I was not very busy today though though rather occupied..Had our staff phototaking session.I nearly "faint" cause of the incident..how could you be so blur even if people didn't indicate.you can read also though.perhaps is my fault also..you can give to them instead of the others..oh man! In the end I have to recall back..what to do!

Well another incident, I broke the left side of my earphone..yes,tooo strong ar..the plastic broke..opps..sigh
I was blur that I forgot to bring home my make up kit which was in the sweater bag..you see how blur I am..

Yeah I got my ice cream mooncake after craving for some time..I have not eaten yet however I tried the flavour..personally love mangosteen flavour.I believe chocolate is normal.I wanna buy some snowskin flavour with loctus paste soon..probably next wed? As I won't be able to get it this few days due to classes.

I am gonna start on my revision after blogging..wasting some time on installing of msn..no time to waste as there is test tml..sigh
Personally can't understand why some people would tell us that they can't do or they have no time to do their assignment.thus they get us to email them so they can take it as a reference. I am rather pissed off with that.It's not one person is two person!!

I shall end here..Pray that tml will be a good day as well and I can do my very best for the test! wish me gd luck!

yeah is midnight..I had my accounts test already..well I was so stress when doing the paper especially the P&L..however I finished it and done with it..I did my best so no point thinking about it now..

Sometime I dun understand why u can mess up the schedule etc..and I fill it in and u lost the slip..surprisingly, I am not that angry though..simply dun like it..I wrote it again lor..I still like ms DK..she won't push everything to me unlike u..sigh..
well is alright..that's what I have been telling myself as I am leaving soon..

Kind of emo as after the long break..5 on mc..wow wow luckily she handles lol..:P now you know how I feel hhaa..let u have a feel of it..

Up next is biz law test..hope I can do..suppose to type the notes and end up I didnt do it yet..probably tonight? I wanna eat snowskin mooncake and ice cream one..I will go n buy..

End here

The 7 delcaration of Jesus Christ

I would like to blog and share what Pastor KC preach.

I found it meaningful

The 7 declaration of Jesus Christ:

He sustain-John 6:48 I am the bread of life
He shines-John 8:12 I am the light of the world
He saves-John 10:9 I am the door
He shepherds-John 10:11 I am the good shepherd
He sparks-John 11:25 I am the resurrection and the life
He secures-John 14:6 I am the way, the truth and the life
He spouts- John 15:1 I am the true vine

I am tired..am I hungry? I feel shag..I just wanna sleep soon.well watched G force with the rest..I find the storyline normal however the hamsters were cute.It was funny..Enjoyed it..oh ya we have not paid HL yet..owe her money :P shall pay her when I see her..I need to sleep already..too tired lor after the k session last night. I need my sleep..

Good night!

Yeah is sat..I just want to update my blog.

Well I had fun last night.Time to study hard soon..kind of lazy today.I intended to wake up at 10 and end up I slept til around 12.opps.I felt tired. I came back around 1am wor.yea.
I met up with Ame,Hui & WL yesterday and we went to timbre@ art house for dinner.We ordered two pizzas, drinks & timbre chicken wings.I ordered shirley temple and guess what all of us tried the new beer(can't remember the name). We just order two small bottles and shared..It was the first time I saw Ame drank. I know hui drank before but there was the first time we drank together wor. :) Thx God though it rained yesterday, the rain stopped when we met up.
Well we sat indoor enjoying the cooling weather and the live band while having our dinner and chit chatting..it was fun as we took quite a number of photos..lol..after that we decided to head to party world at liang court to sing til 1am. I love the place and realy don't going there again the next time. facility was good.

Waiting for the photos as there were with hui. :) shall end here..feeling sleepy again oh no..after lunch effect. End here..
Gonna go church soon and then catch G Force! Actually I dun have the urge to watch but since HL planned, I will just go along..

Getting a bit tired..today's lesson was great as we went through some revision for the test..I guess I will be doing better..yeah finished up my assignment..gonna revise work when free and then cya guys tml wor for our dinner :)

I wanna sleep soon..gd night

I just want some peace.. I have work to do now..can't I have some peace? sigh..is hard to do the assignment.. stress.suddenly feel blank..how? I feel so shag like that..I don't want to do anything..my mood is affected. need some wisdom and focus..really.. that is what you think, is not what I think..sigh..what wrong with u all? old liao is it..mood like different..

Relaxed..

Well I am a bit tired might be due to drinking? I went to church as usual and then HL, Shuji & I went to have Kfc first with Patrick & Chi Xiong & 3 of us head to wisma's indochine to have a drink..I hope I didnt spell wrongly..well there was a live band so it was quite good though. I had appletini..yummy! it was nicer than lychee & watermelon martini which I tried elsewhere..I love the appletini which consist of vodka, apple syrup, 7-up etc..Shuji can drink alot..he had a bottle of beer & two drinks..He tried to order one martini for HL lol..end up HL didnt drink much as she has to wake up early so she had some fruit juice..

I felt relaxed..time to cheong for assignments soon! I get started already..a pity Angelia cant come today..is ok..we shall have other activities soon..

Well suppose to be happy..as I get to know and felt relieved as my paper should be fine..I can concentrate on other stuff..just wanna have a quick blogging and do my work..management group project should be fine also..We don't have to worry. Shay explained our individual assignment cum group de..at least I know what to do already. Law was also explained by Alvin..Already started on accounts , just that I have not finished that question so I didnt type it in yet..

Sometime dun understand..you wanna us to be in ur shoe, you also have to be in our shoes..doesnt mean that we aint stress.we have our stress too.It's a different level of stress..I can't even say I am stress..perhaps like what he say coz is the R..that why I feel that way..faith n R increasing..is good..

At times I am busy, not that I wanna ans u rudely.that's my fault..fb stuff..is a leisure stuff..can't u ask me when I am not so busy? at times doing assignments etc, which is more impt? sigh..that why I am abit irritated..I thought u will understand me really well..when I am busy n I get interrupted..is like that..I tried not to but that is my reaction..I am trying to slowly change..at times is best to keep quiet..I tried explaining to u and all I hear from u is telling me to SHut UP! I feel so ...sigh..is ok..I rather keep quiet and finish up my assignment..it's better this way..

I shall end here..relax relax and I wouldnt be stress..

Moody..

Simply feel moody..I Just can't study at all..I just feel like logging off and off hp and sleep la..what is wrong? I am stress..I really dunno..what I want..I just feel like letting it out..better to cry it out? ahhhh..sian..

I don't even know what I wanna blog..I have not start studying lor..shall do it on sun la..assignment etc..end here

Tired..

I am tired..somehow don't wanna do anything except for lazing around. I know I should study etc but somehow not in the mood as I am so sleepy. Well I finished watching when a dog loves a cat.It was sad towards the end when MC is ill.my tears just flow man when I watched.Overall is a good ending..

Somehow it makes me cherish my family & friends more as life is short.Time will not wait for any1. I just wanna finish my course right now.The day has come whereby there is only two more months left. I will work even harder as it is the last sem already! jia you!!! Too tired to blog further..I thought I have more things to blog but somehow dun wish to blog..I feel so thirsty..gonna drink soup..

End here! May God bless my family, friends etc with gd health!

Friday

It's fri again..It's a happy day..I am so relaxed & slack today..well..finally back to work though still coughing..I cough badly normally in the morning and when I am in the aircon room..time to work even harder and enjoy the free time also..I wanna watch drama..

Sometime rather watch drama than chatting there..sometime a small matter becomes a big matter..well perhaps they have nothing to do that why.. :X childish..
Glad that CQ is smoothly filming his movie and the new hairstyle was great..Thx Lynn for showing me the pic :)

Well it would be holiday next week.I can focus more on my studies as workload would not be heavy

Time to update pics tonight when I have the time..I plan to update but I was sick for past few days..

Best wishes to Lalitha & Jamie..May they have better prospect ahead.Glad to have them around as trainee..I will miss them..well is ok as they r in my fb :)

I am hungry..time to have dinner..end here..

Finally recovered..

Well I just went to take my ethics paper today..though I am still coughing, I have recovered from fever..my jean is loose..oh yeah.. :P I just wanna have some rest so I didn't attend lesson today as well..breaking record for not attending lesson for one week..this is the first time of all the 3 sems..

Well I was rather weak and tired for last two days and I didnt realise I have fever on tue til I get home..I visited a doc yesterday and rest though..time to catch up with my studies as I have not been attending lesson..I will look through my notes and try to understand them..all my modules on my table..stress? not really..I have to work hard can't be helped and to finish the law assignment as well.. my last sem!! more eager to study harder..about 2 more months to go

I know what I am more worried about is law paper..well just have to spend some time when I am free on sunday etc to revise ba.. As last min wont help much, gonna start early

As I was sick this two days, longer for someone to be there for me and I wonder when the right person will come..well it has been a year..I know I am ready next year..May God bring the right man to me when the right time comes..I will be getting older again next year and I believe it should be a right age to date seriously..Well not saying that I am not serious abt my previous ones but rather the right time has come for the one..

Gonna watch paris n milan later and then revise abit of work.. make full use of my time ya..

Shall end here..I hope my cough will recover soon

Teachers' day celebration 2009

Well..a moment ago the excitement are there..I did enjoyed myself for the dinner at conrede hotel..opps did I spell correctly? It's at orchard yup and we had 9 tables..not too bad..with games etc..I didnt win any lucky draw at all. I really had fun and hhaa get nominated to go up stage for the Mr & Ms Sch..Crown..not gonna mentioned the sch name..well of course I did not won..I dun even know how to do catwalk and I paired up with John lol..cool..I find him cool then I know I am looking for men his look etc..hhaa He is taken for sure..well too bad..stop dreaming!!

Just start to wonder again where is my Mr Right , God? I know He will provide when time comes..

Clement & Delina win..hope I didnt write the wrong name..guess what VP get the most loudest voice teacher..so funny..there r other awards such as caring teacher, most neatest table.none other than ALvin Lee..his table really neat..congrats to JJ for winning award and lucky draw..Most popular EAS male award..

We had buffet..didn eat much..ate one round is enough..the first and the last teacher's day with the sch..I enjoyed it alot! thx sch for making it such a nice event.. :)

shall end here..back to work later..sian..shouldnt be too busy..Thx God..I took some pics..will upload when free

It's sunday..I slept throughout yesterday as I have rashes on fri night.yeah I went to see doctor yesterday and after taken the medicine, I felt so sleepy so I slept throughout the afternoon and even as I ate my dinner, I felt sleepy once again and went to bed not very late at night..I am like a pig, wasting my sat away.Well can't be helped..As a result, I had not done any revision.. I will have to do it today and ignore other module assignment etc first and focus on ethics and making sure that I will pass on thur..my leave is approved but I didnt take leave on wed..I am not sure whether can I cope this time round.I will try my best.

I know that after my paper, I will have to start on biz law assignment..stress man..as test is coming..after the test, there are other tests and assignments' deadline as well.oh man..I know this is the last lap but it seem abit hard..struggling once again til NOV. YEs, is NOV..I have to do my best to pull through til NOV and try to revise when I can..sound hard.. Ganbatte Ne!!

I shall end here!

Somehow too tired this two days to blog..Here's my update.

I stayed at home on sat to do my a/cs.I had dinner with mum & bro though..I was quite tired on sunday, went for service at 8 and I slept around 4.30 and didnt manage to have a gd rest as I had nightmare..thx u Yamashitan-San for bringing us to the jap ramen resturant..I didnt eat much..after that we headed down for thai massage at chinatown introduced by him too..wow the way they massage us was so different and I had a gd slept that night..I was too tired and the massage makes me really relaxed..I slept at 9.15pm and yes you did not see wrongly!! haha..break record..normally I sleep late..The feeling was good..

Mon which is yesterday..crazy lor..I dun wanna say much..is really a busy day..

As for today, well some pple r just so scarastic when they talk..well is ok..I find it unprofessional to behave that way as you r a man.too bad, I can't stop you from saying..I am very sure I did the right thing and it is good enough..it make me feel mad, is alright shall keep my cool and ignore..what goes around comes around..Yes I might grumble but what can I do..I manage to see different kind of people again..another one who will poke into people's affair..personally feel that it is not necesssary..well up to you, I can't stop you..may the next working day be good..Thx God!

I shall end here..

You guys simply don't understand..

I really hope that I don't have to do this and to make it clear to u guys..particularly that two only..I kept receiving calls and sms at the wrong timing..I understand that perhaps you guys don't know when I would be busy..that's fine..what about midnight? I am sure you know that you shouldn't disturb people at that timing. Maybe politely, you can ask if it is alright to chat and not smsing me "Call me now!" are you ordering me? I felt that way because it sound like a command from a boss to a employee.. what the! I don't owe u anything alright? At times, really busy..Perhaps GOd is punishing me for disturbing my friends when I was in sec sch..I used to be quite free and I love to chat..Well no longer now after I start working and also studying..It was pretty tiring after the long day that I don't wish to talk on the phone at all.I don't mind msning though.. :P

You don't understand that sometime even though we have free time, we prefer to spend it alone doing our own stuff or even reading up books etc.. I need my space..at times will go shopping. Weekend is spent with God, fellow brother & sisters, family and also doing assignments..so my schedule is pretty packed, isn't it? well shall end here..I have been packing stuff, filing my accounts stuff etc til I have not done my assignment..let me do it now..

Tense..

Well certain website really seem to have some problem lately..it has been a few days..

I felt not at ease..too many things on my mind..I have already sort it out as in when to do my assignment n when to study..I have to start though but not now..I can't focus on lecture tonight sigh..simply can't get it into my head..Gonna read up when free..I just dun feel like reading anything now..I just wanna watch some drama or listen to radio..

I pampered myself last evening to a piece of chocolate cake and a cup of lychee mint tea at coffee club paragon..nice quiet place..It's good to shop during weekdays..I need a break to sort my thoughts after meeting siew ling for a short while to catch up..She left after a while so I went shopping n high tea alone..well it works after getting a nice break..I sort out my thoughts already and I am more cleared on the direction that I wanna to head to..yummy cake! I bought a pair of shoe at affordable price..20 bucks..

I miss Ms KOh..I prefer her to work with me..things goes more smoothly.sigh is ok la..a few more months to go..I felt that this two weeks, there seem to be alot of unpredictable incident..J's secretary still come and ask me about work though I left 2 months already..doesnt make sense right?

By the way I have finished reading "remember me" ! I can continue to read other books soon.yeah waiting to get the new one 21..when they have smaller version..shall end here

Frustrating..

I am not sure what has happened again..my browser problem?? this blogger and my hotmail seem to have problem..normally it will be ok after some time..so weird..even my facebook has problem..is frustrating..

I just dun understand why things doesnt seem to go smoothly since last week..God..can you help me pls?

I just dun wanna talk much with you..I have to blame myself for being BL, that I start to know you all and then it irritate me when I get calls or sms too late..end up when I tried to leave u a msg..I get accused of disturbing u..what the..so from now on..I can't be bothered..its just a small matter and I shouldn't get affected by it.. I feel irritated as I have better things to do..I need my personal time..I have to change my lifestyle, the time that I get to bed..
Sleeping early is gd for health..I understand how it is like when there is nothing much to do..I try not to disturb friend nowaday..everyone need their sleep and their personal time..so lets be considerate..

I go and start on my a/c hw if not I wont be able to finish them..I have to pack my bag as well..kind of no point feeling unhappy..end here..

Enjoyable movie..

well I caught a nice movie..is a cartoon and is called Up..I went to cineleisure and watched it with cousin.. :) IT's in 3D and this is our first 3D movie..I love it..really worth the money..russell was so cute and then dogs r able to talk..amazing..the cartoon was cute and funny..I would recommend it to those who have not watched..go n watch it!!

haha I know a secret..orh so J & J is together..no wonder..I saw them at ion that day..I am happy for them and I didnt realise they r together..they r way too low profile..May God blessed that this couple will stay happy together always and waiting to hear about their wedding bell.. :) where is mine? I guess mine will be here when the time comes..God will plan..as for now, I have to study hard..

I am quite unhappy with her..coz sometime not free to chat..she would wanna chat..I understand how it feels when u r free..somehow I think differently now..maybe is becoz we r at the different stage of life and I am pretty occupied..I felt that i have grown up..thx GOd..not the same like last time though I feel that at times..I am still abit childish though..my thinking r different now..

I hope that I can learn something meaningful after I finish my course..I know what I want..I wont give up..need to change my sleeping habit.slowly..thx God..I see the change in me..much better though I may not be perfect..

End here..I have a great day!! happy

Saturday!

It's really good when I dun have to work on sat..slept soundly..so many things that I can do instead of spending time outside after work.. Thx God that I Wont get bored..I am pretty occupied each day..I can read my bk n newspaper, study, surf net etc..Well sat is a day whereby I would set aside time to relax myself!! sometime MF wanna ask me to study.She is making me frightened..as I will have my own studying time..I read my biz law N mgtment lecture notes yesterday :) recap what I have learnt..yeah! He wanted to ask me out but I dun feel like doing so even if I am free..pretty busy, dun feel like meeting :P

Well just decide to catch a cartoon movie called UP tonight at cineleisure with Angelia and it's with 3D effect so much more expensive but have not try b4..yeah..going for church as usual later and I have not read my newspaper yet..like so many things that I wanna do..maybe I can catch drama online tonight..

I plan to do my a/c hw/assignment tml..well in excel format? I was quite surprised lecturer want us to type it out..time to revise through my notes for my sub paper..sigh..yes I failed one paper..consider luckily..

Gonna meet up with SL soon..my so called ex colleague wor..didnt see her for some time and I have not meet her for meal yet..we can catch up a little and then I go back n revise my work..k enough of blogging..better go and read my newspaper before going out.

Is Fri..

Once again time flies and is fri..I have been quite busy in the morning for this few days..things just cope up and I feel so stress..til I shear tears today sob..haiz..thx God is solved..dun wanna talk abt it..

I am so glad that tml is sat..gonna have a gd rest.dun think I am going :P too lazy n tired..I dun really have much plans lately except for starting to do my hw n revision..well need to buck up!

Shall end here, not sure wat to write

K session..

Yeah I had a great day today as I had fulfil what I wanna do with my family( my mum & bro)..We went to cineleisure for our k lunch and head off for shopping after that..spent one whole day outside..my legs r aching now..I guess we did enjoyed ourself..and no longer have to snatch notebook...*wink..hhee I bought a clamper bag for myself..10% discount..just buy lor..hheee gd quality..why not..some cookies from mark n spenser..time flies and is back to work tml..I am abit lazy..somehow wish that I have some time for myself but is ok.I had a great weekend :) recharge and back to work tml..

May everything be fine and my sun burnt heal soon..end here..

Happy National Day!

Well yup is national day and I was out today..Well I didn't update this few days..

Let me update now..

My weekend had been packed..well I met up with PC after work on fri..there was nothing much to do since there was ndp celebration..I met up with PC for dinner at mOF n dessert at bugis..I went to church yesterday and went to suntec soup resturant with HL & Yamashita san..yummy..We enjoyed our food..

As for today, went to east coast park with Huay Ling, Angelia & Yamashita-san..We went to cycle and head off for lunch at parkway parade..I am at home now blogging and will head to grandma's place for dinner n watch parade ba..fireworks!!
Grandma's place should be able to watch a little.feeling abit tired and no strength..

Well going k tml with mum n brother..hurray!!! k lunch at cineleisure!! my long holiday has be fruitful..happy!

Shall end here.parade gonna start soon..watching..

Busy Monday..

I was kind of stone today. I was really tired and I did not had my breakfast..oh no I forget to buy donuts lol.I wanted to have them for breakfast..well perhaps I can get something else later on my way to sch..buy and keep it first..no harm..

I was so busy in the morning..kind of moody and stress as I knew what I would be fear of..Well I leave things to God..I will do my very best and God will lead me along the way..

I need to have my dinner and then head for mgtment class.. time flies man..I can't wait for fri to come..long weekend!!

Flea market at Holland V...

Well I felt shag now..it is an enjoyable day though is tiring..I get to experience life at flea market and this is my first time..I am gonna go down again if I can on 6 Sep 2009 and may it be a better one..Thx God for the blessing of good weather and cab..well though I seem to lose two items but nevertheless it was a good experience..sigh WL & the rest r late though.there are interesting incident too..haha..I had headache recovered after taking panadol..I would like to go again when there is a flea market..perhaps to go there once a while if I have items to sell..

Well I know that Elaine jie , XL, JQ di went to see cq at sembawang shopping centre..I didnt go as I was at the flea market..I might consider going to look at all the dj if I have the time..gave it a miss this time though..is alright..hhaa AUnty lucy is the special guest..hhaa CQ!!

I shall end here..gonna surf net a while and then go off to bed as I have to work tml and I have class wor..

Ion

I am feeling tired once again..had a long time..I went out in the morning to meet up with JJ, Charmaine , her friend,Valerie,and Yati to shop at ION..finally..Yati went off after getting bag..Planned to have jap food but it was crowded so we went to hk cafe instead..Well after shopping a while, JJ MIA..Heard that he msg to say that he has to rush off..after that Charmaine's friend left..basically no one stay for very long lol..IOn is quite big but then , it seem normal to me..hopefully there is a day whereby every1 is more free to shop together..I head off to church at 4 plus..had dinner n dessert at bugis with Angelia, Ivan, Huay Ling & Yamashita San and went back home.

I am really tired..ready for flea market!! oh yeah! end here

I am getting tired now..sleepy n hungry..nothing much to do at work as it is fri..is sat now..Aug has come..wow..that's fast..meeting JJ and the rest later at orchard at 11.30..yes we r going IOn and had lunch together..then I will head to church..then have dinner with Angelia, Ivan & Huay ling..then maybe go shopping..

Sunday which is tml..will be having flea market at holland v.first time..need to go dig out what I wanna sell tonight..I have not done yet :P lol..maybe not going..see how I feel lor
might feel so tired..

end here

What kind of service?

Well I am pretty occupied today..I manage to finish what I should do and get home..yeah there is no class today..I guess I am going to gain weight..lots of food to eat while working there..yesterday was mango cake from bengawang solo and we had home cooked porridge by Mdm Phua today.

Well let me update about last night..xl & I pretty luckily at night..We called in :) I just tried my luck and I get in after Xl hang up..really afraid that my call will get cut off again..luckily it didnt..earlier on was Lynn..天啊！好开心喔。。一个星期没打通了！他不记得我的声音。well is alright..so many callers at times..I can't expect him to remember and more over I was having flu previously..lol..surprisingly he still remember Lynn's voice and she was abit sick..flu..can tell though..happy to chat with CQ over the phone..he talk quite alot..everyone was pretty emo during midnight..hhaa He said, every1 try to fake emo ar..hhaa no la..they r just emo lor..either sick or busy though..

Well back to today..I am not happy..have u come across a food eatery whereby you cant get more chilli sauce? so weird..I don't care what reason you give..my objective is to get the service that I want for the price that I paid..the food is getting expensive and the service is pretty bad..I am unhappy with the service..I am not trying to discrimiate the china workers.Their attitude really sucks you know..This is not the first time though.I was thinking of letting them off but then it happens again.I don't wish to patronise the place again since the service sucks..no point though. I can live without it.

I shall end here..

Busy day..

It has been a busy day this two days..I worked til really wanna cry ..stress up as things just seem to come unexpectedly and I had alot to call..kind of cant cope in the morning..thx God is done..I manage to finish my work at 2 plus and rest for one hr..

I started my lesson..had a/c class and it was pretty alright..principle of managment was alright..both lecturers are good..anyway thur has another lesson and off for weekend

I shall end here..so tired..

Class starts tml..time flies

Well..I didnt do much things today..clearing some old magazine n arrange my cupboard..slacking now..my classes gonna start again..it's tml..time flies..I am a little excited..

Actually I start to worry whether can I cope or not as JJ said he has a special program for me..oh no..hope I can finish my work on time and head off to class..starting of the week should be fine..may God bless and grant me success and concentration on my studies n work..I dunno what to blog further..

Shall end here..

Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince

As usual went to church today and head to PS to meet up with Huay Ling n Yamashita san to have dinner followed by movie..of course the book is better, neverthless I find it ok..some part are funny and the last part is really sad..tears just came out.. oh...

I felt sleepy now..shall end here with this short blog..

happy day!

I cant surf the net yesterday..technican come and solve the minor problem and is done today..oh yeah..is fri!! actually consider sat when I post my blog..I feel happy..quite relaxed at work after lunch..manager, vp , p etc went for meeting..hehe.I was so busy b4 lunch..running around the whole sch looking for students..it was really warm when u have to walk around and you are not familar with the place..I guess is a good way to explore around the sch..

I feel good ..finishing my work today..oh yeah..catching harry potter later!! oh yeah! wow just saw the previous TA today..she came to visit us.. :)

Really a pity I didnt have fun today as i dunno they are celebrating wl's birthday..just a simple dinner ba..beside I am waiting for the singtel personel as well..sigh..

I fall asleep a while at 9 plus..gonna sleep late..wanna do things that I like..end here

Moody..

Well simply dunno what is wrong..I dun feel good..anyway tue was racial harmony day and we wore ethic costume to celebrate..CQ was quite high and happy this few days! I didnt call in,sms instead..i didnt call nor sms..tried my best but I cant get in..can't be helped.feeling abit disappointed..sigh..is another work day again..emo..I guess I dun like to do what I am doing..but cant be helped..that's life..you have to do what u dun like..for my studies sake..I bear with it.,..is gonna be tough..may GOd walk with me..end here..

Field Trip..

Yeah I am back from the trip around 5..We went to get dinner etc..
Well this time round, we went to orchid ville, fireflies farm(nothing to do with fireflies), sungei gadoh natural reserve park, marina barrage and the vegetable place again..

I am feeling abit tired now..pretty warm today and it was the first time we went to marina barrage..The place was comfortable.cooling..we entered our trip there and we took train home since we were at marina bay..It's nearer, rather than going back from eunos..which is silly..too bad Cousin Li Ping not able to come with us as she was sick..I shall sms her later to see if she is ok.. :) I took some pics.I will load then when free..

Shall end here..

Enjoyable day!

I will try to blog quickly and sleep soon..feeling drownsy already due to the cough syrup.yup I have a slight cough..I was abit sick on thur and it was my last paper..can feel that i get a flu but thx God, my flu and slight sorethroat has recovered..however I cough sigh..I guess is due to heaty and late nights. I have been sleeping late lor..sigh

I meet up with wl & hui for a meal at pastamania far east plaza and then went to bossini and get my smiley shirt..I also see Chong Qing and Pei Fen hosting the bossini event. I let him know who I am and he remembered..oh yeah! ya is me! Pei Fen ask him if I am his fan..he said is listener.. :) so happy though!

Normally I wont call in to radio station, but after knowing fc pple, they start to encourage me to call and I did..Fc pple r friendly and we dun fight or quarrel la..one big family..great! pple calling me mei mei or jie jie..so respectful hor..Love my didi, meimei & jiejie ohhh yeah!!

Shall end here..time to slp

sian..

I feel so guilty..while on leave but I didnt really study yet..start to study now.maybe take it as , while not working..I wont feel so tired..I can study better now..if not I would be on my way home only..once feeling shag from waking up early , cant study..

Last paper tml..I guess have to retake stats again..wait for our results will know..sian..no confident..though I really hope I can at least pass...

Yeah meeting Lynn on fri after work.. :) meeting my gd friends on sat and having field trip on sunday..occupied my whole weekend after exams..waiting to watch harry potter next weekend..dun intend to watch this weekend.surely very packed..

Shall end here..I wont go n get dinner so early as I plan to get meal from the zi cha stall downstair..lazy to work so far..go study le..

Yeyeye..

I was really happy this few days..get to see my idol and I fufil my dream of calling in 933 to talk to CQ during midnight..maybe try my luck tonight again..see if I can call in again..not that busy today..quite ok with work but a few days not in..tend to have some stuff here and there..Ms Koh leaving the sch to pursue studies..wow I have to learn whatever I can before she leave..

Time to study hard while mood is really good.Not enough sleep.. sob sob..I gonna end here..take my shower and do my stuff..

Happy..happy..Lam Feng!

Yeah I just settle down after showering..reach home around 11.30..must be wondering where did I go right? I revised my work today and then head off to jurong point to see Raymond Lam Feng..yes he had the Alicafe Meet & Greet Session..It was a last min decision. I was hesitating whether to go and I get MF to go with me..happy to see him..I fufil my wish, that is to see him face to face..manage to take some pics and video though not clear.. :) Wow he is really charming..handsome! He smile alot and he is really friendly..Even his manager is quite gd..knowing that there are alot of fans..they allowed Raymond to help to sign a little while more..so nice..a pity he didnt sing.

He told us a good news, that he will be releasing a mandarin album..oh yeah..I will go n support him when the time comes..maybe can Get Mummy to go with me since she likes Lam Feng too..oh yeah..she regretted not going haaa..I was quite surprised..I thought she doesnt like crowded event but she told me she wanna see him..is ok..when there is another chance,I get her to go with me..

I realise that I am not so into getting his signature..what I wanna is to see him..whether I get the signature or not doesnt matter..as you can get two pack of alicafe and you can get a poster and queue up to sign..I am pretty lazy to wait, not like when I was slightly younger..I would queue to get idol's autograph..It has been a long time since I go to see idol.. :) the excitment and happiness is really there..Lam Feng, u make my day! Hope you have a great week ahead and not get too tired..

End here..

Jamin's birthday celebration

Time flies..9 july was Jamin's birthday and we celebrated today..is past midnight..getting sleepy after drinking..drank abit..we went to bq korea to eat..11 of us..surprising ww came and guess what, she asked us to do survey..which we dun really like..alot of papers..crazy..

Thanks for the wonderful and lovely muack..hehe..ww asked me a question which doesnt concern her and we choose not to ans. Ww jealous la..hhaa..just finish a marketing paper and time to cheong for stats paper which is on mon..

Shall end here..I feel so sleepy..

5th day..

Well it has been the 5th day and I am feeling abit tired now..gonna quickly finish up my notes so that I can sleep..I slept quite late last night.Glad that today is a fine day..manage to have lunch kaki :) well..I am still able to cope now and hopefully it will alawys be a good day as time goes by..

Continue with tying the notes..

it's sunday and I dun have to be at work early tml. oh yeah..Just have to reach at 8.30 :) Glad that I have not wasted my time today..at least finished up a few chaps of the marketing notes..oh yeah..thank GOD..In fact I am bloated now and abit sleepy..I guess I try to finish up chap 6 then I shall rest.. I did my notes and also went to grandma's place for dinner..I didnt waste my time..brought my notebook along with me to type my notes..

Hopefully it will be a gd week ahead.. :) I am not so stress already so hopefully I can perform better..end here

2nd day of work..

Stepping into the 2nd day..I am still not used to it and learning in progress..Hopefully everything is fine..learn as much as I can..feeling sleepy and my studies notes are not out yet..

Surprised..that P came to talk to me..anyway is very different when you are a staff now..hhaa.. :) self discipline instead of pple discipling you..I hope I can absorb more and see how it goes..I have no idea really what gonna happen and no one knows til we walk n walk towards the front..I just wanna finish my last sem and see how it goes..I guess my heart is already telling me what I want in life..somehow feeling the stress and I doesn't seem to have the peace..perhaps is due to exams..gambatte ne!

First day at work!

It's a new start and so far so good..Adapting to the environment..I am really unsure of what's gonna happen next..I know what I am thinking..I am going to do my best and not to think so much..trying..is stressful going through at this period of time..exams nearer and nearer..I can't study now..2 tired..sob..
So far colleagues are helpful.Thank God!

I will do my best for tml..that's what I can do :)

Pissed Off..

I wonder what kind of person is he? leaving someone behind and he left..what the hell..finally exchange my adapter from sls :) I hope it doesn't give me any problem.yeah..starting work tml and I wonder how it goes. I will do my best..everyday is a learning day..I will do what I can and learn whatever I can.It's stressful you know as I have not studied yet and exams are around the corner..sigh..I really dunno what am I suppose to do..I pray hard for it and I tell myself I can do it though..

where is our lecturer? hhaa I am in class..Brought my notebook along to test and see the adapter works though..shall end here..

I had a gd day today..somehow mixed feeling..meet up with hui first then WL..I get my contact lens, and adapter..My notebook adapter is spoilt, somehow get new one and I have to go and change it tml..sigh wasting time..wat to do..maybe find a cafe to study after that..hhaa..I have to head down to class..yeah last lesson for the sem..and exams r near..starting work on wed..wow..God Bless!

I got it! Yeah

I left my hp on throughout the night and was surprised to see a msg and a miss call from Jason..I got the job! Thank God. Most probably gonna start work on next mon..will go down and meet Jason again tml and shall ask him in details.. :) That's fast..Just nice..Time to study and work hard! I felt so lazy.. :P

I have to start studying as I will start work soon, might feel tired as I will be waking up early..Only a few people know it..I won't announce it unless they ask me..sound so secretive? I find it unnecessary to boast around that I have gotten a job..

My application is approved as well! horray! time to pay sch fee and continue to study for the next sem..

Shall end here..revise abit of stats and I am going to get my dinner..

I realise that though I was out today, I did not really enjoy it though.Feeling empty once again..I guess resting too much is no good as well..time to study hard! time for revision as exams r around the corner..I am pretty lazy.. :P I went to suntec today, finally get my cooling pad for my notebook. The previous one was spoilt.

Not sure what else to blog..shall end here! need to gambatte!

Need it!

I am still waiting for the application and they had not revert back to me..pretty worried as I really need it to complete my next sem.I have been chasing them for it and they told me that they will send me an email to notify on the status but no vail till now..sigh what can I do? I can't do anything now.no mood for anything now..Pray that this issue will be settled soon.Well not sure how it goes for today's interview..I tried my best. There is another one tml. Well Gambatte!

Somehow no mood to do anything right now. sigh..Father Lord..pls help me!!!

It has been a relaxing day..I went for the full body massage..well not too bad..it makes me relaxed..gonna try to sleep soon.I need to wake up early for sunday's service..somehow I am still very awake.We went to visit grandma..according to the safety measure, hospital has restricted the no. of visitors per patient..well is good though..somehow the swine flu cases have been increasing each day..hope that it will be under control and also pray for both my grandma, may they be healthy always! may they get well soon! :)

I am struggling with my assignments though..Tried to do what I can..finishing them soon..left with a few questions..I guess I should finish it now and I can relax a little and revise my work tml.. end here..

Well just settle down after I come back from sch..well just had my ethics test and gotten the assignment result today..phew my result quite ok..Phew what a relief! at least I know , my effort paid off.. :) I am more concerned about my stats. I did my assignment half way..gonna continue but somehow abit lazy to do so now..I hope I can do it. Well quite relaxed now but somehow I have not left the past behind..she still called me to ask me questions lol..this few days of rest is pretty good and somehow I wish I can continue to relax for a while..Didnt really take a gd break since CNY..

I hope that I can go for a holiday trip right after I finish my final exams which is around end of this year..I need a break..Really feel like going for a body massage and holiday trip!!!

Meanwhile I wish I can enjoy the free time that I have..do what I like..study,read the books that I love..do things that I always dun have time to do..I have not start..time to start before I don't have much free time again

I miss M..somehow he just come to my mind..didnt see him for a while..wish to have meal with him..perhaps it doesnt concern him..I really dunno..let nature takes its course..

Waiting..

I just come back from interview not long..well I manage to get there on time and then my application would be sent to the sch and hopefully I can get it. I am pretty keen..guess what, if successful I would be working in my brother's ex sch..starting next month.

I have to wait for call either this week or next week. well I leave it to God..I did what I can..Hope for the best..thank GOd..

Just wonder, how do we get something that we really like and passion in? I am really not sure where I wanna head to..is sch the place that I would want to work in?

free as a bird..

Currently slacking..I feel so lazy.hope to rest a while and then get my job soon as well..maybe rest for two weeks..I need a break..
To do what I like..two days not enough yet..somehow I don't even feel gd doing nothing..gonna do something about it..I have lesson and interview coming up..gonna jia you! I have faith in myself n GOd..just have to be positive..

Don't even know what I wanna say now..mixed feeling..feeling sleepy already..just wrote the thank you card...have alot of thoughts..thank you! perhaps I love the industry..shall see how it goes..hhaa I will miss the paris n milan again..:( I love to watch.. anyway not sure what to blog further..let nature takes its course for everything..i will study hard! yeah get to know next sem starts on 27 july..applied for the funding already..thanks Alicia..

wonderful day

it's a great day..a special day..6 june..thx God for the blessing..everything is fine..5 candidates turn up for interview..great..even get 2 reach home earlier..lecturer postpone lesson..he dun feel 2 well..as a result assignment deadline is extented as well..oh yeah..indeed a wonderful day..

Somehow I have been doing my best for my assignments and job searching..kind of slacking at work..is the last week..last 5 days..time flies..she will take over me..somehow I guess I feel the same way again each time I left..somehow is stronger this time round..We do have a choice.I choose the opinion so that I can be happier and stay healthier. I know I am right but I know I will miss u guys..after all I make some friends..not sure will we meet again..rare ba..just like previously but I did keep in touch with some of them.. :) whenever you are at a place, somehow you have grown a sense of belonging there. Well is time to move on with my life ..A new chap..not sure when will we meet again..all the best to everyone..thanks for all your help! I appreciate it!

Tired today..quite stone..but somehow lots of thoughts again..I know I will move on happily! jia you jia you!!

Here I am blogging away when I am suppose to brainstorm for my ethnics..need a break and to clear my thoughts without telling anyone..I don't feel like talking about it, rather blog..

The feeling is getting stronger..I feel happier when I think of you all..Very thankful for pple I met..Thx GOd..Everything is possible..I believe so right now. I will do my best..Thank you for everything,all friends and sisters & brothers in my life..You guys make my day great! :) though things might not be smooth always, slowly manage to pull through..I will live better each other from now on..a brand new one..strive for my studies..I know I am abit lost for stats..will do my best to study and revise..gotten my mid test result..I pass but the results aint very ideal..so I need to revise..

Sometime wonder how to thank someone though the person might hurt you some ways or another..how do you see the good points of that person? Perhaps I manage to appreciate the good things that happen and thank the person for the guidance. Well I am trying to forgive n forget.accept pple as who they are..It's really hard..
How do I forget?

Along the way, I still need some guidance..at times I know I dun admit..I need that someone and work opportunities..May God grant me the opening for both.. :) I believe..

Well happen to find out more about him..interesting..realise he might feel the same way as I do with regards to heart affair..sigh..and He seem quite talented..leave it to God..if he is the one..

Shall end here..

Relaxed..

I thought of blogging when I was back home but somehow lazy to do so..came back around 4am this morning.. :P usual routine and then we went to have fun at kbox after having service & our dinner at soup spoon..
sang all the way from about 11 till it close hhaa..shiok!

I am kind of tired now,slept for about 5 hours. I don't intend to sleep alot yet..maybe not til I complete my assignment and then I can sleep if I want. I just wanna do some work hhaa..right now..here I am blogging haha..Just feel like doing so and get away from all the unhappiness etc. I guess I can sing again..I love to sing..

Alright shall go n do my stuff.end here..lunch would be dumpling again hhaa.I love it..is only my third one this week. not so bad though..

Tsukareta..

Well..is another down day..when can I end this..I am not running or escaping. I just don't like the feeling anymore..I just wanna get off and then head on to another new chapter..pls spare me..

Well I always feel that you are very demanding..I hate it and I cant stand it..

May lord help me..I am so tired now. having mkting test tml..sigh..

Somehow is possible to finish work today.not sure how. I just do it lor. if not you are gonna push me..so tired..sometime really can't take it..see how it goes

End here..

Weather is so warm..didnt do much today. Well I don't have the mood to do anything..mid test on tue..sigh..Gotten my results..Glad I clear so I can focus on current sem..somehow I feel insulted..you know who you are..you know what you did..is hunting me day and night..I feel so..I hate the feeling

I wanna study harder but I don't seem to do so..I dun feel like doing anything..I'm so tired ..I am tired, feel like running away from everything..where can I run to, how can I run?

I dunno..end here..

Stress

Some updates.Well stress..I just feel this way.alot of small little things to cope with though is not a lot..I have to juggle and also to train..

Wx, FM start asking me and my ans is yes..that's right..I am leaving..I am glad I made this choice but is not easy to train pple.
I feel so stress..don't know how to vent so just blog. I don't want to say too much..only told friends abit.First time going through that and coz there is submission. I am trying to balance. I hope I can finish what I must do then teach her. I really hope I can do it!
At times really wish that someone can sayang me, I need it..but at times I don't wish to..I know our dear Father would be there always and also my own mum..

I dunno what I want..I guess I just wish to study harder which I have not..have to start studying on sunday..

well update on sat & sun..sat went to do my mkt project at esplanade library and then went out with yy & Jamin after service to get present and we had dinner n dessert together at bugis.

Sunday which is yesterday, went for a day trip to the farms with mum,bro,cousins, aunties, their yoga class friends etc. It was a sunny day..well thx God..mm..went to hay dairies farm, mushroom & wheatgrass farm,Qian Hu fish farm, Dragonfruit farm & Veg retail place. We woke up at 6 plus and set off at 7 plus. Reach farm around 9..had lunch around 1 and move on till 4..drop dead when I reach home..so tired lor..that I slept for a while and wake up..still manage to sleep at night..quite tired today..stress ba

Gtg and have dinner..end here..

moody..

Frankly speaking, I don't even feel like talking about it.you still ask me to think about it.since that is my decision, what's the point of digging them out again..no point.whatever I wanna say, I have already say..you are just wasting my time and is an excuse right? I know what you are thinking..I can feel it

Seriously I don't wanna think but I am thinking why does it have to be like that. sigh..is kind of dishearted you know..what I know, I have to study hard, I am stress as I feel that though I attended lesson, I don't seem to do well for statistic. I need to look through my work again tml or sat..I have to start studying..

The results will take some time..wow end of May..I can't wait and I am afraid of the result as well..how? for now..I wanna put my heart n soul in my studies but doesnt seem to be the case

How I wish I can get out this little country and have a break to get away from the city..I need a break!

Really dunno what i am thinking. Simply don't feel like saying much..the feelings sucks..

come to the end..

Well I have made up my mind and you know it..aint you too much with regards to it? well is ok.what goes around and will come around.so tired..didnt sleep much for this two nights. I guess I should sleep now..end here..

K session..

Just had my last paper and then met up with Huay Ling & Yamashita San..we went to k box at chinatown and sing..first time singing together..enjoyed ourselves..Yamashita san love to sing lol..I can see that he enjoyed himself..well whatever outcome that will be out next two weeks..I will face it..anyway gonna have to work hard..work pile up..nevertheless try to clear..may GOd bless..

I didnt work today so not so tired..I went to tampines 1 to shop with mum & brother. well I stil dun feel happy though..I dunno why..I guess I have to leave the place.well thank Lord for being there to walk with me..thank my friends for being there..you know who you are ya..really thanks alot.. :) hearing my grumbling etc. I won't give up..will walk on with life though..

have not finish shopping though..I guess I will go back one day to shop again.I wanna relax..meeting huay ling n Yamashita san for dinner on mon..oh yeah..tue will be a hell day..work pile up..wat to do..just do my best..

end here..

Labour day!

I slept soundly last night..had a great rest..good..holiday mood..I have not studied..need to study..is a good day to study today..well
nothing much..a bit bored and doing nothing..read newspaper and slack.well Can't remember did I update about star award..happy for Guo Liang to get the best host. He deserve it.his hosting skill is really good..surprised XXX get into top 10..haha..anyway dunno what else to blog..having last paper on mon..strategy..I am not sure about IT paper..I tried my best to do..well went back to office on wed to work though I am on leave.sigh..

I guess is alright..I am leaving the job soon. I had enough of him.
I wont bother if economy is bad..currently just want to focus on my studies.

Shall end here..

I feel that I am at the edge..think back on sat..I go back to assist you, end up I get scolded..what is this..I did nothing much.waste of time and I can't even study at all on sat..I dun wanna say anything..go back n work tml..and on leave again..affect me badly..

friends around me, tell me to find a job first..I know!!!!! is hard to find..I tried..not that I didnt try..I didnt get any news..what should I do then?

I am going crazy..I swallow, I endure till sat..I really break down..stop n start for 5 times..just like tap water running..

Don't wanna think about it..end here..

Sunday..

I dun wish to talk about it already..I dun wanna bother everyone with it, objective is to study hard now..

Well I can't eat titibits meh? not very expensive either. Why I cannot buy things to eat? so weird..you even wanna to care about that.I dun seem to have freedom..I guess you really 管太多。。

I dun need this to survive..you think you are so good? you ruined my own sat and you ruined many of my days. I had enough of you! I dun care if mkt is bad. I can't stand you..really..

I have nothing more to say to you. it will come back to the same old thing if it continues..no wonder pple all left..I will too, soon
You can look for pple, I dun care..

K ending here as I eat & bath..then meet MF to study..byebye..

Bad Sat..

Sat was ruined..planned but no mood to study coz of him..he ruined my whole sat..I break down..really break down..that's how much I have accumulate..tears drop for 4 to 5 times..that's how serious it it...don't feel like talking about it. need to work hard for exams..other things can wait..

eND HERE..

Well is past midnight, don't feel like sleeping again though..

Should I study? I need my rest though as I will be tired..is consider sat..

mm..talk about fri..well busy busy busy..even went to sembawang to collect the medical report from the doctor for client..pple look at me as if I am pregnant..aiYO..no la..lol..take a long time lor..to go n come back..is so far..I hope I don't have to do that again

Marcus was around our office area so he called me to meet me for lunch..as usual you know, James disturb la..aiYa my friend what..anyway we are not so close, just had lunch together twice.

What I can say, he might fit my criteria hehe..let nature takes its course la..I also don't know but currently it's just a mutual friendship..
need to work work work..sigh..

I have to study as well..mon paper

end here..

Sunday..

Sunday has come again, somehow I will feel that time is not not enough as I need to work tml..

Sigh..I sleep till very soundly today, slept quite alot and I feel good. right now gonna blog and then continue with typing my econs notes which I have not finished yet. can I finish them by today? I hope so. at the same time going through my mind while I type though..I hope it works and enable me to recap what I learnt.

I went to work as usual yesterday.I have been busy lately with work and also studies.Assignments coming in and mid test will come as time goes by..sigh..I am trying my best to cope.

Got delayed by boss and I left office at 2pm yesterday.My mio box was spoilt and 2 years past so I went with Mum to amk hub hello shop to do a renewal and got a new hp which I need..things seem so well planned and they will come on thur morning to fix the box for us.well with God's plan, I feel that everything seem so wonderful..we head to soup resturant 4 dinner..yummy yummy..relax..need it..

I can't explain fri's miracle incident..
Somehow there is something wrong with office printer's connection and no matter how hard I tried, it doesn't seem to work.
Somehow it becomes alright again.printer siao one..Thx God.. :) I am so happy..

I wish that things will turn out fine everyday and I can manage my time well. I am quite lazy to do some work though or even study as I have been working the whole day. Sometime really wish that I can relax etc and also go for a break. I guess I can only go for a holiday after my final exams.

Leave everything to God..wish that someone will appear in my life one day..

I shall end here..


Shall end here.

Tired day..

Dunno why, today seem so busy but I manage to finish what I should do..Thank GOd..Everything goes smoothly for me..somehow the printer seem to have problem again,what is wrong man..this time round is the cable ba..I guess so..aiyo why is that so?

I find it irritating and James gonna say is my fault again though..aiyo..I hope it works tml. Pray hard for it..

I am trying my best to manage my time and figuring the right way to study.Not too sure though but I guess library works for me..so gonna study in library so that there is no distraction.I hope I can do it and I know if I want, I should be able to do it though. So study hard would be the best so I wont waste time again. This is how I feel right now so I am telling myself for sem 2, I must work hard..study well for exams..I don't wanna any failure..

I hope that tml will be a good day!

End here..

Busy Monday!

What a busy day today..I was really packed with work..PFR etc..thank God I manage to finish them.I feel out of breath though..so tired..things doesn't seem that good either though nothing much..I had mood swing but nevertheless the day has passed and I felt tired..trying to just relax myself by practising on my keyboarding..that will make me feel relax & good..

Shall end here..reading newspaper soon and then sleep..

Saturday..

mm..As usual work today,rather irritated today..dunno..anyway I met up with hui & ling after work..-__-'' they are late..nvm.
We sat down at tcc suntec to enjoy our coffee and relax..tai tai? hhaa..well..nothing much..yesterday was gd fri. I went to gd fri service followed by going out for lunch at ichiban with huay ling, Angelia & Shuji Yamashita.yummy food..worth it for a set meal..I love jap food.. :) anyway head off to watch fast & furious 4..was suppose to watch confession of a shopoholic but the tickets running out so we watch the other one instead..hopefullY I can watch one day..Fast & furious 4 was not bad though I was a bit lost at first as I did not watch the first 3..we went for dinner together too..

Well expected that I will retake..I did..soon..in two weeks time.abit lost but I have to face it..gonna work hard

I shall end here..

Sunday again..

It's sunday again..

I am at home doing nothing much right now. I feel so tired though I feel that I have slept enough.

I relaxed myself yesterday.work,then went to have lunch with yamashita san & Huay Ling..yeah we ate Ramen at raffles city shopping centre & head to suntec MOF for dessert.I love japanese food.lol..I wanna have food at MOF again next time..I went MOF a few times & find their food not bad..

Head off to church and went to parkway with Angelia & we had dinner at mac & met up with her friend & we went to the vista bistro@ east coast park. I heard they close quite early though..we were there for about two hrs. they have live band who sing with their guitar..cool and relaxed. This is the first time there. I love it. I feel that unless you have your own vehicle, if not is not that accessible at night.maybe you can get a cab in but I still find it not so accessible..

I was tired after drinking..in fact I was tired after lunch. I had a good rest last night but neck a bit stiff lol..perhaps is my positioning..

Gonna end here and go & do some of my statistics assignment.
Well gonna have class on tue..holiday on Good fri..oh yeah..going church and then enjoy..

Gonnna have meeting tml..hope that everything is fine though..May God bless that the meeting will be smooth sailing tml..

It's sunday!

It's sunday again. I didn't go out. mm..rainy day.slept alot though and I feel good..stay at home to read, wrap my textbks and also to try out some biz statistics questions before lecturer going through with us.

Well the whole week was working,and trying to handle work while Jas & him not around. anyway they r back, I am slightly busier.I had dinner with Angelia, Huay Ling & Yamashita San after service yesterday before heading down for our dessert at Ah chew dessert. We brought Yamashita-san for dessert.He said he feel like having dessert and I have a craving for it too.. I can see that he enjoyed it as he finish the whole bowl and even lift up his bowl to finish it..hehe
Hopefully we can go for cycling one day. I need to relax..

so far.lessons has been good. I love Jeffrey's lesson. He is really a joker. Edmund & Louis are good too.but Louis seem more friendly and Edmund seem more fierce.Nevertheless, all my lecturers are good.
Lessons gonna be quite fierce as Edmund rearrange the lecture and we will have lesson tml as well.. 4 days for this week..wow..

I guess tml gonna be a busy day. I will do my very best in watever I can. If it really can't work out, I know I did try my best

Things aint that fine this week. may next week be a better week ahead and that I can cope with everything. :)
I am still thinking of what I want. I guess I shall just let it be for the time being as I am studying right now. I really don't wish to think about it at all at this point of time.

End here..need to go and do my work..

Biz ethics

is past mid night.I had my ethics lesson..lecturer is so funny..he is a joker..I enjoyed his lesson.
I think alot, as in I feel reluctant to resign yet. what should I do? still searching..

I know I longer for career and a him.. when pple say he will be jealous, is it true? I seem not able to be convinced..what to do..
how is like if pple tell me he likes me..I know it is exciting but somehow I don't know for now. I have not meet the right one.
what kind of career is gd? been thinking.just had statistic lesson yesterday. find it so sian lor, can fall asleep..

Boss come back already and he will be back in office..time flies..

I wanna end here..tired..

Start sch..

I have been trying to figure out the new messenger but of no vain, decide to install back the old version. Doesnt matter.. anyway I am suppose to sleep, end up surfing the net. I start sch already with biz statistics. It was quite boring as i remembered learning a little in my previous biz course. mm..anyway I will have ethnic class as well follow by mkting. I believe I have the foundation for this sem modules..I shouldn't fail then if not I will feel ashamed

I have been busy picking calls for Jas..terrible..so many calls! boss doesn't even have much call u see..sigh..in fact I have been answering till I can't finish data entry :( I will let boss know..anyway something wrong with the printer and also I accidentally fall today...trip while i was climbing the stairs.. I was thinking about something and there I kanna my knees.having bruies now. son..

somemore updates..I went for bbq on sunday..MIS class gathering at aloha loyang. nothing much just eat..I dun gamble either so not so fun..I left at 10 though while some of them still hang around..

I meet up with ling & hui for lunch on sat..We went to sakae sushi..wl came n join them after I leave..after that I went church and then have dinner with my cousin..nothing much..I tried my best to spend my time happily..I believe I am ..last week was great..went out for four days :)

i shall end here..so sleepy .. i need my sleep

thoughts

Don't know why, I seem not happy to see sad drama again..as in the guy went disappear and the girl is waiting n waiting..sigh..cherish what we have..I had a long day today.tired..busy for whole day, is fruitful. I did alot of work properly though and he has nothing much to say about me. I am doing my best.that is really my best! oh yeah!

I am still thinking what I really want..so sian..what should I do? suddenly we are talking about drinking lol..I suppose to meet with mf but she cancel it. well is fine with me though.

I hope I can make the right decision and find my ans soon.

End here..

Feeling sleepy..

It is already past midnight and here I am still blogging..actually don't wish to think about anything. just update a bit before I sleep.

I met Wei Ling for dinner. We really chat a lot. we didnt chat so much for so long..about 4 hrs..wow..the feeling is gd..talk our hearts out and at times I realise she didn't share with me certain stuff as I am busy. She doesn't want to disturb me when I am having exams.

I wish that you are happy with whatever decision you make. I will support you! all the best!

May God bless that we can make the right decision in life and that both of us will be able to sort out our thoughts with regards to what we want in life. Thank Lord!

End here..

Last paper! crazy shopping..

I just finished my last paper today and I knew I didnt do very well though. Anyway is over. I spent quite alot this month. Remembered pampering myself last week with shoes and clothes. I just get myself a new sony mp3 as I wanna hear 933. at the same time I can hear songs. It has been quite a while since I use mp3 player as I can use hp to listen to songs. Anyway the mp3 was affordable and it is sony brand. I believe it will be better. I bought new bag and wallet as well. I didnt change my wallet for a few years so is time to change.

AM I happy to spend money? abit crazy ar..bought so many things..those are all that I want so pamper myself..sigh back to work..have to do my best..

End here..

I hate you!

I don't know la..talk to u irritate me. spoil my mood ..I want you to get out of my life!!!! everything also wanna interfere. eeeee..ever since I start my life there, I don't feel happy at all..pple gonna say I am too emotional about it, isnt it?

I have not studied. better study after dinner..end here.

Why?

It's sat again and I am at home..yeah!wake up slightly earlier to have my breakfast and read newspaper..feeling is good..I love to eat breakfast but not too early :P It makes ur day feel good for a start.

I sit down thinking, time to do something about it. I am taking actions..once I get it, I will say bye bye to u. haha..It's enough..really..I don't think I want to carry on. Life working with u, suffering liao. I didn't bad mouth u infront of other secretaries colleagues..which is very good already.I wanna move on. Sometime I wonder is it because I am unfriendly or I don't mix around. Maybe I didnt share with you, what Elvin told me..He felt the same way as I did in office..I guess there is no point saying anyway.
People are just unfriendly, is not because of us ok? always assume..assumption might be wrong. Anyway I can't control what you are thinking so be it. I want to find the old one..lost the feeling,the cheerful and determined one..I know my determination is still there but rather not cheerful..

K go and do my stuff.end here

moody..

I just dunno why back to office,just feel stress..what's there to stress about? I am not sure. feel abit trapped today..really moody..nothing much..exams coming, just have to work hard..

I am not sure what I want..just don't feel good..very irritated for whole week..
Gonna take a break and watch tv..end here

It's already very late suppose to sleep as I will be working..is alright..I get used to it already..finished biz econs paper today and I went to relax abit at starbuck paragon..I love the relaxing feeling.. quietly sit down and enjoy my drink. gonna get back to work and then prepare for next paper..IT..I guess my biz econs paper so so..might fail also..I am not sure..anyway just let it be..and wait for the results.move on with life..

I guess I am not a gd and intelligent student..I don't like to study for exams..I dun mind having lectures and assignment..
Endure two more papers and I will be starting new sem soon..I guess just have to study no matter what..I wont wanna fail my IT right as I know I didnt do well for my mid test..so need to work very hard..end here..

Steamboat..

I just had my shower and back from our steamboat with the rest and also harry's bar..
We went to celebrate Yu Yan's birthday ..belated one and KH too..We enjoyed eating at the usual bugis steamboat. I felt so full that I wanna puke..then head off to harry's bar..Everyone drink except me n Yao Feng..actually i drink abit la..just a small sip while playing game..Jamin was abit drunk and I guess Boom Tom also. I feel quite shag..and then smelly from the bbq lol..I just make sure Mao mao is ok..he seems alright but talk a lot..haha I know we owe each other 4 things ya..as stated..see if you remember..u always love to ask what rewards you will get if u do certain things..even when you are drunk..are u sure u will remember? wait and see..
Gonna cheong for my studies as econs paper on mon..oh no!

Shall end here..everyone enjoy themselves..really relaxed..been two months we have not sit down to have dinner together..I wish we have more time in future..

If you fail, will you try again?

A wet weather again today. Luckily it wasn't that terrible yesterday while I was walking to church if not I will be really drenched. Anyway I didn't go out today, suppose to study and I have not done so again..sigh need some self discipline though. I printed out the notes by our classmates. It was sweet of them to do it and share with us.Thanks JOhnson & Shirley! I realise this class is really different with other schools that I attended. Classmates are more friendly and helpful. I guess is because currently all of us are working adults so the way we behave will be different. Thank God for having gd classmates and lecturers. May God continue to grant me gd lecturers till I complete my course.

I have received the letter from sch. Got my entry proof for exams. Oh yeah! I made it! heng! anyway I get to know the timetable for next sem. Gonna pay my sch fee when I go to sch for my exams. I wil start lesson on 24 march..at least have one week break from lesson.
Enjoy our bbq first before lesson starts again.

I came across a motivation video which is sent by Shirley and it was really good. Nick who was without limb can have the will and strength to move on with life and do what he likes like swimming, golf etc. if He failed he will try again and again..
I have already share it with some friends. if he can do it! why we can't?

So never give up on your life!

End here..need to study!

Not sure how..

I have been feeling troubled as in I can't decide what to do. I have certain consideration in my mind you see. so what should I do?

Somehow you only think about yourself and get your things done..can you spare a thought for others for once? I don't need alot , but can you just do so? everyone needs space and not just to do your things..why would I meet such a person? I question myself.should I say I am lucky or unlucky? I really feel so unhappy this period of time. I have never behave like that before. So I am not sure what to do..should I stay or not? It's really tough you know but I am hanging on..I really don't know how long can I take it..

May God give me some direction abt that..seriously I need it

End here..feeling sleepy..I wanna go rest liao..need to work tml..

Bad day!

I didnt have a gd day but anyway what past is past..I have to move on and I Know u love me..ya that's you Lord & my dearest Mum..fellow friends as well..so I wont give up..I believe there are better route or path out there..I need direction..hope I can endure more and be able to grow and not so depressed..time to move on and no turning back this time once I decide..I believe moving on makes me happier..I am happier last time..at least happier than now..

I did try and you might think this is not the best..so can u tell me what is the best? nothing is perfect! not even human as well..so dun expect everyone to be like u..we are not you..everyone is an unique one..God created 1 n only 1..that makes us special..don't you agreed?

:) I have things that I have yet to achieve and I won't let my mum's effort in bringing me up gone to waste. She loves me and I love her too.. I love you Mummy!
She is really my best friend, not just a parent only..She won't forsake me and no matter what I did that pissed her off, she still dote me always..really luckily to have her as Mum..Thank GOd for that..

Shall end here..need my rest soon as I have to work and then last lesson for the sem..oh yeah!

Gonna jia you!

Well feeling sian & stress..exams coming..I believe and I know very well..I am more stress with regards to work rather than studies..I still can manage my studies..last 2 lessons..oh yeah and I had started with my revision which is a gd start..kind of lazy at times..exams in two weeks time..oh..

I gonna jia you and wait for next sem schedule..roughly know it will start at the end of march..happy for those who are in their last sem..is alright..our days will come..hehe and we will less classmates as time goes by. our batch doesnt have new classmates. The new intake is slightly different though..with 12 modules..

I will try to study hard! end here..May God bless and walk with me..

stressful week

I am relaxing now but somehow feel the stress..studying is not as stress as working for you..my reaction quite weird this whole week..sigh..gonna collect my report soon and hope that everything will be fine..working in the afternoon as I will be going clinic later in the morning..mm..what about the musicial is it confirm to be today or is it next sat? midnight already so is suppose to be sat..KH haven tell me properly..is fine with me whether to go or not..cousin seem to plan programs every week already..We wont hang out as often ba.. :( we used to hang out together..cut downn already..why is that so?? everyone has their programs ba..she seldom date me also..at time I also didnt go to church..yup that's why..

end here..

Total Defence Day!

Today stay at home..trying to do my revision for tml's lesson.. and also exams..slacking at home..read my books etc..well sunday is always like that..a quick update and I wanna study

Yesterday's valentine day..I went out with mum n bro..we went to vivo city and had dinner at terra cafe..wow the food not bad..we enjoyed the food there..I ate roast chicken with lingeurine..sorry dunno how to spell and mum ate fish and prawn lingeurine and bro ate grilled pork chop..quite healthy in the sense that it is grilled and they give veg n carrot..wow his had mashed potato but mine dun have..mine was not bad..can feel that some spices and olive oil was added to the lingeurine..it was nice..oh yeah..I felt that is worth paying for the meal if I enjoy the food..

That's how I spend my v day..well..exams coming..time to study and work hard..will get stress when back to work..what to do..take one step at a time..end here..

Somehow lost..

I am back to work and exams is coming..as usual I really feel the stress..Tried my best to complete whatever I have and I know that at times there are so many things that I wish or need to do but so little time to do..You know that kind of feeling? James tells me to do one at a time..

My mood is really moody and I ask myself..what have I been doing all this while..God knows all..economy is bad etc..my life doesn't seem to be that great though I tried my best..Lord knows what I am talking about..somehow things doesnt go the right way..I am aware..why? I guess right now my reaction might be quite big as things wasn't so bad after all..I believe that everything will be fine next week..problems can be solved..just focus on work & studies..do them well and don't bother about other stuff..

Shall end here..gonna study soon..

My thoughts..

Nothing is forever..after ten days of break..I will be back to office tml..back to reality.just have to work harder..focus and also study hard..My class starts tml as well..
everything is a new beginning.. Jia You Jia You!

God Bless! Hope everything turns out well..

6th day of CNY

Well is already midnight..come back from James' place after bai nian..Robin, Wilson,Nancy, James & his Kids came over to my place a while..after that we head to James' place for steamboat dinner and we played game of life..board game..we have fun..

actually every year CNY is slightly different as my friends didnt come my house this year except wei ling..whereby we go to boss's house..this is the first time I went to his place..not bad..neat..
But his daughters hyper active till Pei fang & I was scared..the way they behave..scary! I can't imagine what will I do if my kids are like that..whack them ba..haha..well..sunday which is today..I will be at home eating steamboat again..oh no! fat fat..

Back to reality already after ten days of break..I know..I will face it..work hard and study hard..back to work liao tml..wow so fast..I did have a gd break..no regrets..
we have a love bird together..really or not? haa not very convinced..I thought is a joke..

nvm..wait and see..shall end here..

5th day..

Time flies and it is 5th day of CNY..still on leave..I went to Mum's boss house on 2nd day and went to WL & Queenie's house on the 3rd day.We even went to river hongbao..Boss & colleagues coming over to my place tml and we will be going over to boss's house too..somehow I dun feel like going though. sigh

I believe you must be unhappy coz I didnt turn up today..well is alright, you can tell me logic stuff all you want or even tell me off. Is up to you.. I will tolerate..
Think a lot as in why do I come in the first place.. I believe it is a test for me.leave everything to GOD..what goes around comes around!!! don't be too much, you will get it some days! you wait and see..I am not threatening..GOd knows all..

I really don't know how and what should I do then you can be satisfied..the best way is always to open the door and leave..to you, is escaping..to me is not.. I am just a tool which can be used and once I am of no value, you will throw me aside or away..I am just a tool whereby you can get by paying..that's how impt I am ar! bull shit!

I know I am not suppose to talk n think this way as it is still CNY..should be happy isn't it..But I just feel this way, not trying to be too personal abt it but it is the fact and the truth..who do you think I am?? the old me? the one who run when you ask me to run..I am not a dog! I know I learnt a lot but you know, you bring me alot of anger, tears which I never experience b4..that's how terrible it is..I really hate men especially after working with you..I hate men more..you men think you are so great ar?? don't try to be funny and think that I can be bullied or bluff..you try la..I am not the old me! that I will keep quiet and say nothing about it.. I don't wanna be too much and do nasty things..coz I feel that I will let Father Lord down if I do it..GOD knows all..I tolerate.. let GOD handle everything..hopefully I can be more forgiving..
Men always make me upset..so what is so great about men..
I don't know..It's getting even harder for me to accept le..

end here..gonna get dinner..I don't wanna think so much..gonna study later..

2nd day CNY

Thought that I would wish to go Pastor's house..end up I didnt wanna to go.I went to Auntie Sandra's house instead. Quite bored.. nothing much to do except eating..lol
I gonna cook something later to eat..hehe..
meeting wl tml..if let say not meeting, is also fine with me..I will do what I wanna do lor..

Happy Chinese New Year!

The year has come and it is CNY again..
Getting bored this year though

Well just some updates..

I end work on fri so I did my own assignment at home and went to sch..off to church on sat and hang out with huay ling & Angelia which I believe I have updated earlier on..

As for yesterday is CNY eve..family went to Angelia's place for reunion dinner..steamboat!! nothing much..catch the countdown on tv at home..do what I like..watch my drama..that's it..

As for today, first day of CNY, went to Angelia's place and then mother side grandma's place..just like that..
Getting more bored each year..2nd & fourth Auntie went on holiday..sigh..二姑 & family didnt come..

I will be visiting pastors with the rest tml , meeting wl to go hongbao river on wed, thur will be my personal day..I wanna do my group ppt etc..will be going back to office on fri for offical working hrs..sigh..boss and colleagues will be coming over to my place on sat and we will head to boss's house as well..sunday..no plans yet..schedules not bad already..

I shall end here..time to watch my hk drama..oh yeah! having a break is good..I get to do things that I like..seem a long time I didnt get to spend time on my personal stuff..

Chinese New year eve

I didn't blog for a while and here I am back again..
nothing much now..I stop work on fri , was on leave..do assignment n attend lesson..as for sat..I didn't work, went to church , dinner and catching movie with Huay ling & Angelia at the grand cathay..we watched at 9.25pm..The wedding game by christoher & Fann.The movie was not bad, it was funny.. so I would say is worth to watch.. gonna catch Jack Neo's movie another time perhaps?? the love matter..
shall see
Time flies and is midnight..having reunion dinner soon wor..I am getting tired..end here..

God is with us..

Somehow I just don't feel good..
Well I did spring cleaning which I feel is meaningful today but have not start on my assignment..just need to blog how i feel before I can start doing..Anyway We went to have steamboat to celebrate Huay Ling's birthday and also Saju's..We have fun eating..so full lor..

I am glad that God is there with me..at times really stress like fri..I began to write down how I feel..is quite long..somehow I rather I write it here..express all that I can..

Life is great with God..I see the wonderful things that God did to my life..somehow I still wonder why I end up with my current company though I went to similar companies for interview..there must be a reason for working here..I did learn alot to deal with life etc..it is really a challenge and I hope I can hang on..just do my best! I know I can do it but sometime just too stress that I can't take it..nevertheless I wont give up! The road is tough ahead..God will walk with me..I will endure til the day I graduate..I shall see..what goes around comes around.. I won't curse and swear you..God knows what is happenning..

Perhaps it is a gd training ground for me..to strengthen me? I see the change in me be it gd or bad..just wonder what's the path that I am heading to..how long will I be staying there? Heavenly Father, can u tell me? simply have alot of questions..nearly give up..
Unexpected incident do happen etc..I was amazed..I hope I can continue to be positive in life..though I am really occupied and time seem not enough..I am managing.just do my best..
I don't want to waste the time I spend for the past few mths..how can I give up? sometime I feel that I wanna do so..

shall end here..go n do my assignment