On Mc..

I am on mc today..yes I am sick..keep going to the loo since past few days..I suspect is the ayam penyet that I have taken..not too sure as I had different kind of food everyday..lol start to party? perhaps my body cannot take it?..T still can ask me I am sick is it becoz of Ji? lol..anyway I just told Ji yesterday that I was sick even b4 xmas and he tell me better take good care..at that point of time, I feel that I wanna him to be around but I know I can't express it out..I am trying to test his reaction..I just wanna some1 to comfort me..that some1 is him.I thought that was all til he called me and asked if I am alright..telling me to drink more water..I guess it is normal to call friend if they r sick..so I dun wanna think so much, at least he cares..I told T that I wanna some1 to sayang me..I was feeling low last night coz I dun feel good..

mm..I am really addicted to twilight..I read the first book and reading the new moon now..I went to catch the twilight movie online so as to know what is happening in new moon movie which I have catched..it makes more sense..the new moon ticket was won by Jie and she invited me if not I wont catch it..I am so in love with Edward Cullen..He is so perfect..that's what a fiction story is..the author wrote great books..she makes Edward so perfect..even Edward's sis Alice was great..perhaps Jacob was alright too..Edward & Bella's love was so ....is hard to describe..we won't be able to see in real life..no man can be so perfect and more over he is not human..

I think I have not plan anything for sec sch gathering..I guess I should rest and I plan after I recover..time to eat medicine and rest til I fall asleep.end here

I went out with church bro n sis to celebrate Jeremy, Ee wah & Yi hui's birthdays..7 of us went 2 catch movie..The princess & the frog..cute n funny cartoon..not too bad..prince was turned into the frog..end up causing the gal to turn into frog too after kissing..in the end they change back to human wor..after kissing..happy ending..

After that we head down to MSQ alica cafe? i guess I didnt spell wrongly to have meal..16 of us..wow..big group ar...J was there..I was surprised as I was thinking will he go and he did..if we r closer, maybe he will tell me he is going..

I am wondering do I sound the same when I admire M..haiz..I realise I like J alot..his reaction to me lately is very normal..I dunno..maybe he think I take things alright but not really..I think I better just remain as I am til I forget..just be who I am..it's not easy..it cannot be like story..Edward who is so perfect..it won't exist in real life..just dun regret will do..

Well I didn't manage to sleep alot..though I slept so late, end up waking up around 9 and I can't get to sleep much except for dozing off a while..does it really affect me so much? I know the ans myself..whatever I did this week, is more like occupying myself with things or is more like an obligation to do certain things..getting gift,write cards..I just dun have the mood..but I know xmas is coming, I need to do something about it..the feeling when I wrote them is really different from past..I used to be really excited..I wrote them yesterday,should say this morning..very early in the morning about 2am? my complexion is getting worse now and I dun really care as well..I know I need to cheer up..I will still eat but not as much as last time..just dun feel good & I will go to the loo..haiz..what is wrong with me?

I don't really like to be alone now unless I am at home at least I can use my notebook or read my books to keep myself occupied..I dun wanna have lots of space & free time to think about anything.sometime I find myself really isolate myself at home..staying in my room most of the time without talking..I just want to be alone..deep in my heart, I know I am not happy but there is nothing I can do to change anything..what I can do is make my life better..said is easier than done..I have to..I believe it will be a better week next week..things are pretty fine and I shouldn't worry as God is telling me to trust HIm..

End here..gonna meet the rest later for movie & dinner

I enjoyed myself last night..reached home rather late but he sent me back..not so bad..I went to orchard to get office xmas gift..it was so crowded..Mf was free so she came to meet me for dinner and shop..It's good to as I dun wish to be alone though initally I wanted to go there alone..so that I can slowly shop..shopping therapy helps..then I catch up with him since he was outside after attending wedding dinner..I didnt see him for quite some time..chit chat & acc each other til about 3am.. :) u r so sweet & charming in my eyes..dun make me fall in love with u hahaha..well is alright..
everything is like a dream but he seem to take away my emoness..accing me and doting me yesterday..thx u darling!

I shall end here..gonna have lunch and going church soon..

I am feeling better today..we are just like normal..good..slacking away again..did a bit of work..the rest have gd life as they took half day leave to have lunch buffet and then shopping..of course they won't ask us to go :P I wanna play wii games again

yeah tml is fri..anyway I didnt go anywhere this week yet except for lunch..I dun feel like going out..just want to get home and rest..so guai ar hehehe..

I am wondered is he like R..be nice to me becoz he wanna a favour from me..He talk to me more and wanna borrow textbooks from me..is that becoz of that, he try to talk to me? if that is the case, is quite sad..I will be disappointed..maybe I think 2 much coz he is impt..

I wanna go n practise keyboard and relax..feeing a bit sleepy after dinner..lol

End here

Somehow though is an emo day.God surprised me again..with job opportunity and my medicine is here again..him lor..he called me..telling me he getting his phone..good lor..and his phone went low batt..funny..low batt then call me..we didnt talk for quite a few days..not sure what is he up to..just wanna talk ba..let him contact me again when he got his phone..

I wanna see the phone..really hope tml will be a better day! dun wanna to feel so bored..end here

I am slacking once again..just dun feel like doing anything..all I wanna to do is to sleep now..just feel restless and cramp..thx God I felt better after shower..just that I need my sleep..

I just had mango flavoured xmas logcake..yummy..it's not very sweet,just nice.. :) I love it..

I shall have a gd rest tonight..I guess slowly I can dun mind or forget about u? if we still remember each other, then is ok..leave to God..I am trying and I know I am still thinking of u..not as much as I divert my attention to other area

End here..

Father..I wonder did I do the right thing to clarify my doubts and heard things that I dun like to hear..is that the truth? lot of loopholes..is it because you dun dare to face it? I feel hurt..I feel that you r contradicting about what u say..is alright..let it be as it is..time will fade it..dun regret! what meant to be meant to be..I hope u dun bother about me at all..u just study hard! u r an obedient child..let it slip away..is not worth it to hold on..is fragile..it will easily be faded away trust me..是经不起考验吧！我的头好痛啊！

End here!

Enjoyable sunday!

yeah I am tired now however I enjoyed the day..I am so full now..just had homecooked food..:) I went to catch movie with HL & Yamashita-san..We catched 2012 at PS..it was quite a nice movie..Somehow feel that rather sad when I see pple saying farewell..telling parents that they love them etc..my tears just flow.. yup I am very easily emotional..it flows for 3 times..you can see the disaster that the world is wiped out however certain parts are not..President scarifice himself etc in the movie..some of them still manage to survive..wonderful..

We went to explore orchard central mall as well..not bad..I know there is another shopping centre but too crowded..we shall go and explore next time..
I get wet in the rain..the feeling is so shiok..I guess I can be happier..I guess I will be..somehow he is still in my mind..cannot be helped..is alright..like I say what meant to be will be meant to be..if he is the one..everything will be worth while to do what we should do now..to focus on our career/studies..

I shall end here..watch charity show

I never feel this way for so long..it has come back..I am sad..I dun wanna say why..and I dun wanna let u know either..the coldness..we might drift far away.leave it to fate..I know I should trust the Lord..

End here

TGIF!

Yeah is fri..thx God for the doubts cleared..He sms me already..hahah find it weird..You think too much..anyway I know how you feel and watever u decided is what I thought of too.It's good that you think carefully which means you are serious about it and you think in a sensible way..I guess you misunderstood how I feel..which means you dunno me well enough.. :P focus on things tat we should do instead..Leave the rest to God..take things slowly..

yeah I focus on my twilight hehe and treat u as per normal..
well Jon came to sch today and then did some work.end up we chat while I do filing n play wii games together after I finished my filing :P really great to rest for 1 hr plus and we head to central together..we walked there instead of taking bus..haha..I dunno how to say, he is a nice colleague to talk to..we can talk alot..unlike with Ji..which makes me wonder,maybe my right guy hasn't come..not sure..is alright to make more friends :) not rushing into it..what meant to be will be meant to be..I shall not worry about it as God is around :) there is nothing between us..we have common interest..we will hang out together during sch time and pple might misunderstood as hhaa..I dun care..friends what..simply click..

anyway thx Jo for listening and advising me last night..

I shall end here and talk to HL later..discuss about our group movie date :p

Some updates..yeah finally got the books I want at popular..I can't find it at bishan outlet so went to my area to find..I manage to find it..$59.06 for the full set after discount..about 14 bucks for one book..so worth it..I hope I will really like it..I always find it weird when I dun catch part 1 of movie and I jump to part 2..I am gonna catch twilight saga first 1 to get the picture.Edward so cool..Jacob so young n handsome..I shall focus and glue myself to storybooks and dun care about anything..

I am suppose to be happy right? but why do I feel unhappy..weird..I rather I dun like then..is so hard to be happy..I try to act cool..I try to avoid though I know I wanna go and find u just now since I am around that area..haiz..what the crap am I doing? I am frustrated at the way I react towards u..is only u..we doesnt seem to be able to talk much..

End here..

Everything seem to be like a dream..drifting drifting..I might be wrong..I sense that there is a distance and it seems to tell me time to move on and stop dreaming! stop putting in too much hope..let it be!there are more things out there to worry about..I didn't expect the dream to end so fast..maybe I am sensitive.
seriously too bored at work..the coldness..the loneliness while doing filing alone is causing me to think and wonder..is it cause of work? it's bringing us no way..maybe it doesn't meant to be.I feel like giving up since it is still controllable and easier to get out..I need God's guidance in terms of work and everything..Father pls guide me!

I go and do my work..end here

Bored Tue

Bored tue..I did only filing..well the more I do the more sleeper I get. I will try to sleep earlier.pimples coming out again..sigh..I was rather moody today..u must be so busy n tired this two days.jia yoU!

mm..I went with Elaine Jie to catch the twilight new moon yesterday at lido shaw house as she won the ticket. free seating..not bad..I like the Jacob, werewolf..handsome..Edward the vampire is cool..Isbella is pretty..I am addicted to it and I wanna read the storybooks ..consider whether to get the full set since it is cheaper..20% discount wor..actually I didnt watch the first twilight lol..that why I wanna find out how Edward know bella

Shall end here..hopefully tml will be a gd day

I am back!

I was too tired last night..didn't sleep much on fri night and we were awake rather early..let me update first..our trip with Ah yis, Uncle & cousins plus my niece.

Fri morning..Bus delayed due to miscommunciation..sigh...we woke up very early and waited from 6.30am til about 8am.Traffic flow was alright, just a little jam and we reach johor custom at 10am. We had yummy prawn noodle for Rm3.50 wor..After that we headed down to Kukup house and it took us some time as we had lunch. Lunch was at the resturant before we head to take a boat to get there. It's dishes with rice, such as veg, curry chicken, prawn, crab, cuttlefish..I had taken all the pics for the food that we ate.too full to have lunch so I ate a little.The house was great though the weather was warm.just have to on aircon.The living room was rather big with 3 bedrooms, 1 kitchen ,living room & 3 bathrooms. yes we can sing karaoke, plasma tv wor..though the songs are pretty old songs as I believe they did not update the songs..I know I miss Ji but I didn't want to disturb him also neither did he contact me.I manage to rest a while while Mummy & ah yis were watching tv program..We had tea break:fried bee hoon, curry chicken & green bean soup.Dinner was BBQ..yup we dun have to bbq, some1 did it and we just have to eat :) basically is eating n eating :) as there was quite a no. of meal plus we have snacks etc..I didn't eat much..
I love the feeling, every1 sit around and catch channel 8 drama last epsiode together.4th Uncle bought fireworks..it was nice as u can watch it live right at m'sia..wow..

Well yesterday, I was kind of awake by 6 as the rest was awake early..Awake by noise.. :P Shower and pack stuff. We had nasi lemak for breakfast before we took the boat at 8.30am to set off to desaru..It was rather a long journey and we had lunch around 1pm. It's seafood again..this time with lobster, nice butter crab..better than the one we have on fri.. "shark fin" , veg and dessert. Weather was pretty good except for a bit of drizzling..thx God. Ji msged me around 2.30pm and he was going back to S'pore & going to church. :) I told him I won't be back till at night. We went to desaru fruit farm & ostrich farm. after that was shopping at the king mart as it was still really early. We had dinner around 6, cabbage, roasted chicken, prawn, fish & carrot soup.We went to walk around and shop at the nearby shops and then head to catch fireflies..yes it was great..the fireflies glow just like lightings on the xmas tree..well unable to take any photos..Japanese took the same boat as us.we had to wear lifejacket and it made me hard to breath..can't be helped..it's for our own safety..Thx God everything is fine..After that we headed back to s'pore..I reach home at 11.30pm..Thx God custom was pretty alright last night..we cleared quite fast as it was not that crowded..

I end here..

I am done with packing..relaxing now..just have to make sure certain items that can only be packed tonight will be in as well..like contact lens n solution..my organiser..weather is so warm, making me feel like sleeping somehow..I guess I am tired as I wake up early..yawn..is alright..I will rest earlier tonight after I meet him..

Yummy soya chicken wings..I love my mum's cooking..though not really eating at home, I ate abit of dishes before I meet him for dinner..end here

Yup I manage to clear the outstanding work..finally..gonna sent to that AL through email as I guess he is not in..I can clear filing tml..phew..thank God I finished my work..

Suddenly miss u quite a bit..sigh..not sure wat u r doing..didnt hear from u..I dun wanna disturb u too much as u r having paper tml..I am so tired...end here..yeah tml is thur..going off around 2pm and back to pack stuff and meet u after that for dinner..

moody..

I am so moody..maybe becoz I am tired..I just have to sleep and tml will be better I guess..fri is coming but I dun feel the excitement yet..sorry that I rejected to pick up ur call..I just dun feel like talking..I wanna sleep soon..I slept too late last night ba..I dun even wanna go online to chat..actually did log in to see see..He came in a while :p

After reading abt what WL wrote, I agreed..I also dun have confidence in love..I need assurance..may God bless..like what HL said I am at the cross junction so it was rather fan..I am not here nor there for everything..I just finish my course..see how it goes..

End here..

Yup finally met up with Wl, Hui & Ame for her belated birthday celebration..we just had lunch at aston together and then catch my gf is an agent at the cathay cinema..lol it was really a funny movie..we laughed alot..enjoyed it and after that we went to have our high tea at starbucks :p hui has the voucher so we spent it.each of us top up $1 more lor..that's all. :)

hhaa as usual he called me though he said he won't..miss me so much? seriously I know how I feel but I just dun wanna to show or tell u that I miss u..sigh..I know u did..he told me on msn and I was rather tired..somehow dun feel anything..He asked if I wanna meet on thur after his last paper..seriously I wanna see him also since I saw him last wed..should I just grab my happiness or should I just let it be? I just wanna take things slowly..dun show him that he is so impt as I am still thinking of wat Hui asked me and it is a gd question..I am wondering am I too convenient to talk to? slowly will see..

oh ya I went to catch Angela's music concert at expo as Alice won the tickets..not too bad about 1 hr with new and old songs sang..she has a gd vocal and is good to hear her sing live..wow wow..

Back to work tml..oh man time flies..May God bless that he can focus and do his exams well.. :) end here

It's Sat again..

I had a good rest today..really tired last night after the event..I just feel like lazing in bed til very late..I laze around til 11am..
mm..well the feeling of relaxing is good but I have yet to start to do my own stuff..so many things that can be done..
I would like to faster blog and read newspaper..I have not read yet..still thinking of drama to watch..which one should I start? let me think about it..hk? taiwan idol drama?

Well yesterday was our staff CIP & staff bonding day..yes learning journey..the old folk came to sch and had the buffet breakfast..followed by visiting the newater centre with us..seriously nothing much there..I wasn't too keen about the explaination :P as it was pretty longwinded!

However I did enjoyed the bowling & k session at downtown east..dinner provided..buffet..but didnt eat much..not too hungry though..we have to represent our group to sing a song and see who has the most votes will win..of course I won't win..anyway every1 has the ntuc vouchers..I love the bowling session as we have instructors to teach us the right positioning & how to bowl and the instructor was telling us that he was glad that he is teaching teachers and staff instead of students..He taught alot of students for the week.. Thx God everything turns out smoothly yesterday..a few of us is the last one to leave the k box..anyway we have a big room for all of us..guys can play billard while we sing..not sure how to spell :P through there, I get to know the teachers better..well I will be leaving the job soon..nevertheless thx God I get to meet some nice teachers with same interest etc.Mr Z knows how to dance salsa wor..wow..

Seriously after the bowling, I was pretty tired and I slept late the previous night..after the k session, it was really tiring already..took cab home with XT & JN..

I miss u ..I know u r focusing on ur revision so I dun wish to disturb u too much..God bless..really hope u take good care of yourself..seeing u seriously studying, I feel very happy but worried that u dun have enough rest..我想我就是喜欢看到你努力！when a guy strive hard, is great..nothing is too late..I will always be there! just like what you told me! take things slowly..I realise u r more and more impt in my heart..sigh..not sure why..
am I that impt also?

End here..

Finally Exams r over

Phew I feel good that exams are over, however I felt a little tired..just finished my law paper and I shall wait for the result which is in one month time..

Yeah I went to shop for a while at orchard today right after exams and the weather is so cold..I love the xmas lightings..nice..I went to ion's Bk to have my dinner..I love the place too as it was quiet and the concept is good.

Seriously feel that we r closer each day and I love to ans ur call and love to share your happiness or stress etc..some people won't do that though..we r gd friends la..I hope u can study hard first while I find a new job..as what we planned to take things slowly..Mummy rather curious about friends that I make :p funny..the way she guess ur name..lol I wanna laugh..I know she is pretty concern..I leave it to God..I Thx God 2 that I met a wonderful friend whom is u..

I love the influence by u to study hard and we studied on tue together and I really have the drive to study hard..How I wish I met u earlier..is ok.. manage to see u yesterday as well..seriously had a terrible headache yesterday but Thx God I recovered this morning..dun worry, give ur best shot for ur exams..I keep u in my prayer..God bless..U can do it! fullerton starbucks is a gd place to study..Our first "date"..

End here..

2nd last paper!

Time flies..yes management paper tml..2nd last paper and thur will be the last paper!! biz law!

I know I must work harder so I am revising now no matter how unwilling I feel :P is tiring to study n memorise..dislike theory alot..that's the only way to revise though..I guses KK and BH must be studying very hard now..I didnt join them for revision..prefer to revise at home..I tried revising in the library yesterday but it doesn't help..
I still think of Ji..lol I know I should not do so at this point of time and how I wish I can just let go of the feeling and forget about it. I am afraid..thinking about it, He dare to lie infront of GOD? hard to say :P ..so I tell myself not to think about it..things will be in good hands no matter what..I have to trust the Lord! I am worrying too much..I tend to think too much..let's take a step at a time..I love the status now..carefree..yup lets just stay as wat we r now..
if best still..I just wanna forget about it..tired of all these..tired of going no where..tired of guessing, waiting and everything..I don't wanna think about it at all! maybe I should stop thinking about u & stop contacting u..let me avoid better than facing it..simply no confidence..

What meant to be will be urs..if not no point forcing or what..

Shall end here..revise revise!! just wanna pass my management :)

I am feeling sad..stress up etc..tears simply roll down my cheek..sometime I feel that pple dun appreciate me..I give u for your birthday, u just take lor..why u wanna return to me? I feel so unappreciated..I wont bother next year..really..is ok..

I know I need to focus..gonna work harder

Two more papers!

Well I know is time to focus more..two more papers I should study harder..sigh..

I met KK to study today but I know I didnt study hard.. :(

God..pls grant me the focus and wisdom to complete my two papers..I wanna stop thinking..time to focus more and stop thinking! Father I leave things to u..

Exam Period

Yup exams is here and I just completed my accounts paper..I know I didnt do very well..rather not too sure about some parts but I did my best..so I shall leave it to God and focus on the next two papers..I am so tired tonight after the paper..shall not study..I will start tml..Meeting KK to study at the library..

mm..I was concentrating on my work today as I have to finish asap before I am on leave..well I heard about another news..lol T said he likes me..well to me, take things slowly..He doesn't even wanna to date but sometime he hinted that I was him lol..well..exams coming so main focus is that..other issue can wait..gonna revise my accounts soon..stop thinking!! revision!

Tired day!

Basically is mon..so I am rather busy..I can't really sit down and do my own work as I have to call some of the sec 3 students..I did some filing though when I felt sleepy..that's the only way where I can keep myself awake..

I try to keep myself focus and occupied on work..not too bad..I am glad I start my revision..bit by bit..I should complete my revision by wed and thur will be overall revision..perhaps for next few days, I can bring my mgtment notes along with me to read through..
I also tried not think about our issue..exams r more impt! yeah I will jia you & u too! yes we shall go out soon! I am gonna meet my friends soon as well..

End here..revise a bit more and I go n sleep

Study Study!

Yup I start my revision on accounts..finally! I am glad..at least I practise, so when the time comes, I would be able to do..gonna start reading my mgtment & Biz law notes soon as well..
I am trying to put everything else aside..thx for ur concern..

somehow I am wondering if the concern will be a temp one..we knew how we feel since we talked about certain issue last night..wondering are you able to assure that you will be like that throughout? seriously, I know what I am afraid & worried about when it comes to this issue..no matter what, we still have to face it..I take a step at time..the confidence level is just not there due to previous failure..I hope in no time, I can build up my confidence level and put my trust In GOD..I know things should be fine but I still worried and I dun wanna whine & whine about it to my friends as they are busy also..

Seriously alot of issues that I am concern of..the age gap..maybe it is not an issue..I am just not sure are we meant for each other so ya we have to know each other better first..take it slowly..need to study hard! my papers will finish soon..I hope that u can study hard too..

Continue my revision..I dun wanna think so much!

I miss u..

I had a busy day due to the last min thingy lor coz it was delayed ..by right the list should be out last few days..it was only done when JJ is back..aiYo..so he was rather pissed off..sigh..nevertheless ok la..we never do anything wrong is ok de..
Thx GOd I manage to finish it but as a result I can't finish the survey and the filing yet..

mm yeah I admit I miss u..dunno why..sigh I dun feel this way for so long...feeling for that M ..wasn;t even so strong..I feel that we seem to be together already..contacting each day and showing concern..is pretty obvious..i am still struggling..r u serious abt this? I just need to know..I need assurance..time will tell and it is still so early..I dun wanna put effort in and u know..history repeats..this is one of the reason why I didnt wanna to date for a while..and I didnt met anyone at that time..right now, there is one who appear infront of me and I still try to avoid at times..yes Hui is right, shouldn't avoid too much as it might end up being nothing le..

Serious I dun have confidence..I dun wanna talk too much abt it either..in case i am just repeating..I had mix feeling as exams r around the corner and u appear..thx u for all the care n concern..I like it but u dun have to do it ma..no obligation..the way he tested me is funny de la..sharing with me that his colleagues r mostly female..is ok with me though..

End here..need to focus on studies..exams one week away!! jia you!

I am feeling sleepy..a few questions asked..and it is obvious..I leave it to fate..seriously..I dunno how does it go about..I guess I must be tacful..I try not to bring him attention but basically he is the one who is being nice all the time..what am I trying to do? avoiding?I guess I just dun wanna to do anything but wait..so fan..I dunno..I dun want to know anything right now ..need to stay focus..

I need to sleep..end here

Mm..rather bored today..doing the survey data entry..so sian..well I just try to finish my work..Thx God for HIS blessing..I love u Lord..I know U r trying to give me the ans slowly..thx God..I can feel it..Sixth sense tells me something..

Ji will contact me everyday and he asked me to go out with him to buy clothes wor after exams..lol I didnt expect..I guess should be ok la..not a problem..but dun accept it so easily.. :P why me out of so many pple? I dun wanna get the whole idea also but it seem to be because...

Things just happen too suddenly..never felt the same way as before..the feeling is so strong but my dear Heavenly Father, I need ur assurance and ur confirmation..Pls Help me!

End here..need to continue to type notes

Yamashita-san asked me a question that I dun have the answer to the question..u should ask the person..I wonder why is he so curious..I am scare, but I know God will bless..everything will be fine..as for the question..seriouslY I have no idea..leave it to fact..

I miss him..sigh..yet I tried to avoid him at times, trying not to be too close..why do I want to do that? I guess I just dun wanna pple to get the wrong idea..
still doing my notes..sigh..alot more to go..I must jia you!

End here!

Tired!

I wonder can I still think right now? I know I am feeling tired but I wanna hang on to type the notes..even Ji called me, I dun feel anything as I am simply so tired..I got a missed call and I return his call..he shared with me abt his law test..He passed..that's good..maybe it was just so convenient & happen to be in the same sch as him..He happened to be teaching his classmate stats so he didnt talk much already or he doesnt wanna talk..I dunno..

Seriously I dun have the ans..I choose to believe there is nothing as both of us are busy to even think abt other stuff beside studies and work..I can't deny I wanna know u more..let see how it goes..

I am feeling sian at work..I know God will remove the 'sian'..I tried my best to do what I can and everything seem to be an obligation in work..I feel so sian..doing the survey n filing..alot more to go..I need more strength..I know God will provide the career n love path..thx u!

End here..continue typing notes

Well sunday past by like that..I went to the gym with HL and follow by lunch with Yamashita san and her at ichiban..yup I spent money again to enjoy a nice meal..I felt rather sleepy after lunch..we had late lunch at 1.30 and I am still quite full now..I was thinking of having a nap but end up didnt..I guess I will sleep earlier tonight..that will be better..

Huay Ling bought us the fiesta cheesecake and she said is nice.I gonna try a bit after dinner ..oh yeah! yup finally sent the list to Ji before he asked me again..He called me just now asking if I sent and treat me meal when free..well actually is alright..it wont be good getting too close..He seem pretty too concern on what I am doing..it doesnt sound too good as I dun like pple to control me or interfere too much.. I see how it goes..Poor him got eye infection.. :P I hope he has a gd rest..seriously I dun feel anything when he told me he has eye infection hhaa..so bad right?

I leave it to GOd..if things r fated then it is unlike to run away..no matter how u run away..is just there..
end here..gonna type my notes..

The feeling is getting closer each time and u tell me to remember to dream about u..and the mo fei..wat does it mean sia?

I went home abit later and u will comment..funny lor.u went home later than me wor.. :P I wish my sixth sense is wrong..I am glad u r concern abt me..I am simply not sure..I wanna act blur and see how things go..the attention that I get from u is very different..I have not feel this way for more than a year..Perhaps u are just being friendly..maybe..I shouldnt think too much..Yes HL's advice was good..rather think of how I would react than being surprised..

It wont be the right time though but sometime it just come without expecting it and you are not prepared..My dearest Father, what should I do? can u guide me?

End here..need to study hard soon wor!

NOt sure..

yes it was the last lecture..I dun feel happy at all though as it means exams coming..mm..I was really surprised with God's planning..I am not sure..I just dun wanna get the wrong idea..Ji called me today and we talk on the phone for about ten mins..I wonder y did u choose to call me when u r free.u love to ask me where I am..chat with me quite alot..when I didnt turn up, u notice it..seriously I wanna take it easy..the feeling that with M is so different compared to urs..u forget to say gd night to me la hhaa..or becoz of studies? u need help is it? I really dun wish that u r like R..

Not sure..wait n see..end here

The passion

I am touched by what Pikachew said..anyway pretty occupied today..I felt so happy since sat..well I really wish that I can stay happy each day..is u guys & pikachew who make me smile..not forgetting Lord,my family & gd buddies who never forsake me, sisters n brothers..friends that I just get to know..A big THank YOu from me! words can't seem to express all so I prefer to use my sincerity to show u guys..U guys r really great!

Yes pikachew,I really wanna tell u alot of things that I have not mentioned b4..I am the kind that dun like to hide my feeling..u can tell straight from my face if I am happy or sad, or even happy..I prefer to show then talk only..actions speak louder than words.I feel that u also show ur sincerity and passion in what u r doing.I Can feel that u r putting in alot of effort in fact 101% and u have CAR also..Great! really hope u will continue to succeed in whatever u do and each time may it get even better..

I hope I can find the passion in my work life too and tell u about it! shall see..May God bless!

All the while, I always feel that maybe I am just a little friendly and kind, a little caring that's all..
Sincerity still works? I believe in treating pple well & not treating them badly.standing in their shoes and u know wat I mean..I dun ask for anything in return..I just wanna pple around me to be happy each day! have fun, the peace & joy together.however I am not perfect..sometime not able to click with some..trying my best to be more sociable..I guess it changes slowly over this few years..yeah!

last lecture today..got to end here..have an early dinner and off I go to sch..

Aunty Lucy Telemovie Event

Yes I just finished uploading photos..rather fast this time round and I tag the rest..We just attended the event@cineleisure k union..The event was great and the movie was funny.everyone laughed alot and it makes us happy! too bad XL can't make it..is alright we can see her next time.Glad to meet up with the rest for dinner and are chatty though some of us met for the first time..we had dinner at kfc cine..mm..pretty noisy with 8 pple hhaa..I have to keep reminding them to keep quiet or lower down their voice ..aiyo worst than my sec 2 whom I look care during the learning journey hhaa..faint..

Everything was alright and we had an autograph session and host was kind enough to let us take photos together..hehe.CQ was busy taking more photos after the session! hhee not bad ar..hope he drank it la..*wink..AL's daughter was there..so pretty lor..I didnt take pic with her lol..my main focus on CQ..opps..after the event, we went to have a drink at the foodcourt before heading home..Taxifeng uncle was kind enough to send 4 of them home while the rest took train.I am fine with it coz it was near my house..wondering will the newspaper publish? hhaa..So CQ dun need to worry no one went wor..almost full house..I told him that..coz he was worried during the shock & shiok drama..I believe he is really happy! oh ya Carrie, Diya, Belinda, Yang Jun Wei went lor..Pei Fen also..

Time to face work again! the day has passed..end here

25 Oct le!

Yeah it has come to the day where the AL telemovie is here..meeting the rest later for dinner follow by the telemovie..mm..I guess it will be lots of great fun! however everyone need to go to work tml so I guess we wont go home 2 late..nevertheless is alright..we can ehjoy the show together..I really hope that xl can join us as she sms me that she would have meeting..not sure if she can rush down or not.hope that she could at least come for the telemovie..mm..

Let me update about yesterday, yes I went to watch the shock n shiok drama with wl and happens that xl n jm got the tickets too so we caught it together.At first I was prepared to get frightened hhaa..however the first story about the vampire was funny instead.. the 2nd story was written by CQ and it was a bit scary in my opinion but abit short..I saw CQ coming in for the 2nd half.. well we will see him later..

Well..I feel bad getting wl to walk with me around n around as I am not familar with the place..sorry Gal..I have not been there b4 lor..so we tried to find our way and thx God we manage to find it.. :) it was a small theatre..nevertheless it was a gd experience

Anyway I am still learning how to be patience..well I am still trying very hard. making friends seem to be a gamble too..at times we wont know if the friends that we mix with are alright til we mix around more often ya..I am not trying to discriminate them but rather pple like xl, jm & g mei r alright..I can see them being sensible..some of them might be younger so tend to be unmature..I can understand but they really irritate me at times..aiYo..that I choose to ignore in order not to blow my top.I am controlling and I dun wish to scold pple..it wont be nice..so what do they want me to do ar? sigh..

Shall end here and gonna do my stuff and then meet the rest..

Happy Weekend!

mm..I doze off while chatting last night..I was so tired..Well I had a good rest and wasn't really doing anything beside reading newspaper and surfing the net lol..I have thought of spending my time wisely. However I just wanna enjoy my weekend..I dun wanna do any work on sat unless I have a deadline.Thx God I finished all my assignments..so right now is preparing for exams once next week lessons end.yes I am going to catch the shock n shiok action drama with WL later..There are two stories & one of it was written by Cq.sorry guys I only have one pair of tickets so I am not able to invite u guys to join me..Just thought one of my gd buddy to go with me to enjoy ourselves! I am so happy she is free to go! I receive the sms quite last min by yes933 that it would be today. Either on I mention abt it to WL. I went to figure out where the place is..Well shouldnt be a difficult place to find..I asked Tim who frequently go to bugis and he said we can walk there..I am so glad that XL & JM also won the tickets and I shall see them there.. :) This is the first time I am going to the theatre to catch action drama and hopefully in future, I will have the chance to go n catch nice musical..I wanna explore and I love music!


Of course not forgetting our part 2 tml..hhee.*wink.. I just send sms to remind them to meet up tml for dinner follow by the AL Movie with CQ..We can purchase the dvd at a cheaper price & he will sign for us. oh yeah! You guys must be wondering, are u crazy? Well it is free screening & we can meet friends so why not? We take this chance to have a gathering..thx u scorpio east for organising this..somemore we support AL aka CQ..It is a gd opportunity

Well after the fun, I have to start preparing for exams..at least read through or revise through those that I am not sure so as to prepare for my exams..

We will get to enjoy after my paper! meeting up with friends & not forgetting our group family trip! I can't wait!!!

I shall update again after catching the action drama & telemovie!

End here! gonna catch variety show

Unlucky day..

I simply find it a bad day..maybe is not so bad after all..its part n parcel of life.due to relief schedule, P talked to me..there were some problem and I shall not go further into it..I was so tired, thinking of taking a short nap, end up I wake up around 7 and I miss my class..sigh..the last lecture and it would be revision tml..I wonder did we get our result? I really wish to go but end up I can't..sigh..if I drive,I will definitely rush there..
I thought it was the next day as it was so dark..then I realise is at night..oh man..while taking pack of chilli for my chicken rice, I drop it on the floor..sigh..what is wrong today?

I feel very....shall end here

I feel tense up after I reach home..I wonder why as I had a relaxed day as I went out for a learning journey with the students..anyway I feel better now..

We went off to changi chapel museum and URA Centre with the sec 2 class. Carol & I take care of the class..they r hyperactive and talk alot..sigh..nevertheless I gain good experience by taking trip with the class..We set off at around 9..kind of delayed ar..wait n wait..then we head back to sch by 12.30..though it is a short one, is good to explore and know more abt S'pore..I had not been to URA centre..I just did some work and then knock off quite fast..

I shall end here..wow heavy lesson for next two days..

Happy!

I ended sch late today and reach home around 11.10pm..I was abit unhappy about work.nvm.. as it was over..I just dun understand how they work..no proper system..messy..I went to pizza hut to enjoy and have a nice dinner..set meal..spicy chicken with soup of the day, ice lemon tea and roasted chicken wing..yummy! Then I head off for class..

I had not been calling for so long..so I just try my luck and I got in after not calling in for so long..tue is my lucky day! as in Wed coz is midnight.Unexpectedly, XL & I won the action drama tickets..shall wait for the person to call us to get the tickets..Xl suggested watching it together hhee..so happy n excited!
This is my first time winning ticket! Look like gd luck is coming! thx GOd!

My dear Father, thx u for everything..

somehow I am pretty curious abt JI..he will sms me telling me he clear test, asking me where am I today? with just the sms, where are u? he wanna see if I wanna join him in cafe..I was like oh.sound more like when bf ask me de..I didnt tell him where, just told him on the way.he nudge me in msn.just like that chris like to ask me have sleep ar hhaa..I realise the way guys react when they r lonely, is really similar..trying their luck? bad lor..I wonder is he the one.only GOd knows..HE will provide..yeah I must listen to WL's advice..study hard first! I dunno why this just come to my mind..love is coming again..

Father, I pray and may u provide me with the right man and allow me to know if JI is the one who is suitable for me..even if not, may I be able to be his gd friend..also pray for my studies.that U can provide me with the focus and the wisdom..pray for my family members that u can protect them with good health n happiness and success in everything. Amen

I wonder what is wrong with the chatroll and blogger..it is so slow..yeah end lesson early today and I went to have supper with Christina & Avia..yeah..I am glad I finished my a/c assignment. though I spent some time doing it yesterday and today, time flies..It is worth it to do it..at least I feel a sense of relief now that I have completed.waiting for lecturers to finish teaching and I can start with my revision..

I cannot be lazy..how to have the determination to have study..end here

Well..sunday past by like that but I am really glad that I have finished typing the accounts assignment..I shall edit and adjust the alightment and then do the content & cover page.I dun feel like doing it now..I feel very full..mm..shall not turn in so late so that I will feel fresh tml and able to do my stuff. I am gonna cook chicken porridge again tml with veg n carrot :) it was quite nice though when I cooked that day..healthy food..

I should have enough time for me to do my stuff tml as I am not working and I dun intend to go out either as I have class at night..take it as a resting day or just revise my work..I am not sure what to revise though..thinking abt it..

I enjoyed the yong tao hu dinner with the rest,it's yummy!guess what,I had it today as well lol but is homecooked by my dearest Mummy..We had dessert at east coast road as well..yummy! I wanna go again..I had homecooked dinner today as well at Grandma's place..

I was surprised Ji sms to ask me if I have msn..I gave it to him..we only chat a while, at times he will come n say hi to me.
Both of us busy, he is starting his studies, shall not disturb him 2much though.

Shall end here

Love is in the air..

mm..Today's lecture is a short one and we have longer break and leaving earlier..wow two biz law lecture two days straight for next thur n fri..ALvin changed the dates u see..

I am unhappy with that AL, thinking he is so great by telling pple hey she can help u ..she is most willing..wanna bully me right? I know is my job to help but can't u see I am not very free..I have other stuff to meet deadline..and that stupid machine coz of the sheet and it gets jam each time we put it in..I wasted alot of time on that..as we could only do piece by piece..u know I have to do about 100++ one by one..it's testing my patience..is alright..

mm..I get the feeling wanting to know him better..Ji start to keep in touch with me..earlier on get to know we have similarity..I guess it is not a coincidence..is God's plan..is Ji the one, oh Lord? We start to exchange hp nO after we meet each other a few times in sch.I sms him that day just asking if he ends class..He called me today to tell me about his results..surprised though..y do I always associate with letter J? lol..maybe I should discover more..earlier on I find M not bad but realise actually we dun have common interest.another one JoN, love hk drama..our common interest..not bad also..hhaa..

Wl is disturhing me aboutlove in the air..I feel love once again ba..soon I guess..shall end here..yeah is fri soon!

Suddenly lost the inspiration to write..just blog down how I feel..I guess I am hungry again.though I drank coke..I know my mind is kind of going blank now..in fact I am awake is because of the caffeine..time to slp soon..listening to 933..

I am thinking while on my way home..wat to revise as exams r coming soon..perhaps is accounts..holiday on mon..perhaps I can study as well..abit ..start earlier is better than rushing..at times after work, really dun wish to study as I am too tired..I guess I can start to finish up the last question for a/c and then I can type it out and once I finish that, revison can start..

I am doing pretty great today focusing on work..way to go and finish them and not to think so much..I did talk to the rest today..thx God..things seem better..I hope it will be good throughout my last two months working there..gambatte Yvonne!

End here! endure a while more and I dun wanna see any sub paper this time round! may GOd grant me the strength, determination , focus and wisdom to complete my work n studies

It's a warm day..well I really slack today..watching shows..quite relaxed and reading newspaper plus nap..I feel bad..just dun wanna do any revision or even type my work at all..I spent time doing my a/c assignment in the early morning..yup abt 5am..pple must be thinking, am I crazy? well went to church as usual though and then head down to tampines to have dinner and went to take a look n find Aunty Lucy aka CQ as they are showing 'her' movie on screen. His reaction is the same as the time he saw me at bossini..lol..well this time a bit more surprised. He seem to be able to recognise me.. :) He look very serious when he dun smile and what I know is that is him..

After I reach home, head off with my family around 12 plus as they wanna go loyang temple to pray before supper..I just hang around..well by the time I reach home is about 3am..then shower n surf net a while and finished up my assigment , it was abt 6am..I woke up around 12pm..end up taking nap at about 4.30pm and then had dinner..of course ice cream! hhaa our usual sunday dessert :P

I didn't realise that there is president star charity show til jm sms me..this show that I am not aware of what's happening around..I hardly watch tv even if I am at home during weekend..at times I dun even on the tv at all..nothing much to watch at times..I am glad I catch the 百万大歌星 as well as the charity show..today's bai wan on ch54 有草蜢。。They can really sing well even after so long..I remembered when we went ktv, we choose their song hhaa.cool..I have a great laugh as NONO always try to crack funny jokes..

Shall end here

I am who I am..

mm.I have been thinking.feeling uneasy..I am supposed to be just who I am isn't it? I don't like to pretend and be so fake in everyone's presence..I guess at times we have to? I did not utter a word to any of them after I talk to BC..It's better not to say anything in that place or else every1 will know it..no one knows I am unhappy and I have to pretend that I am happy there..It is a torture..sigh..I am telling myself, even if I am lonely, God is around..at times it is good to be alone for a while.. I don't seem to be able to be myself anymore while working..So how should I react? I find it so fake when I smile..In fact I am just being nice even when I am unhappy. The rest didn't provoke me nor hurt me etc..

I feel frustrated at times when she "become a supervisor" and order us to do this n do that while she can help as well..do We need to draw a line till like that? it's just a phone call..u can help to ans as well..why order me around? It's damn irriating when she is not the RO or supervisor..bloody hell..seriously don't like her..I don't talk to her beside work..of course as usual there is politics, everyone just gossip etc..I can't stand so at times I dun like to have meal with them. I will tolerate as I will be out soon..way to go..hang on!!! I will do my best!

Shall end here, gonna do my accounts before I go out.. at least complete the last part of Q1 and try to start on Q3..

It's Fri!

After a day of work, time flies and I met up with WL to have dinner and we had our koi's cafe bubble tea! oh yeah! honey green tea! It's good to have a gd chat and finally got my quiz book which was from Amelia..we shall share n read..swap after reading :) hhaa so long :P I feel good after chatting and we talked alot for a few hrs while enjoying the bubble tea..chat up again when free wor..
I missed the timbre chicken wings hhaa..yummy!

DUnno why my fingers are numb..oh no..no blood circulation..gonna stop typing..end here..I haven finish my accounts..see..so lazy..haiz..shall do it after i wake up..no point doing it so late and getting up tired after that..

It was rather emo day once again..just didn't expect it..that when we keep quiet, at times we might be observing and we didn't even communicate and u judge me like that..that is opinion..I felt upset..It is kind of unfair..Isn't it the ans that I want, since I had made up my mind before I knew it. Have you wonder why that reaction? no one cares.. It's alright with me..that is part n parcel of life..God is alright..thank God for bringing BC to talk to me..my new manager since Jason left..

I had been pondering over the comments..well is the fact, nothing gonna change..I just have to accept it and do my best ya..

Shall end here..gonna sleep soon

Suppose to sleep soon..end up never..haiz..well not a bad day for work..not that busy..feeling emo..I guess is normal

I seem to get some hint..love has to be patience..Thx GOd I get to know more friends whom we have some common topic or areas..perhaps it is a good thing..in that way , I get to know more pple..is good..nice pple around.. :) thx GOd !!
dunno why CQ keep playing love songs today lol.almost all my fav songs..JJ's song..thx u!

Hopefully it will be a great day ahead! lesson ended late at 10.05..tiring.end here

It's Sunday again..

Well I slept late last night and of course wake up late..no mood now..let her eat first..perhaps I dun need to eat as well though I am hungry.pointless..

Assignment deadline is more impt than fb? I really don't understand why everytime coz of FB, we end up quarrelling or agruing..it's damn irritating.Sunday is the only day that I can do my stuff as I am not working..so be it assignments or personal stuff..Couldnt I have my own time to slack or be busy? is that wrong?

Well enough of that..I shall update about yesterday..It was mid autumn festival! We went to church as usual and then head to Chinatown, bringing Yamashita-san to view the lightings :) I brought mooncake to share and he brought the rest back to eat. I guess he enjoys it. Cousin wasn't around as she was not feeling well..a pity..Anyway we had fun as we head down to partyworld after that..yes singing again! hhaa I went to k so often that my mum asked me k again ar..

As for fri..It was Mum's birthday so we head to long beach seafood restaurant at Kallang to have our meal. The food was yummy!
We ordered the set and there was dessert too.

Shall end here..stomach cramp and I am hungry! sigh

Yeah I just woke up from my nap..feeling fresher..I was so tired.It was a warm day as well while we helped out for the Graduation Ceremony 2009. I perspire from the start til the end..lol.I was at the backstage helping to put the souveniors on the table and then pass it to P while she gives out to the chairperson of each graduating class. It was a relaxing day finishing up my work before lunch and I even have time to do filing :) It was a slack day after lunch, making sure that everything is in place etc..we sat down to watch the performance by the students and teachers. Well students have their hidden talent lor..they can sing well..Teachers sang too.
they can sing well..Teachers sing a song for them while is I'll be there. Hope I didn't remember wrongly
Somehow I know how it feels like to graduate like what I did quite a few years back..I feel emotional..It was both a happy and sad moment though.. :) We have buffet also for the students and we can eat too..however it was not that fantastic..

mm..going out for dinner soon. Mummy's birthday!

Well talking about yesterday, it was a bad day though as everything doesnt seem well and my tears just fall..too stress up ba with all the things not being in place..well hope to forget about it..anyway law lesson was great with a case scenerio and I am the counsel for the plaintiff..hhaa hope I didnt type wrongly..act as "Lawyer". I really paid attention last night..nice wor..It's easier to understand.. :)

I shall end here..shall update again soon.. gonna finish my assignment tonight. I did some and I wanna add on..

Moody..

I really dunno why am I feeling so emo..I had alot of thoughts on my mind..going for a/c lesson soon..have a quick blog..
Perhaps I am just tired not having enough time to do my stuff, have to worry about deadline..even if I enjoy, I will ask myself have I complete my work, can't feel the peace..I realise I have not touched my keyboarding for a while..time to practise it when my exams are over..it is getting rusty hhaa..I need a break!

A bit lazy to go for class but can't be helped..I wanna drink bubble tea lol..gonna get honey green tea with bubble!

Shall end here..

It's Sat!

Finally is weekend again and as usual I woke up late :P as I slept late last night. mm..helping out to wipe the house..nothing much to do anyway..read newspaper, had my lunch..laze around to look out for lobang..I saw one job vacancy which I would like to try however it requires the qualification that I am on my way to obtain..maybe I should just give it a try and send my resume..opportuntity would not come so often though. mm..no harm trying :)

Off to church soon..gonna help Mum to get something and I have a craving for coke..hhaa..I wonder why..normally I dun like gassy drink..

I shall end here..going to have dessert after services.. :) opps I just had a bowl of mango sago with pomela last night with Christina after class hhaa..opps..fattening..I wanna my honeydew sago today..

Well today end class quite early and Carter sent us to mrt station.. :) I realise the law test is much better than a/c test..at least I am less stressful..tired now..

I went to get snowskin mooncake with lotus paste.yummy..I realise ice cream ones are not as nice as the normal one..I dun like yolk..
busy day sia that I felt tired now..kill lots of brain cells..as 7 will be out later...wow wow..plan for some time..

shall end here..phew test over..time to start management..tinking of taking 1 mth break for next year..

I was not very busy today though though rather occupied..Had our staff phototaking session.I nearly "faint" cause of the incident..how could you be so blur even if people didn't indicate.you can read also though.perhaps is my fault also..you can give to them instead of the others..oh man! In the end I have to recall back..what to do!

Well another incident, I broke the left side of my earphone..yes,tooo strong ar..the plastic broke..opps..sigh
I was blur that I forgot to bring home my make up kit which was in the sweater bag..you see how blur I am..

Yeah I got my ice cream mooncake after craving for some time..I have not eaten yet however I tried the flavour..personally love mangosteen flavour.I believe chocolate is normal.I wanna buy some snowskin flavour with loctus paste soon..probably next wed? As I won't be able to get it this few days due to classes.

I am gonna start on my revision after blogging..wasting some time on installing of msn..no time to waste as there is test tml..sigh
Personally can't understand why some people would tell us that they can't do or they have no time to do their assignment.thus they get us to email them so they can take it as a reference. I am rather pissed off with that.It's not one person is two person!!

I shall end here..Pray that tml will be a good day as well and I can do my very best for the test! wish me gd luck!

yeah is midnight..I had my accounts test already..well I was so stress when doing the paper especially the P&L..however I finished it and done with it..I did my best so no point thinking about it now..

Sometime I dun understand why u can mess up the schedule etc..and I fill it in and u lost the slip..surprisingly, I am not that angry though..simply dun like it..I wrote it again lor..I still like ms DK..she won't push everything to me unlike u..sigh..
well is alright..that's what I have been telling myself as I am leaving soon..

Kind of emo as after the long break..5 on mc..wow wow luckily she handles lol..:P now you know how I feel hhaa..let u have a feel of it..

Up next is biz law test..hope I can do..suppose to type the notes and end up I didnt do it yet..probably tonight? I wanna eat snowskin mooncake and ice cream one..I will go n buy..

End here

The 7 delcaration of Jesus Christ

I would like to blog and share what Pastor KC preach.

I found it meaningful

The 7 declaration of Jesus Christ:

He sustain-John 6:48 I am the bread of life
He shines-John 8:12 I am the light of the world
He saves-John 10:9 I am the door
He shepherds-John 10:11 I am the good shepherd
He sparks-John 11:25 I am the resurrection and the life
He secures-John 14:6 I am the way, the truth and the life
He spouts- John 15:1 I am the true vine

I am tired..am I hungry? I feel shag..I just wanna sleep soon.well watched G force with the rest..I find the storyline normal however the hamsters were cute.It was funny..Enjoyed it..oh ya we have not paid HL yet..owe her money :P shall pay her when I see her..I need to sleep already..too tired lor after the k session last night. I need my sleep..

Good night!

Yeah is sat..I just want to update my blog.

Well I had fun last night.Time to study hard soon..kind of lazy today.I intended to wake up at 10 and end up I slept til around 12.opps.I felt tired. I came back around 1am wor.yea.
I met up with Ame,Hui & WL yesterday and we went to timbre@ art house for dinner.We ordered two pizzas, drinks & timbre chicken wings.I ordered shirley temple and guess what all of us tried the new beer(can't remember the name). We just order two small bottles and shared..It was the first time I saw Ame drank. I know hui drank before but there was the first time we drank together wor. :) Thx God though it rained yesterday, the rain stopped when we met up.
Well we sat indoor enjoying the cooling weather and the live band while having our dinner and chit chatting..it was fun as we took quite a number of photos..lol..after that we decided to head to party world at liang court to sing til 1am. I love the place and realy don't going there again the next time. facility was good.

Waiting for the photos as there were with hui. :) shall end here..feeling sleepy again oh no..after lunch effect. End here..
Gonna go church soon and then catch G Force! Actually I dun have the urge to watch but since HL planned, I will just go along..

Getting a bit tired..today's lesson was great as we went through some revision for the test..I guess I will be doing better..yeah finished up my assignment..gonna revise work when free and then cya guys tml wor for our dinner :)

I wanna sleep soon..gd night

I just want some peace.. I have work to do now..can't I have some peace? sigh..is hard to do the assignment.. stress.suddenly feel blank..how? I feel so shag like that..I don't want to do anything..my mood is affected. need some wisdom and focus..really.. that is what you think, is not what I think..sigh..what wrong with u all? old liao is it..mood like different..

Relaxed..

Well I am a bit tired might be due to drinking? I went to church as usual and then HL, Shuji & I went to have Kfc first with Patrick & Chi Xiong & 3 of us head to wisma's indochine to have a drink..I hope I didnt spell wrongly..well there was a live band so it was quite good though. I had appletini..yummy! it was nicer than lychee & watermelon martini which I tried elsewhere..I love the appletini which consist of vodka, apple syrup, 7-up etc..Shuji can drink alot..he had a bottle of beer & two drinks..He tried to order one martini for HL lol..end up HL didnt drink much as she has to wake up early so she had some fruit juice..

I felt relaxed..time to cheong for assignments soon! I get started already..a pity Angelia cant come today..is ok..we shall have other activities soon..

Well suppose to be happy..as I get to know and felt relieved as my paper should be fine..I can concentrate on other stuff..just wanna have a quick blogging and do my work..management group project should be fine also..We don't have to worry. Shay explained our individual assignment cum group de..at least I know what to do already. Law was also explained by Alvin..Already started on accounts , just that I have not finished that question so I didnt type it in yet..

Sometime dun understand..you wanna us to be in ur shoe, you also have to be in our shoes..doesnt mean that we aint stress.we have our stress too.It's a different level of stress..I can't even say I am stress..perhaps like what he say coz is the R..that why I feel that way..faith n R increasing..is good..

At times I am busy, not that I wanna ans u rudely.that's my fault..fb stuff..is a leisure stuff..can't u ask me when I am not so busy? at times doing assignments etc, which is more impt? sigh..that why I am abit irritated..I thought u will understand me really well..when I am busy n I get interrupted..is like that..I tried not to but that is my reaction..I am trying to slowly change..at times is best to keep quiet..I tried explaining to u and all I hear from u is telling me to SHut UP! I feel so ...sigh..is ok..I rather keep quiet and finish up my assignment..it's better this way..

I shall end here..relax relax and I wouldnt be stress..

Moody..

Simply feel moody..I Just can't study at all..I just feel like logging off and off hp and sleep la..what is wrong? I am stress..I really dunno..what I want..I just feel like letting it out..better to cry it out? ahhhh..sian..

I don't even know what I wanna blog..I have not start studying lor..shall do it on sun la..assignment etc..end here

Tired..

I am tired..somehow don't wanna do anything except for lazing around. I know I should study etc but somehow not in the mood as I am so sleepy. Well I finished watching when a dog loves a cat.It was sad towards the end when MC is ill.my tears just flow man when I watched.Overall is a good ending..

Somehow it makes me cherish my family & friends more as life is short.Time will not wait for any1. I just wanna finish my course right now.The day has come whereby there is only two more months left. I will work even harder as it is the last sem already! jia you!!! Too tired to blog further..I thought I have more things to blog but somehow dun wish to blog..I feel so thirsty..gonna drink soup..

End here! May God bless my family, friends etc with gd health!

Friday

It's fri again..It's a happy day..I am so relaxed & slack today..well..finally back to work though still coughing..I cough badly normally in the morning and when I am in the aircon room..time to work even harder and enjoy the free time also..I wanna watch drama..

Sometime rather watch drama than chatting there..sometime a small matter becomes a big matter..well perhaps they have nothing to do that why.. :X childish..
Glad that CQ is smoothly filming his movie and the new hairstyle was great..Thx Lynn for showing me the pic :)

Well it would be holiday next week.I can focus more on my studies as workload would not be heavy

Time to update pics tonight when I have the time..I plan to update but I was sick for past few days..

Best wishes to Lalitha & Jamie..May they have better prospect ahead.Glad to have them around as trainee..I will miss them..well is ok as they r in my fb :)

I am hungry..time to have dinner..end here..

Finally recovered..

Well I just went to take my ethics paper today..though I am still coughing, I have recovered from fever..my jean is loose..oh yeah.. :P I just wanna have some rest so I didn't attend lesson today as well..breaking record for not attending lesson for one week..this is the first time of all the 3 sems..

Well I was rather weak and tired for last two days and I didnt realise I have fever on tue til I get home..I visited a doc yesterday and rest though..time to catch up with my studies as I have not been attending lesson..I will look through my notes and try to understand them..all my modules on my table..stress? not really..I have to work hard can't be helped and to finish the law assignment as well.. my last sem!! more eager to study harder..about 2 more months to go

I know what I am more worried about is law paper..well just have to spend some time when I am free on sunday etc to revise ba.. As last min wont help much, gonna start early

As I was sick this two days, longer for someone to be there for me and I wonder when the right person will come..well it has been a year..I know I am ready next year..May God bring the right man to me when the right time comes..I will be getting older again next year and I believe it should be a right age to date seriously..Well not saying that I am not serious abt my previous ones but rather the right time has come for the one..

Gonna watch paris n milan later and then revise abit of work.. make full use of my time ya..

Shall end here..I hope my cough will recover soon

Teachers' day celebration 2009

Well..a moment ago the excitement are there..I did enjoyed myself for the dinner at conrede hotel..opps did I spell correctly? It's at orchard yup and we had 9 tables..not too bad..with games etc..I didnt win any lucky draw at all. I really had fun and hhaa get nominated to go up stage for the Mr & Ms Sch..Crown..not gonna mentioned the sch name..well of course I did not won..I dun even know how to do catwalk and I paired up with John lol..cool..I find him cool then I know I am looking for men his look etc..hhaa He is taken for sure..well too bad..stop dreaming!!

Just start to wonder again where is my Mr Right , God? I know He will provide when time comes..

Clement & Delina win..hope I didnt write the wrong name..guess what VP get the most loudest voice teacher..so funny..there r other awards such as caring teacher, most neatest table.none other than ALvin Lee..his table really neat..congrats to JJ for winning award and lucky draw..Most popular EAS male award..

We had buffet..didn eat much..ate one round is enough..the first and the last teacher's day with the sch..I enjoyed it alot! thx sch for making it such a nice event.. :)

shall end here..back to work later..sian..shouldnt be too busy..Thx God..I took some pics..will upload when free

It's sunday..I slept throughout yesterday as I have rashes on fri night.yeah I went to see doctor yesterday and after taken the medicine, I felt so sleepy so I slept throughout the afternoon and even as I ate my dinner, I felt sleepy once again and went to bed not very late at night..I am like a pig, wasting my sat away.Well can't be helped..As a result, I had not done any revision.. I will have to do it today and ignore other module assignment etc first and focus on ethics and making sure that I will pass on thur..my leave is approved but I didnt take leave on wed..I am not sure whether can I cope this time round.I will try my best.

I know that after my paper, I will have to start on biz law assignment..stress man..as test is coming..after the test, there are other tests and assignments' deadline as well.oh man..I know this is the last lap but it seem abit hard..struggling once again til NOV. YEs, is NOV..I have to do my best to pull through til NOV and try to revise when I can..sound hard.. Ganbatte Ne!!

I shall end here!

Somehow too tired this two days to blog..Here's my update.

I stayed at home on sat to do my a/cs.I had dinner with mum & bro though..I was quite tired on sunday, went for service at 8 and I slept around 4.30 and didnt manage to have a gd rest as I had nightmare..thx u Yamashitan-San for bringing us to the jap ramen resturant..I didnt eat much..after that we headed down for thai massage at chinatown introduced by him too..wow the way they massage us was so different and I had a gd slept that night..I was too tired and the massage makes me really relaxed..I slept at 9.15pm and yes you did not see wrongly!! haha..break record..normally I sleep late..The feeling was good..

Mon which is yesterday..crazy lor..I dun wanna say much..is really a busy day..

As for today, well some pple r just so scarastic when they talk..well is ok..I find it unprofessional to behave that way as you r a man.too bad, I can't stop you from saying..I am very sure I did the right thing and it is good enough..it make me feel mad, is alright shall keep my cool and ignore..what goes around comes around..Yes I might grumble but what can I do..I manage to see different kind of people again..another one who will poke into people's affair..personally feel that it is not necesssary..well up to you, I can't stop you..may the next working day be good..Thx God!

I shall end here..

You guys simply don't understand..

I really hope that I don't have to do this and to make it clear to u guys..particularly that two only..I kept receiving calls and sms at the wrong timing..I understand that perhaps you guys don't know when I would be busy..that's fine..what about midnight? I am sure you know that you shouldn't disturb people at that timing. Maybe politely, you can ask if it is alright to chat and not smsing me "Call me now!" are you ordering me? I felt that way because it sound like a command from a boss to a employee.. what the! I don't owe u anything alright? At times, really busy..Perhaps GOd is punishing me for disturbing my friends when I was in sec sch..I used to be quite free and I love to chat..Well no longer now after I start working and also studying..It was pretty tiring after the long day that I don't wish to talk on the phone at all.I don't mind msning though.. :P

You don't understand that sometime even though we have free time, we prefer to spend it alone doing our own stuff or even reading up books etc.. I need my space..at times will go shopping. Weekend is spent with God, fellow brother & sisters, family and also doing assignments..so my schedule is pretty packed, isn't it? well shall end here..I have been packing stuff, filing my accounts stuff etc til I have not done my assignment..let me do it now..

Tense..

Well certain website really seem to have some problem lately..it has been a few days..

I felt not at ease..too many things on my mind..I have already sort it out as in when to do my assignment n when to study..I have to start though but not now..I can't focus on lecture tonight sigh..simply can't get it into my head..Gonna read up when free..I just dun feel like reading anything now..I just wanna watch some drama or listen to radio..

I pampered myself last evening to a piece of chocolate cake and a cup of lychee mint tea at coffee club paragon..nice quiet place..It's good to shop during weekdays..I need a break to sort my thoughts after meeting siew ling for a short while to catch up..She left after a while so I went shopping n high tea alone..well it works after getting a nice break..I sort out my thoughts already and I am more cleared on the direction that I wanna to head to..yummy cake! I bought a pair of shoe at affordable price..20 bucks..

I miss Ms KOh..I prefer her to work with me..things goes more smoothly.sigh is ok la..a few more months to go..I felt that this two weeks, there seem to be alot of unpredictable incident..J's secretary still come and ask me about work though I left 2 months already..doesnt make sense right?

By the way I have finished reading "remember me" ! I can continue to read other books soon.yeah waiting to get the new one 21..when they have smaller version..shall end here

Frustrating..

I am not sure what has happened again..my browser problem?? this blogger and my hotmail seem to have problem..normally it will be ok after some time..so weird..even my facebook has problem..is frustrating..

I just dun understand why things doesnt seem to go smoothly since last week..God..can you help me pls?

I just dun wanna talk much with you..I have to blame myself for being BL, that I start to know you all and then it irritate me when I get calls or sms too late..end up when I tried to leave u a msg..I get accused of disturbing u..what the..so from now on..I can't be bothered..its just a small matter and I shouldn't get affected by it.. I feel irritated as I have better things to do..I need my personal time..I have to change my lifestyle, the time that I get to bed..
Sleeping early is gd for health..I understand how it is like when there is nothing much to do..I try not to disturb friend nowaday..everyone need their sleep and their personal time..so lets be considerate..

I go and start on my a/c hw if not I wont be able to finish them..I have to pack my bag as well..kind of no point feeling unhappy..end here..

Enjoyable movie..

well I caught a nice movie..is a cartoon and is called Up..I went to cineleisure and watched it with cousin.. :) IT's in 3D and this is our first 3D movie..I love it..really worth the money..russell was so cute and then dogs r able to talk..amazing..the cartoon was cute and funny..I would recommend it to those who have not watched..go n watch it!!

haha I know a secret..orh so J & J is together..no wonder..I saw them at ion that day..I am happy for them and I didnt realise they r together..they r way too low profile..May God blessed that this couple will stay happy together always and waiting to hear about their wedding bell.. :) where is mine? I guess mine will be here when the time comes..God will plan..as for now, I have to study hard..

I am quite unhappy with her..coz sometime not free to chat..she would wanna chat..I understand how it feels when u r free..somehow I think differently now..maybe is becoz we r at the different stage of life and I am pretty occupied..I felt that i have grown up..thx GOd..not the same like last time though I feel that at times..I am still abit childish though..my thinking r different now..

I hope that I can learn something meaningful after I finish my course..I know what I want..I wont give up..need to change my sleeping habit.slowly..thx God..I see the change in me..much better though I may not be perfect..

End here..I have a great day!! happy

Saturday!

It's really good when I dun have to work on sat..slept soundly..so many things that I can do instead of spending time outside after work.. Thx God that I Wont get bored..I am pretty occupied each day..I can read my bk n newspaper, study, surf net etc..Well sat is a day whereby I would set aside time to relax myself!! sometime MF wanna ask me to study.She is making me frightened..as I will have my own studying time..I read my biz law N mgtment lecture notes yesterday :) recap what I have learnt..yeah! He wanted to ask me out but I dun feel like doing so even if I am free..pretty busy, dun feel like meeting :P

Well just decide to catch a cartoon movie called UP tonight at cineleisure with Angelia and it's with 3D effect so much more expensive but have not try b4..yeah..going for church as usual later and I have not read my newspaper yet..like so many things that I wanna do..maybe I can catch drama online tonight..

I plan to do my a/c hw/assignment tml..well in excel format? I was quite surprised lecturer want us to type it out..time to revise through my notes for my sub paper..sigh..yes I failed one paper..consider luckily..

Gonna meet up with SL soon..my so called ex colleague wor..didnt see her for some time and I have not meet her for meal yet..we can catch up a little and then I go back n revise my work..k enough of blogging..better go and read my newspaper before going out.

Is Fri..

Once again time flies and is fri..I have been quite busy in the morning for this few days..things just cope up and I feel so stress..til I shear tears today sob..haiz..thx God is solved..dun wanna talk abt it..

I am so glad that tml is sat..gonna have a gd rest.dun think I am going :P too lazy n tired..I dun really have much plans lately except for starting to do my hw n revision..well need to buck up!

Shall end here, not sure wat to write

K session..

Yeah I had a great day today as I had fulfil what I wanna do with my family( my mum & bro)..We went to cineleisure for our k lunch and head off for shopping after that..spent one whole day outside..my legs r aching now..I guess we did enjoyed ourself..and no longer have to snatch notebook...*wink..hhee I bought a clamper bag for myself..10% discount..just buy lor..hheee gd quality..why not..some cookies from mark n spenser..time flies and is back to work tml..I am abit lazy..somehow wish that I have some time for myself but is ok.I had a great weekend :) recharge and back to work tml..

May everything be fine and my sun burnt heal soon..end here..

Happy National Day!

Well yup is national day and I was out today..Well I didn't update this few days..

Let me update now..

My weekend had been packed..well I met up with PC after work on fri..there was nothing much to do since there was ndp celebration..I met up with PC for dinner at mOF n dessert at bugis..I went to church yesterday and went to suntec soup resturant with HL & Yamashita san..yummy..We enjoyed our food..

As for today, went to east coast park with Huay Ling, Angelia & Yamashita-san..We went to cycle and head off for lunch at parkway parade..I am at home now blogging and will head to grandma's place for dinner n watch parade ba..fireworks!!
Grandma's place should be able to watch a little.feeling abit tired and no strength..

Well going k tml with mum n brother..hurray!!! k lunch at cineleisure!! my long holiday has be fruitful..happy!

Shall end here.parade gonna start soon..watching..

Busy Monday..

I was kind of stone today. I was really tired and I did not had my breakfast..oh no I forget to buy donuts lol.I wanted to have them for breakfast..well perhaps I can get something else later on my way to sch..buy and keep it first..no harm..

I was so busy in the morning..kind of moody and stress as I knew what I would be fear of..Well I leave things to God..I will do my very best and God will lead me along the way..

I need to have my dinner and then head for mgtment class.. time flies man..I can't wait for fri to come..long weekend!!

Flea market at Holland V...

Well I felt shag now..it is an enjoyable day though is tiring..I get to experience life at flea market and this is my first time..I am gonna go down again if I can on 6 Sep 2009 and may it be a better one..Thx God for the blessing of good weather and cab..well though I seem to lose two items but nevertheless it was a good experience..sigh WL & the rest r late though.there are interesting incident too..haha..I had headache recovered after taking panadol..I would like to go again when there is a flea market..perhaps to go there once a while if I have items to sell..

Well I know that Elaine jie , XL, JQ di went to see cq at sembawang shopping centre..I didnt go as I was at the flea market..I might consider going to look at all the dj if I have the time..gave it a miss this time though..is alright..hhaa AUnty lucy is the special guest..hhaa CQ!!

I shall end here..gonna surf net a while and then go off to bed as I have to work tml and I have class wor..

Ion

I am feeling tired once again..had a long time..I went out in the morning to meet up with JJ, Charmaine , her friend,Valerie,and Yati to shop at ION..finally..Yati went off after getting bag..Planned to have jap food but it was crowded so we went to hk cafe instead..Well after shopping a while, JJ MIA..Heard that he msg to say that he has to rush off..after that Charmaine's friend left..basically no one stay for very long lol..IOn is quite big but then , it seem normal to me..hopefully there is a day whereby every1 is more free to shop together..I head off to church at 4 plus..had dinner n dessert at bugis with Angelia, Ivan, Huay Ling & Yamashita San and went back home.

I am really tired..ready for flea market!! oh yeah! end here

I am getting tired now..sleepy n hungry..nothing much to do at work as it is fri..is sat now..Aug has come..wow..that's fast..meeting JJ and the rest later at orchard at 11.30..yes we r going IOn and had lunch together..then I will head to church..then have dinner with Angelia, Ivan & Huay ling..then maybe go shopping..

Sunday which is tml..will be having flea market at holland v.first time..need to go dig out what I wanna sell tonight..I have not done yet :P lol..maybe not going..see how I feel lor
might feel so tired..

end here

What kind of service?

Well I am pretty occupied today..I manage to finish what I should do and get home..yeah there is no class today..I guess I am going to gain weight..lots of food to eat while working there..yesterday was mango cake from bengawang solo and we had home cooked porridge by Mdm Phua today.

Well let me update about last night..xl & I pretty luckily at night..We called in :) I just tried my luck and I get in after Xl hang up..really afraid that my call will get cut off again..luckily it didnt..earlier on was Lynn..天啊！好开心喔。。一个星期没打通了！他不记得我的声音。well is alright..so many callers at times..I can't expect him to remember and more over I was having flu previously..lol..surprisingly he still remember Lynn's voice and she was abit sick..flu..can tell though..happy to chat with CQ over the phone..he talk quite alot..everyone was pretty emo during midnight..hhaa He said, every1 try to fake emo ar..hhaa no la..they r just emo lor..either sick or busy though..

Well back to today..I am not happy..have u come across a food eatery whereby you cant get more chilli sauce? so weird..I don't care what reason you give..my objective is to get the service that I want for the price that I paid..the food is getting expensive and the service is pretty bad..I am unhappy with the service..I am not trying to discrimiate the china workers.Their attitude really sucks you know..This is not the first time though.I was thinking of letting them off but then it happens again.I don't wish to patronise the place again since the service sucks..no point though. I can live without it.

I shall end here..

Busy day..

It has been a busy day this two days..I worked til really wanna cry ..stress up as things just seem to come unexpectedly and I had alot to call..kind of cant cope in the morning..thx God is done..I manage to finish my work at 2 plus and rest for one hr..

I started my lesson..had a/c class and it was pretty alright..principle of managment was alright..both lecturers are good..anyway thur has another lesson and off for weekend

I shall end here..so tired..

Class starts tml..time flies

Well..I didnt do much things today..clearing some old magazine n arrange my cupboard..slacking now..my classes gonna start again..it's tml..time flies..I am a little excited..

Actually I start to worry whether can I cope or not as JJ said he has a special program for me..oh no..hope I can finish my work on time and head off to class..starting of the week should be fine..may God bless and grant me success and concentration on my studies n work..I dunno what to blog further..

Shall end here..

Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince

As usual went to church today and head to PS to meet up with Huay Ling n Yamashita san to have dinner followed by movie..of course the book is better, neverthless I find it ok..some part are funny and the last part is really sad..tears just came out.. oh...

I felt sleepy now..shall end here with this short blog..

happy day!

I cant surf the net yesterday..technican come and solve the minor problem and is done today..oh yeah..is fri!! actually consider sat when I post my blog..I feel happy..quite relaxed at work after lunch..manager, vp , p etc went for meeting..hehe.I was so busy b4 lunch..running around the whole sch looking for students..it was really warm when u have to walk around and you are not familar with the place..I guess is a good way to explore around the sch..

I feel good ..finishing my work today..oh yeah..catching harry potter later!! oh yeah! wow just saw the previous TA today..she came to visit us.. :)

Really a pity I didnt have fun today as i dunno they are celebrating wl's birthday..just a simple dinner ba..beside I am waiting for the singtel personel as well..sigh..

I fall asleep a while at 9 plus..gonna sleep late..wanna do things that I like..end here

Moody..

Well simply dunno what is wrong..I dun feel good..anyway tue was racial harmony day and we wore ethic costume to celebrate..CQ was quite high and happy this few days! I didnt call in,sms instead..i didnt call nor sms..tried my best but I cant get in..can't be helped.feeling abit disappointed..sigh..is another work day again..emo..I guess I dun like to do what I am doing..but cant be helped..that's life..you have to do what u dun like..for my studies sake..I bear with it.,..is gonna be tough..may GOd walk with me..end here..

Field Trip..

Yeah I am back from the trip around 5..We went to get dinner etc..
Well this time round, we went to orchid ville, fireflies farm(nothing to do with fireflies), sungei gadoh natural reserve park, marina barrage and the vegetable place again..

I am feeling abit tired now..pretty warm today and it was the first time we went to marina barrage..The place was comfortable.cooling..we entered our trip there and we took train home since we were at marina bay..It's nearer, rather than going back from eunos..which is silly..too bad Cousin Li Ping not able to come with us as she was sick..I shall sms her later to see if she is ok.. :) I took some pics.I will load then when free..

Shall end here..

Enjoyable day!

I will try to blog quickly and sleep soon..feeling drownsy already due to the cough syrup.yup I have a slight cough..I was abit sick on thur and it was my last paper..can feel that i get a flu but thx God, my flu and slight sorethroat has recovered..however I cough sigh..I guess is due to heaty and late nights. I have been sleeping late lor..sigh

I meet up with wl & hui for a meal at pastamania far east plaza and then went to bossini and get my smiley shirt..I also see Chong Qing and Pei Fen hosting the bossini event. I let him know who I am and he remembered..oh yeah! ya is me! Pei Fen ask him if I am his fan..he said is listener.. :) so happy though!

Normally I wont call in to radio station, but after knowing fc pple, they start to encourage me to call and I did..Fc pple r friendly and we dun fight or quarrel la..one big family..great! pple calling me mei mei or jie jie..so respectful hor..Love my didi, meimei & jiejie ohhh yeah!!

Shall end here..time to slp

sian..

I feel so guilty..while on leave but I didnt really study yet..start to study now.maybe take it as , while not working..I wont feel so tired..I can study better now..if not I would be on my way home only..once feeling shag from waking up early , cant study..

Last paper tml..I guess have to retake stats again..wait for our results will know..sian..no confident..though I really hope I can at least pass...

Yeah meeting Lynn on fri after work.. :) meeting my gd friends on sat and having field trip on sunday..occupied my whole weekend after exams..waiting to watch harry potter next weekend..dun intend to watch this weekend.surely very packed..

Shall end here..I wont go n get dinner so early as I plan to get meal from the zi cha stall downstair..lazy to work so far..go study le..

Yeyeye..

I was really happy this few days..get to see my idol and I fufil my dream of calling in 933 to talk to CQ during midnight..maybe try my luck tonight again..see if I can call in again..not that busy today..quite ok with work but a few days not in..tend to have some stuff here and there..Ms Koh leaving the sch to pursue studies..wow I have to learn whatever I can before she leave..

Time to study hard while mood is really good.Not enough sleep.. sob sob..I gonna end here..take my shower and do my stuff..

Happy..happy..Lam Feng!

Yeah I just settle down after showering..reach home around 11.30..must be wondering where did I go right? I revised my work today and then head off to jurong point to see Raymond Lam Feng..yes he had the Alicafe Meet & Greet Session..It was a last min decision. I was hesitating whether to go and I get MF to go with me..happy to see him..I fufil my wish, that is to see him face to face..manage to take some pics and video though not clear.. :) Wow he is really charming..handsome! He smile alot and he is really friendly..Even his manager is quite gd..knowing that there are alot of fans..they allowed Raymond to help to sign a little while more..so nice..a pity he didnt sing.

He told us a good news, that he will be releasing a mandarin album..oh yeah..I will go n support him when the time comes..maybe can Get Mummy to go with me since she likes Lam Feng too..oh yeah..she regretted not going haaa..I was quite surprised..I thought she doesnt like crowded event but she told me she wanna see him..is ok..when there is another chance,I get her to go with me..

I realise that I am not so into getting his signature..what I wanna is to see him..whether I get the signature or not doesnt matter..as you can get two pack of alicafe and you can get a poster and queue up to sign..I am pretty lazy to wait, not like when I was slightly younger..I would queue to get idol's autograph..It has been a long time since I go to see idol.. :) the excitment and happiness is really there..Lam Feng, u make my day! Hope you have a great week ahead and not get too tired..

End here..

Jamin's birthday celebration

Time flies..9 july was Jamin's birthday and we celebrated today..is past midnight..getting sleepy after drinking..drank abit..we went to bq korea to eat..11 of us..surprising ww came and guess what, she asked us to do survey..which we dun really like..alot of papers..crazy..

Thanks for the wonderful and lovely muack..hehe..ww asked me a question which doesnt concern her and we choose not to ans. Ww jealous la..hhaa..just finish a marketing paper and time to cheong for stats paper which is on mon..

Shall end here..I feel so sleepy..

5th day..

Well it has been the 5th day and I am feeling abit tired now..gonna quickly finish up my notes so that I can sleep..I slept quite late last night.Glad that today is a fine day..manage to have lunch kaki :) well..I am still able to cope now and hopefully it will alawys be a good day as time goes by..

Continue with tying the notes..

it's sunday and I dun have to be at work early tml. oh yeah..Just have to reach at 8.30 :) Glad that I have not wasted my time today..at least finished up a few chaps of the marketing notes..oh yeah..thank GOD..In fact I am bloated now and abit sleepy..I guess I try to finish up chap 6 then I shall rest.. I did my notes and also went to grandma's place for dinner..I didnt waste my time..brought my notebook along with me to type my notes..

Hopefully it will be a gd week ahead.. :) I am not so stress already so hopefully I can perform better..end here

2nd day of work..

Stepping into the 2nd day..I am still not used to it and learning in progress..Hopefully everything is fine..learn as much as I can..feeling sleepy and my studies notes are not out yet..

Surprised..that P came to talk to me..anyway is very different when you are a staff now..hhaa.. :) self discipline instead of pple discipling you..I hope I can absorb more and see how it goes..I have no idea really what gonna happen and no one knows til we walk n walk towards the front..I just wanna finish my last sem and see how it goes..I guess my heart is already telling me what I want in life..somehow feeling the stress and I doesn't seem to have the peace..perhaps is due to exams..gambatte ne!