Nowaday seldom blog..nothing much to write lah..then I also tired..so i guess one week update once..sometime too lazy to type..

well today stay at home..sleepy ...lunch n dinner i help mum buy lor..actually partly is becoz I hungry so went to buy..my mum do spring cleaning ma..so i buy..then today i did my hw also..sian..but have to do..i completed..then can rest lor..then read through HRA unit 3..we were told tt we need to do role play hhaa..cant imagine wat we will act as..nvm we will know on mon ba..

hhaa fri was a great n memorable day..My lu acc me lor from afternoon til at night..wow my bed spoil liao..tell hui ar..she say me too fat liao is it..hhaa not leh..is tt the bed already going to be spoil..then weight too heavy wat..coz i lie down he sit wat..haa..anyway is solveD..mum solve it..wonder woman!! super ar haha..then i guess lu abit paiseh lah..nvm de lah..is time to get a new one hhaa.abit fear now when i sleep.but is ok lah..

temporary lor..wow..fri concert at sch lousy..so sian..somemore so early have CNY concert siao de..somemore 1 hr only..celebrate with hari raya haju..i dunno how to spell haa.. orhestra...no gd..coz short of some instruments..not so nice.Beatty de nicer..i feel Beatty de watever also better than college central..last time i used to complain Beatty wat no gd..now even worse..sch com lan sia..ok lah end here..

TodaY is sat le..one week never go shopping..hee finally did went out..then feel happy lor..hhaa now abit tired..is it hungry? Maybe leh..went to catch a movie today..kung fu hustle..It is nice..funny too..have stephen chow act..hhaa..it is very cartoon type..real life is like not possible de..alot fighting ..then funny reaction or action hhaa..pple in the cinema laugh n laugh..i do laugh too..then go n have dinner..and went to shop around and after go to merlion park a while..alot of pple..haa then after that went home..

Wat i know..spending time with him is a great thing no matter how long lor..a few hrs or whole day lor.. :) just stay happy lah..

today is public holiday. wow one week never update already..sometime dun feel like updating...I wake up i feel still sleepy lor..I dunno why..I went to si yi's house..There is curry chicken etc..I eat..then went to hawker centre drink ice tea and Ah yi order things to eat n drink..wow full leh...then cant digest lor..haha..sian leh..we shop around bedok central..nothing much..but after eating etc i feel awake..today feel abit sian..xiao yi n Vivien n Cheryl went together to si yi's house..at night eat hor fun..hhaa so full..mm..never see someone abit sian ba..but leh have msg etc alright lah..can meet de wat..

sometime dun want write here..coz maybe is privacy lor etc..i rather dun write here..and also lazy to type..hhaa.
i end here lah..dun want write further..

Very fast..is Fri..I been going to sch for one week already.. tomorrow is sat..great..hha can sleep later..mm..today not that tired..but is a long day for us..start lesson at 8.15..end at 1.15..in between no lunch..but Mrs Quek let us have a break..which is good..

Today go sch ..abit unhappy think abt YH ba..but alright lah..lesson alright i pay attention..but is like double period.Tiring..we have break in between is ok..IT lesson i try to do ..hungry n tired that i cant focus..almost forget how to do hhaa..but after that ok lah..i worry for IT..do til so lan..the rest i still can cope i guess..core module somemore..

Just feel moody right now..i also dunno why..maybe hhaa want his acc..haha..but he did wat today..mm..a while lah..still ok..I guess not enough time??getting busier lor..can't be helped..but I won't angry or wat..maybe abit sian sian..this is normal..I will try understand and not be unreasonable..but sometime I feel moody coz of that I also can't control..Sometime u have to think of others not just yourself..that wat i know..I guess usually i think too much for others end up gaining nothing..but sometime wei ren ci sheng is needed..never mind I guess tml will be great.

Time flies..sch has started..i didn't update for quite many days..mm..sch so far alright..just that everyday we have to wake up so early..i feel so sleepy every day..but still can manage to study lah. It is alright lah.. When I reach home hhaa feel awake..I feel abit tired right now..Well abit moody..

Today do the IT a bit blur but in the end I get it lor .Yan hong teaches me..I don't know lah why like cant focus..hhaa I think not that I can't , is just that sometime dunno wat Mrs Yeo trying to tell us to do and i am tired..She makes me blur..Maybe i worry too that I cant do IT well..My IT i do til very lousy..I got to practise more..I do til abit stress lor..sian..

Anyway I am alright..I think didnt get to talk to him then abit sian..cause studying wat..I feel that although everyday we meet in sch..I do miss him..I miss the times being with him..I understand that we do have our own life n friends so alright lor..but i still wish he can be by my side sometimes and I'll be happy and cheerful..

haha I can be so crazy at times..I dunno why I can be so crazy..with yan hong around surely laugh til mad or play til crazy..haha.Mf comes join us for lunch..I feel that we neglect her but she seem quiet dunno wat to talk..then we are there talking she so lef t out lor cant be helped wat..i try to talk to her already..but maybe really no topic ba..I can sense that she is lonely lor..some classmates like dun care her..i know why ..I understand ..well but for now she is alright..just that she is very quiet..

I can be quiet at times which means something is wrong..i too quiet maybe because i am tired, sleepy or no mood sia..like today alright lah..did talk but sometimes not really..Andrew yesterday was asking me why i feel sad..i am alright already..Sometime i dun feel like blogging..as others can see wat i wrote..quite a no. leh..but close frenz N Vin see is ok lah..nothing secret also..:) secret i wont write it here..

mm..yesterday and today hhaa i did really paid attention in class..got to study hard..i have the motivation lor..which is good..work hard together..think abt him i feel happy leh.can smile..I cant say really really so xin fu ..but I feel I am xin fu de right now..someone dote me but I hope is forever..everlasting de..I want happiness not saddness.. :) mm..just study hard.I guess i change..haha sleep later etc..must be the same me..I dunno lah did i change to become bad? hhaa..hope not..I still guai ar :P

wat a day!!

today went Vin's house..then plan to go cycle..in the end dun have..stay at his house..then eat dinner..then after that go Tampines ..He went to take contact lens..then shop a while..haiz..then abit late liao..i not back..then saw mum's msg..wow so fierce like tt..say i never reply..i didnt hear wat..a few msg not read..i put inside bag cant hear..not an excuse wat..she says i give excuses..kind of angry liao..bro calls me..ask me go home..aiya just like tt..angry de..last time i abt this kind of timing 9, 10 plus reach home also ok..dunno her lah.everytime say..dun do wrong thing.. if not dun come back..wat i do??we never do wrong thing leh..we are young adult wat..who dunno the ho guo meh?

Everytime say go sch is an excuse to avoid working..wat sia..who dun want get better qualification? everyone do have goals..but is whether u will work hard for it and achieve it lor..i admit i can be lazy..i trying lor..got to study hard for better life next time wat..
I do know i dunno to do housework etc..haiz..i guess can learn de..not as if dunno..i dun have do wat..how she knows i cant do? is whether u do it well or not..
sometime I dunno lah do i have pressure?? cause having a relationship why always kanna nag de..parents scare this scare that..can they have confidence in me? maybe i simple gal..they scare..i think i know de lah..i know my limit..if He goes overboard i will stop him..i know wat..wat wrong..sometime feel ai yi ge ren hao xin ku leh..ni ai ta..but u also must think of pple around u..but relationship stuff not two person de meh? dunno leh..but wont give up lah..coz cannot problems ar occur u give up..must try solve..but this time the problem is not us..i think i do feel the pressure..adults are weird..u do like this wrong..do like that also wrong..i dunno wat they want..wat i do then consider right? obey ar..be a gd gal at home..she says wat listen wat?? like that..wat the difference between human n dogs..we have our rights right? i am not 5 years old leh..not saying angry or wat..sometime i really dunno lah..how should i behave then parents satisfy..

actually today go out mood fine de..then come back haiz..sian..but write liao feel better..anyway she stop nagging hhaa..end here..

My birthday!!

wow..today hhaa i old liao :P went out..go cafe cartel eat. i eat fish n chip.. he eats pork ribs..hhee lu treat me..actually can say nothing much lah today..just shop eat dinner. i went to look for mum a while and she says she wants to buy clothes but in the end didnt buy.. well..birthday also no difference..juz that i am older liao hhaa..wat i know is spending time with him i surely feel happy.. Today i feel happy..just tt stomach abit not well..dunno why..but leh alright liao lor.. :)

so far we are so gd..although at time there are unhappy things...there is always ups n downs ..like life n relationship..if there isn't any ups n downs..there isnt any learning..whenever there is problems or watever, u learn from it..as u learn u grow up too..learn to be more mature in thinking etc..haa i can say i can be childish at times..but this is human nature..even adults do have some childish behaviour ..i guess i will learn lor as time goes by to think more mature.. :)

Sch reopening soon..i just let it comes by..coz it will come de..then study also gd..can see frenz n study together..life will be more meaningful not so bored ..ok i end here ..