I feel that I am at the edge..think back on sat..I go back to assist you, end up I get scolded..what is this..I did nothing much.waste of time and I can't even study at all on sat..I dun wanna say anything..go back n work tml..and on leave again..affect me badly..

friends around me, tell me to find a job first..I know!!!!! is hard to find..I tried..not that I didnt try..I didnt get any news..what should I do then?

I am going crazy..I swallow, I endure till sat..I really break down..stop n start for 5 times..just like tap water running..

Don't wanna think about it..end here..