Pissed Off..

I wonder what kind of person is he? leaving someone behind and he left..what the hell..finally exchange my adapter from sls :) I hope it doesn't give me any problem.yeah..starting work tml and I wonder how it goes. I will do my best..everyday is a learning day..I will do what I can and learn whatever I can.It's stressful you know as I have not studied yet and exams are around the corner..sigh..I really dunno what am I suppose to do..I pray hard for it and I tell myself I can do it though..

where is our lecturer? hhaa I am in class..Brought my notebook along to test and see the adapter works though..shall end here..

I had a gd day today..somehow mixed feeling..meet up with hui first then WL..I get my contact lens, and adapter..My notebook adapter is spoilt, somehow get new one and I have to go and change it tml..sigh wasting time..wat to do..maybe find a cafe to study after that..hhaa..I have to head down to class..yeah last lesson for the sem..and exams r near..starting work on wed..wow..God Bless!

I got it! Yeah

I left my hp on throughout the night and was surprised to see a msg and a miss call from Jason..I got the job! Thank God. Most probably gonna start work on next mon..will go down and meet Jason again tml and shall ask him in details.. :) That's fast..Just nice..Time to study and work hard! I felt so lazy.. :P

I have to start studying as I will start work soon, might feel tired as I will be waking up early..Only a few people know it..I won't announce it unless they ask me..sound so secretive? I find it unnecessary to boast around that I have gotten a job..

My application is approved as well! horray! time to pay sch fee and continue to study for the next sem..

Shall end here..revise abit of stats and I am going to get my dinner..

I realise that though I was out today, I did not really enjoy it though.Feeling empty once again..I guess resting too much is no good as well..time to study hard! time for revision as exams r around the corner..I am pretty lazy.. :P I went to suntec today, finally get my cooling pad for my notebook. The previous one was spoilt.

Not sure what else to blog..shall end here! need to gambatte!

Need it!

I am still waiting for the application and they had not revert back to me..pretty worried as I really need it to complete my next sem.I have been chasing them for it and they told me that they will send me an email to notify on the status but no vail till now..sigh what can I do? I can't do anything now.no mood for anything now..Pray that this issue will be settled soon.Well not sure how it goes for today's interview..I tried my best. There is another one tml. Well Gambatte!

Somehow no mood to do anything right now. sigh..Father Lord..pls help me!!!

It has been a relaxing day..I went for the full body massage..well not too bad..it makes me relaxed..gonna try to sleep soon.I need to wake up early for sunday's service..somehow I am still very awake.We went to visit grandma..according to the safety measure, hospital has restricted the no. of visitors per patient..well is good though..somehow the swine flu cases have been increasing each day..hope that it will be under control and also pray for both my grandma, may they be healthy always! may they get well soon! :)

I am struggling with my assignments though..Tried to do what I can..finishing them soon..left with a few questions..I guess I should finish it now and I can relax a little and revise my work tml.. end here..

Well just settle down after I come back from sch..well just had my ethics test and gotten the assignment result today..phew my result quite ok..Phew what a relief! at least I know , my effort paid off.. :) I am more concerned about my stats. I did my assignment half way..gonna continue but somehow abit lazy to do so now..I hope I can do it. Well quite relaxed now but somehow I have not left the past behind..she still called me to ask me questions lol..this few days of rest is pretty good and somehow I wish I can continue to relax for a while..Didnt really take a gd break since CNY..

I hope that I can go for a holiday trip right after I finish my final exams which is around end of this year..I need a break..Really feel like going for a body massage and holiday trip!!!

Meanwhile I wish I can enjoy the free time that I have..do what I like..study,read the books that I love..do things that I always dun have time to do..I have not start..time to start before I don't have much free time again

I miss M..somehow he just come to my mind..didnt see him for a while..wish to have meal with him..perhaps it doesnt concern him..I really dunno..let nature takes its course..

Waiting..

I just come back from interview not long..well I manage to get there on time and then my application would be sent to the sch and hopefully I can get it. I am pretty keen..guess what, if successful I would be working in my brother's ex sch..starting next month.

I have to wait for call either this week or next week. well I leave it to God..I did what I can..Hope for the best..thank GOd..

Just wonder, how do we get something that we really like and passion in? I am really not sure where I wanna head to..is sch the place that I would want to work in?

free as a bird..

Currently slacking..I feel so lazy.hope to rest a while and then get my job soon as well..maybe rest for two weeks..I need a break..
To do what I like..two days not enough yet..somehow I don't even feel gd doing nothing..gonna do something about it..I have lesson and interview coming up..gonna jia you! I have faith in myself n GOd..just have to be positive..

Don't even know what I wanna say now..mixed feeling..feeling sleepy already..just wrote the thank you card...have alot of thoughts..thank you! perhaps I love the industry..shall see how it goes..hhaa I will miss the paris n milan again..:( I love to watch.. anyway not sure what to blog further..let nature takes its course for everything..i will study hard! yeah get to know next sem starts on 27 july..applied for the funding already..thanks Alicia..

wonderful day

it's a great day..a special day..6 june..thx God for the blessing..everything is fine..5 candidates turn up for interview..great..even get 2 reach home earlier..lecturer postpone lesson..he dun feel 2 well..as a result assignment deadline is extented as well..oh yeah..indeed a wonderful day..

Somehow I have been doing my best for my assignments and job searching..kind of slacking at work..is the last week..last 5 days..time flies..she will take over me..somehow I guess I feel the same way again each time I left..somehow is stronger this time round..We do have a choice.I choose the opinion so that I can be happier and stay healthier. I know I am right but I know I will miss u guys..after all I make some friends..not sure will we meet again..rare ba..just like previously but I did keep in touch with some of them.. :) whenever you are at a place, somehow you have grown a sense of belonging there. Well is time to move on with my life ..A new chap..not sure when will we meet again..all the best to everyone..thanks for all your help! I appreciate it!

Tired today..quite stone..but somehow lots of thoughts again..I know I will move on happily! jia you jia you!!

Here I am blogging away when I am suppose to brainstorm for my ethnics..need a break and to clear my thoughts without telling anyone..I don't feel like talking about it, rather blog..

The feeling is getting stronger..I feel happier when I think of you all..Very thankful for pple I met..Thx GOd..Everything is possible..I believe so right now. I will do my best..Thank you for everything,all friends and sisters & brothers in my life..You guys make my day great! :) though things might not be smooth always, slowly manage to pull through..I will live better each other from now on..a brand new one..strive for my studies..I know I am abit lost for stats..will do my best to study and revise..gotten my mid test result..I pass but the results aint very ideal..so I need to revise..

Sometime wonder how to thank someone though the person might hurt you some ways or another..how do you see the good points of that person? Perhaps I manage to appreciate the good things that happen and thank the person for the guidance. Well I am trying to forgive n forget.accept pple as who they are..It's really hard..
How do I forget?

Along the way, I still need some guidance..at times I know I dun admit..I need that someone and work opportunities..May God grant me the opening for both.. :) I believe..

Well happen to find out more about him..interesting..realise he might feel the same way as I do with regards to heart affair..sigh..and He seem quite talented..leave it to God..if he is the one..

Shall end here..