Wedding..

I just came back from Shu Wen's wedding not long..my cousin..mm..though not close and we really dun talk much or wat..I just went to give her my blessing..Sincerely wish her and her hubby Stanley have a blissed marriage..May God bless them!

I realise I dun really dislike my cousins compare to last time..perhaps feel that they have attitude problem in the past but they seem fine now..We went to 88 Restaurant at Harbourfront..I can say that the food are not bad..really..

haha my own younger brother asking me when am I getting married..lol omg! still early..wait til I find an ideal guy..haha..I really feel very happy for her that she can tie the knot with Stanley..They have been dating for quite a period of time..8 years wor..It is gd to find the one and settle down..If I can do so, of course really will be very happy n touched on that big day but who knows when my turn :P who is the next one getting married? It is still early for me..Shu Wen very pretty..of coz my dear cousin, Zhi Hong is very smart looking n handsome today..their sis also not bad..look prettier liao compare to last time..I must say Stanley is charming hhaa..lucky de Shu Wen..She nearly cry wor..too touched ba when giving speech..I can say the bride is so pretty..bridegroom handsome..

Haha there was a video clip shown..regards to childhood photos and dating photos..nice and also this morning's happening when they fetch the bride..they get sabo..biscuits with wasabi which is quite alot of it and weird drinks..
I am getting sleepy since so late so I guess I end here..

Holiday coming..Jingle Bells Jingle Bells..

I am back to blogging..mm..went out on thur which is public holiday..manage to get some clothes at A.M.K hub with Mum..got a pair of high heel shoes too..omg spend money again!! I enjoyed shopping though..relaxed myself n dun think so much..
Fri which is Yesterday..as I am blogging at midnight now though consider sunday..nvm..I went for church service at 8pm..it is kind of a bit different..abit of xmas one..but heard that it is around 80% la..kind of feel the atmosphere but my mood not very gd..abit sian..I guess I am fine..

I went to see the fountain of wealth's laser show..I thought there was lighting of fountain whereby the lights will be really on..water show or wat..but seem dun have..nvm..maybe becoz there is already decor..anyway I enjoyed it with WL and we send dedication to each other hehe..fun..It is kind of sweet though..I just wish her merry xmas and thx for being there for me always! friends forever! though the words didnt appear but the DJ read it..WL's dedication to me was out..haiz..nvm..she thx me too..then merry xmas lor..a pity suppose to watch it with u instead but u cant make it due to not well so ya..that is my small regret..if not it will be better..u say watch it with u, nicer..I guess so..do we have the chance to catch it together some days and touch the fountain water? I dunno..sunday, which is Today..is rest day..

Then off to mon, Xmas eve..heading down to mind's cafe with the rest to have fun and chill out..yeah..of course xmas day, we having church service..I dunno going anywhere after that..hope we will have some programs..end here.getting really late.

Disappointed..

Today thought that I can enjoy myself..end up He msg me saying he is not feeling well so cant meet me..I was damn disappointed lor..maybe I put in too much hope, seeing the fountain of wealth.u promise me but end up u never keep ur promise..I know sometime shouldnt doubt or wat..I feel u r lying that u r not well..only sore throat why cant meet..I really dun understand so I get so upset which I Shouldnt be de..end up I mention alot and u didnt even want to say much things..wat the..why? shoot til u dun want to say or u dunno wat to say..maybe coz she told me b4 u didnt meet up coz sore throat so I suspect u bluff me also..sad..if let say u dun want to meet, u can tell me earlier lor and not today itself..

Maybe I am making a big fuss out of it coz I cherish the friendship and date but I really dislike pple for cancelling programs at the last min..dun care whether u sick or not..try to give me a gd explanation..I will be ok one..dun last min when I am all ready to meet u..I hate it!!!! seriously..is u guys who make me unhappy..always coz of guys, I am unhappy..why should I be unhappy in the lst place..shit lor..

End here..

Christmas Season..

Well Xmas is just one week away..omg time flies..mm..I just attended a xmas party at Jolene's house last fri..14 Dec.. :) though it is a short one but not bad..end up didnt attend our dance one due to not getting to know the address when I ask them dunno la..make me sian that I dun want to go liao..anyway I just went to Orchard road..wow love the lightings..mm..shop around with Mei Fen and then walk to PS..nice atmosphere..I am happy today..really relaxed..

Hopefully will enjoy even more with u tml la..yes is u..to see the fountain lighting as the music comes..yeah..really will enjoy.never bluff u..I just wish everything is ok and we enjoy each others' company will do..sometime I think too much and perhaps worry too much and too sensitive that I make myself unhappy..1st time viewing that..so I am happy u can go with me..really..are u honoured?? haha..surely lor..I never go with anyone to see yet wor..this is my wish and I know u trying 2 keep a promise but I feel is not for the sake of accing me ..I want u to enjoy also..

ok la end here..

Down..

I simply dunno how am I feeling now..the more I think, the sadder I feel so I rather dun think so much..think alot of stuff which makes me feel sad..I simply cant forget wat happened in the past though u tell me they are history..I cant forget..sometime asking myself why is my path of life not right, when will I enter the right path for everything? I dunno..perhaps is really a test for us..to lead us to a better route/path..at times we gain something n lose something..there is no gaining all the time..life is like that..there are ups n downs..I hope we can overcome all of the obstacles in life..I hope I can overcome the fear in life when the time comes..

May God give me the strength to carry on with my life and have the determination n strength to overcome whatever that occurs..Thanks Lord..

End here..

I am back!!!

I am back from Genting Highland..had a traffic jam due to accident,jam for 1 hr..we reached home late..reach home almost 1am..feeling abit tired now..had a shower and finish unpacking my luggage..

Though holiday is short but I do enjoy it..We reached Genting on thur at abt 3.30pm and then check in hotel etc and went out for dinner..head down to explore and then to the arcade..alot of pple though..weather is so cold due to the rain..It has been raining since we were on the way to Malaysia..though S'pore stop raining, Malaysia side start to rain so kind of freezing cold when we reached..
We tried the buffet dinner for dinner, it was alright..very filling..I didnt went to casino coz of Xiao Jie..He is underage though so I acc him lor..if not perhaps I will go n explore for the fun of it but not gamble..We tried the bowling too..ok la not bad..the lane is smooth..went to arcade too..

Luckily yesterday's weather was fine though drizzling in the morning..the rain stopped during afternoon and theme park's games were all opened..yeah! We are considering whether to go or not b4 that as we were told that only certain games were opened..anyway we went around 1 plus..Mummy &Daddy didnt go so we were on our own..queue quite long though for the games..queue for fun kart abt 1 hr..then tried to play the rest of the games but had to meet parents for dinner so went out lst..after dinner I went to play again to try out roller coaster and the fall..omg! kind of scary and thrilling when the roller coaster comes down fast..shiok though..I longer to take that ride since afternoon but it was having a long queue..as for the fall..I didnt want to go as I am afraid..It seem scary..when it went up, is ok..the scenery was nice but when it went down, it was scary as if u didnt sit on the chair at all..maybe due to the force when it went down, really strong force..hhaa I scream very loudly but enjoy it..the wind was damn cold.. :)I guess my brother really enjoy it as he wants to go n give it a try and pull me along..haha..so no choice :P
sob he bullied me!! just kidding! other games ok la..fun kart was normal though no slope or wat..it's speed quite slow so u cant really speed lor..hhaa helmet is needed..u wear it with a shower cap..

As for the last day, which is sat..yesterday since it was already midnight..I woke at 9 plus,a bit later than the lst & 2nd day..enough of slp..yeah..
we had our lunch n took some pics etc and head down to take bus back home..
Along the journey back home, we bought some snacks for colleagues..cant carry so many so sorry guys, Genting nothing much to buy, I didnt get anything for u guys..if I go to other countries, I will get something 4 u all k.. :D
I took some photos there and will upload them soon in my friendster :)

k going to end here..just want to say I really relax myself this few days and hope to enjoy future trips too..

Here to update again..

I am back again..been doing some work this few days but still quite free..U know Jacqueline, we were having our tea break and she saw me doing nothing but rest..She didnt realise the time or wat..I dunno la..she ask me if I have nothing to do is it? wat the..is she really blur or wat,to try to pick on me during tea break??
Anyway forget abt it..small matter..

I shall update abt sat first..I went to Jolene's house after work..we have lunch at her house..alot of food..pizza, chicken, sotong, otah, muffin,homecooked rice by Wendy etc.. I ate til quite full and it lasted me til after church service lol..abt 10 of us turn up..probably all working adults..I dunno them but slowly know them lor..of course Angelia did turn up but for a while as she has D&D at night..
I feel a bit left out at lst but after that I feel alright..
We head down to church together..

mm..sunday suppose to meet Mei Fen but end up dun have so I stay at home to do my own stuff and then today I went out to meet him lor..have dinner and shop a while..
I shall see u when I am back ya..

Nothing much..will update again though..end here..