End of Year 2008

Time flies and it has come to an end of year 2008..I knew I have some issue which I need to solve..will settle it and hopefully lead a happier 2009.

I know what you will wanna say..I am prepared..seriously..is sad but can't be helped..coming to an end..

anyway meeting up with WL, hui & Amelia for dinner..shall end here and update again ..

Xmas Day..

Is Xmas Day..I wish you a Merry Xmas..

I went off to church to celebrate xmas with my bag of gifts..not alot of gifts though..kind of nothing much today..everyone gave chocolate and I received two presents, one from my dear cousin Angelia & another one from Huay Ling.. thanks alot ..I love the cd..
Cousin bought me chocolate from Japan..Great!

I felt happy today, feeling the joy of Xmas..Christmas carol etc..

After the happy Xmas celebration, Huay Ling,Kelvin, my dear cousin Angelia, Me & Yamashita Saju went to Aerin's to have lunch..I tried the Cajun grilled chicken..It was nice..HL & cousin tried too but cousin changed the potato wedge to fries..the sauce was great..I love it and I would recommend friends to go there to have meal though it is abit more expensive but is worth the money..

We went gelatino..did I spell correctly? We shared ice cream.oh yeah..I enjoyed my day..so relaxed and happy..didnt feel this way for so long..I believe is the joy of xmas..God Bless!

I felt tired after the whole day..I shall sleep..end here

Xmas Eve

Well what am I doing on Xmas Eve?

I am at home..mc..sigh..been sick for past few days and I am resting..seem not possible to do anything but I wanna do something..to do what I like and to do things that I feel that I don't have time to do.. I seem still abit sick but I just don't wish to sleep now.. perhaps can do my assignment or even plan a template for PFR..or even read.. I just want to do things that I find it meaningful after I blog..
Somehow I just don't wanna crack my brain and think so much..hhaa weird right?

I found someone who is similar as me..with negative thoughts..maybe I can get to reflect and know how people feel towards me..

I have dreams etc so I will move on with life but she can't..I am afraid as she has the thought to commit sucide, I am not sure for what reason..sigh..how to help her??

I shall end hee..go n do my stuff..

Sick..

I believe that even superwoman or superman will fall sick as we are human beings..

Did we work too hard etc? I guess is because of lack of rest, water etc that I fall sick yesterday..I was running a fever..glad that I am well today and hope it stays this way..I had my meal not like yesterday, can't even eat much..well I will take care of myself as Xmas is here..I wanna enjoy the xmas to celebrate the love, joy and peace! GOd Bless!

mm..you are right that we understand life better when we are sick..
I learnt alot this 8 months..I tell myself, right now what I can do is, to do my best in completing whatever tasks needed as your secretary..If let say,it doesn't turn out well, I really have nothing to say as I did my best..I will just let go..

I learnt about how to go about being a responsible secretary, I believe the responsibility of mine wasn't that much when I work elsewhere..
I start to be like you?? I sense the similarity at times but I know how to balance them better don't I? where as you work like crazy..

Must learn to relax at times..work hard and play hard..I understand how it feels to be sick and you are worried about work.I felt the same though..I will try to relax myself this week..finish up whatever I need and knock off..I need plenty of rest and I can't overwork anymore.. I will never give up though I am tired at times..

I don't understand you, sometime you can be so nasty to me and sometime you can encourage me alot..why is that so? I shall sit down and talk to you when we have time..I just wanna know what you are thinking..weird..when you tried to tell me something about me which you find it hurting..You cough badly and you said God don't allow you to say and you keep quiet.. Father Lord, is that really you? I was wondering..

Everyone has their own belief..I believe in you heavenly Father that you will protect me..You always shower me with love,care & protection no matter what Thanks..Love you lord! I feel so blessed!

Shall end here and go to bed! Need my rest!

Seminar

I just finished our company seminar and I am in sch right now..blogging..just feel like typing down since my class has not started..

Nothing much today at fullerton hotel..Our year end seminar..maybe we can do better? just helping out..

Stress last night..alot of things to do..with regards to studies..mid test etc coming..ahhh..
I am trying to cope and I couldnt sleep last night but luckilY I still manage to fall asleep..I still wondering how can we last??

I am going to get presents & goodies for xmas.. then study for mid test tml

Shall end here..

busy dec

I have been busy this week..sigh calendar etc..has to be out..I am being responsible to try to complete tasks..but work is never able to finish..

I try my best..have been working this week and then I went to work today as I was on mc the day before and then off for class. Learnt alot in class about Strategy-SWOT analysis and then I went to get my printer n external hard drive, had dinner with mum & Bro..

Just like that..wow fruitful month? I have been tired..busy busy busy..going for ming de's birthday party..hope that we can have fun and enjoy ourselves..

End here..

Thoughts

Simply have alot of thoughts after watching the 8pm variety show on channel 8..see the way how the volunteers help out and towards the end of the last epsiode, the man who was handicapped still manage to help to do the housechore and still live on with life.. he had the right value for life and I believe everyone should learn from him.

Even after meeting the accident, He can still live on with his life and never give up..what about us? We have an able body yet some of us choose to die when we think that we are at the dead edge of the world..what about him?

At times I feel that everyone has only 24 hrs yet we have more things that we wanna do..maybe we can have enough time but we wasted i? sometime we need to relax too you see..I will try to manage my time well..balance them..I am really not sure how far I can go in term of my limit..

I just want to be strong and not relie on shoulder but I know at times I wish there is someone beside me at this point of time to be able to comfort me.. Need some counselling as well I guess..
I always tell myself to think positively and not worry so much.. just do what I have to do and move on..I can do it! I know at times you are just telling yourself but it might help though

I shall end here..need to do other stuff..
Working tml after taking a break..I didnt manage to go SLSQ as it was raining..nevertheless I will go source for printer to compare the price and get one asap..I need it.

Stress Dec..

I feel the stress, busy with work and I have not really start on my individual assignment .. thought that I will use that topic but end up I choose not to as it is hard..so I have decide on already and so I can start to do the project and have to hand in, in two weeks time..that is why I am stress..though it is not a last min thing, I feel that perhaps I should start earlier? well what done is done just move on and get my things done..

I don't have time to talk nonsense though and to think about unnecessary stuff. I just have to perform well for work..the CAR which you mention. so ya..sometime wonder why I make myself suffer,is it worth it to make myself so tired & busy? at times we don't have a choice as we are employee..sigh

I will do my best and I know I am stretching myself and am I overstretch? I believe at times it is..everyone has their own limit..have I reach mine? I am not sure..It is only the beginning, I have to hang on.. I know what I want and since I have chosen the path, I just have to move on and work hard on it to fufil what I want.

I am not superwoman but rather training myself to achieve what I want when I still have the time..as long as I know what I did, is worth it, I will do it! There is always up n downs in life, everyone has to go through that.. positive thinking is impt..

I know I have been down this week and lots of things to be done..I really wanna cry at times but right now, my main focus is my work n studies..while not working, I have to spend time on my studies..at the same time, I try to relax myself a little by meeting friends..I need some fresh air..no matter what, I always try to set a day per week to relax a little..Hopefully I can still do that every week for next year..

Shall end here..I need to get my dinner.so hungry! I can't work with hungry stomach..

Why?

I feel like blogging for past few days but simply lazy or dont wish to blog..

I feel that why are you like that? I just don't wish to face you, began to hate you at times..really..is that serious. I don't know what is my limit..I guess I already reach it but controlling..

Who wants to play with you, I don't have time either..
Shaun mentioned abt the two Cs which I don't have..

I have lots to mention but I don;t wish to say much

Anyway I went to orchard with MF to see the lighting..I love them..shall update photos when I have time..I took some pics..felt relaxed walking around..


Shall end here..

Planning...

Well I just have lots of thoughts and my head feels pain..I have been thinking alot..since 2009 is coming, I start to think about what I would wish to achieve for next year..

I already write it down in my personal notebook..shall add on more when more stuff comes to my mind..

Project's deadline is next month, not sure what topic to do yet..I am going to do research tomorrow..work seem quite alot,things are piling up..I need to buck up and clear them..

I feel the stress once again and I feel the slacking in me after we shifted office..
Somehow I just don't have the motivation to work and I am so tired everyday..Why is that so? I know myself the best..so ya..
How to go about performing well is what I am thinking right now..
I have some plans in mind though..

Sometime I wonder why does people want to gossip so much? am I too sensitive? I sense that people do gossip whereever they are be it in sch or workplace..I guess it doesn't matter as it is none of our biz u see..it's their mouth not mine..Just don't wish to hear any nasty comments from others will do..anyway NO one is perfect though..

I shall end here..going to read newspaper and rest..going office tomorrow to clear my work..stress..

3rd day..

Time flies and I shifted office for 3 days already..shifted to raffle place..I didn't work in town area before and my wish is to work there..my wish has come true but somehow feel that the area is so crowded..scary..can you imagine the crowd when you go for lunch? scary..

I love the view as it is better than trapping inside an enclosed area..nice view whereby you can relax..

Thank God for blessing..I just hope that everything will be fine for me..gonna go for lesson tml..didnt go for two lessons ..opps..I feel guilty liao..due to unpacking of office..I really dun feel shag..I have to change my mindset about this..need to study hard..gonna read through notes later..sleep earlier is impt..I have been busy for past two days..

Tired..shall end here..

Angry day!

Simply not happy today..just wonder why are you like that?

You take me for granted? I help you with things and you think this is what I must do..you take me for granted right?? Aint you making things difficult for me? always ask me to think positively..

Do you think that I can't leave? sigh..I just don't know..unhappy with you! hate u at times! is not that I don;t leave, I am waiting for opportunity..

I have alot to say but somehow I feel abit blank now..I just don't want to write further I guess..simply unhappy with you..

Who am I to u? so tiny?? I will do what is instructed..coz I can't say no right?

I will remember wat u say to me..that sentence..u wait n see..

End here

Happy Birthday Daddy!

Today is my dearest Daddy's birthday! Yesterday was James' Birthday..

Well some updates..

We celebrated James' birthday on wed as requested by him. I wanna plan to celebrate yesterday but he prefers to have it on wed so we went for dinner at HK Family Restaurant! fulfilled his dream for many years..then set off to changi..one of the lounge to have a drink and they have karaoke facilities but is manual type whereby u pass them the songs that you want.

I only sang a few songs but is alright..Drink a glass of cocktail and I was so tired the next day as I reached home at 12.30am..Nancy sent us home while James headed home straight as he was shag after the manager's meeting.

We enjoyed ourselves did we? laugh so loudly together as John N Nancy was so funny.. They always make James laugh..James appreciate the celebration

As for yesterday, I went out alone when I didn't have to work..I went to get Amelia's present and also to run my own errand,do some shopping. Weekend is the best time to do so..I don't have much time on weekdays already..Well have to sacrifice time when you wanna achieve something..so ya..feel a bit sian & empty on sat..

Somehow there is not much life now as work & studies occupied most of my time..nevertheless I just have to endure through this period of time and once is done, I will be able to take a break and have some fresh air and then decide when I should take up my degree..The course is expensive.I have to think about it. really..
Meanwhile I have to study hard first. Positive thinking! somehow I can't catch HRM lesson as Lecturer Daniel taught so fast..aiyo..what to do, I just have to read up..yeah!

As for today , staying at home to study and head out for dinner later with my family to celebrate Daddy's birthday!

Shall end here! studying time..

Sch starts..

Well I start sch for two days and I was coping fine..I start to get busy as I have to knock off on time..nevertheless..though is tiring to rush to sch, I enjoyed the lessons so far..trying to pay attention etc..I guess it wont be that bad right if you pay attention in class? It's quite interesting though is hectic to study after work..after work, I felt relaxed..

I start off with Biz Economics and HR Management..Frankly speaking though I have not covered Biz Econs b4..I understand while Lecturer was teaching..as for HR Management..though I have some basic foundation. I don't get what lecturer is teaching.haha..my phone was spoilt on fri. It kind of affected me and I can't focus well..anyway I sent my hp for servicing..The LCD was spoilt. sigh..Luckily it was still under warranty. HP would be hospitalised for 3 to 5 days lol..Hope that everything would be fine.. :) miss my phone..

Gonna have another new module on mon..Biz policy & strategy..hopefully I can cope..after that ..I will study 4 modules from next week onwards..which means heading to sch almost everyday except wed..Right now, my time would be work and studies..

Nothing much..not so much time for leisure..anyway is alright..I have to miss my tv programs etc but I believe it's worth it..

If possible I will consider degree after my course? I shall see..trying my best to cope with work and studies..have to motivate myself..perhaps I can stick some motivation notes on my office desk? lol..

Well I am afraid that I can't cope but since I have decided to study, I will try to bear with it and do my best..I realise in order to complete tasks fast, I made quite a lot of mistakes this week. How should I go about to improve? mm..I am wondering.

Let nature takes its course..pray to GOD..of course I have to help myself too..

well as for today, I went shopping after going office to do some tidying of cupboards etc..oh yeah..I felt more relaxed..I need that but somehow irritated this morning by two persons..never mind..is ok..Shall make sat a day to enjoy and relax while I leave sun for my personal time..

Shall end here..

Updates..

I am back to blogging again..what should I write this time..well some updates for this week..

I didn't really go anywhere but rather meet up with friends for dinner..

I went for sch orientation on fri and what I can say was that..it was boring and guess what, only one guy & I who turned up.. He is Eric..

I am quite excited what's gonna be installed for us and that I will do my best to study hard as well as work hard for my work..mean while I don't wish to think about anything except work and studies.. May God bless that I can cope..I must think positively..
I have yet to see the rest of my classmates, shall meet them on thur..

As for sat, I went to work n church as usual..then meet Huay Ling for dinner.well my cousin, Jeremy & Kelvin joined us as well..also to get James' present..Sunday which is yesterday, Jolene n Angelia came to my house and we headed off to Aaron's house for a dinner gathering..
So I have been eating n eating this whole week lol..so unhealthy wor..am I fat already?

As for today, I am at Grandma's house right now, waiting for dinner lor..Mum helping the domestic helper to cook as well..wow I guess we will have a great feast? home cooked food should be healthier lol..oh yeah..I am hungry

I just feel that the so called last week of free time, was spent not so meaningfully but I guess I enjoy the food etc..relaxing is a gd thing u see..

I shall end here..

Orientation

Well I am back from orientation just now..kind of lost around that area..lol..

I regretted going as there was nothing much. should have meet wl instead..sigh nvm meet her another time..only two person turn up for the orientation lol. I was like, huh..
I shouldn't go but just went to take a look u see..feeling tired now..so fast tired ar..
sigh..after a long day of work..

I dun feel like updating anymore..shall end here..sch starting soon..

Success Attracts Success

Back to blogging again and in fact I felt tired already..Trying to have a quick update of my blog and off to bed soon.

Somehow need some motivation and I went to read a book and get to learn some stuff from there.. I gonna share it now..weekly life coach-how to get the life you want in 48 hrs..

It says winning isn't about being a winner-winning is a state of mind..

Positive self belief-postive expectations-effective behaviour- increased confidence..
Let all your experiences work for you..when you see each moment as a learning experience, your life will have enhanced meaning..

Share the 10 ways to attract success..

1. Be true to yourself

2. Celebrate your uniqueness-this is what makes you special

3. Develop your inner strengths and talents

4. Think Big

5. Believe in yourself and radiate confidence

6. Take the first step towards one of your goals

7. Appreciate the miracle of life

8.Love and value your experiences

9. Be a go getter

10. Never, ever give up!


I didn't read a lot yet so I shall share till here..

Well a busy day today, so occupied..It's good that I focus..I dun wanna think so much and let nature takes its course

I guess I need to think positively..I am trying not to be down..I need to cope with studies soon. I really need to change my mindset..I don't wish to have any regrets and I have certain dreams on mind..I wanna to fufil them..Work & studies matter more now and the rest can wait..

So be positive! I will try my best! Gabatte Ne!

End here!

Updates..

Here I am back with some updates..oh yeah fri meet up with Timothy like I have mentioned in previous post. I went to work as usual yesterday and head off to church followed by steamboat with KH,kk,YY & Ming :) We enjoyed our food at bugis..Free flow of food, my fav ice cream..oh yeah..I felt so relaxed..

I know I enjoyed myself and I feel good..whatever it is installed tml, I just leave it to tomorrow..I hope that everything will be fine for the meeting tml. I dun even know how to use the projector yet..oh man

As for today,I went to orchid country club for bowling as yishun safra doesn't have any lanes available..oh yeah finally get my new keyboard and mouse..I realise my previous mouse can be used..anyway is ok..I can keep it for spare use..

I feel tired..shall end here..

Relax..

I just come back not long just now..yeah met up with my dear pri sch friend Timothy...so met up for dinner and have a chat.. I do talk to him on msn..We went to bugis..

Thanks dear Tim for listening etc and also advise me..U brighten and straighten my thoughts..
Right now I won't think of other stuff besides work n studies which are more impt..
As for fate..I leave it to GOd..what comes will come..

Nice meeting you Tim..is great to chat..hhaa you are as chatty as me.

Hope to catch up again next time..once a while..friends what..

End here..

Tired..

I didn't sleep well for past few days..simply feel so tired..I am going off to bed after I blog

Well I received my studies timetable..Been waiting for it and I received it through my email..well terrible as in studying 4 days per week..oh man..I hope I can cope..For certain timing, it wont be four days as we are having holiday etc. That I have to wait til dec..study for 1 day for the week..shiok! At least I can take a short break..during xmas etc

I guess for the 3rd semester, it will be a bit tough as we have 4 modules..after that should be fine..So I have to bear with the timetable til Feb..

加油！I have faith in God! I will do my best in work n studies and see how it goes..Work is tiring as I work late

I need to sleep..end here..

Relax..

As usual working today and I was really busy lately..work n work..Just wanna finish them..left with some work only..It's making me stress though..I still can endure..Endure till I cant, I will know what to do ya..

I am still waiting for my timetable..wonder when will it come?

I went bowling with KH to relax..I didn't enjoy that much but anyway release my stress already.. We had a chat etc..I felt better. Thanks KH..

I went back home early though and I find it rare to reach home early on sat haha..nothing much to do lor..getting sleepy after meal..sigh..it's only 10 plus..

shall end here..tired

Some thoughts

I am back blogging again..somehow I feel..mixed feeling..

I know I dun feel so happy but rather trying to be happy at times..It takes time and also other work issue, it's making me stress and unhappy..My boss is stress and here I am also stress..what can I do to help u James? hope everything is fine on thur wor..
headache..I am not happy..if I am, I guess I am not human being..I am trying to be normal in front of all..I just wanna work, don't wanna think too much..

I try to stay happy..I will..it might be hard..what to do..work stuff, leave it aside..irritated..haiz..I am affected..

ENd here..

Still the same..

I am trying my best but sometime things doesn't go our way & I get upset..maybe I should stop whatever I am thinking or doing to just move on with life.

Things doesn't go on that smoothly.how am I suppose to carry on, it's really bothering me..I just feel like letting go..at least I feel happier..I think I should just do it..stay away & be alone..I know I will feel happier that way..I am really tired of life..ya at this age? must be wondering so fast?

I won't be bothered from now on..u guys happy can liao..life still goes on..things always dun work out for me..so what u wanna me to do? I am tired..really..

shall end here..going back office a while n go to church..

simply tired..

Somehow after I come back from HK, I am back to the same old me, thinking alot and I am seriously unhappy coz of u two..whatever it is..I dun wish to talk much about it..is that why I feel so unhappy? coz I dun tell anyone what happen..a few friends been asking me..is ok guys..I guess I will be fine..I dun wanna say la..really..so dun need to ask me..plus lonely in office? so I become too self centered in my world? I dunno..

anyway I will try to get some sleep..I was snacking away today not becoz I really wanna eat but rather I will snack when I dun feel so happy..sigh..

Shall end here..

Mid Autumn Festival & Hk Trip..

I am back from Restine's Wedding..Yes, I just attended her wedding at dragon gate resturant harbourfront centre. Congrats to her & her Hubby..finally hold their chinese wedding..You look good in ur wedding photos..

Anyway I just come back on sat night 11.46pm.. Back from my hk trip..
I felt relaxed..I went for four days..I took Singapore airline..Took a morning flight on wed and a night flight on sat..
I am quite tired now..I wanna just have a quick blog n sleep.

Hk's weather was very warm. 33 degree celcius and it was so sunny all day..summer..they have their summer sales but I didnt really get things from their shopping centres..

Train was very convenient as u can travel and go to anywhere u want. We stayed at conrad hotel with Jolene who is on biz trip. Cousin & I went to avenue of stars whereby u can see famous stars' handprints etc..U are able to see the smponthy of lights ( sorry dunno how to spell) at 8pm..building will light up.. We went to causeway bay, kowloon, wan chai,mong Kok,tsim Sha Tsui,lang kui fang..Visited their ladies street,temple street,the peak etc. We took the tram and get to see the night view of hk. It was rather hazy so we cant see that clearly..what a pity..anyway is alright..We went to tsing Ma Bridge too and get a glance of the hk view..wow nice and I manage to get a few mugs which will change colour when u pour hot water..
I bought some snacks too and espirt clothes etc..oh yeah..I also went to the famous wax museum..We tried their dessert , congee & dim sum..Oh yummy! We had been eating quite alot of pork n prawn that I reach s'pore..I dun wanna have any..

I didnt go to disneyland & ocean park though..It was fun exploring around and get to taste different food..my cantonese wasn't that good. I can understand but I dun think I speak that fluently so somehow we speak english when we talk to sales person etc. They can ask us, r u from singapore? lol..that obvious?
Hk is really a shopping place whereby u can really see alot of shopping centres..As for pubs, lang kui fong is a gd place..

It's good to take a break for a while..recharge myself..a pity I didnt get to eat egg tart..anyway enjoy myself though it is a short trip.

I shall end here and go to bed..gd night..need my sleep..shall update again soon..

Setting off soon..

I finished my work today.I went back home earlier and packed my stuff..James should be on board already..He sms me just now saying he checked in..Well anything just sms will do while he is away n I am away..my gd friend ;)

I can't wait for mine..sense of relief to finish what I have to do..clear my mind and have fun..

I shall update when I am back..sleeping time..night!

Update again..

I am back to blogging again..

mm..Last fri went out for dinner with my fellow colleagues and boss came to join us for a drink at bliss after his dinner with family..
I drank la..

Sat, dun feel that good but after that I went to church and met darling for dinner.

Sun, rest day for me..I just stay at home though.

Back to mon, working day for me lor..as usual..As for yesterday, work and then had dinner with James...to discuss some issues and clear doubts etc.. Everything is great

He is off for holiday without any worries. No one can contact him..power..end up I will be the one picking up call lor -_-'' Hate it as it makes me fed up coz of an issue today.. Something to do with one of our fp and end up I had to try to solve..what the..at times they cause some inconvenience..nvm..what done is done..

I don't wish to think so much..work can make me stress but just let it be..how I wish James is around..I don't wish to worry that much..Some things are just beyond our control. It is within God's control. We can't do anything about it..

I cant wait for my trip that's all..I can just let go off everything and have fun..I need a break..Hopefully after 4 days of break, I will feel very fresh..

end here..

Award Night..

I just reach home around 11 plus..I went to attend Awards Night at Grand Copthorne Waterfront hotel..The place was quite grand and the food was not bad..Boss got award so I was invited though so I went..not a bad experience but I left after the dessert..hehe..Perhaps abit drunk & I feel abit blur just now. After shower I feel ok..

It's great to drink and James start asking me why I am unhappy etc and he told me things..talk to me..I dun want to elaborate further..simply 2 long..

I have been busy and I try to finish my work etc..he's trying to train me..I am trying my best to meet his demand..just see how it goes..what else to update? I think nothing much.I went to catch firework at tpy on fri..korea..as for sat,I didn't catch..Sat meet up with yy,valen,ming,darling & yu yan for dinner..

Sunday went to top one to sing with kk,yu yan, Chien Kiat , Ming De..sang from 11 plus to 6pm then heard for dinner at v8 cafe..BT brought his gf along..finally get to see his gf..hehe..after that they head to play pool but I just go along n watch..chat with zu er.. :)

I gonna sleep.can't take it..tired after drinking..end here

Some updates

Well a quick update before I go to bed. I am feeling quite tired already. Well didn't blog for a week and I am back.

I was quite down since last fri. Anyway I am alright now.Doesn't matter and I don't wish to talk about it again. so ya.. mm..other than meeting Jamin a while on mon & tue which I have mentioned in previous post, I was working til quite late to finish my work so not many programs last week. Sat as usual,go to work.sigh work til 3pm and I went to starbuck with James..After that he sent me home and I went to sleep a while before meeting darling for dinner at botak jones tpy.. Wow it was the first time trying that and darling queue for some time wor and we had our meal from abt 9 til 10 haha..slowly enjoy our dinner and have a great chat. We even just walk around and guess what we landed in Bishan. Somehow we got lost. yup you didn't see wrongly. We got lost!! -_-''' haha..Anyway we manage to walk back, making our legs feeling aching but we have fun exploring :P

Sunday was a bad day Mum made some jellies and I brought it to darling. end up somehow I am angry with him..I don't wish to say too much..sigh..

Finally went to register for my biz management course on mon after dragging for quite some time due to working late.I felt the change in me..It was a good sign but I guess I am pushing myself over my limit in order to perform better..anyway everything is under control. I felt alright already. Right now waiting for sch to start and I will be slightly busy. I cherish the time that I have now as I had not experienced studying and working at the same time. I did thought about it but I would like to fufil my goal which I set two years ago. I wish to achieve this when I have enough money to study. Here I am doing what I wish to. yup I want to achieve my goal and then I can continue with other goals..I guess I won't think so much, just give it a try..

Oh ya I want to get my driving license by the age of 25..right now I wanna wait for the enrollment letter and then study & get my cert..after that I will go and learn what I want..

I just went to NUS for bizarre which is actually from mon to wed but I only went yesterday due to the need to do submission on mon and then today too. I dun wish to go today..it was quite boring and I would rather stay in the office.
I just did some survey and even got strawberries from the stall lol..there were quite alot of things but I didnt manage to explore much.There were free candy floss so I went to get haha..sound like kid? I love candy floss! There is a van supply free milo too.. It was quite a relaxing day but a bit warm as we are wearing black polo tshirt..As for today, I didn't go anywhere and I guess I wont have any plans for next few days except weekend..probably going church on sat.I want to be in the house of the lord and going k session on sunday..horray! still planning in progess..

Alright I shall end here..time to sleep before my boss nags at me tml..haha

Special Day..

I was doing my work as usual but was glad that today is a special day..I am able to meet up with darling during his night out..Though we just meet up for a short while,is good enough..trying to spend some time together whenever we can..we are quite busy today..never sms much though but everything is fine..
met up with darling at J8 and guess what I saw Sherrane..oh no! she saw me with Darling, I was shocked..what a small world that I saw office pple..opps
That day someone whom Jamin know, saw him..It is my turn now..haha but I didn't let go of his hand :( too stunned haha..We had dinner at pastamania and dessert..Mango dessert..quite a small bowl though but was quite thick..not too bad..

Getting sleepy so I guess I shall stop here..sleeping..night!

Boring sunday..

Well I have been out since wed so I am at home today. Suddenly feel so empty but glad that my electric keyboard is here.hehe..I have been waiting for the delivery in the morning as it was stated that it would be delivered between 9am to 2pm..Well I cant really play much yet but will try to learn ya..other than that, I was doing nothing much so maybe gonna watch drama online..Sunday is quite a boring day as there wasn't any nice drama for me to watch :( nevertheless is ok..just have my personal time. Let my darling have his personal time too though thought of him. I guess I wont see him til next week though he will be free tomorrow..

Well I went to catch "Money not enough 2" with darling yesterday. The movie was quite funny and yet sad too.I cried.. I was emotional u see. We went to get my electric keyboard too.. We even had dinner then went to catch firework and then went to boat quay to have a chat before heading back. Guess what, I scald my right thumb n 2nd finger while I got my dinner..painful and my skin turned white and is kind of hard and a bit numb now though is not painful..sob sob..thanks dear for helping me to apply gel..so sweet of u!

As for fri,I went to have dinner with Koon Huat, Yu Yan & Jamin..We went to arcade first while waiting for Jamin before heading for dinner..
Koon Huat cant join us for a drink so we went to have a drink at balcony..outside hereen. The environment was great.Before that we saw someone,whom is none other than Bryan Wong from star idol. he is gd looking wor..Glad to see him..
We have fun drinking..the drink wasn't that strong and it only makes us feel warm that's all.. yeah we stay til about 12 and we left.

As for wed and thur, I met up with Mei Fen on wed for dinner and I met Ke Xin for dinner as well on thur..seem like a busy week? not so bad though..I enjoyed myself so I am having a break today. rest day at home!

End here..gonna watch drama etc..

Feeling sleepy already..

I am getting sleepy..some updates before I sleep. I was out with him during evening time til 11 plus today..spent some time together and is great..sharing how we felt etc, I really feel better. I just hope that we will just stay happy always. Everything can be solved ya..though at times I am angry etc by his actions but I just love him. hehe

Updates about sat which is yesterday.. I went to work til 4pm :( and head down to meet Yu Yan & Koon Huat. Yu Yan's friend wanted to meet us but end up she can't.She left and we went to shop a little and head down for dinner followed by catching fireworks at marine square and also having drinks at cafe.. We went to esplanade place, a quiet place. I ordered shirley temple and it was a mixture of lime, 7up and syrup. It was yummy and somehow actually we aint happy but is ok. We enjoyed ourselves and hhaa was complaining a little. I know is bad but can't help it. everything is fine..

I need to sleep. so tired..end here

Relaxed..

As usual today, busy with work and then went for meeting with Boss. We went out for dinner then have a drink at mount faber,hhee not to worry I drank fruit punch. I can't drink as I need to work wor.. I felt tired but right now, just have a quick update. I didn't get to meet Jamin if not I will be even more happier..Coz need to meet boss..

I felt happier as I told Boss how I felt about work. I felt relieved as I finally said it. somehow the atmosphere was good and we were at the right place, we can talk freely and then we did crap on the way back etc as usual..

we are serious towards work and we do crap when we are relaxed..thanks for bringing me out to relax. I felt great really..nice place..appreciate it and I sent sms to thank him. He didnt reply :P maybe he was driving just now..
We don't go out often, once a month for now to do some review..should be fine..

He told me that I can talk to him when I have problems.mm..shall see..

Thx God for everything..Glad to have a good boss..
yeah..

Time to sleep..Night!

End here..

Simply Depressed..

Somehow or rather, everything seems bad to me right now. What is wrong with me? I felt depressed but I don't wish to tell you. I see it no point, I rather keep it to myself. Telling you doesn't help but rather tell my friends. I don't even wish to seek God for advice. I don't wish to relie on anyone cause I can't even help myself. No one understands and that includes you.. You might think I overreact? I should be fine.
I know you are busy and I don't wish to disturb either..

Nothing seems right and I felt that I am rather demanding and expect certain things that I could do etc. I realise I can't meet my Boss & my own demand.Perhaps I think a lot and when you came across certain things/issues in your life, it makes you fear and makes you worry. I need to overcome and yet to do so.

Somehow I don't feel happy each day, or rather should I put it,if I am, it will only be a short while.
noting is everlasting..I hate the place and the people..sigh..

What should I do?
End here..

slacking..tired..

I was at home today and went downstair for a hair cut and met him a while as he cut his hair too downstair. It was a tired today as we had late night yesterday.I slept alot today until 1..opps..so I feel that time seem not enough.I don't have enough rest.

I went to work yesterday at 9.30 and stayed til 3pm. sigh. I was quite tired and luckily boss sent me home.Well I just wish to go back home and met up with the rest.
I reached home at 3 plus and met up with Yy,Jamin,Valen & Xin Zhu ( not sure how to spell) at 5 and we went to get presents. I felt kind of tired after a long day. We went wen's house to have steamboat as it was her birthday and also to celebrate for WL as well.mm..we had fun eating and something scared us haa..flying cockroach and Ming de was the one who caught it. lol..all the girls just ran away..cockroach came to greet wen happy birthday? that's what we joke about..haha..
We ate til quite late then help her 2 clear up before we went home..we drank red wine..Jamin's face was so red..lol..mine too and i think I felt a bit blur plus I was tired..reach home at 12 plus..surely talk more crap after I drank..

mm..I was thinking am I that demanding? Gd friends feel so..perhaps I shouldn't care so much.. Doesn't matter, end here..

Updates again..

Here I am blogging again after some time..sometime really too lazy or tired..

Today is a busy day and I felt stress..but get to meet up with u though a while, is good enough,cherish the time..
Yesterday was busy too..

mm..update about last weekend, I went out with Jamin,Yong Yee & Valen..We went to zoo..Valen has the membership card from her uncle so entry is free..yeah..It was a bad weather that day though not sunny. It rained around 5 plus..luckily we sort of finished looking around and set off to have dinner. But keep it away from me like where we going.. end up we went bishan park, a cafe..I just don't like people keeping me in suspect and was moody so my reaction was bad..anyway not a bad day though..

Sunday went top one ktv with WL, Hui & ling..celebrate wl & hui's birthday..We sang from 12 plus to 6..not so bad..Amelia came around 1pm..after her jap class..
Then we went to MOF to have our dinner..I ate spicy miso ramen with pork hehe..
Been eating chicken almost everyday for last week..western food most of the time..so unhealthy..we even went to have dessert after that..enjoying ar..hehe

I shall end here..too tired..

Taking note of my goals!

I believe not really fufil yet so gonna write it down again to remind myself..

1. Commitment in my life towards work,God or anything

2. Register for my course latest by end of July 2008

3. Start studying in Oct 2008(slight change as I decide to go MIS instead)

4. Get a keyboarding

5. Put in the effort to learn the keyboarding after I bought it and not wasting the money.. No learning half way through!!

6. Finish reading o/s storybooks and comics by Sept 2008

7. Learn dance either from Casey or other dance instructor(not urgent can be done by end of 2008)

8. Go ice skating, singing ( Anytime, is just my wants hehe)

10. Get a new com keyboard and mouse from IT sales during GSS!

11. Save $$ every month after getting my pay ..(shall not disclose the amt saved)

12. Spend money wisely each month though I may have some leisure activities

Bad day!

Well here I am back to blogging but I don't feel good.I thought today though a slack day but I came across things such like wrong no. when I called clients, company stamp issue which I don't wish to mention much as it is a small issue but people seem to make a big issue out of it..what the. making me troubled..Firstly I was moody today.. I just don't know why.Everything seem to be bad.I got so pissed off.I lost my ezlink card today lor.. I can't find it, must have drop it somewhere while I put it into my pocket..sobsob..
I went to purchase a new one for 15 bucks. :( I keep quiet about it, not wanting my mum to nag at me. This is the first time I lost my card and with the precious moment card holder. Luckily there wasn't much value inside my card if not I will scream!

I wish to chat but you are busy and I tried to return your call after I shower but you are chatting with other people.Is ok, I shall wait for you to return call..wonder how long it takes..

I just wish that tomorrow will be a better day.

End here

Wonderful day..

Just wanna update. though I know right now is consider sunday as it is almost 3am and why am I still blogging haha. Well didnt sleep just now, having supper so I just keep on chatting etc.

I do a quick update and off to bed. Need to go to church wor. well just spent a day with Jamin. catch a bit of ndp rehearsal and the fireworks..wow..great time. We took pics too..quite a few today. so sweet.

Anyway went for dinner and set off to fountain of wealth. sit down n chat..he opened his present. I could see him so touched, I felt so happy.He cherish it. just give him a hug.
Thanks for making me smile..hehe u r naughty..thanks for helping me with the balancing..so nice..

You r secretive regarding one of ur birthday wish. I just wonder what u wish for.
I just know is nice spending time with u..I am very happy whenever I am with u..feel so blessed.. Thank GOd!

End here..sleeping time..

Updates again..

here I am blogging during midnight and is July already.I gonna get present for..

Recently I realise some unexpected things happen and I believe that God loves me and bless me.. :) thanks Lord!

let me just update about what I did this few days..mm..Met MF on fri at bugis & after that I knew that WL is at orchard so I went to look for her a while.

Sat, went out with the rest such as YY,Jamin, Yu Yan etc.. 10 of us. big group ar..not bad lor.. In a way hehe they are disturbing. I don't wish to say so much.
Take a step at time for everything and I shall see how.
I know but see how it goes.. I also don't know how would I react.
Well we had fun..went suntec convention centre, then s'pore flyer. fun to explore and we heard down to newton circus to have our dinner. Ordered quite a lot of food.Not bad wor. Hokkien mee, satay, fried carrot cake, chicken wings etc. We enjoyed ourselves but too bad WL u didnt join us lor. what a pity! thx 4 the prawn! *wink..

I went to watch kungfu panda with him on sunday at great world city..It was funny, interesting movie. Never regretted watching it wor. Time just flies but is ok..we can go out another time.. Yeah! can't wait to meet u soon!

That was some of the updates so far..as for work, as usual.

I shall end here.time to sleep wor..

A long day..

I had a long day today. Went to NUS with boss & the rest to give the students a talk.

Food at the canteen was really cheap wor. We had breakfast there and I ate chicken wing n hashbrown as I had taken a light breakfast..

We even went to sp food court 6 for lunch lol.. I had been there before when I went for open house etc during sec sch times..

After that we decide to head down to kallang leisure for bowling..cool! I get very excited..relaxed what..James played quite well.. Wilson is from sch team wor..
After bowling, we went to catch movie..I am not sure of the movie name as it is quite long n chim.haha first time didn't remember what I watched..

It was funny but then to me is a bit pervert haha.the way the guy does his action..pple who watch will get what I mean..We really laugh a lot..

I enjoyed myself today! I guess the rest too..

I will think about the question which friends ask me to think..Anyway glad 2 hear from my darling.hehe..wow I put that will let pple misunderstand ya but I do call him darling..miss me just sms me lor, I will be glad.. I can feel u dun dislike me will do
Other than that..I still can sense but just take a step at a time..nice being friends with u, hope that u dun find me irraiting will do..Like u say, if u dun wish to talk to me,u won't talk to me for long or dun talk at all..

End here..gonna sleep..so tired..

Saturday..

I am feeling a bit sian today as I didn't go anywhere today. I know is good to relax..
I am not going church today..I was thinking of changing my blog now.. It is too plain..
Feeling a bit sian..I have been blogging since a few years ago..I think I want to get rid of old old posts..somehow I dun want to leave those memories..

I may have blog too personally stuff? not sure.. I guess I just leave it..lazy to even bother to recall the memories in case it causes me unhappiness..

Can't find him..sigh..he always like that..maybe gaming..or even go back n sleep as he is too tired.. I don't know.. I wanna ask him out for dessert..I feel bored..

End here..

oh..

I had been busy working and work til 7 plus today.. Boss lor last min ask me stay back..end up finish late, he asked me out 4 dinner n go east coast a while n he sent me home. I felt more relaxed..

YY told me something that I think I am more aware of the ans though I told him I don't know..I am not sure..he didn't tell me anything. is pretty obvious.. I get what you mean already J.. hehe.. am I right? I think I already know but just wanna make sure when you are back..

YY suspect already..oh..is ok. let's wait and see..

You really brighten my day! yeah tml is fri! can't wait for u to come back..

End here

Brighten my day..

Somehow after chatting last night, I feel good and glad to chat..never feel so happy before recently..u feel the same?
even get to chat today while u are away from singapore. so nice of u..thx for caring..I know I start smsing u first too but is ok la..let see if u sms me tml haha..

I still figuring..u said is obvious..sometime u can't tell as your behaviour and actions tell all..what I see & feel is no..that's why..So I wait and see, no need to be rushing to verify the ans..It won't do me good if I misinterpret..I am scare actually though my sixth sense tells me I maybe right.I may be wrong also isn't it? May God bless and give me the ans..I really want to know so I will feel at ease..no point doubting and interpreting..

I shall end here..

Chalet

I am back from the chalet..四姨开chalet at aloha loyang..We went to have fun on fri after my work and I stay there for a night. I went back yesterday and reach home during midnight today..

Feeling tired though I slept..didn't sleep much on fri night. As there were kids, they slept quite early and woke up at 7 plus.So for the first night, I find it not fun to play..though there was bbq,didn't eat much. As for yesterday we went to the swimming pool & massage pool..We also went to cycle in the morning..We went for bowling in the afternoon..7 of us..including the kids..went with 小姨,Uncle to downtown east to bowl..

I wish that I can go to other places too as I have not finish exploring downtown since it was renovted. I think it is better to go with friends then it will be more fun.. as we can have night walk..nevertheless, we felt very relaxed after the massage at the pool..shiok! :) at least destress at chalet..

I went back home yesterday and was back during midnight today. I slept all the way til noon..opps.. I was too tired u see..

Time flies and back to work tml..anyway that is a good way to relax.
i shall end here. I wanna do other things.

Just come n update about what I did this few days..

I felt stress and met Jamin, YY, WL & KK for supper on fri night.. We enjoyed chatting and stay til 12 and then went to mac again to continue chatting til 1am..

I went back to my block and continue chatting with Jamin for an hr haha..we can chat alot though..wow..I can click with guys friends now..Maybe get used to it when u come across male colleagues or friends..talk with them etc..not so bad..

I feel tired..just had supper again..gonna gain weight I guess..as usual for sat, go church and shopping.though is GSS, I didnt get anything..

Sunday is my rest day at home..I don't feel like going anywhere..shall end here..

Btw, I finished reading the secret on thur..so one target is achieved

My goals & dreams til end of this year 2008

Some thoughts just come to my mind and life is short..When I focus on work, I didnt get to think that much and now is the time whereby I can think about anything, what have I achieve etc and I realise I have not done alot of tasks etc.. so here I am going to set a target to complete them if not I don't think I will fufil them.. Gonna to blog it here so that I can be clear about what I wish to do rather then writing on a piece of paper and not sure where I place it :P

Here's my list:

1. Commitment in my life towards work,God or anything

2. Register for my course latest by end of June 2008)

3. Start studying in November 2008

4. Get a keyboard by end of July when I get my next pay

5. Put in the effort to learn the keyboard after I bought it and not wasting the money.. No learning half way through!!

6. Finish reading o/s storybooks and comics by Sept 2008

7. Learn dance either from Casey or other dance instructor(not urgent can be done by end of 2008)

8. Finish reading the secret and return it to James by Fri 6 June 2008

9. Go bowling, ice skating, singing ( Anytime, is just my wants hehe)

10. Get a new com keyboard and mouse from IT sales during GSS!

11. Save $$ every month after getting my pay ..(shall not disclose the amt saved)

12. Spend money wisely each month though I may have some leisure activities

I guess time being I just stop here..when I have more I wll add on as time goes by..

Hope that my goals can be fufil..I end here.. Shall take note of what is fufil and I will blog it here again on the next few posts when the time comes..

Secretaries' Seminar

I was away from office today and headed down to Orchid Country Club for the seminar at 9am.. It was an enjoyable one and actually I was thinking must be boring.. It turned out to be fine..

We have tea breaks in between..tea & coffee, pies and puff were provided..wow great! lunch we have about 6 dishes and dinner too..Still have cold plate,veg, prawns, chicken,etc..We have melon soup for lunch and dinner was spicy soup..We had sweet and sour fish for dinner..Everyone didn't eat much..too full already.. Wasted the food.. We didn't even touch the fried rice for dinner..

Seminar was at a function room and it was cold..other than that it was so cosy..Enjoy our day there as we relax and get to know more things.. I believe another one will be coming up soon. We interact more with each other..

I shall end here..sleepy..back to work tml..

I miss u..

Fun day!!

Well is already past midnight and I just wanna have a quick update before I sleep.

I just went to sentosa with Yong Yee, Mao Lin, Wei Ling and the rest of YY's friends including his gal hhaa.. Is good to get to know more friends.I was out for the whole day..tiring but fun! Meet in the morning but get to sentosa is already noon..we buy things, meet whoever here n there.. Took the monorail ride..

We played alot of games and games that we have body contact with but is ok..Play til we hold hands is also nothing..I am just concentrating on the game so I dun feel weird anymore.. somehow is fated to have that partner for the game haha..not once..a few times.. It did rain after we finish our volleyball games and after that we wait for a while and the rain stopped. We continued with our games..

I can talk alot but Mao so quiet one..Is nice chatting with him..

i shall update til here first..I guess nothing much already too..
Let nature takes its course
I feel sleepy..need to wake up early for church service. off to bed..

My thoughts again,.

Coming to the end of the month, I know I have not blog for some time but then at times I just want to write down how I feel if it is too personal. mm.. work is alright, have outstanding to clear and even have a review with Boss today. Everything seems fine and I need the ABC which he told me..so ya..

Sometime I wonder what guys are thinking lor.so nice at times and yet sometime u really need to ask them things, they ignore you.As if I want to disturb u, no choice. It is my job u know..Can u dun be so nice then? Best is not so nice will be good lor..
Still searching for my prince.A long way though..slowly..concern doesn't mean anything..this is how I feel..

yeah going beach with the rest. :) let's enjoy ourselves there and get to know more friends..

End here..

Back to work soon..

I have a long break til I have to get back to work tomorrow, the feeling isn't that great as I know I have to face all the workload..May I be able to finish my tasks and even handle other stuff as well. I am worried..

This few days as usual do my stuff and rest.I can get to sleep slightly later, which is good..Went to church as usual and even have dinner with WL and YY yesterday. At least I am out of my house..I feel better.. I don't like to be trapped at a place for too long..no life like that.

I was catching fated to love you by Chen Qiao En & Ruan Jin Tian.. I found the drama nice and had some thoughts after I catch it. I know in real life is not like the drama and that there is romantic scene etc..It's very hard in our real life..People are so busy, no time for romance though..

It's really hard when both parties will fall in love with each other.. When can we find someone like that? anyway hhaa 1 of my ah yi was saying, who knows 3 years later, I will be getting married..still a long way for me til I find my Mr right if not don't have to talk about that.. I do wish for but not in a hurry to get attached right now..Let nature takes its course.. I know I don't have many male friends so hard for me to get attached ba haha..Leave it to fate..How long do I need to wait? only God Knows..

I end here..

Cant stand!!

Everything goes on smoothly while I am on leave this two days and what has to be done is done already..that why I can blog here.

By right, I want to blog about my thoughts last night but after doing my things, I don't feel like doing so anymore. So ya

I can't understand why some people are just so insensitive towards things or issues..You can keep on making fun of me as if I am a clown? that you can have fun teasing me and you don't even bother how I feel..too much! You still say I am so fun to tease.. what the hell! I know is not a big issue but I have enough! Can you be more tactful??

Anyway thank God for all the blessings..Indeed God is great!

I shall end here..

How far can it scretch?

I just wonder and have a lot of thoughts and was thinking how far can a band stretch? u talk about comfortable zone and we need to stretch. Everyone has different tolerance level u know that? I don't dare to think so much. As times goes by, I will just try to do my best. I have to ask God to help me at this point of time. At times I really feel down til I don't want anyone to help not even God.. what is wrong with me? I can't even stand the normal stress, so how am I going to be able to handle the stress which I gonna have soon..Beside you know I can't knock off early, what do you want me to do?
I hope everything will be fine if not perhaps u will see a gloomy and a very shag person. That's the worst I can go right?

I always feel that you think you have a lot of experiences in life in that line so you know everything and you have to teach me how to handle life? Sorry that is not what I want and wish for. I have my own mindset and I know what I am doing.. I don't need you to teach me everything as in what to do in life. If that is the case, I don't think I should exist since it is no point if people is telling you what to do in life..pointless to live.. We live for ourselves and not others..I know perhaps you meant well but you are trying to tell me that I am lousy is it?

I shall stop here. I don't wish to comment further..

Is great to exercise!

It is really great to be able to sweat it all out. I feel tired..I went to service this morning and set off to play badminton after that with cousin and the rest..I only slept for a few hrs so I was really tired now..Watching charity show alone and resting..sigh so lonely..

I don't know why, when I am so free I tend to think a lot. Thought about fate, wonder why the right guy has not come. WL was right, they are my past so why should I bother. I know what I am thinking.. Just let it be lor, why should I bother out abt how the person feel..Some things are fated.. Is urs will be urs, no need to worry so much..
I can tell, women's sixth sense quite accurate..I feel good though now to be single so why should I bother so much and let myself be unhappy. What is the point of doing that..

Alright end here..Don't feel like blogging that much..

Updates..

Well some updates..mm..life has been the same..work..Thur was a public holiday so I went out with Pei Fen, Wei Ling & Yao Feng to orchard..Yu Yan & Ming De join us after that straight at far east and we had dinner together..The thai restaurant's food was not bad though.. We order dishes and rice. Yummy! We kind of enjoyed ourselves as Pf, me & WL bought what we wanted. I bought a pair of shoe and a dress :) Spent money again but I believed is worth it..

I was on mc yesterday as my eye was red and I felt itchy just went to see doctor.. I am fine already and Boss did showed concern.

Anyway talking about today I went to tampines and shopped there with Mum & brother..end up spending money again on jewellery. I loved shopping..I saw nice earrings so I bought 3 pairs.. There was 10% discount so ya and not expensive. I gave one pair to Mum. I also bought another pair of Cross earring..It had been quite some time and I had not get any "cross" necklace nor earring so I bought one..after shopping around, We went to visit Grandma who was at tampines and also to collect my cpu from my uncle.. Bought some toiletries too..

That was what I had been doing for the past few days and as for tomorrow which is Sunday, I will be going to sunday service and then head down to play badminton with my cousin and church friends.. yeah a fruitful weekend? I was a bit lazy though to bring all my stuff but anyway prepared them..

At times I feel that many things are still beyond our control just like heart of affairs.. I have no idea how and when it comes.. anyway I do hope that I can find someone who likes me and I like him.. To me, I feel that is normally one sided love rather than two way..It is really hard to find.. I won't force and won't try means to get it..no point..I leave it to fate..though I fear of bgr cause of some reasons but I do longer for it at times..I like the feeling of being dote and love..Who doesn't? At times you have to find the right person and the right feel..when will it happen? I have no answer for it but just wait and see..

Alright I end here..

Yeah..holiday lor..

I have been working for four weeks already..wow time flies..I am still having stress..I finish my work around 7pm today and left..Happy to see the sunset..wow is wonderful that I can see it from my office building. I didn't know..while taking the lift, I enjoyed watching it and it makes my day better..

Somehow I felt that there are a lot of work but then I felt relaxed after lunch..I know tml is holiday.yeah..I will be meeting Pf, WL, YY & Wen.. :)
Well is good to relax..I am glad they ask me out..We shall shop around and then have dinner..

At times get tease by Boss haiz.. I don't find it funny..sooner or later perhaps we will feel shy? I just didn't take it to hard but don't wish that he will misunderstand..at times is easy to tell if a person mean something to you..simple things like your name n birthday.. I leave it to fate..
It takes two hands to clap and there are nice guys..But we need sparks..I have lots of time..don't have to rush into it but I do longer for one though I am scare at the same time..But who likes a girl who think negatively..I must stay cheerful.. waiting for my prince..is hard to find one who loves u and u love him..well leave it in the hands of God..

I shall end here..gonna do other things..

stress..tense up..

I really have no idea how long I can hold on. I told myself not to give up easily and Boss & colleague encouraged me.. really very nice. thanks them but I still feel stress at times. Though u tell me to relax and don't myself stress but I still feel so.

Beside you make me stay to work and you say I will hate you soon. Is it so serious?
I admit working under you is very stressful.. I really not sure how long I can work there. I guess when I reached my tolerance level, that's it.. I won't let people think that I can't do it and keep changing job..I still can cope for the time being..

I manage to have dinner outside and went to look at spects. RObin recommended..he is a nice friend but whatever it is, nice colleagues right now..
People will tease etc.. wu liao.. I just don't think to think so much about anything.

End here,WIll be meeting Kareen & Ke xin soon

Think about it..

I was busy as usual today and then Boss told me to go home and think about what I have learnt so far and how I feel about the job..I guess now is the time to think about it though I don't wish to think about it in case I get upset etc. I just shut this issue off my mind..

Mm..I shall think about it now..Just blog it here..Everything is so new to me. I start from scratch as I don't have any insurance background..I learnt about different types of polices plan such as LMP,AMII, My Shield etc and their claims. How to go about doing the summary and where to look for in case I need the details etc.The different forms used and pfr and proposal form..I learnt about GI, how to go about filling in the quotation and rang the person for info etc..Filing as in the style of filing and how clients'name are sort. differences between Pink, Yellow and blue files.how to retreive or search data from VSC..
how and what to prepare for boss when he meet up with clients. I learnt scanning of documents too.. mm..how to check the proposal n pfr form to ensure that it is filled in correctly and at times I do need to help to fill in too so I learnt what is required to fill..oh ya submission of documents and the cut off time for that. Sorting mail and put them into respective pigeon holes..How to look at new biz report and tabulate them into a excel table for our Cps gen..

What else..
I cant think of it at the moment ..

I guess that's all for the time being..

I just know starting I felt so lonely and bored as I was new. I have to adapt to it and quite a few things are throw at me..I couldnt cope as I was not used to working alone rather than team work..I was stress so ya..slowly I get the hang of it and I felt much better. I believe I still feel sian at times..
I shall end here..sleepy..

Time flies and it is sunday..Let me just update about my life for the past one week..
I have been slowly learning things as time goes by and I get the hang of summary but still ask Boss to double check in case is wrong.. Well been busy.

I just met up with Mei Fen on fri at bugis..We had dinner and shop a while..I remembered meeting her earlier on, which is Mon check out the sch.. mm..I didn't remember wrongly right?..MF wants to meet me on thur but it was a last min decision so I suggested meeting up the next day..Saturday..went to office for meeting in the morning.sigh..though it was only two hours, I just don't feel good going back but I had no choice.. what to do..I met up with Lai Mei for follow up and head home as my uncle came to repair our coms..Manage to clear my drawers etc..happy as it was not so dusty after that..
As for today, went to visit father side's grandma and was bored there..Spent some time there and then left with not much time today..I want my free time to myself..

Mm..going to plan a kbox session, bowling session and dinner gathering with friends ..Look like I have to think of a way to spend my money wisely.Programs will be coming up..omg! I push it all to next month when I get my pay :P Wonder how does it goes..simply too many things that I would wish to do.. of course badminton session.. opps didn't exercise for so long..

I shall end here and tomorrow is my third week at work..wow time flies man..

Sunday..

Well right now I am blogging is already way past midnight so is sunday though. Time flies and sat has passed by but I am glad that I spent a nice sat though. I get to sit down and read my newspaper and head down to church. After that as usual dinner n shopping time! This is what I normally do on sat..

Update about Friday also. I was slacking haha..I did some work but not much. Meet up with WL, Hui & Ame for dinner at soup spoon bugis..We ate and have a nice chat.We even head down to Ah Chew Dessert to sit down and enjoy.Head home after that at 10 plus.

Well is nice meeting friends after work. I hope we can try to plan more programs next time. I shall try to plan and we can distress. :)
Perhaps a dinner on a fri night..I think I have to plan next month instead. I have not get my salary though sob sob.. I have been spending money. time to stop and spend wisely again..

I shall end here and enjoy my precious sunday!

3rd day of work..

Today I manage to do my work and was glad that I reached 5 mins late, boss wasn't in..luckily. Anyway manage to do more work and then work load going down but at times will still go up. Depends on how Boss gonna teach me and what he will assign. Somehow I feel stress as I am still new and those secretaries doesn't talk to me at all except one whom I talk to while she taught me on how to submit document. I find her not bad, quite friendly in that sense.. Perhaps can slowly be friends with the rest..I felt lonely though at work as I had lunch alone today . Nevertheless is ok as others did not ask me to join them, how would I be so thick skin to ask them if I can join. agreed?

I still feel lost and not yet blend into their culture but anyway I work under my boss, shouldn't care about other matters.
Work just keep on piling lor, dun wish to think so much. Just relax myself..
Time is not enough when we start work. I do learn alot of things at work so no harm.

I just have to continue to learn n try to catch up. Boss says I have 3 months..probation what..

Ok end here..

2nd day of work..

Today feel lost at first and sian. In a way I don't know what I must do.. Slowly James taught me stuff liao and I get the hang of the summary.I got it and James glad that he said that I learnt quite fast. I find it ok la. I did make some mistakes here and there.Learning process..I feel good I got to learn some work and I believe there is alot of things to learn.. Boss ar..dun give me too much pressure wor!

Time flies and this is the 2nd day.. I must jia you for the 3rd day and Boss flying off soon to Japan..So whatever I need to ask, must ask quickly..

I shall end here.. felt tired after a long day but right now still ok..

First day of work..

Yeah the day has come and I am back to working life..Though I really need time to adjust back as in not able to have super late nights anymore unless is weekend. :( well in life we can't have the best in everything. No one is perfect too.

As it is the first day, I am still quite lost though and excited. I learnt some things today and glad that Robin was a helpful person.. Thanks for your help in carrying stuff.. I manage to meet a few nice pple today. But Wilson asked alot of questions and I am not comfortable with it.I hope to be able to get along well with all though so that we can work hand in hand..Basically I am under my boss so I hope everything turns out well. He is going to fly off to Japan soon.. That is what I am worried about. I am not sure whether I can cope.. I will try my best to learn this few days.

I don't know why but my pimples come out already..omg! it just happened today and is it because of dolling up and my face too oily? Ahhhh!! I have tried the new facial wash and in a way it helps to control the oil already but I realise after I put on make up today, my face starts to have pimples again..sob sob.. better stop putting make up for the time being..no choice. Just want to look pretty. Once I get a fixed salary, I will go n see skin specialist.

Well have to keep working hard tml etc. More things to learn and I know there is alot of work to do.. sigh. What to do, working life is like that. I try not to worry and think so much so as not to give myself stress.

I shall end here..

I got it..

Time flies and it is April already.I feel quite excited today and was kind of nervous for the 2nd round of interview and who knows it is not really an interview..lol I got the job. Horray! I was so happy. I rest for about two weeks and manage to get a job finally and I know there is prospect. :) thank God.. I hope I can really grow in the company and move on to what I want..Boss did ask me what and where I hope to be for the next 3 to 5 years. I know what I want and I will do my best to fufil it.He told me is possible to fufil it even before 30 years old.. Guess what, he asked me when I getting married. lol
I dun even date now how to get married? Faint..he was surprised I don't have a bf.Is that surprising? I have no idea.

Right now, career & studies matter more than other things. Of course family n friends are impt too. So is God. I leave the rest to fate. really.. What will come will come around. Relationship is just a parcel of life and I am still young..

Did I grow up? I used to wish to date perhaps because I am younger that time and the my timing is slightly different but for now I straighten my thoughts and dun wish to date. I believe finding a good one is not easy but if it will come, it will come unexpectedly. I just let it be and see how it goes..work hard and study 1st. Enjoy life with family & friends, carefree life without being attached, is good isn't it?

I find it good without clinging onto something and have to really commit to it.Perhaps I simply don't wish to commit to anything right now while I am young.

Happy today and I went orchard to shop for clothes and bought them..I got what I want .Great! Life is great today and hope it continues that way.

K time for dinner. I am hungry.. God is great & good! :)

End here..

Good News..

Yeah I receive a call from HSBC Boss and I am a step forward to the 2nd interview. Well I will do my very best since I am given a chance. I will be heading down on wed though.
Boss weird, talk so much then tell me he inviting me to the 2nd round.. -_-'' I don't like people beating about the bush..Is best to go straight to the point though.
Somehow this cheer me up but nevertheless I will look out for other chances just in case.

Anyway I am carefree and looking forward to a new career.. Right now nothing gonna make me troubled etc. I am free! horray!

Just met up with Kareen, Ke Xin & Restine for lunch just now.Glad to hear from them and just have a simple meal. We shall meet again ya? I believe so.

Alright gonna continue watching diao man gong zhu..Well I really love the drama and Alec Su You Peng rocks! Ja Nara also very cute..

End here..

My Goals..

I was quite excited today as I was selected to go for an interview at HSBC Insurance company.I seem to have some fate to do with insurance company..haaa I have been to a few other companies. Guess what? The boss is called James.. Oh my god! I have two ex bosses who were named James so I wonder will I work for James boss again.haaa

I do love the job and the location.I don't mind learning and I believe it is a good prospect and perhaps it will be busy and stress but work is always stress. I just want to further my studies as I have targeted for the past two years. I told myself that I will start working 1st and earn money for two years then I can start studying. The time has come. I will work towards my goals.. I want to succeed and win! I know I can be quite hao sheng for things, this is what someone told me before. I did not do so for studies if not perhaps I can really study very well.who knows? I know is tough to work and study at the same time but need to endure in order to get a cert and have more career prospect.

As for other matter, I just don't wish to care as they are not important anymore other than career and studies. :) May God bless me and be with me to guide me along the way..

I shall end here

Elvin & XIao Qing s' Birthdays..

Well I just came back around 11 plus from the birthday gathering.. I was considering whether to go, end up I did went but then didn't know it was at east coast road..oh my god! It was so far and we waited for very long for the bus 13 at Euno where we met first and then we kind of lost our way u know..We reached the olive cafe at 8 plus. Then started ordering food. After we finished was 10 plus.. I didn't enjoy it though as I felt left out and couldn't blend into the group though I know them a little..there were about 20 of us. Of course spending money while I am jobless hhaa... sob sob.. so you know how I felt?

The chocolate cake was nice and it was from four leaf.. Jolene bought it. Well luckily I got a lift from someone.. I believe the rest did have a lift back home too..great!
Is good that they have cars lol.. I felt tired so that was my day!

Shall end here..

Easter Sunday..

Yeah is Easter Sunday and I felt bad, woke up late today though I think my hp did ring once?? I can't remember and was wondering whether to turn up at church cause I was really gonna be late.. I woke up at 7.30 man and service was at 8am. Well I just hurry to shower etc and then took a cab down to church. I was late but better than not attending right? yeah I kept my promise that I will go. Thank God. I was telling myself, that oh lord please let me have a cab as I need to rush to church and when I reached downstair, I saw a cab hehe.. I don't have to wait. Great!

Even before I know God, I was bought to church by friend but I told myself that I was not ready. If I were to go church next time, will be going on my own and that it is because I wish to step in with my own will. I did! anyway I always believed that I am blessed before I know Lord.. People around me prayed for me and prayed that I will accept him.. Thanks God for all his blessings and love!

I went for late breakfast with the rest today and then went to shop with my cousin and accompany her to visit Uncle. Glad to hear the nice words from her.. gal, only you and I know what it is..haha.. quite a tiring day cause I only slept for 5 hrs. I felt ok though at least I slept for 5 hours. It was not as bad as sleeping for 3 hrs..

I shall end here..gaming..here I come..

Saturday..

Yeah is sat and here I am at home..cool cause there is no sat service today so just come back at 8 plus and deal with some stuff.. Well I went out with mum n brother to sim lim to get some stuff and we had dinner at pasta mania before heading to have dessert at Ah Chew Dessert shop..yeah. It was raining though after we finished getting what we needed. Luckily the rain gets smaller so we were able to go n enjoy our dessert. Of course we did spend money while we were out but was all worth it. The things that we bought were all useful though. I finally got my cooling pad. At times was afraid that my notebook would be too hot.. sad to say that after I had my notebook, my desktop monitor was down..sob..anyway we were luckily that we had the notebook..

I shall end here and gonna watch tv and let my dear brother use my notebook.. I have to wake up at 6 tomorrow..Yes is 6! It has been a long time since I wake up so early and it is sunday.. oh oh.. :( sunday easter service

Good Friday..

Well today is Good Fri.While I blog is already way past Good Fri. Never mind as usual special good friday service and is kind of formal and serious..This is the first time I have been to good fri service.Service was at 7pm and it ended quite early b4 9pm. I will be going for Sunday service as well, easter day service. Oh well service at 8am..I gonna feel sleepy and have to go back home earlier..need to get back the osmose card from Pei Fen..She had it with her for a month already.. I didn't ask her to give me back and she said she had forgotten and she apologized.

Mm..sat no service..yipee! I can go out and relax.. Looking forward to finding new job.. I don't wish to think so much, just want to work, study then continue latin dance.. my passion and I must master it!!!!! way to go!!

I shall end here..

Feeling relaxed..

Well right now, I believe there is no stress but just have to look out for my career.I really wish for a good career path and of course with good working hours so that I can take up a part time course soon. I have been waiting but need to settle down for job before I can even apply to study and then concentrate on it. I believe is not easy but I will try so time being career n studies more important than anything else.

Not forgetting my family, wish that they have good health always and also be safe and sound at all times.. I believe all these are important right now and other than that, nothing matters. Really..I have better things and more important things to do rather than be worried or thinking about that issue. Must be wondering what issue right if you are reading my blog?

Well doesn't matter what issue, I don't want to be affected by it. I just want to work hard on my goals. Hopefully I can really settle down n grow in a company soon. Of course I hope to meet good bosses and colleagues. This is important and of course a conducive environment.

Alright I shall end here.. I must jia you!! yeah! :)

Crazy people..

Have u ever come across people who will pick up a big fuss because of a small issue and it involved the whole family? that is what actually happened.. Of course I did not provoke people..somehow it happened to my brother..He didn't provoke people but I am unhappy and the person's bro still ask me not to be funny and he told us his name.

PLEASE LA,DON'T TELL PEOPLE THAT YOU ARE PREVIOUSLY FROM OUR SCH..is such a disgrace!! I know perhaps I should not comment so much but I really can't stand their attitude.. Is this the way you protect your family members? your family is very important and you need to protect them, so do I.. of course if anything happen to my brother or mum, Do you think I will keep quiet? of course not but there is better way to solve problems.. You think that by using vugular language is cool? shit man! luckily you know is not my brother's fault, dare to scold him will get it from me.My brother not for you guys to bully.. of course you know my mum, she can be fierce but she was thinking that it is a small issue why should we make up a big fuss.. I also wont, seem so ah beng or ah lian's behaviour.
so what kind of education did they receive? so rude.. only your brother is treasure??

I know I should just be forgiving and be understanding..Give them grace ya but I just want to pour out how I feel. It is ridiculous man.. how can I forget about it.They want to scold me as well.crazy people, never come across..

Well is ok, what goes around will comes around.. I shall end here..

Back again..

I am back once again after not blogging for about one week ya..mm..recently really quite lazy to do so unless I feel like it.. I am out of the company and I felt so happy and relieved..

Currently looking out for a job and there I have a job offer as management trainee but somehow you have to start of with being adviser which is what I didn't expect it to be.If it is successful, career path would be smooth.. Life is really unpredictable so I wont even know how far I can go unless I try. I find it a risk in a way if I am not suitable, I have to start with a new career again. I have never thought of this career path before and perhaps it is somehow the fastest way to earn the amount that I want within 5 years? Everything is easy said than done.

Somehow I always think negatively but then I feel that it is better to think for the worse so that you can be prepared. I don't have confidence in some ways and if it is sales line, I really won't be afraid as I have been through it and I am so comfortable.

It is better to think carefully about what we want and we can go for it. Who doesn't want to be successful in life and people will be proud of us. I want to show them that I can do it! Of course I will be happy for my own achievement and not trying to show off.. I don't want people look down on us as we don't study that well.. I want to excel and achieve my goals!!

I shall end here. Gonna think about whether to accept the job..

Nice movie..

I just went to catch L change the world with MF today.. Well what I say is that the movie is nice, sometime a bit sad and at times is funny.. I enjoyed it and it doesn't really link to the previous part and it looks funny when "L" has to babysit haha..He even speak el, his el not bad la.. :) I never regretted catching it though.. TPY cinema quite quiet and not very packed. I believe is because it had already be released for about a week and more or less other people watched already..

Well this two days not very happy coz I thought I bought my cd and I can listen but somehow not sure why it ends up in MF's bag.. I believe is because while I help her to sort her things, she accidentally put the cd in without realising is mine..have to meet her to collect lor.. sigh

Shall end here..need to sleep soon..

Bad Service..

Supposing to be a happy day whereby I suggested going to Pizza Hut to have dinner with my mum and brother.Enjoy a bit and relax.. Who knows an incident just happened.We patronize one of the outlet at Toa Payoh. The atmosphere was good and this was the 1st time we patronize the outlet. Thinking that we would enjoy our food , we ordered our food. Who knows that their service was damn slow even though it was just serving the 3 glasses of Ice Lemon Tea.They have enough staff and it wasnt crowded though.I dont mind waiting a while, doesn't matter,the worse part was that the waiter was clumsy, he spilled the whole glass of drink onto my mum's pant while he served us.. Can you imagine how angry my mum & I was? Though the manager offered towel to wipe the pant and compensate us the food for free, our mood was already ruined, we left the place without having our meal and never want to go there again!

Anyway I feedback to the company and waiting for their reply.. I want to see how they will respond to this incident and hopefully this is the lst and the last time it happens. Hope they can make improvement on their service.

Boring work life..

I feel sian but at times doesnt want to talk about it. I pretend to be ok in front of family and perhaps some friends. I don't know what did I gain if I do this but perhaps don't wish to let you guys see me so sad. Rather make myself happier ya..
I want to go back to learn latin dance and Yong Yee says he is interested, say be my partner.. dance is good but dunno is he serious..though he says he may step on people's toe but then is ok I believe wont..wait and see, maybe say only..shouldn't be too excited in case it doesn't happen. Anyway this friend of mine blur blur and get himself injured. aiyo anyway did ring him up already. I guess not necessary to disturb him too much after today in case he finds me fan.. I have a feeling at times he don't know what to say or try to stay happy then he start crapping lol..aiyo.. are you really ok? am I thinking too much.. Shall not disturb you so much..in case very fan..

Anyway look like luck not on my side yet, I can't find a suitable job yet..location wise is bad..west side..will keep trying..k just end here..

Feeling sian..

Working as usual and I am doing recept. job right now..I really don't like and cant wait for other opportunities.. To others I may seem fine actually I am not..just dun wish to talk about it that much so I wont feel sad..so I tend to joke around..relax ourselves after work..meeting a few friends tomorrow and Yong Yee is the only guy haha..He said that he will feel shy.. Well is alright la..Will try to make sure he isn't bored..

At times I am scare I will lead to misunderstanding and I tend to think a lot..I don't wish to lose any friends etc cause of that. I don't know..looking forward to meet you all for dinner to relax..I shall end here..don't feel like blogging..

End here..

初三,四..

I am back..well some updates regarding Chinese New Year..I thought that it would be a boring year again but then, was quite fun on sat.sat,went to a few places with some ex sec sch mates, WL, YY, Yong Yee, Mao Ling, Boom Tom etc..We went to teachers' house too..our chinese teacher's house and of course Mr FOo's place and Yong Yee & WL places and my place 2.We had fun having k session. :) Yong Yee so humourous, didn't know that. Now I know, hehe.. He is not a bad guy and here and there he told me some of his stories. Whatever it is, is past.. my legs was aching after going so many places.. well It is was fun and great that somehow it was a gathering..

Sunday went to chinatown just for the fun of it and guess what, I bought a pair of shoes lol..spent money again. I even bought other stuff but anyway not spending alot.. the pair of shoes is quite cheap.. $18.90. I have some light snacks though n head back home for some steamboat.. Mum ask me to have steamboat, I did went home have some but Dad n Brother was full already..I am the only one eating, Mum was chatting with me..Talking about YOng Yee la..must be wondering what did we chat about..well praising him, envy that he is popular that other parents will like him. :) not a bad choice for gals out there.he knows wushu wor! ting xin shang his talent de..

I shall end here..

Happy Lunar New Year..

Time just flies and Lunar New Year has come.One day just passed by when we go 拜年. Really nothing much this year as two aunties went for holiday and they are not in Singapore. Things seem to change when grandpa not around..sigh. Anyway is the lst day of Lunar New Year so I am not going to think so much. haha that person left me a voice mail when my hp was running low battery.surprised..thank u hor. :P I dun even bother..

Bored today..anyway time just flies and suddenly dun feel like going out tml since Ah yi is coming over.what a boring CNY! I just want to rest..
I just don't feel like going out already and perhaps is better to go on a holiday next time.

I don't know what else to blog so shall end here..

Back to work..

I was on mc yesterday and get back to work today. mm I fall sick, getting cough n flu again though I thought I had recovered. I believe that the germs are spreading, one by one fall sick in the office. I couldnt fight the bacteria anymore so I fall sick..haiz what happen to my immune system? Anyway we will fall sick because we are simply human beings.. well what to do.. k enough of this.

I was thinking if we would slack again today and guess what, James told us to do a proposal for a class that we chose.. end up we chose lyord so ya.. Did I spell correctly? We got into a small group of 3-4 persons..Well this reminded me of sch days whereby we would sit down and have a discussion for our projects.. :) unforgettable moments with all the agruements and committment etc.. I felt that DNV class is easier than others, I know there is ABS and dunno wat BS..I have no idea about them but I heard they are kind of similar to lyord.. I was quite lost,trying to see what I can learn.At least we had something to do today rather than going to work and sitting there for fun..I can get so bored and I simply feel like reading my bk, magazine or even bible.. If not I want to go back home, at least I can do what I wish to do or even take a short nap, wouldnt it be better?

Alright I shall end here..Chinese New Year coming..Time flies..16 more days!!

Simply so tired..

I guess I am too lazy to blog at times. Perhaps due to being too tired and somehow at times simply don't know how and what should I blog and I just simply don't blog unless I really feel like doing so.so here I am blogging again after about a week.

I just feel simply tired and don't feel like doing anything..I simply don't wish to think nor talk.my nose somehow block and of course I dont feel good.At times I get so fed up, I am really worried that I might get high blood pressure one day.I felt a bit giddy just now when I get angry.omg! Is it because I am too tired? I am not sure.I was extremely fed up just now and right now I don't wish to talk at all,just wish to have a quiet and peaceful time alone.

Mm..talking about work. I am still quite free though, waiting for the guys to come back from the vessel and I guess we will have work to do. Currently just sort out some documents and relax. We are not sure how long our break will be,anyway been like that since last month if I am not wrong. More or less even if we have work, it is not much.Consider quite free since Nov 2007.

Anyway just went to buy some Chinese New Year clothings yesterday.I bought 2 dresses and a pair of shoe.I love the dresses though cost quite a bit, one year once is fine though.I bought a yellow top the day before too, is yellow in colour. A colour whereby I seldom wear.Love it too.I have been spending money again but still under control.Pamper myself when I can.Got myself Famous Amos cookies a few days ago too..250gm and get 50 gm for free. :) my favourite cookies..yummy..I don't buy it very often so is ok.Ba kwa also, just feel like eating the golden coins so bought 600gm..

I feel bad though, forgot about Qing Wei's birthday til at night then I remember, just sms him though.We are suppose to celebrate with him after service but I didn't make it though.sorry about it.not on purpose.
Tomorrow is another working day, wonder what will we do again..mm..perhaps being maid lol.shall see

I'll will just stop here..feeling shag and gonna see what I can do with my free time.

On leave..

Yeah I am on leave today due to happy hr yesterday so take a break today..mm..yesterday our company have our happy hr firstly in the office whereby we play games n lucky draw etc..relaxed and then set off to have our dinner at Newton Circle..have crabs, lala, stingray etc and then off to kbox session at forum..We had fun though..great..22 of us including bosses..too bad Anthony n Neil still on board ship cant join us..We had fun til 1 plus so kind of tired today..

I just rest today..go n run my own errand and took my afternoon nap..yeah.feel fresher..can I sleep tonight? hhaa remembered I drank coffee in the afternoon but still can sleep..lol I am becoming pig :P I guess I am really tired cause I sleep late n wake up at ten plus..Tomorrow is back to work lor. time flies..

Sometime think too much makes me feel upset etc..I dun want to think anymore! Just enjoy my coming weekend..end here..

2008..

This is the first blog entry for year 2008..Time flies and I wish that the year ahead will be smooth ahead but then things do happen when u least expected it..

Firstly my Uncle was sent to hospital and he is in a coma now and secondly everyone is shocked that Mediacorp comedian actor, MC King passed away on Friday..He is only 40 years old.really unpredictable..Life seem so short.. I really hope that my uncle wakes up soon and may God bless that everything will be fine..

Mm..as on 31 Dec 2007, went for countdown with Yu Yan, WL, Ming De, Pei fen etc..we went to esplanade park there but was packed so try to go under the bridge la..fireworks was nice but too bad I accidentally delete away the videos..sob..but anyway I catch it so not so bad..went back at 2am..Luckily Mao Ling stay opposite my block so we walked back home together from tpy central.. :) of course play with the spray can etc..not bad la..

New year day nothing much..Visit Uncle..everyone doesn't have the new year mood though..time flies and of course back to work..We were quite free though..can slack n rest for the whole day but I think a lot..

I want to thank u for being there..u know who you are la *wink..dear.. really need some support and I have been praying n praying..hope miracle happens..
As for my birthday didn't plan to celebrate much but process on to have dinner with Amelia,Shi Hui & Wei Ling at Bugis Ajisen on thur..did I spell correctly? thanks for the meal n presents :) actual day was out for dinner with family that's all..I believe I will remember what happen as it is near to my birthday..haiz..not a nice birthday though but anyway is over la..I didnt get to celebrate with u but thanks for ur lovely card..I was so surprised though is just a card but u are sincere enough..Thanks..and ur friendster msg..

Weekend really nothing much..I have been a bit sick..starting sore throat then recover..after that flu and now I am having cough..hate it..no choice..taking medicine..I shall end here..watching tv..