2nd post for the year

Oh well I just realise that I didn't really blog and this is the 2nd one for this year.

Nothing much except for work. I am still looking out for better opportunities and sometimes I feel that no doubt I am occupied but at the end of the day, I don't feel happy at all. I am not sure what I really want. Not easy to get a gd job as well.

Anyway Hl and the rest do wanna get him along with regards to activities.
I am not sure why I feel uneasy. I guess I just want to get away from him before I fall in deeper. Maybe it's not so strong after I sense that he might not be the one. I am really not sure who will be the one. I just feel that I can click with him but we seldom contact lately. Busy with our stuff that perhaps we dun feel that we should even contact ya. Even if we do, what should we say? Friends around me start to settle down and that's when I ask myself, what have I been doing? Kind of getting old liao this days. sigh...Even if I get to do my fav stuff, at the end of the day I feel that I have not really achieve anything. Simply not happy and I have no idea why is that so.
What should I do to make myself feel better? I am really trapped. So emo!

Update again after so long

Oh Well hasn't been blogging after quite some time.Decide to post again. This year has been ok so far. Of course not very happy about work stuff but then again I guess that's life. Boss been feeling that my work not up to the standard for now and trying to find out what is wrong with me..Oh well nothing much except that this is not the work that I wanna be at. Ever since F left,I just have to handle whatever stuff that he assigned alone and he might feels that I should try to handle this n that and at times I can't do it. As a result, work performance sucks ya. Ok perhaps I shouldn't talk about work as it makes me unhappy. Just hope that there is good opportunties and I will leave. I worked for at least a year plus now. As for happy moments,CQ get top ten once again :) As usual last one to be called up..As it was held at MBS this year, somehow the excitment not as strong as we were at rws..I find that this year SA is very normal..It's ok.. Anyway happy that Cq is the main actor for Ghost on air. Thx him for inviting us to the gala premiere :) Actually I don't watch horror movie but I will be going to support him though. Perhaps watch again with my friend who is interested if I dare to watch again :P I heard that they will be at Jcube tomorrow but I won't be going down. It's all I shall see everyone at the gala though. Excited though! Thx God for getting to know K better. We went out for dinner on thur and my plan is to go for dessert next time and he is ok with it. :) Not too bad for now though. No one knows what will happen next time. I find him not bad.He loves to read comics. I went with him to kino to get his stuff after dinner though. We chat about anything under the sun. Hopefully he isn't bored with my topics. He seems tired that day..hhaa I love the law joke.. :P funny! LOL.. Anyway it's great time but end up not able to sleep coz of the green tea that I drank in the afternoon..faint! But he give advice plus get suggestion from his sis. that's so sweet though. While walking over to the place, there was a piece of cake on the floor and I nearly trip..so embarrassing! just grab onto him..thx God nothing happen though..phew..Hope to see him tomorrow though and have a little chat. I try not to disturb him but I hope to msg him at times and hopefully he will drop me a msg when he thinks of me..will he?? sometimes he do comment on my fb status..Thx you for encouraging me. I guess is both of us encouraging each other. Somehow we know each other a few years but still dunno you well. I really hope I can find the right one. I have been searching for this few years, who knows actually the person is just right beside me without me realising.Heart affair hard to say.I just have to wait and see.Be more positive! End here