I feel that I am at the edge..think back on sat..I go back to assist you, end up I get scolded..what is this..I did nothing much.waste of time and I can't even study at all on sat..I dun wanna say anything..go back n work tml..and on leave again..affect me badly..

friends around me, tell me to find a job first..I know!!!!! is hard to find..I tried..not that I didnt try..I didnt get any news..what should I do then?

I am going crazy..I swallow, I endure till sat..I really break down..stop n start for 5 times..just like tap water running..

Don't wanna think about it..end here..

Sunday..

I dun wish to talk about it already..I dun wanna bother everyone with it, objective is to study hard now..

Well I can't eat titibits meh? not very expensive either. Why I cannot buy things to eat? so weird..you even wanna to care about that.I dun seem to have freedom..I guess you really 管太多。。

I dun need this to survive..you think you are so good? you ruined my own sat and you ruined many of my days. I had enough of you! I dun care if mkt is bad. I can't stand you..really..

I have nothing more to say to you. it will come back to the same old thing if it continues..no wonder pple all left..I will too, soon
You can look for pple, I dun care..

K ending here as I eat & bath..then meet MF to study..byebye..

Bad Sat..

Sat was ruined..planned but no mood to study coz of him..he ruined my whole sat..I break down..really break down..that's how much I have accumulate..tears drop for 4 to 5 times..that's how serious it it...don't feel like talking about it. need to work hard for exams..other things can wait..

eND HERE..

Well is past midnight, don't feel like sleeping again though..

Should I study? I need my rest though as I will be tired..is consider sat..

mm..talk about fri..well busy busy busy..even went to sembawang to collect the medical report from the doctor for client..pple look at me as if I am pregnant..aiYO..no la..lol..take a long time lor..to go n come back..is so far..I hope I don't have to do that again

Marcus was around our office area so he called me to meet me for lunch..as usual you know, James disturb la..aiYa my friend what..anyway we are not so close, just had lunch together twice.

What I can say, he might fit my criteria hehe..let nature takes its course la..I also don't know but currently it's just a mutual friendship..
need to work work work..sigh..

I have to study as well..mon paper

end here..

Sunday..

Sunday has come again, somehow I will feel that time is not not enough as I need to work tml..

Sigh..I sleep till very soundly today, slept quite alot and I feel good. right now gonna blog and then continue with typing my econs notes which I have not finished yet. can I finish them by today? I hope so. at the same time going through my mind while I type though..I hope it works and enable me to recap what I learnt.

I went to work as usual yesterday.I have been busy lately with work and also studies.Assignments coming in and mid test will come as time goes by..sigh..I am trying my best to cope.

Got delayed by boss and I left office at 2pm yesterday.My mio box was spoilt and 2 years past so I went with Mum to amk hub hello shop to do a renewal and got a new hp which I need..things seem so well planned and they will come on thur morning to fix the box for us.well with God's plan, I feel that everything seem so wonderful..we head to soup resturant 4 dinner..yummy yummy..relax..need it..

I can't explain fri's miracle incident..
Somehow there is something wrong with office printer's connection and no matter how hard I tried, it doesn't seem to work.
Somehow it becomes alright again.printer siao one..Thx God.. :) I am so happy..

I wish that things will turn out fine everyday and I can manage my time well. I am quite lazy to do some work though or even study as I have been working the whole day. Sometime really wish that I can relax etc and also go for a break. I guess I can only go for a holiday after my final exams.

Leave everything to God..wish that someone will appear in my life one day..

I shall end here..


Shall end here.

Tired day..

Dunno why, today seem so busy but I manage to finish what I should do..Thank GOd..Everything goes smoothly for me..somehow the printer seem to have problem again,what is wrong man..this time round is the cable ba..I guess so..aiyo why is that so?

I find it irritating and James gonna say is my fault again though..aiyo..I hope it works tml. Pray hard for it..

I am trying my best to manage my time and figuring the right way to study.Not too sure though but I guess library works for me..so gonna study in library so that there is no distraction.I hope I can do it and I know if I want, I should be able to do it though. So study hard would be the best so I wont waste time again. This is how I feel right now so I am telling myself for sem 2, I must work hard..study well for exams..I don't wanna any failure..

I hope that tml will be a good day!

End here..

Busy Monday!

What a busy day today..I was really packed with work..PFR etc..thank God I manage to finish them.I feel out of breath though..so tired..things doesn't seem that good either though nothing much..I had mood swing but nevertheless the day has passed and I felt tired..trying to just relax myself by practising on my keyboarding..that will make me feel relax & good..

Shall end here..reading newspaper soon and then sleep..

Saturday..

mm..As usual work today,rather irritated today..dunno..anyway I met up with hui & ling after work..-__-'' they are late..nvm.
We sat down at tcc suntec to enjoy our coffee and relax..tai tai? hhaa..well..nothing much..yesterday was gd fri. I went to gd fri service followed by going out for lunch at ichiban with huay ling, Angelia & Shuji Yamashita.yummy food..worth it for a set meal..I love jap food.. :) anyway head off to watch fast & furious 4..was suppose to watch confession of a shopoholic but the tickets running out so we watch the other one instead..hopefullY I can watch one day..Fast & furious 4 was not bad though I was a bit lost at first as I did not watch the first 3..we went for dinner together too..

Well expected that I will retake..I did..soon..in two weeks time.abit lost but I have to face it..gonna work hard

I shall end here..

Sunday again..

It's sunday again..

I am at home doing nothing much right now. I feel so tired though I feel that I have slept enough.

I relaxed myself yesterday.work,then went to have lunch with yamashita san & Huay Ling..yeah we ate Ramen at raffles city shopping centre & head to suntec MOF for dessert.I love japanese food.lol..I wanna have food at MOF again next time..I went MOF a few times & find their food not bad..

Head off to church and went to parkway with Angelia & we had dinner at mac & met up with her friend & we went to the vista bistro@ east coast park. I heard they close quite early though..we were there for about two hrs. they have live band who sing with their guitar..cool and relaxed. This is the first time there. I love it. I feel that unless you have your own vehicle, if not is not that accessible at night.maybe you can get a cab in but I still find it not so accessible..

I was tired after drinking..in fact I was tired after lunch. I had a good rest last night but neck a bit stiff lol..perhaps is my positioning..

Gonna end here and go & do some of my statistics assignment.
Well gonna have class on tue..holiday on Good fri..oh yeah..going church and then enjoy..

Gonnna have meeting tml..hope that everything is fine though..May God bless that the meeting will be smooth sailing tml..