5th day..

Time flies and it is 5th day of CNY..still on leave..I went to Mum's boss house on 2nd day and went to WL & Queenie's house on the 3rd day.We even went to river hongbao..Boss & colleagues coming over to my place tml and we will be going over to boss's house too..somehow I dun feel like going though. sigh

I believe you must be unhappy coz I didnt turn up today..well is alright, you can tell me logic stuff all you want or even tell me off. Is up to you.. I will tolerate..
Think a lot as in why do I come in the first place.. I believe it is a test for me.leave everything to GOD..what goes around comes around!!! don't be too much, you will get it some days! you wait and see..I am not threatening..GOd knows all..

I really don't know how and what should I do then you can be satisfied..the best way is always to open the door and leave..to you, is escaping..to me is not.. I am just a tool which can be used and once I am of no value, you will throw me aside or away..I am just a tool whereby you can get by paying..that's how impt I am ar! bull shit!

I know I am not suppose to talk n think this way as it is still CNY..should be happy isn't it..But I just feel this way, not trying to be too personal abt it but it is the fact and the truth..who do you think I am?? the old me? the one who run when you ask me to run..I am not a dog! I know I learnt a lot but you know, you bring me alot of anger, tears which I never experience b4..that's how terrible it is..I really hate men especially after working with you..I hate men more..you men think you are so great ar?? don't try to be funny and think that I can be bullied or bluff..you try la..I am not the old me! that I will keep quiet and say nothing about it.. I don't wanna be too much and do nasty things..coz I feel that I will let Father Lord down if I do it..GOD knows all..I tolerate.. let GOD handle everything..hopefully I can be more forgiving..
Men always make me upset..so what is so great about men..
I don't know..It's getting even harder for me to accept le..

end here..gonna get dinner..I don't wanna think so much..gonna study later..

2nd day CNY

Thought that I would wish to go Pastor's house..end up I didnt wanna to go.I went to Auntie Sandra's house instead. Quite bored.. nothing much to do except eating..lol
I gonna cook something later to eat..hehe..
meeting wl tml..if let say not meeting, is also fine with me..I will do what I wanna do lor..

Happy Chinese New Year!

The year has come and it is CNY again..
Getting bored this year though

Well just some updates..

I end work on fri so I did my own assignment at home and went to sch..off to church on sat and hang out with huay ling & Angelia which I believe I have updated earlier on..

As for yesterday is CNY eve..family went to Angelia's place for reunion dinner..steamboat!! nothing much..catch the countdown on tv at home..do what I like..watch my drama..that's it..

As for today, first day of CNY, went to Angelia's place and then mother side grandma's place..just like that..
Getting more bored each year..2nd & fourth Auntie went on holiday..sigh..二姑 & family didnt come..

I will be visiting pastors with the rest tml , meeting wl to go hongbao river on wed, thur will be my personal day..I wanna do my group ppt etc..will be going back to office on fri for offical working hrs..sigh..boss and colleagues will be coming over to my place on sat and we will head to boss's house as well..sunday..no plans yet..schedules not bad already..

I shall end here..time to watch my hk drama..oh yeah! having a break is good..I get to do things that I like..seem a long time I didnt get to spend time on my personal stuff..

Chinese New year eve

I didn't blog for a while and here I am back again..
nothing much now..I stop work on fri , was on leave..do assignment n attend lesson..as for sat..I didn't work, went to church , dinner and catching movie with Huay ling & Angelia at the grand cathay..we watched at 9.25pm..The wedding game by christoher & Fann.The movie was not bad, it was funny.. so I would say is worth to watch.. gonna catch Jack Neo's movie another time perhaps?? the love matter..
shall see
Time flies and is midnight..having reunion dinner soon wor..I am getting tired..end here..

God is with us..

Somehow I just don't feel good..
Well I did spring cleaning which I feel is meaningful today but have not start on my assignment..just need to blog how i feel before I can start doing..Anyway We went to have steamboat to celebrate Huay Ling's birthday and also Saju's..We have fun eating..so full lor..

I am glad that God is there with me..at times really stress like fri..I began to write down how I feel..is quite long..somehow I rather I write it here..express all that I can..

Life is great with God..I see the wonderful things that God did to my life..somehow I still wonder why I end up with my current company though I went to similar companies for interview..there must be a reason for working here..I did learn alot to deal with life etc..it is really a challenge and I hope I can hang on..just do my best! I know I can do it but sometime just too stress that I can't take it..nevertheless I wont give up! The road is tough ahead..God will walk with me..I will endure til the day I graduate..I shall see..what goes around comes around.. I won't curse and swear you..God knows what is happenning..

Perhaps it is a gd training ground for me..to strengthen me? I see the change in me be it gd or bad..just wonder what's the path that I am heading to..how long will I be staying there? Heavenly Father, can u tell me? simply have alot of questions..nearly give up..
Unexpected incident do happen etc..I was amazed..I hope I can continue to be positive in life..though I am really occupied and time seem not enough..I am managing.just do my best..
I don't want to waste the time I spend for the past few mths..how can I give up? sometime I feel that I wanna do so..

shall end here..go n do my assignment

Thank God..

I have been wanting to come online to blog but either busy , too tired or no inspiration

I just like to say God create unexpected things in my life..thank God for walking with me..I can feel the love he gives me.sometime certain feeling is hard to express..I will share more one day and write down what have I been facing all this while when I walk with GOd..God showered me with surprises in life..
I have faith in God..as in whatever I do, I will just do my best and let God handle the rest..I know I am in gd hands.. :)

Thank God for everything! I am not so busy right now..waiting for CNY to rest..

I shall end here..time to sleep..tired day..

It's my birthday!

Time flies and is my 23rd birthday liao..Time flies..old already

Some updates..

I had a mini celebration with my fellow gd friends..Ling & Hui for dinner on new year eve..

Follow by, Nancy was asked to organise a birthday celebration on Friday 2 Jan..and we went to soup restaurant to have dinner follow by dessert at NYDC Cafe suntec..Food was great..I can't really finish my brownie..I was too full, yummy brownie..
We had games hhaa which was planned by Nancy..It was fun..exchanging gifts and we laughed alot..
I got an extra gift for being the winner for guessing the 24 items in the staple box hhaa..

Fellow friends, Jamin, Both YY , Ming, WL, KK came n celebrate birthday with me..We went to have dinner at industrial park and head off to my house for celebration..I wasnt aware of what they are up to, they are so sweet.. Plan etc.. They bought me a cake and presents..We had fun singing karaoke..and playing games..laughed alot too..I am glad to know them..never had a gd and nice celebration so far..first time..the other time was at KBOX with my gd friends..

Thank you guys for the effort,I really appreciate it and thank God..I had them around. :) cherish them

As for today,the actual day. I willbe having dinner with my own family and I just rebonded my hair..oh yeah..

shall end here!

Year 2009

It's new year..2009..Time flies..

I have made the decision..I will move on..
What done is done..there is no point repeating about the past..will it help? can we turn back the clock? no what..so why are you always grumbling and nagging at me? is irritating

Some updates..I went for countdown yesterday at clark quay with cousin ,her friend,bf & his friend..
I don't like clubbing..It's 2 noisy for me..I prefer pubbing or going lounge..oh yeah..
before that I went to meet Amelia and Hui for dinner at millenia walk and then we drank coffee at TCC.enjoy ourselves..too bad WL is sick so she couldnt join us..I miss her!
Well is so difficult to get a cab after clubbing..I guess I wont wanna go clubbing next year..rather do something else..
I reach home around 4.30am so didnt wanna go out today..tired..

Stay at home to relax today..I am stil rather stress..thinking of what to do..I need to relax..

Shall end here! Happy new Year!