A new post for August..seriously really dunno what to say..I just act as normal but deep down I hate myself again..the old me was back while working but there came a news whereby she decide to leave and left only me working..I can't accept it but slowly I accepted it but then again everything has to be done by me..yes only me and I really dun like it though workload reduce. I am tired of going back to the same path assisting one boss alone again but I am indeed doing so right now. I know you wanna see how long can I work and you predict that I won't work long..well we shall see..
I don't need discouragement from anyone and I don't deserve that as well..I will prove to myself..not because of anyone.

Somehow though I prayed but I feel that I am even escaping from our God..not wanna to go church this weekend..coz I don't want to listen to his sermon.I am tired..don't wish to tell anyone about how I feel again with my face outbreak of pimples..

I don't know what should I do. just continue to work then.what can I do? that's life.

End here.