Update again..

I am back to blogging again..

mm..Last fri went out for dinner with my fellow colleagues and boss came to join us for a drink at bliss after his dinner with family..
I drank la..

Sat, dun feel that good but after that I went to church and met darling for dinner.

Sun, rest day for me..I just stay at home though.

Back to mon, working day for me lor..as usual..As for yesterday, work and then had dinner with James...to discuss some issues and clear doubts etc.. Everything is great

He is off for holiday without any worries. No one can contact him..power..end up I will be the one picking up call lor -_-'' Hate it as it makes me fed up coz of an issue today.. Something to do with one of our fp and end up I had to try to solve..what the..at times they cause some inconvenience..nvm..what done is done..

I don't wish to think so much..work can make me stress but just let it be..how I wish James is around..I don't wish to worry that much..Some things are just beyond our control. It is within God's control. We can't do anything about it..

I cant wait for my trip that's all..I can just let go off everything and have fun..I need a break..Hopefully after 4 days of break, I will feel very fresh..

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Wonderful day..

Just wanna update. though I know right now is consider sunday as it is almost 3am and why am I still blogging haha. Well didnt sleep just now, having supper so I just keep on chatting etc.

I do a quick update and off to bed. Need to go to church wor. well just spent a day with Jamin. catch a bit of ndp rehearsal and the fireworks..wow..great time. We took pics too..quite a few today. so sweet.

Anyway went for dinner and set off to fountain of wealth. sit down n chat..he opened his present. I could see him so touched, I felt so happy.He cherish it. just give him a hug.
Thanks for making me smile..hehe u r naughty..thanks for helping me with the balancing..so nice..

You r secretive regarding one of ur birthday wish. I just wonder what u wish for.
I just know is nice spending time with u..I am very happy whenever I am with u..feel so blessed.. Thank GOd!

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My thoughts again,.

Coming to the end of the month, I know I have not blog for some time but then at times I just want to write down how I feel if it is too personal. mm.. work is alright, have outstanding to clear and even have a review with Boss today. Everything seems fine and I need the ABC which he told me..so ya..

Sometime I wonder what guys are thinking lor.so nice at times and yet sometime u really need to ask them things, they ignore you.As if I want to disturb u, no choice. It is my job u know..Can u dun be so nice then? Best is not so nice will be good lor..
Still searching for my prince.A long way though..slowly..concern doesn't mean anything..this is how I feel..

yeah going beach with the rest. :) let's enjoy ourselves there and get to know more friends..

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stress..tense up..

I really have no idea how long I can hold on. I told myself not to give up easily and Boss & colleague encouraged me.. really very nice. thanks them but I still feel stress at times. Though u tell me to relax and don't myself stress but I still feel so.

Beside you make me stay to work and you say I will hate you soon. Is it so serious?
I admit working under you is very stressful.. I really not sure how long I can work there. I guess when I reached my tolerance level, that's it.. I won't let people think that I can't do it and keep changing job..I still can cope for the time being..

I manage to have dinner outside and went to look at spects. RObin recommended..he is a nice friend but whatever it is, nice colleagues right now..
People will tease etc.. wu liao.. I just don't think to think so much about anything.

End here,WIll be meeting Kareen & Ke xin soon

I got it..

Time flies and it is April already.I feel quite excited today and was kind of nervous for the 2nd round of interview and who knows it is not really an interview..lol I got the job. Horray! I was so happy. I rest for about two weeks and manage to get a job finally and I know there is prospect. :) thank God.. I hope I can really grow in the company and move on to what I want..Boss did ask me what and where I hope to be for the next 3 to 5 years. I know what I want and I will do my best to fufil it.He told me is possible to fufil it even before 30 years old.. Guess what, he asked me when I getting married. lol
I dun even date now how to get married? Faint..he was surprised I don't have a bf.Is that surprising? I have no idea.

Right now, career & studies matter more than other things. Of course family n friends are impt too. So is God. I leave the rest to fate. really.. What will come will come around. Relationship is just a parcel of life and I am still young..

Did I grow up? I used to wish to date perhaps because I am younger that time and the my timing is slightly different but for now I straighten my thoughts and dun wish to date. I believe finding a good one is not easy but if it will come, it will come unexpectedly. I just let it be and see how it goes..work hard and study 1st. Enjoy life with family & friends, carefree life without being attached, is good isn't it?

I find it good without clinging onto something and have to really commit to it.Perhaps I simply don't wish to commit to anything right now while I am young.

Happy today and I went orchard to shop for clothes and bought them..I got what I want .Great! Life is great today and hope it continues that way.

K time for dinner. I am hungry.. God is great & good! :)

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Elvin & XIao Qing s' Birthdays..

Well I just came back around 11 plus from the birthday gathering.. I was considering whether to go, end up I did went but then didn't know it was at east coast road..oh my god! It was so far and we waited for very long for the bus 13 at Euno where we met first and then we kind of lost our way u know..We reached the olive cafe at 8 plus. Then started ordering food. After we finished was 10 plus.. I didn't enjoy it though as I felt left out and couldn't blend into the group though I know them a little..there were about 20 of us. Of course spending money while I am jobless hhaa... sob sob.. so you know how I felt?

The chocolate cake was nice and it was from four leaf.. Jolene bought it. Well luckily I got a lift from someone.. I believe the rest did have a lift back home too..great!
Is good that they have cars lol.. I felt tired so that was my day!

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Feeling relaxed..

Well right now, I believe there is no stress but just have to look out for my career.I really wish for a good career path and of course with good working hours so that I can take up a part time course soon. I have been waiting but need to settle down for job before I can even apply to study and then concentrate on it. I believe is not easy but I will try so time being career n studies more important than anything else.

Not forgetting my family, wish that they have good health always and also be safe and sound at all times.. I believe all these are important right now and other than that, nothing matters. Really..I have better things and more important things to do rather than be worried or thinking about that issue. Must be wondering what issue right if you are reading my blog?

Well doesn't matter what issue, I don't want to be affected by it. I just want to work hard on my goals. Hopefully I can really settle down n grow in a company soon. Of course I hope to meet good bosses and colleagues. This is important and of course a conducive environment.

Alright I shall end here.. I must jia you!! yeah! :)

Boring work life..

I feel sian but at times doesnt want to talk about it. I pretend to be ok in front of family and perhaps some friends. I don't know what did I gain if I do this but perhaps don't wish to let you guys see me so sad. Rather make myself happier ya..
I want to go back to learn latin dance and Yong Yee says he is interested, say be my partner.. dance is good but dunno is he serious..though he says he may step on people's toe but then is ok I believe wont..wait and see, maybe say only..shouldn't be too excited in case it doesn't happen. Anyway this friend of mine blur blur and get himself injured. aiyo anyway did ring him up already. I guess not necessary to disturb him too much after today in case he finds me fan.. I have a feeling at times he don't know what to say or try to stay happy then he start crapping lol..aiyo.. are you really ok? am I thinking too much.. Shall not disturb you so much..in case very fan..

Anyway look like luck not on my side yet, I can't find a suitable job yet..location wise is bad..west side..will keep trying..k just end here..

Simply so tired..

I guess I am too lazy to blog at times. Perhaps due to being too tired and somehow at times simply don't know how and what should I blog and I just simply don't blog unless I really feel like doing so.so here I am blogging again after about a week.

I just feel simply tired and don't feel like doing anything..I simply don't wish to think nor talk.my nose somehow block and of course I dont feel good.At times I get so fed up, I am really worried that I might get high blood pressure one day.I felt a bit giddy just now when I get angry.omg! Is it because I am too tired? I am not sure.I was extremely fed up just now and right now I don't wish to talk at all,just wish to have a quiet and peaceful time alone.

Mm..talking about work. I am still quite free though, waiting for the guys to come back from the vessel and I guess we will have work to do. Currently just sort out some documents and relax. We are not sure how long our break will be,anyway been like that since last month if I am not wrong. More or less even if we have work, it is not much.Consider quite free since Nov 2007.

Anyway just went to buy some Chinese New Year clothings yesterday.I bought 2 dresses and a pair of shoe.I love the dresses though cost quite a bit, one year once is fine though.I bought a yellow top the day before too, is yellow in colour. A colour whereby I seldom wear.Love it too.I have been spending money again but still under control.Pamper myself when I can.Got myself Famous Amos cookies a few days ago too..250gm and get 50 gm for free. :) my favourite cookies..yummy..I don't buy it very often so is ok.Ba kwa also, just feel like eating the golden coins so bought 600gm..

I feel bad though, forgot about Qing Wei's birthday til at night then I remember, just sms him though.We are suppose to celebrate with him after service but I didn't make it though.sorry about it.not on purpose.
Tomorrow is another working day, wonder what will we do again..mm..perhaps being maid lol.shall see

I'll will just stop here..feeling shag and gonna see what I can do with my free time.

Down..

I simply dunno how am I feeling now..the more I think, the sadder I feel so I rather dun think so much..think alot of stuff which makes me feel sad..I simply cant forget wat happened in the past though u tell me they are history..I cant forget..sometime asking myself why is my path of life not right, when will I enter the right path for everything? I dunno..perhaps is really a test for us..to lead us to a better route/path..at times we gain something n lose something..there is no gaining all the time..life is like that..there are ups n downs..I hope we can overcome all of the obstacles in life..I hope I can overcome the fear in life when the time comes..

May God give me the strength to carry on with my life and have the determination n strength to overcome whatever that occurs..Thanks Lord..

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