Updates

Wow it has been 3 years since I log in to post something. Many things happened lately. Thank God I survived and did what I like when I can. live life to the fullest and move on with life. No point feeling unhappy and spare a thought for others so much that I did not spare a thought for myself.Continue to walk in faith for God will not fail me but human being will.. I learnt alot lately though sometimes its through the hard way. I can see who really cares and who doesn't. I appreciate it seriously.

Thank God for pple around me. Appreciate you all and I will cherish you guys and hope buddies will still be there for each other til our hairs turn white. I have faith I believe we will coz some pple you might know for quite few years but dunno them deep enough.just surface friends. No point making too much effort la. Don't waste my time. It's the 8th year soon that I am child of God. Time flies.

2nd post for the year

Oh well I just realise that I didn't really blog and this is the 2nd one for this year.

Nothing much except for work. I am still looking out for better opportunities and sometimes I feel that no doubt I am occupied but at the end of the day, I don't feel happy at all. I am not sure what I really want. Not easy to get a gd job as well.

Anyway Hl and the rest do wanna get him along with regards to activities.
I am not sure why I feel uneasy. I guess I just want to get away from him before I fall in deeper. Maybe it's not so strong after I sense that he might not be the one. I am really not sure who will be the one. I just feel that I can click with him but we seldom contact lately. Busy with our stuff that perhaps we dun feel that we should even contact ya. Even if we do, what should we say? Friends around me start to settle down and that's when I ask myself, what have I been doing? Kind of getting old liao this days. sigh...Even if I get to do my fav stuff, at the end of the day I feel that I have not really achieve anything. Simply not happy and I have no idea why is that so.
What should I do to make myself feel better? I am really trapped. So emo!

Update again after so long

Oh Well hasn't been blogging after quite some time.Decide to post again. This year has been ok so far. Of course not very happy about work stuff but then again I guess that's life. Boss been feeling that my work not up to the standard for now and trying to find out what is wrong with me..Oh well nothing much except that this is not the work that I wanna be at. Ever since F left,I just have to handle whatever stuff that he assigned alone and he might feels that I should try to handle this n that and at times I can't do it. As a result, work performance sucks ya. Ok perhaps I shouldn't talk about work as it makes me unhappy. Just hope that there is good opportunties and I will leave. I worked for at least a year plus now. As for happy moments,CQ get top ten once again :) As usual last one to be called up..As it was held at MBS this year, somehow the excitment not as strong as we were at rws..I find that this year SA is very normal..It's ok.. Anyway happy that Cq is the main actor for Ghost on air. Thx him for inviting us to the gala premiere :) Actually I don't watch horror movie but I will be going to support him though. Perhaps watch again with my friend who is interested if I dare to watch again :P I heard that they will be at Jcube tomorrow but I won't be going down. It's all I shall see everyone at the gala though. Excited though! Thx God for getting to know K better. We went out for dinner on thur and my plan is to go for dessert next time and he is ok with it. :) Not too bad for now though. No one knows what will happen next time. I find him not bad.He loves to read comics. I went with him to kino to get his stuff after dinner though. We chat about anything under the sun. Hopefully he isn't bored with my topics. He seems tired that day..hhaa I love the law joke.. :P funny! LOL.. Anyway it's great time but end up not able to sleep coz of the green tea that I drank in the afternoon..faint! But he give advice plus get suggestion from his sis. that's so sweet though. While walking over to the place, there was a piece of cake on the floor and I nearly trip..so embarrassing! just grab onto him..thx God nothing happen though..phew..Hope to see him tomorrow though and have a little chat. I try not to disturb him but I hope to msg him at times and hopefully he will drop me a msg when he thinks of me..will he?? sometimes he do comment on my fb status..Thx you for encouraging me. I guess is both of us encouraging each other. Somehow we know each other a few years but still dunno you well. I really hope I can find the right one. I have been searching for this few years, who knows actually the person is just right beside me without me realising.Heart affair hard to say.I just have to wait and see.Be more positive! End here

Gd Experience....

A gd news...Received the holy spirit after 3 yrs plus..yes on 15 Nov 2011 as I have the urge..I prayed and I discovered that God had answered my prayer with regards to drawing even closer to Him.something miracle happen..Perhaps I shouldn't say its a miracle as it was planned by Him..I wonder before, how come others react the way they are when they pray etc..hands moving, body shaking, crying etc..finally I understand..I told HL once I discovered and only today then I told S. She said its becoz I am open that's why. Thx God for that..I could even sense that it was stronger while the whole service people were praying as a family..I start to tear for no reason..It had been some time since I tear again.So who is not convinced then?? It's so real..seriously real and I can feel it..let's see what's the next step..I guess its about time to do something about it..

Gonna be another new week while boss will be away..may it be a good week..oh yeah..

Moody..

No idea what happen, just feel moody and she nagged again.no idea what should I say. Rather keep quiet.my chest feels tight at times. Wondering am I ok..time to do a check up..though fri is coming, I don't feel happy. Oh well perhaps I should say nothing much that makes me happy. Maybe SHA? Seriously not looking forward to it either. Anyway get ticket so just go. end here

Moody day

It's Nov. I didn't blog for a month. Seriously don't feel like whining on t or wb etc..I am back to my blog.no idea what really went wrong today n boss in a bad mood so ya, I guess you know what happen next. That's life.tired of things. Just do my part will do..once a while I will think about second plan..Work is stable for now but my life is still empty. I will go and apply for dance lesson soon.That's my plan but I didn't put it into action.Time to go for medical check up as well.Somehow I feel that I need to do so..snacking now with my bro just need to eat

I am back with blogging after a month :P rarely wanna blog as I am lazy..

Happy for J & J as last sunday was their wedding. Thx God for blessing the couple and I pray that they will have a happy marriage.
Somehow I am thinking , where is my Mr right? I did not rush into it and it has been quite a while that I am single..used to it..somehow I sense that is him,but just that he is studying so it doesnt make sense for him to date etc..not bad though..no one is perfect..pple around me telling me to consider him :P but it takes two to have sparks..I believe in YOu Lord..if he is the one,I shall wait for You to plan for me..currently no sparks though..I feel comfortable talking to him though..nothing else..

Well perhaps I am free right now to think about that. Its a relaxed day for me..thx God! I feel good but good moments always end fast..doesnt matter..Cherish what we have..

End here..gonna enjoy food at figos tml :)