March 29, 2005

Midnight abt 12.15 am ..i was abt to sleep..apply wu bi gao..sitting on my bed..I kind of sleepy..then can feel my bed shaking suddenly..thinking too tired i went out to see the ceiling lights..shaking too.the clock also shake..the hands shake..then parents' room on aircon so door is close..I couldnt open door..then try to open toilet de..then mum ask me wat happen..i say i feel the shake..then mum stand up she can feel too..then dad woke up..then mum wake bro up..then we rush downstair..many pple also rush down for safety reason..on the way lst thing i thought of is calling Vin..his area wasnt affected..many areas like beach road, marine parade, seng kang , seragoon etc..

I scare Vin ..He worried abt me..after that incident..i realised n i know he realised he cant bear to lose me..if i am gone..* touch wood..wat abt him? wat he can do? scare .. couldnt get to sleep although i am tired..only think of Vin..i never tell him..i get to know..i really want to see him..hug him coz i need him at that moment of time..cry abit lor..coz i cant imagine if building shake alot more wat will happen if we didnt get downstair in time..then all gone..i left Vin? cannot..I love him so much..how can i leave him like that..tt a terrible experience..
dad very scared i know..coz he keep telling us faster go out of our house..i feel at that time..yes i am scare..but u have to stay calm if not u duno wat to do..He not calm..hhaaa

then i went to bed at 1 plus..manage to sleep at 2 plus..woke up at 6.35..i am so tired today lor..drink coffee still tired til abit headache..then ent lesson lie on the table..rest..Tt mr teo talked so much..heard tt highest mark for 2nd project 51..so jia lat..lowest 44.. horrible..
k end here..i want to sleep already..tired..still never sleep early although i want.Vin not online i guess he sleep liao..so tired wat..

March 27, 2005

Today..went to work as usual..the third day i work..i been thinking should i quit..but this pay gd..think abt it ..i just endure til i can find a better job then maybe i quit..then today an incident happened..a Security officer..approach me..i dun even know is who..like quite fierce..i blur..duno wat happen..he ask me go office..then b4 tt take out all the listerine pack tt i have..i wonder why..i ask him then he tells me dun talk much..be honest if not let him find out i take stuff i be in trouble..then he wont give chance..wat the..as if i steal..i feel sad..i even cry after tt..then another promoter same company de..tell me dun cry..embarrassing leh dunno any one see wat happened..anyway i very firm when i talk to him.. maybe get a fright lah tt why..

In my whole life..i never get accuse of stealing..wat for steal listerine sweet.siao..not nice also..
I want steal why i work..think abt it i feel bu shuang..others explain tt is his job cant blame him..
is not they kanna accuse leh..is a bad experience.wat to do i learn a lesson lor..dun even dare tell KE Qi..tml cant let Hazel know..same company best not to know..never give me pass ..then tell me low profile..haiz.. hai wo..3 days only this happen..anyway nvm..going change location..better change..dun want see tt SO..an uncle..spoil my mood..but after tt have dinner etc..feel ok lah..coz tml dun need work..feel better lor..think abt it i feel sad..ok lah end here..tml study le..so fast one week holiday has past..very fruitful one..mon went out a while..wed go zoo..then fri to sun work..

March 26, 2005

Today..second day of work..still ok lah..more tired..i reached earlier then went to library lst..yesterday legs really want to break like tt so aching..today still ache..but better lah..I get to know company de other staff..then get to know other promoters also..like Jian Xiang..He is 21..he promote princles potao chip..tml last day le..well he work only for a period of time de..anyway i also wont be working at bedok after tml..

Then i wish to keep in touch with him..haa dun want ask his no..although i want coz know more frenz wat..then he asked to exchange no..hee..i am a girl so cant of shy to do tt..anyway sometime exchange no dun mean will keep in touch..alot is like tt..never work together lost contact liao..ok lah..He is nice to chat with..clever boy going university le.then he knows bai wei xu de..his schmate wat..then head prefect..hee so gd leh..

Today only manage to sell 5 listerine..actually i also never promote much..eat snake..Ke Qi came down..heng i was around..then went to have tea break..and slack abit..pretend pretend can liao..this sweet no one wants to eat..so hot..is wat pple comment..just endure lst..yesterday manage to sell 10..ok lah end here..tired..

March 24, 2005

Today sian..thinking tml must work..actually i really dun want leh..but thinking she asked me to work..i say no can meh? i working leh not other things..right now i thinking feel sian..then i miss dear..maybe lovesick liao..so fast..I just see him yesterday..and after few hrs i feel like seeing him..why is that so? then i feel i very yi lai ta?? coz i feel i cant live without him..everyday msg him without fail..i longer to hear from him..never hear from him..i feel sian..is it coz i want someone to talk..i dun msg i feel xin ku? i think i fall very deep..see him almost whole day also like not enough..working liao have less time together and we are busy..i guess i feel better wont think so much ..neither will quarrel?? is like together for 4 mths plus.quarrel/agrue 5 times like tt.. haiz..to be continued...

well continue blogging from where i stop..Ke Qi ask me to go work other places..then i felt angry coz asking me go bedok then change again..like very wat lor..why no fix place..then at lst never tell me wat to do..then i was blur..lst time wat..then Violet called me meet up with Bryan..I dunno him..abit scare lah..coz cant trust pple..i dunno him u see..anyway things are settled..i wont worry sat sun how..tml just do my best..hee..haiz..public holiday..but i feel ok lah..
no inspiration to blog liao hhaa..end here..must sleep earlier..but i guess cant sleep de..nvmm.stay up abit later..dun care..i dun need wake up tt early..

March 23, 2005

today woke up at 7 plus..coz going out with Vin and his frenzs..we went to the zoo..Vin said meet me at 8.50..i knew he would be late so i take my own sweet time..9pm then reach amk mrt station..then wait for vin's frenzs..then wait for bus 138 directly to zoo.. abt 10 plus we reached zoo..6 of us went..went to walk around take pics..see lots of animals..got black pigs so cute..have snakes ..lions..sheeps..cows..horses..monkeys..cute sia..monkeys ' butt so cute..red red de..hhee
donkeys lah..alot of animals..cant finish mentioning if I going say out all..

Weather was fine..not sunny..but abit humid..hhaa Vin whenever there is air con facilities he would go in enjoy the air con..hhaa his frenzs and I were thinking he came to zoo to enjoy aircon or to look at animals..lol..there were seats he would sit down n rest..and he sweat alot..
Kind of hot ..I suggested he carried air con on his back..haaa bad ar:P..really wat..that will be cooling..

We went around til abt 2 plus then had lunch..went Kfc..Vin lah not enough cash never drew money..hhaa entrance de i help pay abit lst..is ok lah..nvm..then regarding food we were like coz of it unhappy..can see his face..he was angry..kind of small problems lah..after a while was ok..Then i felt a bit guilty..make him angry etc..apologise lor..but he always said he didnt blame me..i just felt bad..coz sometimes i speak without thinking n sparing of pple's thoughts..then after eating he said he felt cold and he went out lor of the shop..i left him alone.know he feel unhappy..then a while then go out..after that we walked like separate ways..just dun want get near him.kind of unhappy also..but after that was fine..we went to walk around a while then went home at 4 plus..

We are like tt..not lst time liao..haiz.. going 5 mths..then we like argue or quarrel dunno how many times..sometime i been thinking..let says we go on as far as 5, 6 years..how ar..everytime like tt ..sian right? and is tiring..
i dunno..
oh ya Ke Qi called me when i was going back home..asking me if i can work on fri..ntuc lor..distribute stuff..haiz..thinking fri can rest..but can earn money go lor..work 3 days...never rest..just hope mon i feel ok..surely very tired..wonder must i give account no. or wat coz haven say yet for my pay..
mm..legs abit tired..ache ar..walk whole day sia..I ok lah..ate dinner feel ok..right now abit sleepy..later go to bed earlier..end here..bye

March 21, 2005

Tired today..woke up ten plus..meeting vin for lunch..at lst meet 12.30 then he called me and say meet 1pm coz he not ready yet..sch have things not yet finished..then i watched tv lor..5566 variety show..nice..but duno which team won coz i went to meet vin le..

Ate lunch with him then went to library ..he borrowed bks..then went home..Coz he needed to do project ..he met lw and gl lor..
mm..i feel tired..went home take a nap..then awake up call..Ke Qi called me le..telling me to work at giant bedok..not bad lah..although far but is a gd location..i feel happy..
coz can start work liao..

I am glad tt i got a job..coz i guess is very useful now..right now..we are abit troubled..haiz..money problems..tight lah..wat to do..why he do that..now like no route lor..i somehow dun want write de..but this how how i feel..dun write i no way to express out..dun want to tell vin..coz after is family stuff ..say liao no one can help..make me fan..
anything also can but why tt..this is not a route..can make things worse..Mum so angry abt it..
I can understand..she hold it too long never say anything de..I just feel helpless..
right now i just feel tired..just now headache..i maybe want to avoid..so i keep myself busy..
ok lah dun feel like typing further..end here..
Today wake up still tired..woke up at eleven plus..then watch tv..ate lunch..tired lor..watch horror movie after tt..scary but nice..i like nothing to do leh...so sian..finish watching tv i went to rest a while..wl called me asking if she could come our house use com..i resting so she comes later..abt 6 like tt..

at night cant watch 5566 tt variety show coz dad watching another channel..sigh..anyway tml can watch..but i meeting vin for lunch..he going sch tml..mm..anyway is ok ..see him better right..kind of tired now..just now chat..hhaa 9pm de variety show kind of funny..sometime very lame lah..ok lah got to sleep..tired liao..frenzs n dear log off leh so i also sleep lah..bye

March 19, 2005

Today wl came my house at 10.40.wow i have not enough sleep like tt..wake up at 9.45..i lie in bed a while..then thinking wl coming so i woke up.then watch tv ..have lunch ..went out after tt..
Went out with dear to suntec to catch movie..Hitch..wow suntec alot of pple..the cinema no good..i feel kind of small..we sat at E but seem like quite infront lor..some pple even sat nearer..
the movie was funny..nice..but watch til abit tired ba..starting was like boring..not bad ..
after movie..we went shop around..then went to eat dinner..go marina square renovating lor..no wonder cant go giant there work..so we headed to merlion park..alot of pple..well we sat down n relax..is so relaxing..this time i never think of anything..then sat til abit tired liao..then a bit headache when i going home tt time..dear send me home as usually..he also felt tired..i should have ask him go home straight..but i didn't..nvm..he wanted send me home wat.is ok..

mm..alright i end here..tired..think i go to bed le..night

March 18, 2005

Today not tt tired..i drank coffee..hee then HRA lesson we study abit and play games..wow so difficult to fix those pieces into the shape stated..i tried so hard only can reach stage 2..
then go for a break..then go for ent ..late for ent..Mr Teo the relief teacher finding us..Kai ling called me..hhaa i in the canteen..then go self access room since nothing to do for ent..finish project already..well then so packed in there..i go library lor..

For IT i let Mrs Yeo approve my draft and i did a bit of project..right now dun want to do..i relax abit haa..actually kind of lazy to do i guess..hhaa.afternoon i took a nap..
just sleep a while awake..but at least i rest ..then ate dinner and watched tv..

wow hungry now ..hhee later going to eat after i blog..mm..
today went to have lunch at tp central..then go library with Vin..guess wat..he surprised me..is like so mushy to call each other dear by saying out..so we didnt ..haa he called me dear today..i thought i heard wrongly u see.then i ask him wat he called me? so sweet of him..for me i find it mushy ..sometime cant express myself tt much regarding such stuff..so i seldom say out ba..instead i msg lor..
Is happy to spend time with him..anyway i borrow html bk from the library ..I have not read yet..i guess read on sun..I just dunno why have alot of thoughts so i ask him some things and told him some things in the library..
I know i care abt his feelings..sometime just thinking am I too close with Jufri..not so gd u see..but i know we are friends wat..so is ok..besides he says he don't mind..but surely will mind abit ..cause that is normal.I guess pple around can see that Bro joined our group for lunch etc..well..just a frenz n bro to chat with..this time I am very sure He is purely my bro only nothing more than that..
Today go to sch wow tired..maybe coz i didnt sleep at ten yesterday..right now i also feel tired..sleepy ..but i want to blog then sleep..mm..ent nothing to do today..i did my IT stuff hhaa..not really do alot..did a bit..then cbz lesson..copy some stuff..wow tired sia hear Ms lee talked..earlier dismiss after tt
then so early..i called ke qi..regarding work..wow marina square giant not opened yet..so i fan..duno where i be located at..Ke Qi asked me sat ,sun can go parkway ma take over hazel..hazel takes off wat..so far so i say i not free lor..maybe should say i got something on cannot..bad ar..wat to do..i dun want..so cant be helped..
so waiting for her call to tell me where i be located..haiz..then think abt it i moody..sian lor in sch..
but ok lah when i am back home..
IT lesson Mrs yeo wanted to see draft..i let her see towards end of lesson then she told me n YH let her see tml..
then at night kanna scolded coz forget tak e out tissues and clothes put inside washing machines..tissues become alot of pieces..haiz..not purposely wat..wat is done is done..
anyway after tt ok liao..she is like tt scold liao fine le..
ok lah just now did a bit of research n chat..i go sleep now is late already..

March 16, 2005

Today..IT lesson nothing much.Mrs Yeo just taught the frame thing..then we do..well she was unhappy with our class.saying that 3/4 of the class are doing ent stuff in her lesson..I dunno her..yup maybe is right not gd to do in her lesson..but i feel she has mood swing de..old liao can't be helped..she is 50 plus..so can have frequent mood swing hhaaa..so in the end Yan Hong didnt print ent stuff..hazel was away due to some family matters..

Sw as usual sian..play basketball..dun want play those that i need to run de..no strength after sw..then went for lunch ..after that is Cbz lesson ..go through notice of meeting lor..nothing much then Ms lee told me to put the agenda stuff on the board..i write down..that all..hhaa she miss out the 2nd page which we had done the assignment 2..so she had to mark lor..haaa so cant return to us yet..

Wow KDs lesson we cant use B3-02 ..Mrs Tan's class using .In the end we have free period..nothing to do..go canteen n sit down eat titibits haa..then customer service..guess wat..Annie Koh came in to relief us..we were told when we saw her..sian lor..see her face..but hhaa her taste improved..surprising. she wear a dress pink in colour haaa looks fine..then Yan hong talks to her..i just listen while she talked to YH and Sophie..mm.she dun let us go early de..then in the end 5 mins earlier..I want change clothes wat..then she delayed..
so today 2 hrs we did nothing..boring..

after that cca..kind of moody ..tired also..mood swing u see..then was like IT lesson the mouse so difficult to use .sickening..then jive ..learn another thing i like kind of dunno..i impatience..coz i learn very slow..so i was kind of unhappy..then Ivy was asking me why..anyway i fine de lah..abit crazy this few days haha..
we finish jive..then next week no cca..so we will learn cha cha next next week.. :)

Ok lah i end here..tired after a whole day..got to go n sleep le.

March 15, 2005

Today go out abit later..bus come later but I am not late..just abit rush..then met Yan hong lor outside mrt station..nowaday dun want wait for each other..so troublesome..
well Cbz lesson, we go e tutor do SDL lor..then copy down the minutes of meeting stuff..stupid net..is so slow u see..when we want to proceed further , we cant access the page..so we dismiss after that since we cant use it..
customer service, Mrs lee didnt come..Mrs Tan relief us..hhaa that Mrs Tan who taught us Bzf last year..then Andrew ask her stuff and he n Jin lun talking abt Simon teo hhaa..that teacher who relief Mr Ramu..saying he treat gals different..like give more attention to gals..i duno true or not..the way they describe is so funny..i was just sitting right infront..which is teacher table right in front of me..haaa..Mr Teo was like gals hurt or wat..he will say u hurt ur hands ar.u ok ma hhaa be more careful leh..I dunno that wat Andrew says.. hhaa

after that is HRA before lunch..usually this timing i will go canteen as usual eat abit of snacks lst ..Hungry..hee
HRA i feel like sleeping..so sleepy..Mrs Quek taught unit 8..
lunch time..alot of time and left 4 of us..MF, YH, KL and me..Hazel, Bro didnt come..BRo on mc lor..
then we was like talking abt Alan Kor kor hhaa..then it was so funny that we laugh alot sia..talk abt his marriage..bad sia..say his wedding at void deck..opps..kor kor hear liao sure kill us..so shhhh..cannot tell him at all..hhaaa we are so naughty ar? but so fun..
Ent lesson was boring.nothing much..I started to do my IT project..done a page..
then Kds mm..as usual type..we go B3-02 wow tt new com room..gd man..have internet access but cant go messenger..so sad..

After sch i went to best denki..send my hp for repair..Vin lent me his spare hp..8250..actually his dad de..but not using liao..i use for the time being..well have to wait 3 to 4 weeks then can collect back my hp..haiz..plus repair ..my hp stuff all gone..i feel xin tong..mean alot to me u see..those msg etc..i kept so long..
cant be helped is gone..haiz.then trying to get used to using nokia phone..still ok lah..starting wow cant get used.when u msg keep msg wrongly is very fed up de...ok lah end here..right now want chat hee..

March 13, 2005

Today's mood not bad..wake up ,on my hp knowing tt dear will msg me..yeah indeed..ask me wake up liao ma and eaten breakfast already..is nice to recieve his msg..is sweet although i get used liao..i like recieving it..anyway who dun like..
As usual i watch tv and have my lunch..afternoon did research for IT project..i did some things liao which is gd..
I also surt a while net for fun..sometime just too lazy to do project..then after that i rest.I went downstairs to buy titbits..feel like eating ..seem very long never eat already..very tempted to eat..
so i bought potato chip n cuttlefish..yummy..
I miss him today..is like seldom miss him nowaday u see..maybe cause i get to see him everyday..
today i didnt see him so i miss him ..
well maybe everyday study n do project i really dun have tt feeling..coz i only worry abt project..
but after doing my stuff..ok lah..
But i still think alot sometime..make me fan only..so dun think so much..
like today i talk to him i feel happy le..no need say so much or wat..end here..
i naughty should continue with project but i never ..still talking

TOday bored at home..but meet Bro he comes my house install frontpage..but sad to say not successfully..i meet him for lunch ..then he comes my house..
talk to bro very comfortable..can talk alot..today talk very little with him..neglect him ba.anyway he play game wat..
sometime i seem to tell hui or ling rather than tell him..maybe scare he upset..I have alot of thoughts sia..
but never tell him..i feel insecure ba..scare he busy..i busy..then slowly drift apart..like two weekends i never go out with him..i still find it ok.coz i see him on fri?
maybe ba..nvm work liao better..wont think so much..if really luv fade also cant be helped..feeling cant be controlled totally..if love means love..cant force if no feel liao..
i guess i dun want think so much..sometime also think he minds ma i close with bro..nowaday kind of close..
He like ok leh..why like tt..haa no jealousy?
maybe is trust ba..
getting tired hhaa..talk alot abt Vin with frenzs lazy to type here coz wat i want to say i already said liao..
no point repeating lor..end here..

March 09, 2005

Today I feel better not so tired..then abnormal..so siao in sch...crazy with Yan Hong.she says I am so high hhaa crazy..sometime i be like tt..now i thinking am i really happy? or trying to be happy? then want to be more happy so i like tt? Vin seem not happy i can see..i feel he may say cant bring me happinesss..like zhen hui ..feeling cant bring me happiness..then break..i dunno ..coz this time..my mum scold n nag nothing changes my mind..i still love him..i been thinking whether i have tt feeling ma..when i cry because of him..i knew..coz when i think i lost him i feel sad..tt is true love i guess..although he dun look handsome..he has bad characters..i still love him..coz when u love someone..no matter how he is..u still love de..coz we been through things..

but i may hurt him somehow when i say some things..but i told him liao i love him..coz maybe tt day i really no confidence i so troubled..then make him so sad ..i feel bad..then he been very gd to me ..like even better.i know he feels i suffer tt why..must give me extra care..coz he dunno wat to say..then yesterday he talks so little..
but the more caring he is..the more scare i am..sometime think too much.

well got to sleep..actually should sleep..but want chat..today dance with Andrew..alright lah..dance a few times..my legs tired..coz sw also..sian..so hot..
ok lah time to go sleep..so late liao..anything i update tml..
so longwinded hhaa

March 08, 2005

Today mood soso..then ent lesson we do things at study area..i cant tahan i cry again..then he asks me why..i never ans..i say nothing..i know he feel sad..i also dun want..just tt maybe really pressure liao plus think too much..then like tt lor..
then ent like more things to do..i so tired..coz lack of sleep..then have to do project..IT de i haven touch..like very long never feel the stress..stress is back..then cbz letter must do by next mon..i also haven do..then need to print this n tt..sian..then the etutor siao siao..dunno lah..
I still ok lah..after a cry i feel better..right now must sleep..tired liao..
btw Ke Qi calls me ..i got the job..i know i got it then she confirm me le while i on the way home..Marina square..i being working on 26 march..onwards..glad i get it..just hope that I can cope with studies n work..
so end here..a short diary :)

March 07, 2005

Today a tiring day..I woke up is ok..coz last night i sleep at abt 12.40am..coz of settling things..Actually not that serious lah..abit fed up , boiling over some issue with him..then i ignore him today til lunch time..
I not angry actually..just dun feel like talking to him..then Hazel ask him go over our table n talk to me..mm..alright lah..everything is fine..just that ..i guess dun talk abt old issue then we wont agrue..

I given him the sweets that he asks me to buy for him..hhaa let him eat alot later tooth decay hha..so bad right? hhaaa..juz let nature takes its course..
I believe today cant sleep when i reach home..coz i need to do ent project..plus cbz assignment..need to type ent stuff..Feeling sleepy right now..yawn..i want to sleep..hhaa now in Cbz lesson..finish doing e tutoring stuff i blogging..so tonight i dun blog already..i will do project..
ok lah end here..

March 06, 2005

Today..wake up watch tv lor as usual on a sunday..mm..then took my lunch and ate medicine..i feel drownsy but cant sleep ..that is weird.maybe immune to it since i taken so many times..hhaaa..well i watch vcd with mum n after that take a rest..but couldnt sleep ..so i watch tv..mouth itchy today..eat love letters which i know i shouldnt coz my voice not yet recover fully..hhaa wat to do..i cant stand it..just feel like eating..i even ate cuttlefish..nevermind..i drank lots of water..

This few days I have been eating porridge..it is gd as it is bland and not oily..today ate chicken porridge..yummy ..is nice..mum cook de..well..at night i also ate porridge..i feel i can eat alot..dunno why..keep wanting to eat something..well..eat porridge it tastes bland the peanut n pork bone porridge..maybe because i ate medicine in the afternoon so it tastes bland..so i add sauce to it lor and pepper..
actually other than chicken porridge n fish porridge i guess the rest i dun like..
this porridge mum cook at for the lst time.still left alot as she cooked alot ..

Today i feel i rotting at home..nothing to do..read newspaper already watch tv already i kind of feel that i am so free..i dunno wat to do..maybe i too free that why ..when i work i be occupied everyday..which is gd..dun give me alot of free time so i wont think alot..
mm..just sign in to friendster just now..Jufri Brother writes me a new testi..hha wat low self esteem again..tt
bro ar..always say he going give me lesson on high self esteem if i keep on having low self esteem..dunno him lah.
ok lah i end here..

March 05, 2005

Today..woke up late..sleepy lor..maybe coz of medicine effect..i woke up at 12pm..nowaday doing nothing beside sleep..dunno wat i doing..waste time..haven start work..if start liao no time on weekends..so I must cherish the free time i have..maybe next week working..well..today eaten lunch eat medicine ..and rest..watch tv then sleep..
Today been thinking alot.maybe dun think too much..but sometime got to think..nowaday i sick..i didnt think much but sleep..hhaa pig liao..actually nothing much so dun write down..hee
well..wat to write ar..i also dunno..hhaa.lost for words..
hate to use blog..coz why cant keep it to myself..alot of pple can read..i dun like ..no privacy anymore..
why i give frenzs..
nvm lah..wat done is done..end here..

March 04, 2005

Today didnt go to sch as i plan to go see doctor..cough n sore throat haven recover although i eat medicine..so i see doctor..cough get worse..still no voice..I waited for the doc for 1 hr sia..so slow..wu gui..waited from abt9.40 to 10.40 sia..anyway i have nothing to do so is ok..then i bought newspaper n food n went home..

Yan hong msg me.wow didnt know actually she quite caring towards frenz..ask me twice ..once in the morning and another at night..glad to know she doing fine at the camp..we still keep in touch..b4 she goes camp she tells me she will msg me to tell me how the camp etc..

mm..glad to know when u r sick..lots of pple care for u..like bro lah..YH lah..KL lah all ask abt me..wow My Da Kor kor tt da sao never ask abt me..nvm..is ok.mm..lu give me a surprise..i tell him is ok dun need to acc me see doc..then he says he wont visit me today..but he came..he called me when he abt to reach..
then buy me herbal tea n barley drink..one for my brother..then sore throat sweet..i dunno how 2 spell the name:P
after seeing me he went off lor ..he going out after tt..

then i watch a while tv and went to sleep again..5 plus then wake up..so sleepy leh coz i eat medicine..but wei kou still gd..hungry..
have dinner abt 6 plus and ate one of my medicine..
after tt watch tv lor..oh ya heard there is hw to be done..tutorial questions..i do it tml ba..put it on my desk so i wont forget..

as usual..she nags again..same thing..dunno her lah..then fall sick again..fever..hhaa ..then no strength to nag..gd lor..bad ar..i still no voice..today seem talk alot..jia lat lor..
ok end here i write alot ..so longwinded ar..

March 03, 2005

Today sore throat maybe better..right now still pain..but i guess better..i still cant talk much..no voice..i feel is worse than yesterday..better dun talk..but i still talk in sch leh..but lesser..i want get well soon..cause cant eat this n that so sad..torture ar..hhaaa..i want eat wat..hazel they all dun let..hhaa abit like my mother..i guess my mum also wont like that..Vin also never control me..sigh..wat to do..like that lor..

mm..today de IT test alright lah..juz that query i did 3 times hhaa miss out certain fields lor for the relationship tt one..then redo..sigh..but manage to finish..lucky ..Phew wat a relief..so this time round still ok lah..
wow sudden cough alot of times..throat so irraited..tt why cough..ok lah end here..nowaday my diary short..hhaa sometime dunno wat to write and tired etc..i go n eat dinner le.. :)

March 02, 2005

Today suppose to be ok..coz i eat medicine..but i still cough alot..maybe aircon somemore..plus Sw..make my cough worse..still have sore throat..then after cca..i really no voice le..so ke lian..cant talk leh..

It is like that..usually immune system better de person( not saying i so gd lah) ...once get sick..is like all comes at the same time..poor me..starting fever de. last week..now cough n sore throat..hope it recovers soon..no voice so jia lat..cant talk..ok lah gtg..watch tv..end here..

March 01, 2005

Today ..I have a new Bro..hhaa he seems happy have a sis..i call him brother lor..glad tt brother back to normal..is gd to have bros..i abit greedy have 3 brothers..hhaa he is the 3rd bro i have..concern abt me..just hope he dun over concern i be ok..hhee Brother Jufri..this time i very sure i really just want be his sis tt all..nothing else..only bro sis relationship..hha ask me cut finger nails liao..abit concern ar just started to be my bro.. hope ok lah if not cant tahan him like wat YH says..hhaa

wow today cough n sore throat sian..keep coughing n sore throat ..throat very irraited..then eat sweet lor..
then eat medicine at night..can feel drownsy de but wat to do can feel better wat after tt..wow drownsy liao..got 2 sleep..hhaa anything i update tml..sian sw tml..hope my cough better tml..