is not easy but if it will come, it will come unexpectedly. I just let it be and see how it goes..work hard and study 1st. Enjoy life with family & friends, carefree life without being attached, is good isn't it?

I find it good without clinging onto something and have to really commit to it.Perhaps I simply don't wish to commit to anything right now while I am young.

Happy today and I went orchard to shop for clothes and bought them..I got what I want .Great! Life is great today and hope it continues that way.

K time for dinner. I am hungry.. God is great & good! :)

End here..

Good News..

Yeah I receive a call from HSBC Boss and I am a step forward to the 2nd interview. Well I will do my very best since I am given a chance. I will be heading down on wed though.
Boss weird, talk so much then tell me he inviting me to the 2nd round.. -_-'' I don't like people beating about the bush..Is best to go straight to the point though.
Somehow this cheer me up but nevertheless I will look out for other chances just in case.

Anyway I am carefree and looking forward to a new career.. Right now nothing gonna make me troubled etc. I am free! horray!

Just met up with Kareen, Ke Xin & Restine for lunch just now.Glad to hear from them and just have a simple meal. We shall meet again ya? I believe so.

Alright gonna continue watching diao man gong zhu..Well I really love the drama and Alec Su You Peng rocks! Ja Nara also very cute..

End here..

My Goals..

I was quite excited today as I was selected to go for an interview at HSBC Insurance company.I seem to have some fate to do with insurance company..haaa I have been to a few other companies. Guess what? The boss is called James.. Oh my god! I have two ex bosses who were named James so I wonder will I work for James boss again.haaa

I do love the job and the location.I don't mind learning and I believe it is a good prospect and perhaps it will be busy and stress but work is always stress. I just want to further my studies as I have targeted for the past two years. I told myself that I will start working 1st and earn money for two years then I can start studying. The time has come. I will work towards my goals.. I want to succeed and win! I know I can be quite hao sheng for things, this is what someone told me before. I did not do so for studies if not perhaps I can really study very well.who knows? I know is tough to work and study at the same time but need to endure in order to get a cert and have more career prospect.

As for other matter, I just don't wish to care as they are not important anymore other than career and studies. :) May God bless me and be with me to guide me along the way..

I shall end here

Elvin & XIao Qing s' Birthdays..

Well I just came back around 11 plus from the birthday gathering.. I was considering whether to go, end up I did went but then didn't know it was at east coast road..oh my god! It was so far and we waited for very long for the bus 13 at Euno where we met first and then we kind of lost our way u know..We reached the olive cafe at 8 plus. Then started ordering food. After we finished was 10 plus.. I didn't enjoy it though as I felt left out and couldn't blend into the group though I know them a little..there were about 20 of us. Of course spending money while I am jobless hhaa... sob sob.. so you know how I felt?

The chocolate cake was nice and it was from four leaf.. Jolene bought it. Well luckily I got a lift from someone.. I believe the rest did have a lift back home too..great!
Is good that they have cars lol.. I felt tired so that was my day!

Shall end here..

Easter Sunday..

Yeah is Easter Sunday and I felt bad, woke up late today though I think my hp did ring once?? I can't remember and was wondering whether to turn up at church cause I was really gonna be late.. I woke up at 7.30 man and service was at 8am. Well I just hurry to shower etc and then took a cab down to church. I was late but better than not attending right? yeah I kept my promise that I will go. Thank God. I was telling myself, that oh lord please let me have a cab as I need to rush to church and when I reached downstair, I saw a cab hehe.. I don't have to wait. Great!

Even before I know God, I was bought to church by friend but I told myself that I was not ready. If I were to go church next time, will be going on my own and that it is because I wish to step in with my own will. I did! anyway I always believed that I am blessed before I know Lord.. People around me prayed for me and prayed that I will accept him.. Thanks God for all his blessings and love!

I went for late breakfast with the rest today and then went to shop with my cousin and accompany her to visit Uncle. Glad to hear the nice words from her.. gal, only you and I know what it is..haha.. quite a tiring day cause I only slept for 5 hrs. I felt ok though at least I slept for 5 hours. It was not as bad as sleeping for 3 hrs..

I shall end here..gaming..here I come..

Saturday..

Yeah is sat and here I am at home..cool cause there is no sat service today so just come back at 8 plus and deal with some stuff.. Well I went out with mum n brother to sim lim to get some stuff and we had dinner at pasta mania before heading to have dessert at Ah Chew Dessert shop..yeah. It was raining though after we finished getting what we needed. Luckily the rain gets smaller so we were able to go n enjoy our dessert. Of course we did spend money while we were out but was all worth it. The things that we bought were all useful though. I finally got my cooling pad. At times was afraid that my notebook would be too hot.. sad to say that after I had my notebook, my desktop monitor was down..sob..anyway we were luckily that we had the notebook..

I shall end here and gonna watch tv and let my dear brother use my notebook.. I have to wake up at 6 tomorrow..Yes is 6! It has been a long time since I wake up so early and it is sunday.. oh oh.. :( sunday easter service

Good Friday..

Well today is Good Fri.While I blog is already way past Good Fri. Never mind as usual special good friday service and is kind of formal and serious..This is the first time I have been to good fri service.Service was at 7pm and it ended quite early b4 9pm. I will be going for Sunday service as well, easter day service. Oh well service at 8am..I gonna feel sleepy and have to go back home earlier..need to get back the osmose card from Pei Fen..She had it with her for a month already.. I didn't ask her to give me back and she said she had forgotten and she apologized.

Mm..sat no service..yipee! I can go out and relax.. Looking forward to finding new job.. I don't wish to think so much, just want to work, study then continue latin dance.. my passion and I must master it!!!!! way to go!!

I shall end here..

Feeling relaxed..

Well right now, I believe there is no stress but just have to look out for my career.I really wish for a good career path and of course with good working hours so that I can take up a part time course soon. I have been waiting but need to settle down for job before I can even apply to study and then concentrate on it. I believe is not easy but I will try so time being career n studies more important than anything else.

Not forgetting my family, wish that they have good health always and also be safe and sound at all times.. I believe all these are important right now and other than that, nothing matters. Really..I have better things and more important things to do rather than be worried or thinking about that issue. Must be wondering what issue right if you are reading my blog?

Well doesn't matter what issue, I don't want to be affected by it. I just want to work hard on my goals. Hopefully I can really settle down n grow in a company soon. Of course I hope to meet good bosses and colleagues. This is important and of course a conducive environment.

Alright I shall end here.. I must jia you!! yeah! :)

Crazy people..

Have u ever come across people who will pick up a big fuss because of a small issue and it involved the whole family? that is what actually happened.. Of course I did not provoke people..somehow it happened to my brother..He didn't provoke people but I am unhappy and the person's bro still ask me not to be funny and he told us his name.

PLEASE LA,DON'T TELL PEOPLE THAT YOU ARE PREVIOUSLY FROM OUR SCH..is such a disgrace!! I know perhaps I should not comment so much but I really can't stand their attitude.. Is this the way you protect your family members? your family is very important and you need to protect them, so do I.. of course if anything happen to my brother or mum, Do you think I will keep quiet? of course not but there is better way to solve problems.. You think that by using vugular language is cool? shit man! luckily you know is not my brother's fault, dare to scold him will get it from me.My brother not for you guys to bully.. of course you know my mum, she can be fierce but she was thinking that it is a small issue why should we make up a big fuss.. I also wont, seem so ah beng or ah lian's behaviour.
so what kind of education did they receive? so rude.. only your brother is treasure??

I know I should just be forgiving and be understanding..Give them grace ya but I just want to pour out how I feel. It is ridiculous man.. how can I forget about it.They want to scold me as well.crazy people, never come across..

Well is ok, what goes around will comes around.. I shall end here..

Back again..

I am back once again after not blogging for about one week ya..mm..recently really quite lazy to do so unless I feel like it.. I am out of the company and I felt so happy and relieved..

Currently looking out for a job and there I have a job offer as management trainee but somehow you have to start of with being adviser which is what I didn't expect it to be.If it is successful, career path would be smooth.. Life is really unpredictable so I wont even know how far I can go unless I try. I find it a risk in a way if I am not suitable, I have to start with a new career again. I have never thought of this career path before and perhaps it is somehow the fastest way to earn the amount that I want within 5 years? Everything is easy said than done.

Somehow I always think negatively but then I feel that it is better to think for the worse so that you can be prepared. I don't have confidence in some ways and if it is sales line, I really won't be afraid as I have been through it and I am so comfortable.

It is better to think carefully about what we want and we can go for it. Who doesn't want to be successful in life and people will be proud of us. I want to show them that I can do it! Of course I will be happy for my own achievement and not trying to show off.. I don't want people look down on us as we don't study that well.. I want to excel and achieve my goals!!

I shall end here. Gonna think about whether to accept the job..

Nice movie..

I just went to catch L change the world with MF today.. Well what I say is that the movie is nice, sometime a bit sad and at times is funny.. I enjoyed it and it doesn't really link to the previous part and it looks funny when "L" has to babysit haha..He even speak el, his el not bad la.. :) I never regretted catching it though.. TPY cinema quite quiet and not very packed. I believe is because it had already be released for about a week and more or less other people watched already..

Well this two days not very happy coz I thought I bought my cd and I can listen but somehow not sure why it ends up in MF's bag.. I believe is because while I help her to sort her things, she accidentally put the cd in without realising is mine..have to meet her to collect lor.. sigh

Shall end here..need to sleep soon..

Bad Service..

Supposing to be a happy day whereby I suggested going to Pizza Hut to have dinner with my mum and brother.Enjoy a bit and relax.. Who knows an incident just happened.We patronize one of the outlet at Toa Payoh. The atmosphere was good and this was the 1st time we patronize the outlet. Thinking that we would enjoy our food , we ordered our food. Who knows that their service was damn slow even though it was just serving the 3 glasses of Ice Lemon Tea.They have enough staff and it wasnt crowded though.I dont mind waiting a while, doesn't matter,the worse part was that the waiter was clumsy, he spilled the whole glass of drink onto my mum's pant while he served us.. Can you imagine how angry my mum & I was? Though the manager offered towel to wipe the pant and compensate us the food for free, our mood was already ruined, we left the place without having our meal and never want to go there again!

Anyway I feedback to the company and waiting for their reply.. I want to see how they will respond to this incident and hopefully this is the lst and the last time it happens. Hope they can make improvement on their service.

Boring work life..

I feel sian but at times doesnt want to talk about it. I pretend to be ok in front of family and perhaps some friends. I don't know what did I gain if I do this but perhaps don't wish to let you guys see me so sad. Rather make myself happier ya..
I want to go back to learn latin dance and Yong Yee says he is interested, say be my partner.. dance is good but dunno is he serious..though he says he may step on people's toe but then is ok I believe wont..wait and see, maybe say only..shouldn't be too excited in case it doesn't happen. Anyway this friend of mine blur blur and get himself injured. aiyo anyway did ring him up already. I guess not necessary to disturb him too much after today in case he finds me fan.. I have a feeling at times he don't know what to say or try to stay happy then he start crapping lol..aiyo.. are you really ok? am I thinking too much.. Shall not disturb you so much..in case very fan..

Anyway look like luck not on my side yet, I can't find a suitable job yet..location wise is bad..west side..will keep trying..k just end here..

Feeling sian..

Working as usual and I am doing recept. job right now..I really don't like and cant wait for other opportunities.. To others I may seem fine actually I am not..just dun wish to talk about it that much so I wont feel sad..so I tend to joke around..relax ourselves after work..meeting a few friends tomorrow and Yong Yee is the only guy haha..He said that he will feel shy.. Well is alright la..Will try to make sure he isn't bored..

At times I am scare I will lead to misunderstanding and I tend to think a lot..I don't wish to lose any friends etc cause of that. I don't know..looking forward to meet you all for dinner to relax..I shall end here..don't feel like blogging..

End here..

初三,四..

I am back..well some updates regarding Chinese New Year..I thought that it would be a boring year again but then, was quite fun on sat.sat,went to a few places with some ex sec sch mates, WL, YY, Yong Yee, Mao Ling, Boom Tom etc..We went to teachers' house too..our chinese teacher's house and of course Mr FOo's place and Yong Yee & WL places and my place 2.We had fun having k session. :) Yong Yee so humourous, didn't know that. Now I know, hehe.. He is not a bad guy and here and there he told me some of his stories. Whatever it is, is past.. my legs was aching after going so many places.. well It is was fun and great that somehow it was a gathering..

Sunday went to chinatown just for the fun of it and guess what, I bought a pair of shoes lol..spent money again. I even bought other stuff but anyway not spending alot.. the pair of shoes is quite cheap.. $18.90. I have some light snacks though n head back home for some steamboat.. Mum ask me to have steamboat, I did went home have some but Dad n Brother was full already..I am the only one eating, Mum was chatting with me..Talking about YOng Yee la..must be wondering what did we chat about..well praising him, envy that he is popular that other parents will like him. :) not a bad choice for gals out there.he knows wushu wor! ting xin shang his talent de..

I shall end here..

Happy Lunar New Year..

Time just flies and Lunar New Year has come.One day just passed by when we go 拜年. Really nothing much this year as two aunties went for holiday and they are not in Singapore. Things seem to change when grandpa not around..sigh. Anyway is the lst day of Lunar New Year so I am not going to think so much. haha that person left me a voice mail when my hp was running low battery.surprised..thank u hor. :P I dun even bother..

Bored today..anyway time just flies and suddenly dun feel like going out tml since Ah yi is coming over.what a boring CNY! I just want to rest..
I just don't feel like going out already and perhaps is better to go on a holiday next time.

I don't know what else to blog so shall end here..

Back to work..

I was on mc yesterday and get back to work today. mm I fall sick, getting cough n flu again though I thought I had recovered. I believe that the germs are spreading, one by one fall sick in the office. I couldnt fight the bacteria anymore so I fall sick..haiz what happen to my immune system? Anyway we will fall sick because we are simply human beings.. well what to do.. k enough of this.

I was thinking if we would slack again today and guess what, James told us to do a proposal for a class that we chose.. end up we chose lyord so ya.. Did I spell correctly? We got into a small group of 3-4 persons..Well this reminded me of sch days whereby we would sit down and have a discussion for our projects.. :) unforgettable moments with all the agruements and committment etc.. I felt that DNV class is easier than others, I know there is ABS and dunno wat BS..I have no idea about them but I heard they are kind of similar to lyord.. I was quite lost,trying to see what I can learn.At least we had something to do today rather than going to work and sitting there for fun..I can get so bored and I simply feel like reading my bk, magazine or even bible.. If not I want to go back home, at least I can do what I wish to do or even take a short nap, wouldnt it be better?

Alright I shall end here..Chinese New Year coming..Time flies..16 more days!!

Simply so tired..

I guess I am too lazy to blog at times. Perhaps due to being too tired and somehow at times simply don't know how and what should I blog and I just simply don't blog unless I really feel like doing so.so here I am blogging again after about a week.

I just feel simply tired and don't feel like doing anything..I simply don't wish to think nor talk.my nose somehow block and of course I dont feel good.At times I get so fed up, I am really worried that I might get high blood pressure one day.I felt a bit giddy just now when I get angry.omg! Is it because I am too tired? I am not sure.I was extremely fed up just now and right now I don't wish to talk at all,just wish to have a quiet and peaceful time alone.

Mm..talking about work. I am still quite free though, waiting for the guys to come back from the vessel and I guess we will have work to do. Currently just sort out some documents and relax. We are not sure how long our break will be,anyway been like that since last month if I am not wrong. More or less even if we have work, it is not much.Consider quite free since Nov 2007.

Anyway just went to buy some Chinese New Year clothings yesterday.I bought 2 dresses and a pair of shoe.I love the dresses though cost quite a bit, one year once is fine though.I bought a yellow top the day before too, is yellow in colour. A colour whereby I seldom wear.Love it too.I have been spending money again but still under control.Pamper myself when I can.Got myself Famous Amos cookies a few days ago too..250gm and get 50 gm for free. :) my favourite cookies..yummy..I don't buy it very often so is ok.Ba kwa also, just feel like eating the golden coins so bought 600gm..

I feel bad though, forgot about Qing Wei's birthday til at night then I remember, just sms him though.We are suppose to celebrate with him after service but I didn't make it though.sorry about it.not on purpose.
Tomorrow is another working day, wonder what will we do again..mm..perhaps being maid lol.shall see

I'll will just stop here..feeling shag and gonna see what I can do with my free time.

On leave..

Yeah I am on leave today due to happy hr yesterday so take a break today..mm..yesterday our company have our happy hr firstly in the office whereby we play games n lucky draw etc..relaxed and then set off to have our dinner at Newton Circle..have crabs, lala, stingray etc and then off to kbox session at forum..We had fun though..great..22 of us including bosses..too bad Anthony n Neil still on board ship cant join us..We had fun til 1 plus so kind of tired today..

I just rest today..go n run my own errand and took my afternoon nap..yeah.feel fresher..can I sleep tonight? hhaa remembered I drank coffee in the afternoon but still can sleep..lol I am becoming pig :P I guess I am really tired cause I sleep late n wake up at ten plus..Tomorrow is back to work lor. time flies..

Sometime think too much makes me feel upset etc..I dun want to think anymore! Just enjoy my coming weekend..end here..

2008..

This is the first blog entry for year 2008..Time flies and I wish that the year ahead will be smooth ahead but then things do happen when u least expected it..

Firstly my Uncle was sent to hospital and he is in a coma now and secondly everyone is shocked that Mediacorp comedian actor, MC King passed away on Friday..He is only 40 years old.really unpredictable..Life seem so short.. I really hope that my uncle wakes up soon and may God bless that everything will be fine..

Mm..as on 31 Dec 2007, went for countdown with Yu Yan, WL, Ming De, Pei fen etc..we went to esplanade park there but was packed so try to go under the bridge la..fireworks was nice but too bad I accidentally delete away the videos..sob..but anyway I catch it so not so bad..went back at 2am..Luckily Mao Ling stay opposite my block so we walked back home together from tpy central.. :) of course play with the spray can etc..not bad la..

New year day nothing much..Visit Uncle..everyone doesn't have the new year mood though..time flies and of course back to work..We were quite free though..can slack n rest for the whole day but I think a lot..

I want to thank u for being there..u know who you are la *wink..dear.. really need some support and I have been praying n praying..hope miracle happens..
As for my birthday didn't plan to celebrate much but process on to have dinner with Amelia,Shi Hui & Wei Ling at Bugis Ajisen on thur..did I spell correctly? thanks for the meal n presents :) actual day was out for dinner with family that's all..I believe I will remember what happen as it is near to my birthday..haiz..not a nice birthday though but anyway is over la..I didnt get to celebrate with u but thanks for ur lovely card..I was so surprised though is just a card but u are sincere enough..Thanks..and ur friendster msg..

Weekend really nothing much..I have been a bit sick..starting sore throat then recover..after that flu and now I am having cough..hate it..no choice..taking medicine..I shall end here..watching tv..

Wedding..

I just came back from Shu Wen's wedding not long..my cousin..mm..though not close and we really dun talk much or wat..I just went to give her my blessing..Sincerely wish her and her hubby Stanley have a blissed marriage..May God bless them!

I realise I dun really dislike my cousins compare to last time..perhaps feel that they have attitude problem in the past but they seem fine now..We went to 88 Restaurant at Harbourfront..I can say that the food are not bad..really..

haha my own younger brother asking me when am I getting married..lol omg! still early..wait til I find an ideal guy..haha..I really feel very happy for her that she can tie the knot with Stanley..They have been dating for quite a period of time..8 years wor..It is gd to find the one and settle down..If I can do so, of course really will be very happy n touched on that big day but who knows when my turn :P who is the next one getting married? It is still early for me..Shu Wen very pretty..of coz my dear cousin, Zhi Hong is very smart looking n handsome today..their sis also not bad..look prettier liao compare to last time..I must say Stanley is charming hhaa..lucky de Shu Wen..She nearly cry wor..too touched ba when giving speech..I can say the bride is so pretty..bridegroom handsome..

Haha there was a video clip shown..regards to childhood photos and dating photos..nice and also this morning's happening when they fetch the bride..they get sabo..biscuits with wasabi which is quite alot of it and weird drinks..
I am getting sleepy since so late so I guess I end here..

Holiday coming..Jingle Bells Jingle Bells..

I am back to blogging..mm..went out on thur which is public holiday..manage to get some clothes at A.M.K hub with Mum..got a pair of high heel shoes too..omg spend money again!! I enjoyed shopping though..relaxed myself n dun think so much..
Fri which is Yesterday..as I am blogging at midnight now though consider sunday..nvm..I went for church service at 8pm..it is kind of a bit different..abit of xmas one..but heard that it is around 80% la..kind of feel the atmosphere but my mood not very gd..abit sian..I guess I am fine..

I went to see the fountain of wealth's laser show..I thought there was lighting of fountain whereby the lights will be really on..water show or wat..but seem dun have..nvm..maybe becoz there is already decor..anyway I enjoyed it with WL and we send dedication to each other hehe..fun..It is kind of sweet though..I just wish her merry xmas and thx for being there for me always! friends forever! though the words didnt appear but the DJ read it..WL's dedication to me was out..haiz..nvm..she thx me too..then merry xmas lor..a pity suppose to watch it with u instead but u cant make it due to not well so ya..that is my small regret..if not it will be better..u say watch it with u, nicer..I guess so..do we have the chance to catch it together some days and touch the fountain water? I dunno..sunday, which is Today..is rest day..

Then off to mon, Xmas eve..heading down to mind's cafe with the rest to have fun and chill out..yeah..of course xmas day, we having church service..I dunno going anywhere after that..hope we will have some programs..end here.getting really late.

Disappointed..

Today thought that I can enjoy myself..end up He msg me saying he is not feeling well so cant meet me..I was damn disappointed lor..maybe I put in too much hope, seeing the fountain of wealth.u promise me but end up u never keep ur promise..I know sometime shouldnt doubt or wat..I feel u r lying that u r not well..only sore throat why cant meet..I really dun understand so I get so upset which I Shouldnt be de..end up I mention alot and u didnt even want to say much things..wat the..why? shoot til u dun want to say or u dunno wat to say..maybe coz she told me b4 u didnt meet up coz sore throat so I suspect u bluff me also..sad..if let say u dun want to meet, u can tell me earlier lor and not today itself..

Maybe I am making a big fuss out of it coz I cherish the friendship and date but I really dislike pple for cancelling programs at the last min..dun care whether u sick or not..try to give me a gd explanation..I will be ok one..dun last min when I am all ready to meet u..I hate it!!!! seriously..is u guys who make me unhappy..always coz of guys, I am unhappy..why should I be unhappy in the lst place..shit lor..

End here..

Christmas Season..

Well Xmas is just one week away..omg time flies..mm..I just attended a xmas party at Jolene's house last fri..14 Dec.. :) though it is a short one but not bad..end up didnt attend our dance one due to not getting to know the address when I ask them dunno la..make me sian that I dun want to go liao..anyway I just went to Orchard road..wow love the lightings..mm..shop around with Mei Fen and then walk to PS..nice atmosphere..I am happy today..really relaxed..

Hopefully will enjoy even more with u tml la..yes is u..to see the fountain lighting as the music comes..yeah..really will enjoy.never bluff u..I just wish everything is ok and we enjoy each others' company will do..sometime I think too much and perhaps worry too much and too sensitive that I make myself unhappy..1st time viewing that..so I am happy u can go with me..really..are u honoured?? haha..surely lor..I never go with anyone to see yet wor..this is my wish and I know u trying 2 keep a promise but I feel is not for the sake of accing me ..I want u to enjoy also..

ok la end here..

Down..

I simply dunno how am I feeling now..the more I think, the sadder I feel so I rather dun think so much..think alot of stuff which makes me feel sad..I simply cant forget wat happened in the past though u tell me they are history..I cant forget..sometime asking myself why is my path of life not right, when will I enter the right path for everything? I dunno..perhaps is really a test for us..to lead us to a better route/path..at times we gain something n lose something..there is no gaining all the time..life is like that..there are ups n downs..I hope we can overcome all of the obstacles in life..I hope I can overcome the fear in life when the time comes..

May God give me the strength to carry on with my life and have the determination n strength to overcome whatever that occurs..Thanks Lord..

End here..

I am back!!!

I am back from Genting Highland..had a traffic jam due to accident,jam for 1 hr..we reached home late..reach home almost 1am..feeling abit tired now..had a shower and finish unpacking my luggage..

Though holiday is short but I do enjoy it..We reached Genting on thur at abt 3.30pm and then check in hotel etc and went out for dinner..head down to explore and then to the arcade..alot of pple though..weather is so cold due to the rain..It has been raining since we were on the way to Malaysia..though S'pore stop raining, Malaysia side start to rain so kind of freezing cold when we reached..
We tried the buffet dinner for dinner, it was alright..very filling..I didnt went to casino coz of Xiao Jie..He is underage though so I acc him lor..if not perhaps I will go n explore for the fun of it but not gamble..We tried the bowling too..ok la not bad..the lane is smooth..went to arcade too..

Luckily yesterday's weather was fine though drizzling in the morning..the rain stopped during afternoon and theme park's games were all opened..yeah! We are considering whether to go or not b4 that as we were told that only certain games were opened..anyway we went around 1 plus..Mummy &Daddy didnt go so we were on our own..queue quite long though for the games..queue for fun kart abt 1 hr..then tried to play the rest of the games but had to meet parents for dinner so went out lst..after dinner I went to play again to try out roller coaster and the fall..omg! kind of scary and thrilling when the roller coaster comes down fast..shiok though..I longer to take that ride since afternoon but it was having a long queue..as for the fall..I didnt want to go as I am afraid..It seem scary..when it went up, is ok..the scenery was nice but when it went down, it was scary as if u didnt sit on the chair at all..maybe due to the force when it went down, really strong force..hhaa I scream very loudly but enjoy it..the wind was damn cold.. :)I guess my brother really enjoy it as he wants to go n give it a try and pull me along..haha..so no choice :P
sob he bullied me!! just kidding! other games ok la..fun kart was normal though no slope or wat..it's speed quite slow so u cant really speed lor..hhaa helmet is needed..u wear it with a shower cap..

As for the last day, which is sat..yesterday since it was already midnight..I woke at 9 plus,a bit later than the lst & 2nd day..enough of slp..yeah..
we had our lunch n took some pics etc and head down to take bus back home..
Along the journey back home, we bought some snacks for colleagues..cant carry so many so sorry guys, Genting nothing much to buy, I didnt get anything for u guys..if I go to other countries, I will get something 4 u all k.. :D
I took some photos there and will upload them soon in my friendster :)

k going to end here..just want to say I really relax myself this few days and hope to enjoy future trips too..

Here to update again..

I am back again..been doing some work this few days but still quite free..U know Jacqueline, we were having our tea break and she saw me doing nothing but rest..She didnt realise the time or wat..I dunno la..she ask me if I have nothing to do is it? wat the..is she really blur or wat,to try to pick on me during tea break??
Anyway forget abt it..small matter..

I shall update abt sat first..I went to Jolene's house after work..we have lunch at her house..alot of food..pizza, chicken, sotong, otah, muffin,homecooked rice by Wendy etc.. I ate til quite full and it lasted me til after church service lol..abt 10 of us turn up..probably all working adults..I dunno them but slowly know them lor..of course Angelia did turn up but for a while as she has D&D at night..
I feel a bit left out at lst but after that I feel alright..
We head down to church together..

mm..sunday suppose to meet Mei Fen but end up dun have so I stay at home to do my own stuff and then today I went out to meet him lor..have dinner and shop a while..
I shall see u when I am back ya..

Nothing much..will update again though..end here..

Bad mood..

Today just a normal day and I thinking when am I a confirmed staff..I feel upset coz she seem not wanting to confirm me yet, claiming that I didnt learn much things yet..I feel that,it has nothing to do with confirming or not..is not a matter of whether wat I learnt or know now..I can learn and willing to learn..as long as I learnt, I will know how to handle but they are busy wat..so how can they let me try while the report is so urgent, I will slow down the process..what I say did make sense wat..so she says she wants one more month to see how well I can perform..

I wasnt so happy abt her..I dun get the assurance, it makes me so unsecure..Maybe I shouldnt get so upset but I also dunno why I feel this way..I feel that I am a person who is lack of security..sigh..I just have to wait n see if I am confirmed or not lor..wat to do..I am only an employee..

Shall end here..glad that tml is sat..meeting Jolene & the rest for lunch.. :)

Tired..

I simply feel tired today..not enough sleep..even right now, I am feeling tired..gonna slp earlier today if not I am going to fall sick..start to cough already and my dear friend, WL is on mc..poor gal..hope that she gets well soon..ya..

Work is as usual..I just went out after work last night..Went to bugis, have dinner and shop around with Jufri..mm..thinking of getting a mp3/mp4 player soon..I guess mine doesnt work anymore..I cant detect the device at all.. sob.. I want to get a new hp too..aiming for Samsung ultra 13.8 ;) I guess all these have to wait til next year..prices increase therefore expenses increase but our salary doesnt increase..sigh..

I feel that I really dun trust guys anymore..always doubt what they say..I just want to know more friends..be with my brothers and sisters,hanging out with them to have fun and of course continue being God's child together..I love my carefree life..Just want to be happy and not to think so much..
Sometime things doesnt go our way and I will get upset..what to do, certain things cannot be controlled..We cant always want it to be the way we wish for and of course not to force our way through..I shall let God lead me to the path..

At times I dun wish to share that much nor talk so much but I do have some thoughts here and there..anyway is not necessary to share that much abt certain things..
I shall end here..

God bless u!

Rest in peace..

I am back to blogging again and was sad to read abt the 5 dragonboat paddlers..at lst I wasnt very aware of wat's happening til I follow up with the news..life can be unpredictable and we lost 5 sportsmen..I just hope that their family can overcome the saddness soon..I Know is really hard..those are their love ones..and all five of them are so young and one is the P.E teacher..I can really understand how they feel..I did lost a love ones b4 and a lovely teacher too..sigh..

I just pray that they can overcome everything soon though we are not related..just pray that the 5 guys can rest in peace..

Anyway was busy with work as usual and a bit tired today..I shall end here..

May God bless all of u..

Not my day!!

Well today work as usual..but then shopping trip with Ke Xin cancelled..then heard that Lai Mei sick..then bible studies cancelled at the last min also..I was like, not my day..everything cancelled and my schedule was like all messed up..dunno wat to do with the remaining free time..water drip on my hair n nose somemore..water from the aircon! wat the..then not just that..dunno where the water comes from when I walk out from church..wat a day..

It makes my day so sian..at times I am dreaming that I can find the one in church..then go church together and believe in God together and we share the same value and he can understand why I want to go church coz he also goes..perhaps can compromise better..the best is having a church wedding at our church..I want Pastor Kian Cheng to help us wor..I hope it will come true..May God bless that I find the right one , one day.. :)continue waiting and dreaming for now.

End here..

Been a long time..

It has been some time since I last blog..well..recently ok de la..work lor..we going to start to be busy coz of "Front Warrior"..well have to finish it in a week's time.omg! What we can do is to try our best..
I rather be occupied than slacking and dunno wat to do..It is not so nice u see..

I just went to visit my grandma on sat and went out with Ling, hui & WL for ling's birthday celebration on sunday..
We tried Msq's Wakaru Japansese Pasta..healthy pasta..then shop around and of course took some pics.I will upload soon gals..dun worry abt it hehe..

It has been two months liao..we sort of seldom contact liao..not even talk on the phone liao..is it really the same for all?once part means dun contact much liao.. I feel that maybe there isn't a need to do so..no reason to chat alot liao..at times I walk past some places or even came across some food, they just trigger my mind abt u..I believe u will just stay in my memory forever..After all these are gd memories of us..I just hope that u are doing fine..I know I am ok but somehow some memories u wont be able to let go..I can bluff others but perhaps I cant lie to myself that I forget everything abt us..is not possible..It is just that since we part, I dun wish to think abt so much..looking forward to my future..I am doing fine nowaday..as per normal..

I feel that somehow..we cant compare one another..I seem to feel that every human is so so different..not sure how pple feel and how impt is certain things to others..Somehow I realise I cant tell but just open my eyes big n see for myself..I guess this is the only way..

Shall end here ba.

It will stay in my memory..

Fri again..Today used to be a special day in my life but now it will just be a past and memories..It is a special day for my dad though..

I just feel like blogging and then I blog..This has been going on for a few years since I started blogging..It is really a gd way to blog about our thoughts each day..
Somehow I believe eventually I get over it but somehow I wont forget all the happy moments that we have as they are sweet memories..9th of each month used to be so meaningful..It will just be a history of my life for now..just want to say thank u.. I guess I wont forget u..hope that u can live ur life to the fullest and achieve ur goals..This new way of life is relaxing but lack of something..I guess I think 2 much but who doesnt think..we have feelings and won't forget certain things in life..they are our history n past..

Perhaps I wont even tell others that I feel this way but then I am a person who cant forget..hard to forget..I need time..

Anyway let me update abt yesterday..I went out with mum n brother as it is a public holiday..we went to book tickets for our holiday trip to genting and it is confirmed..going off next month for 3 days..I will be applying leave soon..glad that we can really go n relax somewhere though is nearby..slowly..it takes time to travel to other places..yeah..I went to visit grandma and then go shopping after that..bought top n skirt..time just past like that lor..holiday is over..
I still feel the holiday mood..nvm going out tml though after work..yeah..can continue to have fun haha..

I shall end here..having my dinner le..

Busy day..

It has been a busy day today..Quite a cold day due to rain..so nice to sleep that I dun wish to get out of bed..but what to do, we have to work..so ya..getting excited and cant wait to be on holiday and cant wait to meet u on sat.. ;) wonder who is that u..hhaa dun tell u all.. lol :P

Well I am just busy today..doing documents stuff..photocopying etc..not a hard job..
I cant wait to catch the ending of " 溏心凤暴" ..though I roughly know how it is going 2 end because my mum told me the ending already..sigh..not very nice..it can be sad ..surely..anyway it is just a drama..I am quite emotional though..if there is sad scene, I may cry..omg! btw 林峰好帅喔!He simply look so charming lor..actresses really lucky to be able to work with this 帅哥..envy lor..what to do, can only daydream and cant get to know him..sigh..not only acting, Raymond can sing well too..be it cantonese songs or chinese songs..wow..el also no problem..It is really fortune for his parents to have such a talented son..Hope he keeps it up..Raymond rocks!

I end here..going catch the drama now before the night turns really late..

Updates again..

Well today is quite a carefree day..I just learnt some new things yesterday..I know I wish to leave this job again..damn sian..but job really not easy to find and that u are happy there..so far this is my 2nd full time job but I dun like though..I love to get along with my colleagues..they are fun..but haiz..I dun wish to say with regard to boss..

I shall change topic and talk abt yesterday..I went out with Az and I guess no one knows la..dun intend to tell as they will tease us if they find out..haha..We went to have meal at MSQ Swedsen then went to merlion park have a chat lor..just a simple meal..It is ok la to get along with him..wow I love this kind of freedom lor to go out with anyone and no restriction as long as the person is decent..haha
Enjoy the dinner..
Anyway out of a sudden KK call me and ask if I want to chat..he came n look for me..It has been a long time since we really chat..This friend of mine can be nice and a gentleman that if u dunno him personally, u maybe mistaken by his action haha..He will ring u up at times even though u never find him..sometime not that I dun look for him..everyone is busy wor..I tried to msg him once a while le..I cherish my friend and glad that he treat me as quite gd friend so he will contact me.. :) thanks for that..

I shall end here..dunno wat else to blog..tml is fri yeah..may or may not go out..depends on KK la..bringing me for a ride if possible..

Unhappy Day..

I simply thought that today will be a fine day going to work..I didnt know early in the morning there will be incident..then Boss just comment abt the work done by that person at the meeting..it happened to be me..so can u imagine how I feel..I simply have no pride at all..I mean I didnt do correctly is my fault..I admit but u dun have to say it infront of everyone..this is wat I hate..end up the rest helped me with the work..Thanks everyone!! I just feel sad and angry lor..I had never been shoot by boss like that..though it was a small matter..I dun like..He simply dun care abt how others feel and just hurt u without realising it..He did that to other staff also..he hurt my pride that why I upset..bad

I really appreciate previous company boss..maybe it is always the case whereby u see different boss then u will realise actually u found a gd boss then u doesnt cherish it..I cherish it lor..It is becoz of the job scope that why I left..
Maybe it is a learning experience that GOd wish to let us learn n see more things..I have to take it as a test..Simply wont stay there for long..wat to do just work n gain experience..I am not a gd employee..

Well this is parcel of life and that we still learning things..everyday is a learning day.. :)

End here..

Happy and enjoyable day..

Well I am a bit tired right now and I shall post a short one..

I am on leave today and settle some personal thing then head down to visit ex colleagues in PH..really glad to see them and I know they r happy to see me..yeah.. have quite a long chat with Xiao Wu..long time no chat wat..after that I meet Bro..
We went to vivo to shop and have dinner at secret receipe..frankly speaking we r quite close nowaday..of course we are just close friend now..food at the secret recipe was alright but too filling..maybe I ate something b4 that so wasnt that hungry ba..anyway thanks bro for his treat..planning for our next "date"..we thought of lots of programs and he seem very excited abt it..hhaha..
By the way finally bought my speaker..yeah..

It was a relaxing day and just sit down have a chat at the open gallery..It was nice man..I never feel so happy for quite some time lor..I really feel happy for the whole day..horray!! k end here..getting late..

Stress with work..

It has come to the 3rd week of working late..anyway manage to clear the work and can finish soon I guess but it really make me mood damn bad and down..cannot take it..I take a break yesterday after work and went to orchard to shop with Mum & Xiao Jie..I bought a white bag n two cardigans.did I spell correctly? nvm.. quite happy to shop and drink coffee at coffee club..spend an amt of money on all these lor..I hardly go out nowaday..so long didnt shop already..one month? abt there..haiz..we just relax during chalet then after that is cheong our work..wat the..
btw Vooka with rasbery flavour..I really cant consume it..I think I am allergy to it..skin allergy..I drank others still not so bad..well not going take it again.. :(
Took it last night and feel damn itchy n slight rashes seem to be coming out..sob..nose blocked..weird..now I am pretty sure I am quite allergy to alcohol..

I am tired today..Dad asked us to have supper at quite late..2 plus in the morning..after that then I slp at around 4..really tired after drinking n I fall asleep..slp til quite long..afternoon..opps..nvm..I must have a gd rest lor..
anyway after shopping I dun seem to be happy..weird..I think I am really thinking too much n I am too stress..back to work again tml..sian.tired..

End here..

Rest Day..

Today's weather can be unpredictable..It rains just now and it becomes sunny again..Life is just unpredictable not just weather..I remembered I cant take it on Fri and then I went off at 5.30 without doing any OT..the stress just comes and I cant take it anymore and feel like crying but I didnt..I went to arcade with my younger brother to destress..though we need to spend money but throwing the basketball really can make me destress in a way..throw til I have no strength..we play alot of times for that lol..addicted?? maybe..of course we play other games too..

It was a holiday yesterday so I was not working..I was kind of tired..partly becoz I slp late..slp quite alot I guess..wake up quite late :P I just went to church as usual and time just flies past like that..went to have some food with my cousin etc and went home..sat is always the case..boring..how I wish I can do something happily..I guess it has been a long time since I went out to shop on sat..due to going to church..I went out on sun instead..anyway doing window shopping may end up buying stuff hhaa..I guess I wont really shop til next month..spend quite alot this month..
So ya have to save a little..

As for today, I just dun feel like going anywhere but rest at home..perhaps wait til we dun have any extreme OT then I start 2 go out and have fun on weekdays and weekends..yeah..sometime really no time and there is no life..work work work is all I do..I know it is a gd way to stop myself from thinking abt unnecessary stuff but it is way too much for me..unbearable..We may rest a while but after that it is back to the same old thing..omg! I telling myself to endure and move on..trying hard..
How long can I endure?? I wish I know the answer but I dun..
so where is the right job for me?? I just wish to find a suitable one and stay there and just work on..

I shall end here..

I am back..

I am back from downtown east chalet..so fast.. is great..we stay for two nights..if one night only surely not enough..we have bbq on fri night..enjoy ourselves..helping out to wash food etc..then bbq by Restine's 老公& Wendy's friend..hhaa basically I only sit down n eat :P
我们很幸福喔..哈哈..
We didnt slp at all for the entire night on fri..we were really tired the next day..Mei Na , Ke Xin & I didnt slp at all while the rest still manage to slp lor..
We didnt slp so we went for a walk n play sparklers and head to macdonald 2 have some drink n light food while waiting to catch the sun rise..
romantic? lol too bad is not with the one I love..well..hopefully I can catch the sun rise with my future partner one day..
We went to escape yesterday..I love go kart..so fun n can feel the thrill..so relaxed though to drive and have fun..
It is a pity we didnt know there are more shops that we can shop around but anyway we went to explore b4 we go home..hehe go arcade til stuck there lol..dun want to go back yet..lol..though we waste a bit of time on sat, but then is gd that we can relax ourselves and have fun..of course have to spend some money la for chalet..is normal but is ok since it wont be that often..yeah..working life is too stress with OT everyday..I intend to work a while and will leave lor..cannot tahan la everyday OT..sick and tired of it already..I need some fresh air..I need some space on weekdays..I need some time to hang out with frenzs to destress..

I shall end here..

Simply stress..

Well I enjoyed my weekend like I mention it previously but when it comes to work, I simply feel moody..work simply cant finish and I wasnt unhappy with the job or anyone..I just simply dun like OT..the job is fine..But for this few days or should I say since last week, I work til 8.30pm..sat was fine though work til 2pm..haiz..what to do , this is working life and I know I shouldnt complain abt life..I cant help it but pour out how I feel.. I just feel moody becoz of work? I myself not sure either..sigh..I dunno what wrong with me..nothing much but I simply dun feel happy..perhaps dun see the sunset at all and leaving the office at 8.30 really isnt the ideal time that I want but is a marine company..cant be helped..

I can understand why pple resign..simply not enough time to finish the work within 2 weeks deadline..omg!!! It is a matter of time to gain experience and simply not the job that I wish for..I dun wish to talk abt anything bad lor, be it company or boss..but what i can say they r too "thrifty" and particular abt certain issues..BTH lor..what the..

I end here..

Enjoyable Weekend..

I am back again..well I did enjoy myself this week and I feel that it is the happiest week I even had for this few weeks..

I went out with my family yesterday to east coast to have seafood and then we head down to the beach to have a walk and I have the urge to play bowling at marine bowling..guess what..Mum wasnt so keen on it at 1st so I started it with Xiao Jie..end up she joined us and enjoyed it haaa..lol and we played 3 sets of game..all the way til midnight abt 2am..then we headed home..cool ar? hardly stay outside so late lor..Happy Hour! We went to have food abit late..around 9 plus and when we finished was abt 11 so we played all the way til 2am..I was tired then and I slept at 4am this morning hhaa..Glad that MUm know how to bowl and perhaps we can go some other days to relax.I know she feel relaxed and happy..It is the right choice to go bowling and she is fine though it is the lst time..

After that sunday which is today I meet Hui,Ling & WL to have a chat at Glorie Jean Cafe at 2pm..We plan to have it at starbucks but it is so crowded so change of plan ya..just have a small get together..Happy weekend and I really enjoyed it..
I really need some entertainment since I been working OT lor.. yeah..

K la end here..a bit tired ..going to slp earlier today..

Work..Work..Work..

Today I just feel tired..haha partly I slept late last night :P well is kind of tired to keep checking stuff..I wonder how to endure til 8.30pm tml and fri..I am going work OT..need to rush our work and I am going finish mine soon..probably can finish my part tml ba..hopefully..should be no problem when I am seriously working and dun talk :P I can do other stuff once completed..frankly speaking I did quite alot of work? yeah especially the internal part..so much to key but I manage to finish it..OMG!

Currently I am watching "天涯侠医"..mm..I didnt really catch it when channel 8 is showing during weekend..manage to catch a bit of it and realise is nice..So watching dvds lor.I didnt catch Hk drama quite long liao due to work etc..yeah back to my addiction of watching haha..I can really glue to the tv :P and cant wait to watch on..sometime no choice but have to stop as I need to slp..If not I surely watch til I really feel tired..well is an enjoyment to do wat u like.yeah..
I like Nick Cheung who act as doctor..I believe he hasnt been acting nowaday ,isnt he? Nick can act well and he do look like wat he act as be it doctor or police hhee..the character suits him..well the drama is quite a few years back..

Sometime certain topics can be sensitive to me nowaday..I dun wish to hear abt it nor think abt it but colleagues talking abt it , I just dun care so much..I dun wish to think so much and want to be happy. I feel alright, very normal lor..I was quite happy last night to meet up to celebrate a simple 中秋节..

希望我能开开心心得过每一天..然后工作顺顺利利..不想想那么多..希望我身边的人都平安..

Quite hard and slow to type in chi but I did it :) End here..

中秋节快乐!!

Today is a simple day with work and guess wat..OT is coming when we least expected it..I have to cancel my program for fri..sigh..no choice..working OT on thur, Fri & Sat..probably next week too b4 our chalet..sigh..sometime shouldnt say too much and end up it comes true..wat the..work is coming..

Well wishing everyone 中秋节快乐!!! Today's weather is fine to celebrate lantern festival..WL asked if I want to meet up to take lantern..I join her and we brought her niece to the park near our place..We just walk around and I bought lantern for her niece..manage 2 find mickey mouse one..hehe..yeah..

My colleague , Mei Na went to get those small lantern and decorate our office..yeah we can feel the atmosphere..then we bought mooncake to share and try diff. types lor..I still have some in the office..perhaps can eat it tml when we r hungry.
It is Kareen's birthday tml..so we having cake..It is kind of nice lor that colleagues will celebrate ur birthday..

Suddenly feel that I may have some thoughts or feel a bit sad as I am hearing "Would u be there"..It is a nice song and I find it so meaningful..cant help feeling a bit 伤感..nvm is ok..

K end here..

Time..

I realise everyone including me is complaining that there isn't enough time to rest. I rest for a day then I am back to work.wat to do,I have to work on sat too..so to me..sat is occupied with work and church..so no personal time..Time is spent with God..Sunday is the only day I can rest and I am lazy to go out.I have my free time..stay at home do wat I like..Can say I am kind of isolating myself? hhaa maybe? Coz I may be invited to birthday party but I dun wish to go nowaday unless the person is my colleague, close friends or relatives..dunno lah..I just dun wish to go and there is no particular reason..I just feel sian..not close wat..

I know that there is changes for this few weeks and though I smile and laugh at jokes, I dun think I am back to my normal self yet..I am trying to be..I dun wish to talk abt it and think abt it..U guys will know what I am talking abt..certain things just leave it aside..time will heal everything and work is more impt now..wow I have not been going out for this two weeks..nvm is ok..I just wish to rest and I will go out next fri hee..a date? ya right with Mei Fen :P haha..Just meet up to have a meal n shop around..yeah.

Today is a day for me to play com, read bks/bibles or watever..cool..make full use of my free time..the feeling is shiok but time just pass by very fast..I love to stay in my room..sometime will have a chat with mum..great!

Well not forgetting to thank friends whom stand by me when I feel down..especially my bro..Thx my dear bro for lending me a listening ear..sorry to trouble u so much..
I appreciate it..

I end here

Worried..

Quite a few days has past but to me I still feel the same..think a lot.. I really worried when I heard he is sick..but glad that at least u will share with me..if I dun msg u perhaps u dun wish to tell me?? sorry I cant be beside u to look after u..I cant enter ur camp..if not I surely look after u no matter wat..dun care u want or not..is my sincere thoughts..may God bless that u get well soon..poor thing.. make my heart ache la..shouldnt be like that..But I dun feel at ease..worried if anything happen to u..trust me, I wont feel gd de..I know u need someone now when u r sick..I know how it feels to have stomach flu..I simply cant be there right now..feeling so sad lor..that I want to cry..Pls pls take care of urself while I am not by ur side now..

Anyway working life is the same lor as usual..
I end here..

Life is unpredictable..

Today is just a normal resting day for me..I didnt go anywhere..I am feeling better..hope I am just be fine lor..can be tense up this few days..not normal isnt it? thx 4 ur concern..Somehow I feel that sometime life is not within our control..some things may happen, then it shall happen..is just that we wont be aware when it happens..I know I am not scare..I am prepared..I am just worried abt my love ones..my family,friends and not forgetting u..I will be worried abt u no matter wat..
should anything happen to me,我放不下你们!

There are disasters happening around and hard to predict when it happens..just like the plane which had crashed in Thailand killing abt 60 pple..It makes me worried coz he will be flying to Australia for some overseas training..Plane seem to be so unsafe lor..I just wish he is safe n sound that's all..I know I shouldnt have negative thoughts but I really afraid to lose u forever..*touch wood la..at least, I can still contact u n care for u now..
But if u aint around,I dun think I wish to live either..humans have feeling de..after all we been together for a period of time..another diaster is the earthquake..

Earthquake can really kill pple and my block can feel the shake..is terrible as it is not once..many times within 3 days..I felt the shake thrice..This time is terrible that pple in neighhood countries like Malaysia and Thailand can feel it too..May God bless that there will be lesser disaster and that pple r safe n sound..

Relationships..

I am not sure how's my feeling right now..perhaps I just lost my true self and may take a period of time to be back to normal..Life just goes on each day..there isnt much changes..I just have to adapt to it..这世界有天长地久吗? 哈哈..我觉得没有..人总有一天会离开这个世界的..we wont know when..

World is realistic..sometime is better to be friends rather than couples..this is how I feel..at least better..let says couples break up, they wont even be friends..True?so wat the point..It make both parties miserable only..
Is it true that everyone may experience that and u just have to overcome it and move on? I dunno and dun wish to care anyway..Certain things we still need to solve it be it bad or wat..rather than making it worse..I have solved my problem..

Let me update abt yesterday..I went to MSQ for dinner and bowling with bro this time..I know I didnt enjoy it but as promise to meet up ya..I went to relax myself..I dunno la..I dun seem to be able to concentrate on watever I do this few days..I just wish to keep myself occupied lor..that's all..yeah..no point thinking and work is as normal..occupied all day ..work is always there and we wont be able to finish it..btw We celebrate Restine's birthday in advance today during tea break and we have cake n pizza..we chip in for the cake..mosse cake..did I spell correctly??

Alright dunno wat else to blog..end here..

Thoughts on Sunday...

Today is a rest day whereby I feel that I think alot.There are couples of hrs for me to think abt stuff,even in church. I just have some thoughts but dun wish to share with anyone there. personal matter..no point saying..just let it be..

Heard from some pple,that being single and alone is the best as u have lots of freedom..It is true..there are advantages and disadvantages..maybe u guys will feel I have traditional mindset that being single can be lonely..is true when u are old..but having a family isnt that great either if ur children treat u badly..heard of some incidents like that..maybe is just too early to talk abt that..but I feel that when we still have a chance to make a right decision, is gd to think clearly when u want to get married or wat..somehow, even finding the right guy seem difficult..Friends do tell me u dun have to find, it will just come..

Sometime pple will tell u maybe the one u are finding is always beside u just that u dun notice it..Is that so? I dunno..I still feel that gd ones maybe not be found at times..either taken or extinct..

Friends tell me dun look down on myself that I am not gd or wat..we should feel that we are gd in our own ways and have confidence in ourselves..I still feel that in a way charming guys or moderate looking guys still wont look out for me..Maybe I said that becoz I didnt see any yet haha..really..my circle of friends is small.sigh..
somehow dun wish to think abt this but avoiding is also not gd for me..I love freedom
and perhaps the only way to feel happy n be firm is when u find the one and u are sure that he & u think that u two can spend the rest of ur life together..It is still early n I am still young..I still have time so let it be just as it is lor..
leave it to fate and hope I can be lead to the right one..

Now talk abt work..as usual..picking up more work and doing it while I learn..is great..so far is fun being with my colleagues..they can really crack jokes..hope we have a happy time working together..

End here going have my lunch..

Work..

Another week has come..Today is tue..haa I work til I almost forget that today is tue..I even ask my colleague wat day is it..lol..so blur right? yeah that's me when I am too engross??

I am going to do a quick blogging and have my lunch and catch 7pm drama.. well time being, work is still not busy so dun have to work OT..I hope I dun have to do it often and probably not for the lst few months of work for now..I am still picking up..so far so gd..just cut n paste some index into dividers and photocopy documents today..I still have quite alot to do though..Boss ask someone to help me though but is ok..He doesnt come n help out also..so is ok.I can manage it myself..just need some time..I guess I can get it done tml..yeah then I can do other work..horray..prefer to key in data..I can do it faster.. :)

Working nearby is really gd..save time..I can get home around 6 coz I have to get my own dinner..if not I reach home at 5 plus..shiok..anyway is already earlier than last time..I can catch 7pm drama on time..rest earlier..wake up half an hr later..I even lie in bed a while today til my mum thought I didnt not wake up..she wake me up..lol..lazy la..I am so tired though I try to slp slightly earlier last night..nvm..

Thank god for the blessing and hope that the job will continue to be smooth and everyone work together cooperatively and happily.. I shall end here..time for my dinner..hungry!! Xiao zhu is hungry haa...

Updates about weekend again..

I am back again..one week just pass like that..let me update regarding wat I did this few days..I started picking up more things on thur..which is gd..keying in more data..learn more things of course from scratch since I am new..better than 1st two days ba..slowly picking up..yeah..

I have to work for half a day today..nothing much..coz sat is used to have some lectures and discussions when we dunno anything..Boss sat down n teach us stuff..we have a clearer view with regards to our work..hhaa spend 2 hrs doing there..so nothing much..have to do housekeeping..wat the..become cleaner cum admin asst..lol..2 in 1..save money! 省省省!!! haiz..wat to do..company too "thrifty"..put it in a nice word..Lst time kind of doing housekeeping for an office..sigh..nvm..
there are some incidents etc along the way for my lst week..so can I say is filled with interesting things?? haha..I went to visit 外婆 after work..then heard down to church as usual..is great to be back on sat whereby I wasnt there for sat @ 7 for two weeks..wat a day today..It just passed by like that..so fast..

I realise I begin to be more willing to go down to church though I am tired..I know sometime I am lazy due to work that I dun wish to meet LM so early for our studies but then have to..But I make it a point to turn up on time..I did..yeah..she is late for 5 mins..nvm..I dun think I have the habit to touch my bible very often as in to read it..opps..dunno leh..feel tired after work..so is tv..online a while and I slp liao..excuses?? really la..I dun even wish to read newspaper/magazine or storybk not to say bible..opps..

I do have some thoughts when the church service is over.anyway watever it is..I dun wish to think alot for watever matter..just let it be..just like work..just let it be and see how..slowly pick up my learning as times goes by..I shall end here..going out tml with dear..

3rd day of work..

Well today is the 3rd day of work..I am blogging during my lunch break..have to do a quick one coz I am going back soon wor..

Anyway let me talk abt lst n 2nd day..1st day slack la..then start checking some measurement stuff..today do index stuff..every morning there is meeting..haiz..waste some time la..no wonder they have to do OT :P haha..
I am learning how to read this n that..those terms that I consider weird de..never hear b4..lol is great to learn marine stuff..though we do more on keying in stuff..It takes time though..I was tired to update my blog yesterday so take this time to update hhaa..that's abt it ba..Hopefully everything turns out fine..

I do get along with colleagues so far..so ya..hope it keep on going like that..yeah..k end here..go back to work le..

Weekend..

I am back again to update my blog regarding yesterday & of course today..

I was free yesterday as I go for church service today instead of yesterday ya..
I went out with Dear to MSQ to play bowling..I wasnt very gd at it though but practise makes perfect..haha..it was alright after all..is just having fun..We played 3 sets of games which is abt 2 hrs..I went to get Ice Caffe Mocha from starbuck to share b4 heading down to bugis's tong shui cafe to have some food..went b4 with WL..yeah this time I tried the 通心粉..the soup is nice and not oily..gd for health..they have veg, egg and tofu in it..Dear ate de chicken chop rice seem very nice also..maybe I can consider trying it next time? ;) shall see..Plan to ask Mummy along next time to try the food there as well as the dessert..I didnt try the dessert yet..The八宝茶 not bad..2nd time drinking it..

Anyway after that shop lor..I react in a way that make dear angry..sigh..but he is fine after that..He is like that de..I also dunno..anyway we are fine..I went back home quite early..manage to catch 2nd half of the CSS2..expected that Shawn will win..He has a lot of supporters..sometime I feel competition is never fair due to voting..is just a comment anyway not trying to say anything or criticise any contestant in my blog..

Update abt today..I went for sunday service at 8am..this is the lst time I am attending sunday service.Jolene & my cousin was asking the week b4 whether I would like to join them..end up both of them didnt attend the service lor..sigh..放我飞机咯!
so sad..Jolene busy with children church..last min thing..cousin haa overslept..nvm is ok la..I join Lai Mei for service lor..The service is abit more serious than sat at 7..It is totally different from Sat's service.I still prefer to go for sat's service..better for us.. :P I can feel sleepy at Sun@8 lol..I still feel alright for sat..After service, there is fun fair..sort of family day..I join in the fun since I am there..bought the coupon and end up cant finish using it..I give it to Lai Mei's son..hehe..

K I shall end here..going take a short nap..a bit tired as I wake up early..Bye..

My feelings..

It is fri again..time just flies past..时间一分一秒就这样过去了..the day is drawing nearer and I try to rest as much as I can..
So can say I am feeling excited and worried..mix feeling ya..I know what I am worried about..everyone has 2 try to adapt to a new environment etc..the world will change..you wont be staying at the same point or place for the whole of ur life..

anyway I just received an irrating call from the person whom I least unexpected..I just let it be..dun bother to ans.. bad? :P I dun feel like talking to the BL person..haha..so ya..I am not ur counsellor when u really need someone to talk to then u look 4 me..if my gd friends I surely willing 2 listen lor..but not u.. just not u..U know who u are..I dun want to mention ur name..my friends out there..u know who I am talking abt? yeah u know I know la.. *wink..

I guess I will have to try my best and do watever I can..I dun think I am looking forward to it..but this is life..It always occurs..it make ur life more meaningful?? we do need some time.. 5 to 10 years?? It takes time to be successful but depends on how fast u can do it? I will try, when we r young must do our best b4 we regret that we didnt do our very best when we reach a certain age..yeah..

I guess other things can leave it aside..career lst..every thing needs time to start from stratch..may Father Lord bless that job is successful for me..thanks..end here..

Some updates..

Well I didnt go out today..mm..continue watching 食神 lor..I just catch the last epsiode of 宝家卫国..哈哈..Happy ending..yeah..文忠是帅的咯..not forgetting the rest..macho and handsome too.. :)

Let me update about weekend..I went to a gathering on sat with my ITE ex classmates..Pong, Mas, Fara, Suren, Wati etc..to many to name so I shall not name all..10++ of us..We went to Far East Sakura..

Well this sakura is different as it is not japanese food..哈哈是 thai-chinese cuisine lor..We are surprised or should we say we are sui ku?? lol..The food is moderate..we order dishes n rices..shall not comment so much..coz after all, is the gathering that matters..

I dun intend to go n catch fireworks this year as u know la..人山人海..since the rest want to go, we went with them after the dinner..the view not as gd as last year coz we went there quite late..abt 8 lor..so we stand behind the bridge..fireworks are alright..15 mins..

When it is time to go home..u know pple jam instead of traffic jam
哈哈..it takes us abt 20 mins to cross the road to get to mrt station..warm of course though it rains that day..luckily it didnt rain when the fireworks started..

As for sunday like wat I mention in the previous post, I stayed at home lor..nothing much to blog already

End here..

　

食神...

Today as usual just rest and watch drama..It is acted by 王仁甫 and more..食神 2007咯..He look smart..帅..哈哈..seldom type in chinese so 是慢的咯..I am just trying out..wat a pity I cant use it in messenger..if not it will be more fun u see..to express ourselves lor in chi at times..

Maybe to improve my typing skills for chinese,perhaps I can try to blog in chi next time..opps..
我在干吗? 哈哈..要我用华文来打字会很慢的..I can really understand how it feels when I read Bryan's blog regarding typing in chi..coz we are so used to typing in el..whereby chinese u have to 拼 word by word..unless u use it often, if not it is hard lor..

但是我是不会放弃我的母语的啦,虽然不长写..我还是会读报纸啦..be it mandarin one or EL paper..I feel that we should read both lor..to keep up..yeah..not saying 我很利害 or what..just expressing my point of view..

well I know is very weird to type in el with mixture of chi..but cant be helped..if I were to type all in chinese..it will take ages so ya..mixture..:P
coz some things is best to express them in chi so I will use chi ya..actually nothing much to blog..just blog for fun haha..

End here..

Will I get it??

I am back from interview..haiz..I dun have the confidence though I know I tried my best..I dun even know if I am being selected this time as it is the 2nd round which I never came across..opportunties do come but at the wrong time..I guess I dun put too much hope lor..I will look out 4 other job though I love this job alot..I leave it to fate..I wasnt told if I am selected..I guess they will call me if I am selected..chances?? 50-50 I guess..I cant tell..

I think I just end here..dunno wat else to blog..going have my lunch..ya..

Doughnuts..

For me..is a normal day today as I have not start working..haha..for dear is a holiday..I acc him to collect his mp4 player which was sent for repair..It took so long 2 repair..aiyo..anyway We decided to get the doughnuts from the doughnuts factory which we wanted to buy quite some time ago but due to long queue, we decide not to do so..
Suntec queue not so bad..we queue for abt 30 mins..the doughnuts look very attractive..the taste is alright la..we get 1 dozen n share lor.. :) Just try only for once..Dear drive me back home..luckily drive if not the doughtnut box is so big so troublesome 2 take train..

feeling bloated right now ate dinner and try another doughtnut just now..opps..should not eat lor..sigh..nvm..
Btw Li Wen contacted me this morning and was told to go for 2nd interview on mon..hopefully I get in..

Nothing much to say already..end here

Finally finish it..

Yeah..I just finished reading harry potter bk 7 which is the final bk..well maybe u can say I am slow..I went out etc..so is a bit slow to take two weeks to read?? some pple can finish it within a day..I did not have enough of it, feel like reading somemore though the story ended..hook on the bk..how?? cant be helped, I just have to start reading a new storybk then..if not watch drama series lor..

I just bought two sets of tw drama series..can say is idol types..going 2 start watching them soon..wei xiao pasta and shi shen.crazy right bought two? I dunno which to choose since both seem nice..yeah..plus I can do my crossstitch while I am free..

I waiting for Li Wen's call regarding whether I will be selected..
this kind of thing cant be forced but then I really wish I can get in..partly is so near and partly becoz of the working hrs n the environment r not bad.. leave it to fate..sometime need some luck etc..I tried my best lor.. I hope I will be selected to meet her boss & get in the company..pray that I get in?? hope so..

Btw is Singapore's 42th Birthday..Happy National Day!!
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Fussy??

Well..I am blogging again..mm..I tried the job for two days and actually realise those pple aint so friendly? force to teach me stuff is it? I dunno lor..V doesnt bother to care after she went through the lst day..how am I suppose to know when I only come for a day???..so I ask alot of questions on the 2nd day..either she asked me to refer to previous ones or ask K.. -_-''' K dunno much, I guess she knows she also wont bother to teach..wat the..I dun wish to say bad things abt pple but the fact is she think she is so great.. so I looking out for other job lor.. yeah..the place not so convenience..though I know there is shuttle bus..troublesome la..if I take my own bus..definitely traffic jam..yeah..so gd luck to me..

I just wish to get the right one at the right time..maybe the place isnt the one or I dun give it a try ar..I really dun like though environment is gd..

k I have 2 end here..going out already..