Some thoughts

I am back blogging again..somehow I feel..mixed feeling..

I know I dun feel so happy but rather trying to be happy at times..It takes time and also other work issue, it's making me stress and unhappy..My boss is stress and here I am also stress..what can I do to help u James? hope everything is fine on thur wor..
headache..I am not happy..if I am, I guess I am not human being..I am trying to be normal in front of all..I just wanna work, don't wanna think too much..

I try to stay happy..I will..it might be hard..what to do..work stuff, leave it aside..irritated..haiz..I am affected..

ENd here..

Still the same..

I am trying my best but sometime things doesn't go our way & I get upset..maybe I should stop whatever I am thinking or doing to just move on with life.

Things doesn't go on that smoothly.how am I suppose to carry on, it's really bothering me..I just feel like letting go..at least I feel happier..I think I should just do it..stay away & be alone..I know I will feel happier that way..I am really tired of life..ya at this age? must be wondering so fast?

I won't be bothered from now on..u guys happy can liao..life still goes on..things always dun work out for me..so what u wanna me to do? I am tired..really..

shall end here..going back office a while n go to church..

simply tired..

Somehow after I come back from HK, I am back to the same old me, thinking alot and I am seriously unhappy coz of u two..whatever it is..I dun wish to talk much about it..is that why I feel so unhappy? coz I dun tell anyone what happen..a few friends been asking me..is ok guys..I guess I will be fine..I dun wanna say la..really..so dun need to ask me..plus lonely in office? so I become too self centered in my world? I dunno..

anyway I will try to get some sleep..I was snacking away today not becoz I really wanna eat but rather I will snack when I dun feel so happy..sigh..

Shall end here..

Mid Autumn Festival & Hk Trip..

I am back from Restine's Wedding..Yes, I just attended her wedding at dragon gate resturant harbourfront centre. Congrats to her & her Hubby..finally hold their chinese wedding..You look good in ur wedding photos..

Anyway I just come back on sat night 11.46pm.. Back from my hk trip..
I felt relaxed..I went for four days..I took Singapore airline..Took a morning flight on wed and a night flight on sat..
I am quite tired now..I wanna just have a quick blog n sleep.

Hk's weather was very warm. 33 degree celcius and it was so sunny all day..summer..they have their summer sales but I didnt really get things from their shopping centres..

Train was very convenient as u can travel and go to anywhere u want. We stayed at conrad hotel with Jolene who is on biz trip. Cousin & I went to avenue of stars whereby u can see famous stars' handprints etc..U are able to see the smponthy of lights ( sorry dunno how to spell) at 8pm..building will light up.. We went to causeway bay, kowloon, wan chai,mong Kok,tsim Sha Tsui,lang kui fang..Visited their ladies street,temple street,the peak etc. We took the tram and get to see the night view of hk. It was rather hazy so we cant see that clearly..what a pity..anyway is alright..We went to tsing Ma Bridge too and get a glance of the hk view..wow nice and I manage to get a few mugs which will change colour when u pour hot water..
I bought some snacks too and espirt clothes etc..oh yeah..I also went to the famous wax museum..We tried their dessert , congee & dim sum..Oh yummy! We had been eating quite alot of pork n prawn that I reach s'pore..I dun wanna have any..

I didnt go to disneyland & ocean park though..It was fun exploring around and get to taste different food..my cantonese wasn't that good. I can understand but I dun think I speak that fluently so somehow we speak english when we talk to sales person etc. They can ask us, r u from singapore? lol..that obvious?
Hk is really a shopping place whereby u can really see alot of shopping centres..As for pubs, lang kui fong is a gd place..

It's good to take a break for a while..recharge myself..a pity I didnt get to eat egg tart..anyway enjoy myself though it is a short trip.

I shall end here and go to bed..gd night..need my sleep..shall update again soon..

Setting off soon..

I finished my work today.I went back home earlier and packed my stuff..James should be on board already..He sms me just now saying he checked in..Well anything just sms will do while he is away n I am away..my gd friend ;)

I can't wait for mine..sense of relief to finish what I have to do..clear my mind and have fun..

I shall update when I am back..sleeping time..night!

Update again..

I am back to blogging again..

mm..Last fri went out for dinner with my fellow colleagues and boss came to join us for a drink at bliss after his dinner with family..
I drank la..

Sat, dun feel that good but after that I went to church and met darling for dinner.

Sun, rest day for me..I just stay at home though.

Back to mon, working day for me lor..as usual..As for yesterday, work and then had dinner with James...to discuss some issues and clear doubts etc.. Everything is great

He is off for holiday without any worries. No one can contact him..power..end up I will be the one picking up call lor -_-'' Hate it as it makes me fed up coz of an issue today.. Something to do with one of our fp and end up I had to try to solve..what the..at times they cause some inconvenience..nvm..what done is done..

I don't wish to think so much..work can make me stress but just let it be..how I wish James is around..I don't wish to worry that much..Some things are just beyond our control. It is within God's control. We can't do anything about it..

I cant wait for my trip that's all..I can just let go off everything and have fun..I need a break..Hopefully after 4 days of break, I will feel very fresh..

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