Yeah..holiday lor..

I have been working for four weeks already..wow time flies..I am still having stress..I finish my work around 7pm today and left..Happy to see the sunset..wow is wonderful that I can see it from my office building. I didn't know..while taking the lift, I enjoyed watching it and it makes my day better..

Somehow I felt that there are a lot of work but then I felt relaxed after lunch..I know tml is holiday.yeah..I will be meeting Pf, WL, YY & Wen.. :)
Well is good to relax..I am glad they ask me out..We shall shop around and then have dinner..

At times get tease by Boss haiz.. I don't find it funny..sooner or later perhaps we will feel shy? I just didn't take it to hard but don't wish that he will misunderstand..at times is easy to tell if a person mean something to you..simple things like your name n birthday.. I leave it to fate..
It takes two hands to clap and there are nice guys..But we need sparks..I have lots of time..don't have to rush into it but I do longer for one though I am scare at the same time..But who likes a girl who think negatively..I must stay cheerful.. waiting for my prince..is hard to find one who loves u and u love him..well leave it in the hands of God..

I shall end here..gonna do other things..

stress..tense up..

I really have no idea how long I can hold on. I told myself not to give up easily and Boss & colleague encouraged me.. really very nice. thanks them but I still feel stress at times. Though u tell me to relax and don't myself stress but I still feel so.

Beside you make me stay to work and you say I will hate you soon. Is it so serious?
I admit working under you is very stressful.. I really not sure how long I can work there. I guess when I reached my tolerance level, that's it.. I won't let people think that I can't do it and keep changing job..I still can cope for the time being..

I manage to have dinner outside and went to look at spects. RObin recommended..he is a nice friend but whatever it is, nice colleagues right now..
People will tease etc.. wu liao.. I just don't think to think so much about anything.

End here,WIll be meeting Kareen & Ke xin soon

Think about it..

I was busy as usual today and then Boss told me to go home and think about what I have learnt so far and how I feel about the job..I guess now is the time to think about it though I don't wish to think about it in case I get upset etc. I just shut this issue off my mind..

Mm..I shall think about it now..Just blog it here..Everything is so new to me. I start from scratch as I don't have any insurance background..I learnt about different types of polices plan such as LMP,AMII, My Shield etc and their claims. How to go about doing the summary and where to look for in case I need the details etc.The different forms used and pfr and proposal form..I learnt about GI, how to go about filling in the quotation and rang the person for info etc..Filing as in the style of filing and how clients'name are sort. differences between Pink, Yellow and blue files.how to retreive or search data from VSC..
how and what to prepare for boss when he meet up with clients. I learnt scanning of documents too.. mm..how to check the proposal n pfr form to ensure that it is filled in correctly and at times I do need to help to fill in too so I learnt what is required to fill..oh ya submission of documents and the cut off time for that. Sorting mail and put them into respective pigeon holes..How to look at new biz report and tabulate them into a excel table for our Cps gen..

What else..
I cant think of it at the moment ..

I guess that's all for the time being..

I just know starting I felt so lonely and bored as I was new. I have to adapt to it and quite a few things are throw at me..I couldnt cope as I was not used to working alone rather than team work..I was stress so ya..slowly I get the hang of it and I felt much better. I believe I still feel sian at times..
I shall end here..sleepy..

Time flies and it is sunday..Let me just update about my life for the past one week..
I have been slowly learning things as time goes by and I get the hang of summary but still ask Boss to double check in case is wrong.. Well been busy.

I just met up with Mei Fen on fri at bugis..We had dinner and shop a while..I remembered meeting her earlier on, which is Mon check out the sch.. mm..I didn't remember wrongly right?..MF wants to meet me on thur but it was a last min decision so I suggested meeting up the next day..Saturday..went to office for meeting in the morning.sigh..though it was only two hours, I just don't feel good going back but I had no choice.. what to do..I met up with Lai Mei for follow up and head home as my uncle came to repair our coms..Manage to clear my drawers etc..happy as it was not so dusty after that..
As for today, went to visit father side's grandma and was bored there..Spent some time there and then left with not much time today..I want my free time to myself..

Mm..going to plan a kbox session, bowling session and dinner gathering with friends ..Look like I have to think of a way to spend my money wisely.Programs will be coming up..omg! I push it all to next month when I get my pay :P Wonder how does it goes..simply too many things that I would wish to do.. of course badminton session.. opps didn't exercise for so long..

I shall end here and tomorrow is my third week at work..wow time flies man..

Sunday..

Well right now I am blogging is already way past midnight so is sunday though. Time flies and sat has passed by but I am glad that I spent a nice sat though. I get to sit down and read my newspaper and head down to church. After that as usual dinner n shopping time! This is what I normally do on sat..

Update about Friday also. I was slacking haha..I did some work but not much. Meet up with WL, Hui & Ame for dinner at soup spoon bugis..We ate and have a nice chat.We even head down to Ah Chew Dessert to sit down and enjoy.Head home after that at 10 plus.

Well is nice meeting friends after work. I hope we can try to plan more programs next time. I shall try to plan and we can distress. :)
Perhaps a dinner on a fri night..I think I have to plan next month instead. I have not get my salary though sob sob.. I have been spending money. time to stop and spend wisely again..

I shall end here and enjoy my precious sunday!

3rd day of work..

Today I manage to do my work and was glad that I reached 5 mins late, boss wasn't in..luckily. Anyway manage to do more work and then work load going down but at times will still go up. Depends on how Boss gonna teach me and what he will assign. Somehow I feel stress as I am still new and those secretaries doesn't talk to me at all except one whom I talk to while she taught me on how to submit document. I find her not bad, quite friendly in that sense.. Perhaps can slowly be friends with the rest..I felt lonely though at work as I had lunch alone today . Nevertheless is ok as others did not ask me to join them, how would I be so thick skin to ask them if I can join. agreed?

I still feel lost and not yet blend into their culture but anyway I work under my boss, shouldn't care about other matters.
Work just keep on piling lor, dun wish to think so much. Just relax myself..
Time is not enough when we start work. I do learn alot of things at work so no harm.

I just have to continue to learn n try to catch up. Boss says I have 3 months..probation what..

Ok end here..

2nd day of work..

Today feel lost at first and sian. In a way I don't know what I must do.. Slowly James taught me stuff liao and I get the hang of the summary.I got it and James glad that he said that I learnt quite fast. I find it ok la. I did make some mistakes here and there.Learning process..I feel good I got to learn some work and I believe there is alot of things to learn.. Boss ar..dun give me too much pressure wor!

Time flies and this is the 2nd day.. I must jia you for the 3rd day and Boss flying off soon to Japan..So whatever I need to ask, must ask quickly..

I shall end here.. felt tired after a long day but right now still ok..

First day of work..

Yeah the day has come and I am back to working life..Though I really need time to adjust back as in not able to have super late nights anymore unless is weekend. :( well in life we can't have the best in everything. No one is perfect too.

As it is the first day, I am still quite lost though and excited. I learnt some things today and glad that Robin was a helpful person.. Thanks for your help in carrying stuff.. I manage to meet a few nice pple today. But Wilson asked alot of questions and I am not comfortable with it.I hope to be able to get along well with all though so that we can work hand in hand..Basically I am under my boss so I hope everything turns out well. He is going to fly off to Japan soon.. That is what I am worried about. I am not sure whether I can cope.. I will try my best to learn this few days.

I don't know why but my pimples come out already..omg! it just happened today and is it because of dolling up and my face too oily? Ahhhh!! I have tried the new facial wash and in a way it helps to control the oil already but I realise after I put on make up today, my face starts to have pimples again..sob sob.. better stop putting make up for the time being..no choice. Just want to look pretty. Once I get a fixed salary, I will go n see skin specialist.

Well have to keep working hard tml etc. More things to learn and I know there is alot of work to do.. sigh. What to do, working life is like that. I try not to worry and think so much so as not to give myself stress.

I shall end here..

I got it..

Time flies and it is April already.I feel quite excited today and was kind of nervous for the 2nd round of interview and who knows it is not really an interview..lol I got the job. Horray! I was so happy. I rest for about two weeks and manage to get a job finally and I know there is prospect. :) thank God.. I hope I can really grow in the company and move on to what I want..Boss did ask me what and where I hope to be for the next 3 to 5 years. I know what I want and I will do my best to fufil it.He told me is possible to fufil it even before 30 years old.. Guess what, he asked me when I getting married. lol
I dun even date now how to get married? Faint..he was surprised I don't have a bf.Is that surprising? I have no idea.

Right now, career & studies matter more than other things. Of course family n friends are impt too. So is God. I leave the rest to fate. really.. What will come will come around. Relationship is just a parcel of life and I am still young..

Did I grow up? I used to wish to date perhaps because I am younger that time and the my timing is slightly different but for now I straighten my thoughts and dun wish to date. I believe finding a good one is not easy but if it will come, it will come unexpectedly. I just let it be and see how it goes..work hard and study 1st. Enjoy life with family & friends, carefree life without being attached, is good isn't it?

I find it good without clinging onto something and have to really commit to it.Perhaps I simply don't wish to commit to anything right now while I am young.

Happy today and I went orchard to shop for clothes and bought them..I got what I want .Great! Life is great today and hope it continues that way.

K time for dinner. I am hungry.. God is great & good! :)

End here..