A long day..

I had a long day today. Went to NUS with boss & the rest to give the students a talk.

Food at the canteen was really cheap wor. We had breakfast there and I ate chicken wing n hashbrown as I had taken a light breakfast..

We even went to sp food court 6 for lunch lol.. I had been there before when I went for open house etc during sec sch times..

After that we decide to head down to kallang leisure for bowling..cool! I get very excited..relaxed what..James played quite well.. Wilson is from sch team wor..
After bowling, we went to catch movie..I am not sure of the movie name as it is quite long n chim.haha first time didn't remember what I watched..

It was funny but then to me is a bit pervert haha.the way the guy does his action..pple who watch will get what I mean..We really laugh a lot..

I enjoyed myself today! I guess the rest too..

I will think about the question which friends ask me to think..Anyway glad 2 hear from my darling.hehe..wow I put that will let pple misunderstand ya but I do call him darling..miss me just sms me lor, I will be glad.. I can feel u dun dislike me will do
Other than that..I still can sense but just take a step at a time..nice being friends with u, hope that u dun find me irraiting will do..Like u say, if u dun wish to talk to me,u won't talk to me for long or dun talk at all..

End here..gonna sleep..so tired..

Saturday..

I am feeling a bit sian today as I didn't go anywhere today. I know is good to relax..
I am not going church today..I was thinking of changing my blog now.. It is too plain..
Feeling a bit sian..I have been blogging since a few years ago..I think I want to get rid of old old posts..somehow I dun want to leave those memories..

I may have blog too personally stuff? not sure.. I guess I just leave it..lazy to even bother to recall the memories in case it causes me unhappiness..

Can't find him..sigh..he always like that..maybe gaming..or even go back n sleep as he is too tired.. I don't know.. I wanna ask him out for dessert..I feel bored..

End here..

oh..

I had been busy working and work til 7 plus today.. Boss lor last min ask me stay back..end up finish late, he asked me out 4 dinner n go east coast a while n he sent me home. I felt more relaxed..

YY told me something that I think I am more aware of the ans though I told him I don't know..I am not sure..he didn't tell me anything. is pretty obvious.. I get what you mean already J.. hehe.. am I right? I think I already know but just wanna make sure when you are back..

YY suspect already..oh..is ok. let's wait and see..

You really brighten my day! yeah tml is fri! can't wait for u to come back..

End here

Brighten my day..

Somehow after chatting last night, I feel good and glad to chat..never feel so happy before recently..u feel the same?
even get to chat today while u are away from singapore. so nice of u..thx for caring..I know I start smsing u first too but is ok la..let see if u sms me tml haha..

I still figuring..u said is obvious..sometime u can't tell as your behaviour and actions tell all..what I see & feel is no..that's why..So I wait and see, no need to be rushing to verify the ans..It won't do me good if I misinterpret..I am scare actually though my sixth sense tells me I maybe right.I may be wrong also isn't it? May God bless and give me the ans..I really want to know so I will feel at ease..no point doubting and interpreting..

I shall end here..

Chalet

I am back from the chalet..四姨开chalet at aloha loyang..We went to have fun on fri after my work and I stay there for a night. I went back yesterday and reach home during midnight today..

Feeling tired though I slept..didn't sleep much on fri night. As there were kids, they slept quite early and woke up at 7 plus.So for the first night, I find it not fun to play..though there was bbq,didn't eat much. As for yesterday we went to the swimming pool & massage pool..We also went to cycle in the morning..We went for bowling in the afternoon..7 of us..including the kids..went with 小姨,Uncle to downtown east to bowl..

I wish that I can go to other places too as I have not finish exploring downtown since it was renovted. I think it is better to go with friends then it will be more fun.. as we can have night walk..nevertheless, we felt very relaxed after the massage at the pool..shiok! :) at least destress at chalet..

I went back home yesterday and was back during midnight today. I slept all the way til noon..opps.. I was too tired u see..

Time flies and back to work tml..anyway that is a good way to relax.
i shall end here. I wanna do other things.

Just come n update about what I did this few days..

I felt stress and met Jamin, YY, WL & KK for supper on fri night.. We enjoyed chatting and stay til 12 and then went to mac again to continue chatting til 1am..

I went back to my block and continue chatting with Jamin for an hr haha..we can chat alot though..wow..I can click with guys friends now..Maybe get used to it when u come across male colleagues or friends..talk with them etc..not so bad..

I feel tired..just had supper again..gonna gain weight I guess..as usual for sat, go church and shopping.though is GSS, I didnt get anything..

Sunday is my rest day at home..I don't feel like going anywhere..shall end here..

Btw, I finished reading the secret on thur..so one target is achieved

My goals & dreams til end of this year 2008

Some thoughts just come to my mind and life is short..When I focus on work, I didnt get to think that much and now is the time whereby I can think about anything, what have I achieve etc and I realise I have not done alot of tasks etc.. so here I am going to set a target to complete them if not I don't think I will fufil them.. Gonna to blog it here so that I can be clear about what I wish to do rather then writing on a piece of paper and not sure where I place it :P

Here's my list:

1. Commitment in my life towards work,God or anything

2. Register for my course latest by end of June 2008)

3. Start studying in November 2008

4. Get a keyboard by end of July when I get my next pay

5. Put in the effort to learn the keyboard after I bought it and not wasting the money.. No learning half way through!!

6. Finish reading o/s storybooks and comics by Sept 2008

7. Learn dance either from Casey or other dance instructor(not urgent can be done by end of 2008)

8. Finish reading the secret and return it to James by Fri 6 June 2008

9. Go bowling, ice skating, singing ( Anytime, is just my wants hehe)

10. Get a new com keyboard and mouse from IT sales during GSS!

11. Save $$ every month after getting my pay ..(shall not disclose the amt saved)

12. Spend money wisely each month though I may have some leisure activities

I guess time being I just stop here..when I have more I wll add on as time goes by..

Hope that my goals can be fufil..I end here.. Shall take note of what is fufil and I will blog it here again on the next few posts when the time comes..

Secretaries' Seminar

I was away from office today and headed down to Orchid Country Club for the seminar at 9am.. It was an enjoyable one and actually I was thinking must be boring.. It turned out to be fine..

We have tea breaks in between..tea & coffee, pies and puff were provided..wow great! lunch we have about 6 dishes and dinner too..Still have cold plate,veg, prawns, chicken,etc..We have melon soup for lunch and dinner was spicy soup..We had sweet and sour fish for dinner..Everyone didn't eat much..too full already.. Wasted the food.. We didn't even touch the fried rice for dinner..

Seminar was at a function room and it was cold..other than that it was so cosy..Enjoy our day there as we relax and get to know more things.. I believe another one will be coming up soon. We interact more with each other..

I shall end here..sleepy..back to work tml..

I miss u..

Fun day!!

Well is already past midnight and I just wanna have a quick update before I sleep.

I just went to sentosa with Yong Yee, Mao Lin, Wei Ling and the rest of YY's friends including his gal hhaa.. Is good to get to know more friends.I was out for the whole day..tiring but fun! Meet in the morning but get to sentosa is already noon..we buy things, meet whoever here n there.. Took the monorail ride..

We played alot of games and games that we have body contact with but is ok..Play til we hold hands is also nothing..I am just concentrating on the game so I dun feel weird anymore.. somehow is fated to have that partner for the game haha..not once..a few times.. It did rain after we finish our volleyball games and after that we wait for a while and the rain stopped. We continued with our games..

I can talk alot but Mao so quiet one..Is nice chatting with him..

i shall update til here first..I guess nothing much already too..
Let nature takes its course
I feel sleepy..need to wake up early for church service. off to bed..