Sian..disappointed..

I am working as usual on sat..feeling grey?? hhaa I feel sian & I know I miss him but I cant see him today unless I go n visit him?? but then I end work abit late, reach there quite late plus I feel tired..bad right dun visit him?I plan to meet but he had rashes last night so cant see him today..I dunno wat I plan 2 do today..I know abt it this morning,last min wat to do..maybe go library then go TS shop around for dvd etc & then I go home lor...nothing 2 do..have to think of present to buy 4 the gift exchange.
I will feel tired after work,frankly speaking I dun feel like going anywhere..beside today is sat, so many labels to print..sure print til siao..I try 2 finish printing them today lor..I cant help feeling disappointed but sometime cant be helped & I dun blame him..just that so coincidence he meeting me today, yesterday like tt..nvm I see him on xmas eve then..

Happy that I meeting WL on mon..finally we can go shopping together..she has been busy nowaday with her assignments etc..now waiting for death note 2 to come..anyway Wen Wen did ask us if we wants to go for death note GV marathon..I wasnt really interested as I catched death note already, no point though..beside death note 2 wil be at 12am..so late!

Alright I end here..

Latin Dance Club Rocks!!

Well didnt blog a two weeks..here I am back again..

I just had an early xmas party in sch.. :) my cca party..I did have fun yesterday though.get together with juniors after I graduate but too bad YH & XT cant attend.Anyway YK & Andrew did came..
glad to see all of them plus Casey & Mrs Foo..Mrs FOo bought the strawberries & marshmallow for us to dip into chocolate..yummy..is really nice..then we have fried bee hoon fried by Zi Yun's mum..satay, fishballs etc..

hhaa of course we exchange presents..each of us bought one gift..haha luckily didnt get forfeit hhaa..some lucky onces, they draw the piece of paper with forfeit written hhaaa..heng!
anyway I left sch at 9 plus..is so dark..We did have fun..
Hope we can meet up more often ..

I have to get another present.sigh..dunno wat to get..my company exhanging gifts too and we will have food on fri..a small treat..I bought chocolates for the sch party..wat abt this? chocolate again? I dunno..I didnt plan to exchange presents this year but since there is,I dun mind..it's quite fun though..

End here..hungry..waiting 2 go out 4 lunch..

Busy Day..

Well it has been a few weeks since I last blog..I guess nowaday I dun really have the habit of blogging as I am busy plus nothing much to blog..

Time flies & Dec is coming..I guess I will get busier soon..anyway I am busy today as the server is down for a few hrs & I couldnt do any work and I did them in the afternoon..finally finish my stack of work.. sleepy wor..wat a busy day..

I just went to the adidas sales which is held in expo..I went with him on sat..Mm..alot of pple & we have to queue to get in.u cant bring ur bag in, they give u a plastic bag to put ur things ..I get a pair of shoe.. :) finally..I wanted to get a pair of new shoe long ago..I went to popular sales too..but didnt get anything..just shop around..then have dinner & shop around at tampines lor..


I guess my family bonding is better nowaday? ..atleast everyone have time 2 sit down 2 have meal together once a while on weekend..Last time we dun really do so as everyone is busy..I love this kind of feeling..kinship is impt..Well hopefully it stays this way..

I hope it won't rain during weekend coz I am going out..Xiao Jie wants to go east coast so we going together with Dear..
I think I didnt see my grandma for quite long..I have to find a day to go n visit her..I miss her though..
I thinking of making a new pair of spect as mine is really so old n tt the lens have scratch marks..sigh..Maybe go & make on sat..I just hope to have an enjoyable weekend yeah..

Mm.. wat else did I miss out? I guess nothing much..so I end here..

Mon Blues...

Today I am quite free..Just have a bit of work to do..Feel abit moody in the morning..I dunno why..I guess Mon blues?? hhee..well yesterday just stay at home..nothing much..

I talk abt sat..This year celebrate anniversary earlier..haaa then recall abt last year I cant even remember..opps..but I have noted it down haaa..so I recall le..This year no flower though..a bit disappointed..nvm the celebration is over :P We went to Msq to catch Death Note..The movie is quite interesting..I never regret catching it..I thought it is a horror movie til WL told me tt it is not a horror story..It is really nice..whereby anyone's name written on the death note bk , the person will die of heart attack within 40 secs if no details of death is stated..
But then there isnt any ending ..I guess there is going to be death note 2? After watching movie, We went to swedsen to have our dinner..ate ice cream too..great..Food not bad..then we went for a walk at esplanade park..nothing much though..just like tt..I got a wallet from him.. :)
Although my guy isnt romantic..but like he says he make an effort to celebrate the day with me..tt is gd enough..
I cherish the time being with him..I have to wait for one week then I can see him..sigh..nvm I guess time will pass by fast..Btw my dear can U try to be abit romantic? hhaaaa..just a little..anyway he wont read this :P haaa..End Here..

Today quite free though..I really rest lor..nothing much to do..anyway meeting him on sat..celebrate our 2nd anniversary..mm..I cant wait..We celebrate earlier lor..nvm we are happy..every day is our anniversary.. yeah..nothing much planned..but I hope we have a nice day..Sat need to work though..abit sian..but is alright coz after tt I can see him.. :) I guess we going catch a movie though..

So fast Nov comes..Wonder wat to get for Amelia n Dad's birthday coming soon too..sigh..I must crack my brain to think of wat 2 buy..sian when it comes to choosing gift..haiz..
Wat else to blog..nothing much ba..Just miss him lor..
I just hope we enjoy our days together & be happy..

End here..

Time flies and is coming to end of Oct and soon Nov will come..count down to our two year anniversary.I had prepared the gifts already..Just completed the cross stitch card yesterday..just wonder wat he will be giving me..I really have no idea at all and I guess he wont know wat I giving him..haha

I feel sad when I heard the news that he may be posted to Taiwan, Thailand etc for a year..so far we have not be separated whereby both of us in different countries..I guess it may be a gd test for us..How would I feel?? I will miss him lots and cant bear to let him go aboard but I cant be selfish though..It's a gd exposure for him as he will be learning stuff..but one year leh..seem so long ..God is giving us test everytime but I guess is gd to test our relationship..We already went through quite a few test..so can I say we pass them?? I dunno..kind of fail hhaa..

I have not told any close frenz abt this yet..It's not confirmed so didnt say anything..so just have 2 wait n find out whether he will be going or not..december will know ba I guess..army life is like tt..sigh ..I know he wish 2 go for a few week
only & he wont want to leave me here right..but sometime u cant choose..

Btw I finsh watching princess hrs le..bought the vcd though n watch..I really find Joo Ji Hoon( Xin Jun) charming..heee although the Lu is handsome..I prefer Xin le..I even bought the ost soundtrack..abit crazy ar..nice songs wat..mum nagging saying I waste money hhhaa
End here.. I do my work..not really busy today..Just miss him..

I have not been blogging for a week..somehow no time 2 blog u see..I have been busy this week..mm..mooncake festival period,I dun seem tt busy as compare 2 now..hari raya coming u see..

MM..update wat I did..well..working as usual and yesterday I had meeting after lunch with Boss & Pandan Loop pple.I think it's not really a meeting, a discussion session perhaps?? Mei Yue & I together with Elsie & Sharon attend lor.We just bring up issues etc ..I didnt comment on anything just listen..
I find tt James is a gd boss..mm..He is willing 2 listen to us and then if there is problems he trys 2 solve it, tt why we have a discussion session right? sometime he does try 2 interact with his employers..He quite friendly though but as he is a boss, I think I dun really dare 2 talk 2 him tt much?? just have 2 respect him..
Yesterday coz of the meeting,I get 2 have lunch with Mei Yue ..yeah..finally not lonely le..it has been some time we have lunch together..

Currently I watching princess hrs on channel u..it really interests me..I wasnt interested in korea drama at all at 1st but this drama really interests me..the female lead actress looks cute n pretty..so sweet..I guess she must be very young..I do hope 2 look for the vcd so tt I dun have 2 rush home everyday 2 catch it on tv..but I shall check out the price lst..dunno whether should I buy although I know I want 2 have it..hhaa I have been spending money on vcd..is it a waste of money?coz after catching it, u just leave it in ur cupboard..but usually I wont watch it for one time as it is nice..I really dun mind watching it again..so I guess it's worth the money right??

Alright I shall end here..too longwinded ar ..haaaa blog again when free..need 2 do my work..

Today Mei Yue is on mc and I work alone..but still managable.. :) well let me update abt weekends..

mm..sat went 2 have visit Peh Peh then went 2 eat steamboat..think I mention it b4..well did have fun with my family at marina south..I ate til so full..perhaps I gain weight?? opps ..i hope not hhaa..so crowded at zhen fa steamboat..have crabs, prawns etc..ate a few times at marina, I didnt even ate the crabs..Daddy get the crabs lor..but everyone limit 2 a certain amt..

well..sunday went 2 meet dear for lunch at tpy central then bought some fruits etc..he went 2 my house & we watch movie together..finally after so long....Mummy cooked dessert and we ate..We let him da bao some home 2 let his family eat.. :) Mummy didnt say anything..anyway I didnt do anything at all so wat can she says..haha..although spend a few hrs only, but is gd..

Tml is mooncake festival and I almost forget..My company gives us a box of mooncake each.so nice of them ar..I was quite surprised..anyway meeting Wei Ling tml for dinner..she wants 2 meet me today but i dun want..i want go home watch ge dou tian wang.ending today..actually she going catch movie but cancelled..anyway I dun want 2 go too coz this month spend alot though plus I want 2 be at home tonight..tml ba..then see whether Yu Yan want 2 join us..long time never chat wat..I dun mind..since she stays at tpy de..

Alright end here..blog alot today ar..so long winded hhaaa

Today is my turn 2 work as last week I wasnt working..mm..this few days quite free after doing my work and I can really rest a while ..mm.seldom get to blog le and I also dunno wat to blog so didnt uupdate..Update a bit...last sun went 2 Vin's house..after tt I met Mum to visit Peh Peh at tts hospital lor..well didnt really spend a lot of time with Vin so tml meeting him for lunch n we have a gd chat etc..tonight going marina bay 2 eat steamboat as mum birthday coming, I bring her 2 have some food..tt will cost me mm..abt $50 for my family..well is alright as birthday is only once a year.. the most I save abit next month, dun spend so much money lor..

I think i didnt update regarding wat I buying for Him..well a mug with our pics..is ready le..I have it done at bugis n is quite cheap though..I hope he likes it and i get a gift box 2 put it in..as for the card is not ready yet..hhaaa i do it too slowly but get it complete soon.. :)
End here

Very Free!!

Today quite free lor nothing much 2 do .. :) nan de free wor..juz recieve sms from the shop that My mp3 ready 2 be collected..yeah I am so happy..finally can have it back after 3 weeks..then can load my songs n hear..I really love 2 hear songs..but probably all gone n I need 2 load all the songs again..I love jj songs :( my fav songs other than 5566 songs..then i will back up the songs lor in my thumbdrive just in case.. :)

I just watched little man yesterday with dear..quite nice n funny..btw currently catching the magical of love ..find it quite nice..stories abt hair salon de..183 club acting..dear manage to find the part 2 for me..as i only bought one part at lst and now they only sell in 1 whole set.

End here..

So busy this few days...

Well..I have been busy this few days, busy til somehow I find I cant take it and cant manage as production there is so much to do ..sigh..anyway I feel ok la since tml sat le..time flies..MY not around I do work til siao.. *sob.. \

I just think alot sometime and today mood not very gd coz sian so many things to do..almost cry coz stress....yesterday he felt low..some things r hard 2 forget..I also never forget..but it makes me sad 2 know he is sad..haiz..I dunno..somehow there is something bothering us and We juz couldnt forget..I guess it takes time to overcome n even not overcome ..I dunno..k do my work..

Meeting dear on sun instead of tml..tml working I just feel tired to go out..I wish MY is back soon so at least there is two persons to do work n I have not apply leave.. end here..

Busy day

Today just feel busy..usually tue is like tt..anyway went to east coast on sat with dear n I went to sim lim square 2 bring my mp3 player 4 repair..so sad my mp3 is spoil.. * sob..anyway hope I can get it back soon..i guess songs will be gone..wat to do ..have to load again lor.. :(

I guess next few days will be busy coz Mei Yue will be on leave til next mon then come back..sigh..I just jia you ba and do my work..
btw my da zhu was sick but glad tt he is fine le ...let me worry hhaa..anyway who wont fall sick..

End here..

Well today is finally Fri..yeah ..didnt blog so often as nowaday busy and nothing much to blog.I going out with dear tml to sentosa yeah..but need to work abit sian..yesterday was unhappy coz of work but ok le..
last week watch the last show of fireworks.. nice..ok la have to end here..do my work

Fri

Today is fri again ..yeah ..tue went to catch firework again..not bad too.today going with Mei Fang to catch another one then tml go with dear..anyway I guess will be busy today..is gd as time pass by fast then I can enjoy my weekend..so fri usually my mood so gd when I dun work on sat..

ok la go n do my things..end here

Sat Working

Today is sat again..great and I working this week..well I going see firework tonight with dear..actually want ask mum go also byt she cant make it..she working today too..firework festival..I miss it last year..this year going lor..marina bay firework..I guess it will be great..anyway I going merlion park to watch..right now a bit hungry..nvm going to knock off soon..

Time flies and grandma is back to my uncle house..they finish upgrading le..yeah..suddenly house short of two person.. dun get used..happy although need to work cause can see dear later..well today not so busy..just do some printing of labels, filing and keying in data..yeah..

alright end here..go do my work

Bored

Today quite ok have things to do but now nothing to do lor..sian lor..I finish my work ..didnt dare to really use com coz boss around..but wat to do ..stare at the wall?? use com lor..dun get caught can le.the most get fired.lol..dun want la..job hard to find..

Today abit LS also..sian..miss him lor..but talk to him feel ok la..alright nothing to type..end here..

A bit busy

Well today is tue so a bit busy..sian lor always have order list..cant be helped just do.. it will keep me busy lor for the whole day..yeah ...cause have to print later after tt sia..anyway sometime Mei Yue look at me do things, I really dun like..like supervising me..sian de lor..cant be helped sometime I do make some errors..but who wont make mistake u see..yeah..today leave hp on my desk if not cant hear.when there is msg...the most dun keep using can le..it doesnt really ring u see..gd..everyone busy, so who will msg me sia :P well wear my new shoe to work today..abit tight though..just fit me..

Ok have to continue with my work.. I miss u dear..wondering wat u doing now.. mm..hope to hear from u soon..at least leave me a msg..

end here..

Friday yeah

Today is fri..yeah great.hhee tml dun need to work..I guess today alot of labels to print..btw today bai bai 7 month..think around 11 plus will go bai bai then eat at our working place.not going out eat le..

Now nothing to do wor ..waiting for Jaslyn to give me labels to print..hhee..
Tml meeting dear around 3..hope I have fun..then find a shirt for Jufri present..

Ok la end here..

Thursday

Time flies and I have worked for 3 weeks and tml is fri yeah..sat dun need work..hheee last week quite gd..sat go out with dear,sun meet hui, ling n wl go to bugis and pass them presents..hhee hui n wl birthday gift..it was quite great getting together..

yesterday busy sia with the m.o.. cause tue the IT person settle my password stuff then cant do my work u see..anyway today ok la do work lor..Tue just went to meet my 3 best frenz for dinner at marina square..tried the kfc chicken chop.It was not bad..
Sat going habourfront with dear..shop shop then buy jufri present..

ok la end here..

Weekend

Today I am happy coz going out after work..it has been two weeks since I work and today need to work..sat sia..but nvm next sat not working..meeting dear later.now nothing to do sia..sian must go n do something in case boss or Edmund here...

I going east coast park later in the afternoon..I had been sick on wed n thur and I took two days mc..sian..too heaty ba so fall sick..fever..but I am alright..back to work yesterday.. :)

Today only Jaslyn and I work..Mei Yue and Ming li off..btw Mei Yue is also a production clerk while Ming li N Jas in charge of outlet de ..quite nice environment so far..sometime still can joke not bad la..

Ok lah end here..

Many things just happen recently but then everything is settled.. thing just happen til a bit messy..that I break up with my dear..but then back together..sigh..during army time surely some thing happen and that I feel bad I hurt him..I hurt another person too..
SO moral of the story..cherish someone b4 u regret..but I guess that is the test for my relationship..maybe dear the one or wat..I hope he is..dun want to be sad again another time..the feeling terrible..like life no colours at all..

end here..

Troubled

Today didnt go out. Some things just happen so sudden tt I dunno how I should react and somemore I knew it just pretend dunno.y it happen 2 me and I make someone sad .I feel bad.I can only say sorry.love cant be forced.not one is two But I dun like.end here

long time never blog

hi.I am back..long time never blog..recently been working in Hang ten ..currently not working le..now using frenz com to blog..I just end my job on wed..hope to get a new job ..is nice working with kent etc..but after all I still need to leave..u see..anyway I will still go back n visit them..miss them though..hheee..My dear going army soon..nowaday really not enough time..seldom spend time together..he working and I also working..

I dunno when I can update my blog again..shall see..sunday going pray ah gong..well waiting for my pay so I can rebond hair.. haiz.. well..I dunno wat to update le..there are so many things to say..I guess I wont type in all here..that will be super long u see..just dun have much time nowaday..weekend busy working..

alright I end here..

Going to work

Well have job le going 2 work on thur le.hang ten near my place. Yeah! Just went 2 bbq on sat n yesterday went 2 pong chalet at changi. His birthday. Tml go cut hair.kind of mixed feeling going 2 work ,excited. Can earn money

Went to Amelia's house

Today went to Amelia's house..My dear at thailand lor so gd sia having holiday but will be back soon..dunno how is he.just recieve his msg and know he is fine..great.Weather not tt gd today look like going to rain heavily wor..just get a bubble tea wor..nan de can blog on a weekend.. My skin still sun burn due to wed lor ..go jurong swimming complex and have fun end up having sunburn..sigh..my nose's skin start peeling lor..look like snake..lol..I have been at home for two days..didnt want to go out also dunno where to go..luckily didnt go where as it rains this few days ...somemore heavily..

Talking abt wed ar..went to jurong in the morning..then have fun til 2 plus we went to have shower..12 of us went lor.masturah , dayana, hadi they all..after that went to seoul garden to have lunch..should be dinner le ar..4 plus then ate..so hungry sia..ate til 6 plus then went home..

Tml going to bedok lor bai ah gong..sian have to go that person house..cant be helped..for ah gong sake..anyway guess cousins will go ba..hope so..end here..

Today feel sian lor didnt go out.kind of tired.thinking of working.manage 2 blog using my hp,guess this month bill sure expensive .going out tml with dear and other friends 2 jurong swimming complex.didnt get to sleep well today caúse of yesterday which i dun want 2 mention end here

Last day of sch b4 exam

Well hasnt been blogging this few days..mm..finally come to the last day of sch haa coz tml staying at home to revise work..time flies..I think I cant bear to leave the sch as I spend the happiest time in ITE with my frenzs and nice lecturer like Mr Ramu..plus hee using the com very gd sia..flat screen de..opps..hhee like going to sch for that..no la..

Exam coming and then graduate liao ..mm..planning to go out next week..so far wed confirm going out le..thinking of going kbox ..wonder anyone wants to go on weekdays..shall see..maybe make it next next week..

First time to do is to go n cut my hair after exam..so long n I find it messy..sigh..

Ok la end here..dunno when will blog again..guess wont really blog le..

well todayI feel tired..didnt update blog for a few days..nothing much though just went on AL on wed coz nian jin..mm..then whole day I was tired..came back to sch abit blur coz there is new things to be learn for Aoa lesson..anyway manage to catch up..heng..exams around the corner..nowaday more busy..more work n go home help to do some housework ..light one though very fast can finish :) quite alright..

I feel sian have to do excel rather do at home..tired lor..end here

Moody..

Today wake up later than usual as there is no sw lor.. :) yeah..Mum was like asking me..how come never wake up, no sch ar..I heard someone talking to me when I was sleeping..I said 7.30pm..then sleep some more..I feel bad as yesterday just has a quarrel lor..haiz..a very harsh one though..making my mood still not back to normal yet.. haiz..

Now update about yesterday..nothing much lor..stay at home read story bk and watch tv..I was feeling sad though ..cried haiz..
Sat went to catch a movie..Watched Big Mama House 2 with Vin at Marina Square and then went to take some pics at merlion park then went to eat dinner and went to IT show at Suntec lor..bought an ear phone..sigh This is the 3rd ear phone that I was using..dunno why the previous ones that I bought was spoilt so fast...

Alright end here..

Sian..

Well just have a presentation..marketing project presentation.How I wish my dear listening when I am presenting..just give me some support or wat..I can sense he isnt..I didnt see la coz if I look at others, I cant present so I just look at Mr Ramu..most likely didnt listen to me..when others presenting he wasnt listening.. sad..his group not yet present..I guess I can do the same..when he presents I dun listen..dun care about him.. I dunno why I mind so much..perhaps that he is my bf ba..

I dunno la dun care..do work ba..end here

sian..

Well today I wasnt happy..yesterday cant sleep..end up today tired and like no strength..every day get nag..then being say I was useless or what..how I feel?..I dunno how should I think..cause get used le ba..i just want to have a peaceful day ..end up sometimes parents talking, can talk til us de..We really no gd meh in their eyes?? really so useless?

Just went to have lunch at kfc yeah..so full..I didnt even tell anyone abt how I feel today..just tell my bf that I didnt feel happy.I feel that it is no point wat..So wat if I share..I just feel if I study also get said..dun study also say me..I really must make sure I come out and earn money..then earn money myself..see wat pple can say abt me..I dun care what others say..but my own parents sometime seem to say something that they think they should say, but have they think of how we will feel?
sometime I dun even bother to talk to them so much nowaday.I rather keep to myself..then wont get scolded or wat..sometime dun talk also wrong..talk also wrong..wat they want me to do leh?? sigh..
I guess cant think so much..just study lor..exams coming.
Even if I think so much also no use de...

End here..

Flu..

Sian I still having flu..my brother la..plus weather hot..flu for quite long still not ok..anyway I have eaten medicine..sian..usually flu n cough is very xin ku..sian..anyway sch going to end soon.everyday in aircon room I wear jacket..scare that I will catch a cold..abit tired now..*yawn... wonder wat to eat for lunch lor..sian..maybe getting hungry??

Alright end here..dunno wat to blog le..tml going to pray ah gong ba..two weeks never go out with dear le.. :(

So fast March

Well..Today feeling sian right now..I went to hand in my application form and realise there is a need 2 attach o level cert to it..which I didnt..I feel I am blur..or didnt understand there is a need.. sian..actually today has cca and I dun intend to go home after that coz it is a waste of time u see..but cant be helped have to go haiz..

I feel tired sia..like no mood lor..I just hope to settle stuff then I will feel ok le..end here..

Well I have decided to give it a try to apply for poly..I will see when the results are out wat I can do lor..no point thinking so much..mm.. I know I want to go ..but now choosing which poly to apply..only can apply the courses from one poly which I cant mix..so sian..still considering..perhaps nyp coz nearer.. still not very sure wat course I may take as I dun want to regret..I already decide le..but I want to know more about the courses lor..hee now looking through then decide

alright end here.. :)

Well today just completed my frontpage project ..yeah..finally done..last few days was busy..I didnt do very nice one..I just do a simple one but with effort put in though..I just hope is ok..hhee now I can slack le..tml then hand in the work..yeah..exams coming I must study le..today go home n look through marketing ba..at least read through lor..so for aoa lesson, I will be free le.done with my work..yeah..maybe can edit somemore or wat..I shall see..but I think it is fine le..

Getting hungry lor..going to have lunch soon..anyway my poor brother sick ..wonder if he is ok le..hope so..now raining sian..guess dear cant play soccer..so sad..very sacrastic ar?? hhee dunno leh just dun want him to get hurt..later legs pain etc..haiz..end here..

Today feel sian..We can apply for poly le..for my results I may get in or may not..but I guess I not studying ba..Actually I know my dream is to go in to poly to study..I am still young I want to get a diploma cert..Juz feel that so fast I have to go out to working life ..I wasnt very experienced too..I get a bit worried u see.haiz..Maybe work lst then pursue my dream ba..I want to get at least a diploma cert lor..sometime others dunno how I feel..studying in poly not cheap either..I dun have the ability now..what to do..Just have to work first... :(

Now want to try to complete my AOA project..frontpage..I see others do like very nice..Just want to do a simple yet nice de.. nvm I trying my best to do it le :) yeah..go n do work le..end here

Well today long hrs of lessons..now my eyes abit dry I cant tahan..mm..update abt last two days..went out on sat and sun..sat went out with dear to bugis to upgrade my hp plan and he went to see camera at sim lim square..we got wat we want..hhee I buy hp , he buy camera..yeah.I didnt get the phone that I want..I get a cheaper de with a contract of plan..mmm was alright la quite nice to use ..pink colour de..It was quite meaningful on sat lor..went to get stuff and go shopping too..then went to hawker centre to have dinner..

Sunday which is yesterday went to san qing gong with mum n bro to pray ah gong..It seem abt 2 weeks never go?? I guess so..just hope he knows we went..then went to visit ah ma in bedok ..We also went to sam's house to view his new flat then went to fourth ah yi house a while..makes me so tired sia coz I have nothing to do..went home around 4.30pm..I plan to go and find my bf but I was tired plus it is getting late..later reach home very late..End up didnt go..sigh..

alright la end here

Sad

Well today nothing much just start to do my frontpage project lor..resumes..hhee done one page le..

Now update about yesterday..heard a bad news..the photos that we taken during chalet, plus valentine day..all gone..the photos develop out are blank..sad lor..wasted..lucky some vin's frenzs has..just that the pics dun have me.. *sob..so unlucky..dear was sad me too..that i can cry u know..anyway over is over..just have to take pics again..birthday de cant be helped..others de still can take again..haiz..just that there are alot of memories lor.. fated..haiz..should have back up lor..anyway watever I say also too late le..

Guess tml going out and he will buy a new one..have to buy..coz I want to take pics leh..maybe can go sim lim square and buy lor..go check out the prices..

Happy Birthday Vin..

Well today is my dear's birthday..hhee later going catch a movie and eat something..he says yoshinoya ..ok anyway I have the voucher ..hee.. dear xin fu ar..sat have birthday de bbq today I acc him..then didnt go for my dance lor..

Well update abt yesterday..valentine day I went out with dear to Marina square. We ate at pizza hut, ate the heart shape pizza meal..it was nice..with drinks..soup, chicken wings and dessert, a mini strawberry cake..yucks not nice de the cake..I dun like..food was very filling..so full lor..the service was good too..hhaa..lol ..As dear had to work, he only spend time with me til 5pm ..kind of sad coz only a few hours..But it is better than not spending time with me.. :) We took some pics too..
hhee he gave me one pink rose..hhaa coz if he give 3 roses without wrapping is not nice..but how I wish I have more than that..pink roses nice..he has he giving me more roses the next day..I dunno wait and see lor..

Guess that all that I want to update..end here..

I didnt blog for a few days..mm..now update about this few days..I went to dear's chalet at changi civil service club to check in with him on friday..10 feb..then ate rojak and keep him acc til I went home at 4 plus..just be together for 2 hours..hhee..I have to go home..then Hadi, Andrew and Chandra reached so they keep him acc..hhee they played PS2..they are like so excited while playing game..lol..hhaa How I wish I can keep him acc more..but cant..

Well then I went to his birthday party on sat..which is the day before..bbq lor..I feel that it wasnt fun coz dear get sabo by his guys frenz with water bomb..i wasnt happy about it..just cant help him ..but then try to make sure he is dry..I just scare that he is wet..then he will catch a cold..I guess whoever is in my shoes will feel unhappy right?? But I cant stop in time as he already get wet..haiz..21st birthday hhaa..actually not yet 21 la..he celebrate earlier hhee..

Well I reached the chalet with Jufri at 4 plus but he wasnt in..I was disappointed as I thought I will see him the moment I got there..is ok..anyway he was back from collecting cake around 6..
I guess I didnt want him to get "bullied" then I was like a kola bear hhaa stick to him which wasnt like wat i used to be....I dunno..helping him to take things and then acc him upstair whenever I can..

I ate a little bit of food only as the fire was slow sia..it was windy u see..the weather gd..mm..then at 9 plus he cut the cake ..yeah chocolate cake ..sweet but nice..then I help him to take pics lor..hhaa then his frenzs tease us..was shouting..kiss kiss..Of course we didnt ..this is private thing..shy shy la hhee wont do it in front of so many pple right??

I went home around 11 ..Vin's bro drive me home..of course with dear inside the car acc me to my door step :) so sweet..
although didnt enjoy much but treat it as a gathering lor..not so bad lah..just dun feel happy coz his gals frenzs seem planning to sabo him but seeing tt I wasnt happy about it they didnt do it lor..lucky lor..if not I sabo them lor.. then I slept around 3am that night..I couldnt get to sleep ..haiz..

Yesterday just stay at home..feel tired as I wake up around 9 plus..cant sleep further sia..dunno why..then afternoon take a nap..didnt do anything lor..too tired..well Vin feel more tired though..

alright end here..

I didnt blog for a few days..mm..now update about this few days..I went to dear's chalet at changi civil service club to check in with him on friday..10 feb..then ate rojak and keep him acc til I went home at 4 plus..just be together for 2 hours..hhee..I have to go home..then Hadi, Andrew and Chandra reached so they keep him acc..hhee they played PS2..they are like so excited while playing game..lol..hhaa How I wish I can keep him acc more..but cant..

Well then I went to his birthday party on sat..which is the day before..bbq lor..I feel that it wasnt fun coz dear get sabo by his guys frenz with water bomb..i wasnt happy about it..just cant help him ..but then try to make sure he is dry..I just scare that he is wet..then he will catch a cold..I guess whoever is in my shoes will feel unhappy right?? But I cant stop in time as he already get wet..haiz..21st birthday hhaa..actually not yet 21 la..he celebrate earlier hhee..

Well I reached the chalet with Jufri at 4 plus but he wasnt in..I was disappointed as I thought I will see him the moment I got there..is ok..anyway he was back from collecting cake around 6..
I guess I didnt want him to get "bullied" then I was like a kola bear hhaa stick to him which wasnt like wat i used to be....I dunno..helping him to take things and then acc him upstair whenever I can..

I ate a little bit of food only as the fire was slow sia..it was windy u see..the weather gd..mm..then at 9 plus he cut the cake ..yeah chocolate cake ..sweet but nice..then I help him to take pics lor..hhaa then his frenzs tease us..was shouting..kiss kiss..Of course we didnt ..this is private thing..shy shy la hhee wont do it in front of so many pple right??

I went home around 11 ..Vin's bro drive me home..of course with dear inside the car acc me to my door step :) so sweet..
although didnt enjoy much but treat it as a gathering lor..not so bad lah..just dun feel happy coz his gals frenzs seem planning to sabo him but seeing tt I wasnt happy about it they didnt do it lor..lucky lor..if not I sabo them lor.. then I slept around 3am that night..I couldnt get to sleep ..haiz..

Yesterday just stay at home..feel tired as I wake up around 9 plus..cant sleep further sia..dunno why..then afternoon take a nap..didnt do anything lor..too tired..well Vin feel more tired though..

alright end here..

Well today very sian leh..nothing much to do now.. mm..so blog now..later have dance..I guess Yan Hong never come to sch le..still sick ba..later I think I will go home first since I will be alone.. if not I have to rot for 3 hours..sure cannot stand it..

Today didnt eat breakfast ..getting hungry soon..haiz..talk about office admin de CA..I get it yesterday.Yesterday forget to blog..surprised that I didnt fail or wat..alright la.get 77 marks lor.. so so la..then mkt project my group's mark I was surprised too..we did alright.the mark is.80 plus lor.. :)

End here..nothing much to blog le..

Well today so tired this morning..mm..well yesterday went to orchard..day b4 also..hhaa went to watch chingay on sat lor..alot of pple..have dinner then go with dear to watch chingay..
Sunday which is yesterday go and shop for present lor..Kl de..hhee bought her a watch hhee..purple colour de..
mm..luckily dear already know wat i buy for him if not today while having lunch ..Yh say so loud that I bought watch lor..I cant tahan her..sometime never think b4 she speak..vin so near us lor..next table only.Anyway is ok lah..but I guess KL may know what I buy for her..Yh la..haiz..her big mouth..

well many pple left le..they go home le after doing their work..hhee..at lst internet cant use sia..lucky can..I need to check out info ..email etc..if not cant use very sian..

Alright end here..

Fifth day of Chinese New Year

Today mood seem sian when I heard dear maybe not driving me home lor on his birthday coz he drive not tt gd ..his dad dun allow him to drive alone le..abit disappointed though..sigh..sian..always disappoint me de..can't be helped..mood now alright..

I watch vcd for quite a long time..only 20 discs but I take so long as I wasnt at home etc..I watch xia yi zhan cai hong,hk drama regarding fashion design de..nice sia..I can tell who will end up with who..kind of obvious..

Maybe is still CNY ..some classmates didnt come to sch..hhaa go bai nian?? I dunno..so fast is the fifth day of cny..ah gong not around for one week le..time flies..hope he is fine ..

alright end here..dunno wat to update le

Happy New Year to all...

Well didnt update for quite many days..firstly happy new year to all..mm..

I didnt get to bai nian..sad to say my ah gong passed away b4 cny has come..sad..been missing him since he wasn't around..

well so didnt go anywhere except bedok lor during this cny period..
I cant get ang bao also..nvm..just hope he is happy and dun need to suffer anymore it will be good.

well today back to sch le lor..just study lor..as usual..sometime just miss ah gong..anyway I am ok de..just feel life unpredictable..and life and death is normal..

mm..anyway already get a gift for dear le..hhee next sat go his birthday party and give him..mum worry I go home too late dangerous..Should be ok..dear say he driving me home..hope so..when tt is confirm then say lor..if not mum sure say de how come he says he driving me home yet never do it..

end here..have to do work..

Today I dun feel so tired ..I got back my marketing CA..I knew it..I didnt do well..did pass..section c pull me down..Is ok..I dun feel sad or wat..I know I could have done better..Well one question I can do it one but then I cancel it and wrote other ans..sigh..

mm..later I going to buy dear's birthday present..hope I can get something..after that visiting ah gong a while then going home..well abit sian that I going alone..dear want to acc me tml one to go n visit but I feel is a bit rush plus I dunno why I dun dare to bring him there..I guess I scare mum not happy lor..plus ah gong dunno I have bf..well I feel is normal that pple have bf or gf..but then my bf should go n visit him with me by right?

Very fast Chinese New Year is coming..Sunday..that is fast..end here

Moody..

Well just finish doing my work in class..sian lor..moody..well just feel that tml sure sian..going out with bro and Kl wants to join..I dun want to ask kl out coz sometime tend to tell her stuff ..I dun want to talk too much abt personal stuff or watever..sometime pple cant be trusted u see..

Wow abit hungry wor..then watever I hear also sian one..I dunno why..feel bu shuang ba..
tml then visit ah gong ba..end here..gtg le..

Today there is Chinese New Year Concert..U guys must be thinking so early right..I also think so..CNY is next week leh..I dunno wat my school doing..hhaa..As usual chinese orhestra lor..then chinese, malay, indian dance..then have guitar performance..sit at the amphitheatre til butt pain hhaaa..then went back for lessons lor.

I feel hungry...well later going to visit ah gong during evening time..tml dun need to go to sch wat..so is ok..I thinking whether to go out tml..have to get dear's present..mm..guess I will go out ba...I still cant find a nice photo for some purpose..hhee dun say is wat..:P

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Life is unpredictable

Well today just have my marketing CA..sigh..think I dun do well..kind of no mood..I feel sad and fan also..coz of ah gong..sigh why end up like tt..recently then know he has cancer..life really unpredictable..How I wish I can cry lor..but I cant leh..maybe that way I feel better..there is no tears so far..I cant smile and laugh..I just feel 2006 ..a new year things get worse..so many things happen at one go..everyone cant take it..sometime I feel I still ok..but then think of it..I am human..I surely feel sad u see..now abit hungry..but guess cant eat..too nervous when I have test..

I just hope I dun break down in sch..sigh..sometime feel dun need to tell pple..no one will understand u see unless they are in ur shoes..

end here..just blog how I feel..this is the worst obstacles of my life..

Well didnt update yesterday coz dunno wat to write leh..sigh..well today has to go n buy present..going fara's house tml with Vin..she has birthday party..abit weird as her birthday is over sia..hhaa on wed then celebrate on sat ??

well today just go home n rest..maybe watch vcd..I havent started watching lor..mm..end here ba..dunno wat to type le..

Today's weather cooling..sky a bit dark wor..guess will rain again? mm..update abt yesterday..holiday ma..

I went to see Ah gong at hospital lor..then da gu went with us..then have lunch there and then head to see father side de ah ma..sigh abit bored coz my cousin wasnt in..Quite tired as I slept at midnight,doing crossstitch and I was awake at midnight then sleep back didnt sleep much also..evening then reach home..have dinner and watch tv lor..wrap present..

Today I realise I forgotten to finish up the marketing work..one question..omg..nvm..went out til forget lor...sigh..guess today wont be so tired..I sleep earlier last night..alright I end here..

Well.didnt update for a few days as it was weekend ..mm..nothing much to update though..just update this few days wat was happening..mm..got hazel birthday lor..do a piglet de crossstitch which is bookmark de..mm..been doing this few days..giving her on wed.. :) get her a card also..I do quite fast coz have to..

Saturday went to see ah gong lor at changi general hospital lor ..hee went to east point to eat dinner and of course find Hazel at pet safari then see ah gong.. :) reach home at 10 like tt..

Sunday just stay at home lor..watch vcd..finish watching ending le..mm..did watched quite a few dramas le..all very nice.. yeah..

Tml public holiday ..going to visit ah gong again..just hope he wont say wat or give me money..feel paiseh as he is old still give us money..I dun want..

Brother wasnt here today..He is on AL..mm..think abit weird that he wasnt in sch..so quiet wat..alright end here..

Today a bit tired....right now feeling hungry..Eaten a cake this morning..dear buy de..yummy..chocolate flavour..cant wait for lunch time..hhee..well talk abt yesterday..went shopping at city hall coz I met Amelia, she passed me present..Then reach home at 8 plus..eat steamboat at marina south..so full..quite an enjoyable day..quite tired..just leave the presents on the table..today go home then unpack..hhee..

ok la end here..dunno wat to blog le..bye :)I am older le..so fast

My birthday..

hee Today is my birthday and also my classmate de..But she is not here..I cant wish her happy birthday..this year recieve quite a few..Was surprised as ling, hui and wl give me present lor ..Wei ling give was ok..coz she will give..but ling n hui hee I really surprised..
well hhee so far Bro Jufri's present the biggest..hhee..thanks all for the gift..
afternoon meeting ling and then go n shop around..then go eat steamboat at marina south..I was surprised dad wish me happy birthday..he feel bad not celebrating with me..is ok lah ..really..

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Sch reopen..

I hasnt been blogging since holiday..I am back again..today sch reopen lor..as usual lor study..kind of tired cause wake up early..mm..
Well update about wat happen recently.
mm..Went out on xmas eve lor..as for holiday went out on wed for dance..thur didnt go out coz bro work lor.so cancel lor..well.friday go for bowling lor..the bowling centre no gd one..pin stuck or bowling ball stuck..sat went out with hui and siti to orchard..she pass me present..then as for yesterday went to bugis lor..shop with wei ling..

ok lah end here..leson end le ..