Well I have decided to give it a try to apply for poly..I will see when the results are out wat I can do lor..no point thinking so much..mm.. I know I want to go ..but now choosing which poly to apply..only can apply the courses from one poly which I cant mix..so sian..still considering..perhaps nyp coz nearer.. still not very sure wat course I may take as I dun want to regret..I already decide le..but I want to know more about the courses lor..hee now looking through then decide

alright end here.. :)

Well today just completed my frontpage project ..yeah..finally done..last few days was busy..I didnt do very nice one..I just do a simple one but with effort put in though..I just hope is ok..hhee now I can slack le..tml then hand in the work..yeah..exams coming I must study le..today go home n look through marketing ba..at least read through lor..so for aoa lesson, I will be free le.done with my work..yeah..maybe can edit somemore or wat..I shall see..but I think it is fine le..

Getting hungry lor..going to have lunch soon..anyway my poor brother sick ..wonder if he is ok le..hope so..now raining sian..guess dear cant play soccer..so sad..very sacrastic ar?? hhee dunno leh just dun want him to get hurt..later legs pain etc..haiz..end here..

Today feel sian..We can apply for poly le..for my results I may get in or may not..but I guess I not studying ba..Actually I know my dream is to go in to poly to study..I am still young I want to get a diploma cert..Juz feel that so fast I have to go out to working life ..I wasnt very experienced too..I get a bit worried u see.haiz..Maybe work lst then pursue my dream ba..I want to get at least a diploma cert lor..sometime others dunno how I feel..studying in poly not cheap either..I dun have the ability now..what to do..Just have to work first... :(

Now want to try to complete my AOA project..frontpage..I see others do like very nice..Just want to do a simple yet nice de.. nvm I trying my best to do it le :) yeah..go n do work le..end here

Well today long hrs of lessons..now my eyes abit dry I cant tahan..mm..update abt last two days..went out on sat and sun..sat went out with dear to bugis to upgrade my hp plan and he went to see camera at sim lim square..we got wat we want..hhee I buy hp , he buy camera..yeah.I didnt get the phone that I want..I get a cheaper de with a contract of plan..mmm was alright la quite nice to use ..pink colour de..It was quite meaningful on sat lor..went to get stuff and go shopping too..then went to hawker centre to have dinner..

Sunday which is yesterday went to san qing gong with mum n bro to pray ah gong..It seem abt 2 weeks never go?? I guess so..just hope he knows we went..then went to visit ah ma in bedok ..We also went to sam's house to view his new flat then went to fourth ah yi house a while..makes me so tired sia coz I have nothing to do..went home around 4.30pm..I plan to go and find my bf but I was tired plus it is getting late..later reach home very late..End up didnt go..sigh..

alright la end here

Sad

Well today nothing much just start to do my frontpage project lor..resumes..hhee done one page le..

Now update about yesterday..heard a bad news..the photos that we taken during chalet, plus valentine day..all gone..the photos develop out are blank..sad lor..wasted..lucky some vin's frenzs has..just that the pics dun have me.. *sob..so unlucky..dear was sad me too..that i can cry u know..anyway over is over..just have to take pics again..birthday de cant be helped..others de still can take again..haiz..just that there are alot of memories lor.. fated..haiz..should have back up lor..anyway watever I say also too late le..

Guess tml going out and he will buy a new one..have to buy..coz I want to take pics leh..maybe can go sim lim square and buy lor..go check out the prices..

Happy Birthday Vin..

Well today is my dear's birthday..hhee later going catch a movie and eat something..he says yoshinoya ..ok anyway I have the voucher ..hee.. dear xin fu ar..sat have birthday de bbq today I acc him..then didnt go for my dance lor..

Well update abt yesterday..valentine day I went out with dear to Marina square. We ate at pizza hut, ate the heart shape pizza meal..it was nice..with drinks..soup, chicken wings and dessert, a mini strawberry cake..yucks not nice de the cake..I dun like..food was very filling..so full lor..the service was good too..hhaa..lol ..As dear had to work, he only spend time with me til 5pm ..kind of sad coz only a few hours..But it is better than not spending time with me.. :) We took some pics too..
hhee he gave me one pink rose..hhaa coz if he give 3 roses without wrapping is not nice..but how I wish I have more than that..pink roses nice..he has he giving me more roses the next day..I dunno wait and see lor..

Guess that all that I want to update..end here..

I didnt blog for a few days..mm..now update about this few days..I went to dear's chalet at changi civil service club to check in with him on friday..10 feb..then ate rojak and keep him acc til I went home at 4 plus..just be together for 2 hours..hhee..I have to go home..then Hadi, Andrew and Chandra reached so they keep him acc..hhee they played PS2..they are like so excited while playing game..lol..hhaa How I wish I can keep him acc more..but cant..

Well then I went to his birthday party on sat..which is the day before..bbq lor..I feel that it wasnt fun coz dear get sabo by his guys frenz with water bomb..i wasnt happy about it..just cant help him ..but then try to make sure he is dry..I just scare that he is wet..then he will catch a cold..I guess whoever is in my shoes will feel unhappy right?? But I cant stop in time as he already get wet..haiz..21st birthday hhaa..actually not yet 21 la..he celebrate earlier hhee..

Well I reached the chalet with Jufri at 4 plus but he wasnt in..I was disappointed as I thought I will see him the moment I got there..is ok..anyway he was back from collecting cake around 6..
I guess I didnt want him to get "bullied" then I was like a kola bear hhaa stick to him which wasnt like wat i used to be....I dunno..helping him to take things and then acc him upstair whenever I can..

I ate a little bit of food only as the fire was slow sia..it was windy u see..the weather gd..mm..then at 9 plus he cut the cake ..yeah chocolate cake ..sweet but nice..then I help him to take pics lor..hhaa then his frenzs tease us..was shouting..kiss kiss..Of course we didnt ..this is private thing..shy shy la hhee wont do it in front of so many pple right??

I went home around 11 ..Vin's bro drive me home..of course with dear inside the car acc me to my door step :) so sweet..
although didnt enjoy much but treat it as a gathering lor..not so bad lah..just dun feel happy coz his gals frenzs seem planning to sabo him but seeing tt I wasnt happy about it they didnt do it lor..lucky lor..if not I sabo them lor.. then I slept around 3am that night..I couldnt get to sleep ..haiz..

Yesterday just stay at home..feel tired as I wake up around 9 plus..cant sleep further sia..dunno why..then afternoon take a nap..didnt do anything lor..too tired..well Vin feel more tired though..

alright end here..

I didnt blog for a few days..mm..now update about this few days..I went to dear's chalet at changi civil service club to check in with him on friday..10 feb..then ate rojak and keep him acc til I went home at 4 plus..just be together for 2 hours..hhee..I have to go home..then Hadi, Andrew and Chandra reached so they keep him acc..hhee they played PS2..they are like so excited while playing game..lol..hhaa How I wish I can keep him acc more..but cant..

Well then I went to his birthday party on sat..which is the day before..bbq lor..I feel that it wasnt fun coz dear get sabo by his guys frenz with water bomb..i wasnt happy about it..just cant help him ..but then try to make sure he is dry..I just scare that he is wet..then he will catch a cold..I guess whoever is in my shoes will feel unhappy right?? But I cant stop in time as he already get wet..haiz..21st birthday hhaa..actually not yet 21 la..he celebrate earlier hhee..

Well I reached the chalet with Jufri at 4 plus but he wasnt in..I was disappointed as I thought I will see him the moment I got there..is ok..anyway he was back from collecting cake around 6..
I guess I didnt want him to get "bullied" then I was like a kola bear hhaa stick to him which wasnt like wat i used to be....I dunno..helping him to take things and then acc him upstair whenever I can..

I ate a little bit of food only as the fire was slow sia..it was windy u see..the weather gd..mm..then at 9 plus he cut the cake ..yeah chocolate cake ..sweet but nice..then I help him to take pics lor..hhaa then his frenzs tease us..was shouting..kiss kiss..Of course we didnt ..this is private thing..shy shy la hhee wont do it in front of so many pple right??

I went home around 11 ..Vin's bro drive me home..of course with dear inside the car acc me to my door step :) so sweet..
although didnt enjoy much but treat it as a gathering lor..not so bad lah..just dun feel happy coz his gals frenzs seem planning to sabo him but seeing tt I wasnt happy about it they didnt do it lor..lucky lor..if not I sabo them lor.. then I slept around 3am that night..I couldnt get to sleep ..haiz..

Yesterday just stay at home..feel tired as I wake up around 9 plus..cant sleep further sia..dunno why..then afternoon take a nap..didnt do anything lor..too tired..well Vin feel more tired though..

alright end here..

Well today very sian leh..nothing much to do now.. mm..so blog now..later have dance..I guess Yan Hong never come to sch le..still sick ba..later I think I will go home first since I will be alone.. if not I have to rot for 3 hours..sure cannot stand it..

Today didnt eat breakfast ..getting hungry soon..haiz..talk about office admin de CA..I get it yesterday.Yesterday forget to blog..surprised that I didnt fail or wat..alright la.get 77 marks lor.. so so la..then mkt project my group's mark I was surprised too..we did alright.the mark is.80 plus lor.. :)

End here..nothing much to blog le..

Well today so tired this morning..mm..well yesterday went to orchard..day b4 also..hhaa went to watch chingay on sat lor..alot of pple..have dinner then go with dear to watch chingay..
Sunday which is yesterday go and shop for present lor..Kl de..hhee bought her a watch hhee..purple colour de..
mm..luckily dear already know wat i buy for him if not today while having lunch ..Yh say so loud that I bought watch lor..I cant tahan her..sometime never think b4 she speak..vin so near us lor..next table only.Anyway is ok lah..but I guess KL may know what I buy for her..Yh la..haiz..her big mouth..

well many pple left le..they go home le after doing their work..hhee..at lst internet cant use sia..lucky can..I need to check out info ..email etc..if not cant use very sian..

Alright end here..

Fifth day of Chinese New Year

Today mood seem sian when I heard dear maybe not driving me home lor on his birthday coz he drive not tt gd ..his dad dun allow him to drive alone le..abit disappointed though..sigh..sian..always disappoint me de..can't be helped..mood now alright..

I watch vcd for quite a long time..only 20 discs but I take so long as I wasnt at home etc..I watch xia yi zhan cai hong,hk drama regarding fashion design de..nice sia..I can tell who will end up with who..kind of obvious..

Maybe is still CNY ..some classmates didnt come to sch..hhaa go bai nian?? I dunno..so fast is the fifth day of cny..ah gong not around for one week le..time flies..hope he is fine ..

alright end here..dunno wat to update le

Happy New Year to all...

Well didnt update for quite many days..firstly happy new year to all..mm..

I didnt get to bai nian..sad to say my ah gong passed away b4 cny has come..sad..been missing him since he wasn't around..

well so didnt go anywhere except bedok lor during this cny period..
I cant get ang bao also..nvm..just hope he is happy and dun need to suffer anymore it will be good.

well today back to sch le lor..just study lor..as usual..sometime just miss ah gong..anyway I am ok de..just feel life unpredictable..and life and death is normal..

mm..anyway already get a gift for dear le..hhee next sat go his birthday party and give him..mum worry I go home too late dangerous..Should be ok..dear say he driving me home..hope so..when tt is confirm then say lor..if not mum sure say de how come he says he driving me home yet never do it..

end here..have to do work..