My thoughts again,.

Coming to the end of the month, I know I have not blog for some time but then at times I just want to write down how I feel if it is too personal. mm.. work is alright, have outstanding to clear and even have a review with Boss today. Everything seems fine and I need the ABC which he told me..so ya..

Sometime I wonder what guys are thinking lor.so nice at times and yet sometime u really need to ask them things, they ignore you.As if I want to disturb u, no choice. It is my job u know..Can u dun be so nice then? Best is not so nice will be good lor..
Still searching for my prince.A long way though..slowly..concern doesn't mean anything..this is how I feel..

yeah going beach with the rest. :) let's enjoy ourselves there and get to know more friends..

End here..

Back to work soon..

I have a long break til I have to get back to work tomorrow, the feeling isn't that great as I know I have to face all the workload..May I be able to finish my tasks and even handle other stuff as well. I am worried..

This few days as usual do my stuff and rest.I can get to sleep slightly later, which is good..Went to church as usual and even have dinner with WL and YY yesterday. At least I am out of my house..I feel better.. I don't like to be trapped at a place for too long..no life like that.

I was catching fated to love you by Chen Qiao En & Ruan Jin Tian.. I found the drama nice and had some thoughts after I catch it. I know in real life is not like the drama and that there is romantic scene etc..It's very hard in our real life..People are so busy, no time for romance though..

It's really hard when both parties will fall in love with each other.. When can we find someone like that? anyway hhaa 1 of my ah yi was saying, who knows 3 years later, I will be getting married..still a long way for me til I find my Mr right if not don't have to talk about that.. I do wish for but not in a hurry to get attached right now..Let nature takes its course.. I know I don't have many male friends so hard for me to get attached ba haha..Leave it to fate..How long do I need to wait? only God Knows..

I end here..

Cant stand!!

Everything goes on smoothly while I am on leave this two days and what has to be done is done already..that why I can blog here.

By right, I want to blog about my thoughts last night but after doing my things, I don't feel like doing so anymore. So ya

I can't understand why some people are just so insensitive towards things or issues..You can keep on making fun of me as if I am a clown? that you can have fun teasing me and you don't even bother how I feel..too much! You still say I am so fun to tease.. what the hell! I know is not a big issue but I have enough! Can you be more tactful??

Anyway thank God for all the blessings..Indeed God is great!

I shall end here..

How far can it scretch?

I just wonder and have a lot of thoughts and was thinking how far can a band stretch? u talk about comfortable zone and we need to stretch. Everyone has different tolerance level u know that? I don't dare to think so much. As times goes by, I will just try to do my best. I have to ask God to help me at this point of time. At times I really feel down til I don't want anyone to help not even God.. what is wrong with me? I can't even stand the normal stress, so how am I going to be able to handle the stress which I gonna have soon..Beside you know I can't knock off early, what do you want me to do?
I hope everything will be fine if not perhaps u will see a gloomy and a very shag person. That's the worst I can go right?

I always feel that you think you have a lot of experiences in life in that line so you know everything and you have to teach me how to handle life? Sorry that is not what I want and wish for. I have my own mindset and I know what I am doing.. I don't need you to teach me everything as in what to do in life. If that is the case, I don't think I should exist since it is no point if people is telling you what to do in life..pointless to live.. We live for ourselves and not others..I know perhaps you meant well but you are trying to tell me that I am lousy is it?

I shall stop here. I don't wish to comment further..

Is great to exercise!

It is really great to be able to sweat it all out. I feel tired..I went to service this morning and set off to play badminton after that with cousin and the rest..I only slept for a few hrs so I was really tired now..Watching charity show alone and resting..sigh so lonely..

I don't know why, when I am so free I tend to think a lot. Thought about fate, wonder why the right guy has not come. WL was right, they are my past so why should I bother. I know what I am thinking.. Just let it be lor, why should I bother out abt how the person feel..Some things are fated.. Is urs will be urs, no need to worry so much..
I can tell, women's sixth sense quite accurate..I feel good though now to be single so why should I bother so much and let myself be unhappy. What is the point of doing that..

Alright end here..Don't feel like blogging that much..

Updates..

Well some updates..mm..life has been the same..work..Thur was a public holiday so I went out with Pei Fen, Wei Ling & Yao Feng to orchard..Yu Yan & Ming De join us after that straight at far east and we had dinner together..The thai restaurant's food was not bad though.. We order dishes and rice. Yummy! We kind of enjoyed ourselves as Pf, me & WL bought what we wanted. I bought a pair of shoe and a dress :) Spent money again but I believed is worth it..

I was on mc yesterday as my eye was red and I felt itchy just went to see doctor.. I am fine already and Boss did showed concern.

Anyway talking about today I went to tampines and shopped there with Mum & brother..end up spending money again on jewellery. I loved shopping..I saw nice earrings so I bought 3 pairs.. There was 10% discount so ya and not expensive. I gave one pair to Mum. I also bought another pair of Cross earring..It had been quite some time and I had not get any "cross" necklace nor earring so I bought one..after shopping around, We went to visit Grandma who was at tampines and also to collect my cpu from my uncle.. Bought some toiletries too..

That was what I had been doing for the past few days and as for tomorrow which is Sunday, I will be going to sunday service and then head down to play badminton with my cousin and church friends.. yeah a fruitful weekend? I was a bit lazy though to bring all my stuff but anyway prepared them..

At times I feel that many things are still beyond our control just like heart of affairs.. I have no idea how and when it comes.. anyway I do hope that I can find someone who likes me and I like him.. To me, I feel that is normally one sided love rather than two way..It is really hard to find.. I won't force and won't try means to get it..no point..I leave it to fate..though I fear of bgr cause of some reasons but I do longer for it at times..I like the feeling of being dote and love..Who doesn't? At times you have to find the right person and the right feel..when will it happen? I have no answer for it but just wait and see..

Alright I end here..