Unhappy Day..

I simply thought that today will be a fine day going to work..I didnt know early in the morning there will be incident..then Boss just comment abt the work done by that person at the meeting..it happened to be me..so can u imagine how I feel..I simply have no pride at all..I mean I didnt do correctly is my fault..I admit but u dun have to say it infront of everyone..this is wat I hate..end up the rest helped me with the work..Thanks everyone!! I just feel sad and angry lor..I had never been shoot by boss like that..though it was a small matter..I dun like..He simply dun care abt how others feel and just hurt u without realising it..He did that to other staff also..he hurt my pride that why I upset..bad

I really appreciate previous company boss..maybe it is always the case whereby u see different boss then u will realise actually u found a gd boss then u doesnt cherish it..I cherish it lor..It is becoz of the job scope that why I left..
Maybe it is a learning experience that GOd wish to let us learn n see more things..I have to take it as a test..Simply wont stay there for long..wat to do just work n gain experience..I am not a gd employee..

Well this is parcel of life and that we still learning things..everyday is a learning day.. :)

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Happy and enjoyable day..

Well I am a bit tired right now and I shall post a short one..

I am on leave today and settle some personal thing then head down to visit ex colleagues in PH..really glad to see them and I know they r happy to see me..yeah.. have quite a long chat with Xiao Wu..long time no chat wat..after that I meet Bro..
We went to vivo to shop and have dinner at secret receipe..frankly speaking we r quite close nowaday..of course we are just close friend now..food at the secret recipe was alright but too filling..maybe I ate something b4 that so wasnt that hungry ba..anyway thanks bro for his treat..planning for our next "date"..we thought of lots of programs and he seem very excited abt it..hhaha..
By the way finally bought my speaker..yeah..

It was a relaxing day and just sit down have a chat at the open gallery..It was nice man..I never feel so happy for quite some time lor..I really feel happy for the whole day..horray!! k end here..getting late..

Stress with work..

It has come to the 3rd week of working late..anyway manage to clear the work and can finish soon I guess but it really make me mood damn bad and down..cannot take it..I take a break yesterday after work and went to orchard to shop with Mum & Xiao Jie..I bought a white bag n two cardigans.did I spell correctly? nvm.. quite happy to shop and drink coffee at coffee club..spend an amt of money on all these lor..I hardly go out nowaday..so long didnt shop already..one month? abt there..haiz..we just relax during chalet then after that is cheong our work..wat the..
btw Vooka with rasbery flavour..I really cant consume it..I think I am allergy to it..skin allergy..I drank others still not so bad..well not going take it again.. :(
Took it last night and feel damn itchy n slight rashes seem to be coming out..sob..nose blocked..weird..now I am pretty sure I am quite allergy to alcohol..

I am tired today..Dad asked us to have supper at quite late..2 plus in the morning..after that then I slp at around 4..really tired after drinking n I fall asleep..slp til quite long..afternoon..opps..nvm..I must have a gd rest lor..
anyway after shopping I dun seem to be happy..weird..I think I am really thinking too much n I am too stress..back to work again tml..sian.tired..

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Rest Day..

Today's weather can be unpredictable..It rains just now and it becomes sunny again..Life is just unpredictable not just weather..I remembered I cant take it on Fri and then I went off at 5.30 without doing any OT..the stress just comes and I cant take it anymore and feel like crying but I didnt..I went to arcade with my younger brother to destress..though we need to spend money but throwing the basketball really can make me destress in a way..throw til I have no strength..we play alot of times for that lol..addicted?? maybe..of course we play other games too..

It was a holiday yesterday so I was not working..I was kind of tired..partly becoz I slp late..slp quite alot I guess..wake up quite late :P I just went to church as usual and time just flies past like that..went to have some food with my cousin etc and went home..sat is always the case..boring..how I wish I can do something happily..I guess it has been a long time since I went out to shop on sat..due to going to church..I went out on sun instead..anyway doing window shopping may end up buying stuff hhaa..I guess I wont really shop til next month..spend quite alot this month..
So ya have to save a little..

As for today, I just dun feel like going anywhere but rest at home..perhaps wait til we dun have any extreme OT then I start 2 go out and have fun on weekdays and weekends..yeah..sometime really no time and there is no life..work work work is all I do..I know it is a gd way to stop myself from thinking abt unnecessary stuff but it is way too much for me..unbearable..We may rest a while but after that it is back to the same old thing..omg! I telling myself to endure and move on..trying hard..
How long can I endure?? I wish I know the answer but I dun..
so where is the right job for me?? I just wish to find a suitable one and stay there and just work on..

I shall end here..

I am back..

I am back from downtown east chalet..so fast.. is great..we stay for two nights..if one night only surely not enough..we have bbq on fri night..enjoy ourselves..helping out to wash food etc..then bbq by Restine's 老公& Wendy's friend..hhaa basically I only sit down n eat :P
我们很幸福喔..哈哈..
We didnt slp at all for the entire night on fri..we were really tired the next day..Mei Na , Ke Xin & I didnt slp at all while the rest still manage to slp lor..
We didnt slp so we went for a walk n play sparklers and head to macdonald 2 have some drink n light food while waiting to catch the sun rise..
romantic? lol too bad is not with the one I love..well..hopefully I can catch the sun rise with my future partner one day..
We went to escape yesterday..I love go kart..so fun n can feel the thrill..so relaxed though to drive and have fun..
It is a pity we didnt know there are more shops that we can shop around but anyway we went to explore b4 we go home..hehe go arcade til stuck there lol..dun want to go back yet..lol..though we waste a bit of time on sat, but then is gd that we can relax ourselves and have fun..of course have to spend some money la for chalet..is normal but is ok since it wont be that often..yeah..working life is too stress with OT everyday..I intend to work a while and will leave lor..cannot tahan la everyday OT..sick and tired of it already..I need some fresh air..I need some space on weekdays..I need some time to hang out with frenzs to destress..

I shall end here..

Simply stress..

Well I enjoyed my weekend like I mention it previously but when it comes to work, I simply feel moody..work simply cant finish and I wasnt unhappy with the job or anyone..I just simply dun like OT..the job is fine..But for this few days or should I say since last week, I work til 8.30pm..sat was fine though work til 2pm..haiz..what to do , this is working life and I know I shouldnt complain abt life..I cant help it but pour out how I feel.. I just feel moody becoz of work? I myself not sure either..sigh..I dunno what wrong with me..nothing much but I simply dun feel happy..perhaps dun see the sunset at all and leaving the office at 8.30 really isnt the ideal time that I want but is a marine company..cant be helped..

I can understand why pple resign..simply not enough time to finish the work within 2 weeks deadline..omg!!! It is a matter of time to gain experience and simply not the job that I wish for..I dun wish to talk abt anything bad lor, be it company or boss..but what i can say they r too "thrifty" and particular abt certain issues..BTH lor..what the..

I end here..