today holiday leh..hee finally..but abit fan..coz i dunno lor want work ma..abit dun feel like working lor..coz holiday leh ..mm..i guess not working..chatting then i will not think so much..watch vcd at home..do cross stitch go out ok wat..go work i no time leh..later sch start wow stress again should relax..so i guess i wont work leh..find own entertainment..

hee chat with Jufri always gd..he always full of jokes hhee..later Vin come my house..hhee great..acc me lor..
i hope i dun think so much..want work work lor..must make up my mind..i guess by thur ba..but at home too long later rot hhaa..nvm..have vcd to watch.. :)

today wake at ten plus awake by mum doing the housework. actually at night i sleep late i guess today i will be tired.ok lah now..just now talk to Vincent..he seem very sian..tired lor..i talk liao also sian..haa maybe call him wrong time. he calls me back...mm..he knows how to plan for future..i never think so far..sometime maybe dun dare think so far.i guess i find a time go n think about it lor..after exam ba i guess..think so far if never go so far how leh..of course hope bf will be the last one liao wont get hurt etc..but did i think abt it is he the right guy for me n towards marriage..dunno leh..just been together abt two weeks..u never know leh after a few months wat happen lor..he loves me more ..is gd..but maybe he thinking i love him ma..tt why he asks me b4..wat i know is yes ba..coz i feel jealous hhaa..

i know he dunno wat i thinking so ask me can see my diary ma..but kind of privacy lor..some things no need to show him de..maybe coz got things lah unless i delete but diary ma delete for wat..so i dun let pple see lor...very few knows abt it..i know he may feel disappointed..but really lah wat he wants to see leh..he will read n read de..then ask me why some dates dun have or wat..haiz..

mm..everything ok since yesterday..talk abt it liao..but i abit moody now..coz of accounts exam ba..plus a bit disappointed lor xmas eve cant celebrate with him ba..he works too haiz..but cant be helped...i find own entertainment lor..wat to do..

hopefully tml exam ok..dunno why so easy mood no gd de..then dunno wat to write here..got to sleep early..hopefully accounts not difficult..talk to him feel better i guess ...hheee

hello..today sian sian..coz of yesterday ba..partly affected..then he claims he ok..i dunno..then he never really msg me..only msg once..dunno lah.i guess busy..or he dun want talk to me..make me feel bad..now msn he knows i online i guess..dun care me..i can dun care..i feel sad..i thought ok liao..why like tt..tell him straight also no gd..he abit xiao qi sia..duno lah now we talking..abit dun feel like chatting..scare he not happy..i dun feel zhi zai..then he says he wants to study..dunno lah then he goes off..now come online..ok lah i dun talk to him..

tml exams already..why i say him..i really dunno lah..wat i doing..let us dun talk best ba..let ask think abt it..then ar study hard..but at this kind of atmosphere how to study..dunno lah just sleep later tml exam...sooner or later settled ba

today ..a fine day..last day of sch b4 i start exams..wow fast..today so few pple go to sch leh..8 pple only during assembly..hhaa yh say ar..snow white and seven dwarf hhaa..andrew the snow white hhaa..then accounts lesson still very few..that 3 gals ar..come during lunch time..wow sch no govt is it..dun care lah not my problem..

bca..nothing to do surt net haaa..then bzf so few pple too..then he comes to sch for bca lesson ...til last lessons..
tue he didnt come sch..hee i went to visit him..aiya go home get scolded but a while ok..mm..he sends me home ...heee.. hold hands leh..:) must remember tt day..i happy with him..hhee.. he feels better..is gd lor..coz he feels hungry..today he alright lah..still go play soccer..

today come back never study..relax lor..so relax..after sch went to eat something with him then i go home..he went home n meet his frenz for soccer..

today went out..wow he sick leh..i see liao sigh i dunno wat to say..coz he is still weak..go out also not happy sia..this is lst date hhee..he still weak still come out..poor him..he buys milk for me..buy mineral water for me when i eat dinner..so gd of him..

He go home with me..til my house..hee so gd then he goes home..see him so weak i feel sad sia..hope he get better..i feel tired..tonight got to sleep early lor..sigh..hhee i give him the cough drop leh..
tired lah cant think sia wat to write..we went bugis n suntec..plan to find wl but he so weak nvm go home lor..i wont see him for two days lor..mm..hope he is well on tue..:)

i end here..

today...go sch..wow only a few pple come..abt 6 like tt for sw..break record..many pple dun come..Vincent ar..sick so never come..i worry..he got fever lor..etc..then cant fetch me from sch..i understand..i feel sad..he sick wat..i care for him is normal..so he ask me out tml..mm..lst date ar.

today ar..slowly pple come..but only 10..then esc we know oral presentation result..hhee i help Vincent see..he not in sch..mm..i not happy..then got PIE test..sian..

anyway he alright.. :) i can fang xin..see him tml hhee..

oh ya yesterday went east coast..hee so relax..learn to cycle bicycle..

today holiday..gd ar..stay at home..but can feel stress..i dunno is work or coz Vincent..coz maybe we too fast hhee..i hope not leh..but really lor nowaday i very stress like tt so tense up in sch..i think coz of him..i so pai seh de kanna tease..we been together for 3 days leh.must remember Nov 9 i agree to be his gf leh.He clever yesterday Hazel ask abt us..she asks me..i deny..hhaa..so i know she sure ask him..he say after exam i will tell him..hhhaa..li hai..friendster status i haven change..yesterday he get kick out of the class..can see pong give a kind of expresssion like seeing wat my impression..hhaa..aiya Hazel so clever..i believe she knows..but i dun admit lor..she dunno..

mm..must go n buy cough drop for him.he cough ar..i hope to get it today tml give him..aiya in class i dun want so high profile coz starting only..but xin ku leh..i want talk to him haa..but i think next time give him a yan shen can liao..hehe.

today dunno go where leh..aiyo east coast sian leh..i dun feel like going..hhaa rather watch tv lor..

Today..BCA test..i think should be ok..everyday practise..when come to do..sigh..i cant do leh..i want sort data why sort liao the amount go wrong..sigh..is very wat the lor..feel very frustrated de..then the pivot table..cant do..abit not the same..some thing occurs which never occur when i doing in class.i can even forget how to do Vlookup..i think i know one..too stress til forget lah..then i feel sad..100 marks leh the paper..i print two sheets only..worse paper i guess..IT paper i do til like tt..

first time ba..Last time do ar..ok de..sigh..hope I pass..
I feel I make Vincent sad..sigh..like bad..coz i moody he also..he thought he is the one who makes me moody..maybe a bit..but mostly is test ba..and studies..he asks me go shopping..i where got mood to go..dun feel like going..at the moment..haiz..

see my mood tml lah..i hope is ok..

today my mood gd..hhee Jufri also say tt..so cheerful..haa...tt Vincent ar..so late dun go home..aiyo naughty..ask him go home he say will go but haven go home..aiya cant stop him also..haa msg him say want get scolding is it..tml have lessons..test too..sigh..he is like that i guess..want him study hard..hope he can..i go home late a bit he calls me liao ..see sigh..i tell hazel he seem more anxious than my mum..haaa..coz i go shop shop with hazel wat..dunno Vincent reach home already..dun care..let him have some freedom..

Not his gf hhaa cant control him lah..today just do hw lor..wow now a bit sleepy coz i eat supper hhhaa..feel like sleeping ..yh always say i pig sia hhaa eat liao want to sleep..hhaa

OK lah stop writing dunno wat to write..

midnight..mm..i talking to Vincent..yesterday got things to tell me..today he says leh and he asks me did i like him in this period of time..something like tt..i dunno how to ans..i ask him how abt him..he says got..i got the ans..i long ago can feel it just guessing..i dunno he likes me or not..now i know..i also know he dun call other pple dear etc.. he tells me..i ask him b4 but he didnt ans lor.yesterday he tells me..i know he has chance..he really gd i have no reason to reject him leh i feel tt..

When he confess i feel i ok leh unlike last time i so shock dunno wat to say..maybe i already know lor..is matter of time he says..i can feel it wat..i also know he wants to say this..he let me think abt it..he says holiday then think..he ask we together parents will object ma..mm..i thinking should be ok..still early lah..i tell him.i want to know him better lst..dun want regret..n he ask me i have the fear to start a relationship with him right..i know is yes..coz after 2 times i fail..sigh of course dun want get hurt..

But he must go slim down haha..that is a must..hhee..well.morning he msg me..ask me study..then ask me eat breadfast leh ma..well..i thinking lor if i like him mayb not as much as he likes me i afraid..coz i dunno leh i like him or not even..that is a gd question..

i shall see as time goes by..coz he ask if he with gals i will jealous ma..for now i think now leh..i haven reach the state i like him sia

today so fan like tt..yesterday want write diary cant enter dunno wat wrong..well..thinking abt why he so weird online yesterday..the way he talk..he wants to treat me ask me mon free or not..go home late cannot lah..tue have sch lor..then out of a sudden he says want treat me..abt the crab i kidding only..just says i want eat black pepper crab..he takes it serious..then yesterday say "i think should we .......hhaaa " weird sia talk halfway..let him say he dun want say..then say hard to speak up..lst time..wat he up to..scare me..and i dream of him sia hhaa..dream of yh also.. quarrel with her haha..
I have think of it..if he asks me how i react..well..i think still early he is nice ..i may accept but i think need more thing to think abt it n know him better..i dun want to regret..coz zhen hui ar...i regret..i dun want to get hurt..plus i dunno i have feeling for him or not..his look not handsome but impt is he is a nice guy..he very caring towards me..maybe coz he has feelings towards me?? i can feel it i am not stupid de lor..

i still thinking studies impt but i need love..i want..not just from frenz n family..i want bf love..so i sort of want but can't anyhow get one..i dun want to hurt pple n dun want to get hurt..is a headache thing..later i can't study well..how..sian..i want go poly de..so i thought dun want this relationship thing for the time being..

today..sian..accounts mrs quek went to see doc.so she not in sch..that miss koh she never come today coz she go headquarter..sian lor no lessons..then ar..i get back bzf test..i get a shock..i dun study well..i get 41..hhaa how can it be..really sian i do i feel i cant do well..cant believe..sometime hard to tell..

Well..then afternoon didnt go ballroom dancing coz we go for the entrepreurship presentation..our seniors lah..so sian lor..stay from 3 plus to abt 6..one group talk so long sian.more than 20 mins..then i feel hungry n bored..well the aircon so cold u see..lucky i brought jacket..poor jufri n yan hong so cold..i cant help cant i am cold myself..well then heard ballroom dancing cancel coz seniors went for seminar..

mm..wat a day i waste alot of time lor..then go home so tired..late liao didnt do anything..watch tv slack lor.well i play com

today..accounts lesson so tired..wow raining again..so cooling..nowaday forever rain..well..accounts lesson i almost doze off..not just me ..Hazel too..the rest also..
Esc ar..finally call me ..last one of the day..then ar..i saying history..she says want read ar..she can read herself i can just click let her read herself..she ar..bad..tml she not in sch great!!
well sigh of relief..finally over..can relax..but exams 3 more weeks coming liao..aiya i dunno wat i doing.want online want study too..then accounts do a bit not sure then i stop there..not tryin to be very hardworking but i really lazy..must study hard..lor..

mm..bzf ar..talk abt pie chart etc..like maths ar..so is bored too..concentration half way cant liao
tml have talk sia..cant go for ballroom dancing..but i tell senior liao so nvm lah..
wat else to write? nowaday dun really write..dunno wat to write wat or i lazy... :)
aiya today very free..well..i have think abt many stuffs ba..love stuff hard to say..i guess left it to fate..i know i want a bf hhaa..but not at this time ba..exam coming.. a class guy gd..he often join us gal gang..Jufri lah..but hee taken liao..i dun mind this kind of guy..but too bad lah..he sort of my type ba..he very caring person towards frenz n nice....hhaa wonder he interested in who ar..hhaa so close with us haha..wow anyhow say later he kills me..but he attached wat.nvm i say hhaa..