November 18, 2005

Yeah..finally..

Today didnt go out..stay at home..so noisy outside as lift is ok now pple drilling the staircase..I just read harry potter bk..the 5th bk. lor..I guess cant finish..I want to return to kai ling le.I borrow for so long..time to return her..I haven get the sixth bk..Vin lor ask me to finish the fifth one then he get the sixth one for me..I guess wont buy hhaa..coz i didnt get to finish the fifth one..

yeah..finally get called by tammy jie regarding pay..Going to collect lor with Sandy tml..
alright end here..i want to go n read story bk..

November 17, 2005

dance..

Today as usual went for dance practise lor..Xiu ting, Andrew, Josephine and Yan HOng didnt attend..well we
stay back for extra one hr as Lee ping n li de want to practise..so wait for them to have dinner together..Li de hungry also..so we change place to have dinner..not tt duck rice stall..the place have wan ton mee , char siew rice etc..western food also..Yong Kiat , Li de, Lee Ping and I went..I ate chicken chop set with black pepper sauce..have spahetti one..then with baked bean n salad..not bad lah..Never ate b4..$4.50..quite alright..

Next week back to sch le..so guess we wont use the dance studio at bugis le..abit tired today..but enjoy dancing ba..reach home at 8 plus..alright end here..

November 16, 2005

results out..

Today nothing much to do..I didnt go out so stay at home lor..watch vcd..finally finish watching shine on u..happy ending..mm..anxiously waiting for exams results today..finally it is out at around 6.45 like tt.

I was worried though then the results ok..hhaa I get a shock..I score A for Office admin..I didnt expect it..I expect if I can get ar is evm..end up EVm And PR i get B.. well attachment grade also b..Gpa improve..yeah..
Well..so we can say being in relationship will not affect studies if u study hard ..Is whether u want or not..U have to prove pple wrong..when relaxing..relax well..when u study ..u should study hard..I dun think i did very well.there is room for improvement..So I must do well for the final exam for this coming term..

Dear did ok..attachment grade A..the rest B..gpa still better than me though..nvm he promise he will work harder..
alright end here..

November 15, 2005

Badminton

Today went to play badminton at tp sport hall with Vin..He is late lor..after that went for lunch and we catch a movie.."Exorsim of Emily Rose" It was quite nice..abit horror..(dunno how to spell the movie title) It was about a 19 yeaR old gal called Emily..she was possessed by demons and she died..then the case was brought on court as the priest was accused of killing her..lawyer find evidence to prove that Emily died becoz of the demons and not because she was mentally sick..want to know wat happen in the end..go n catch the movie.. :)
Catch movie after lunch make me feel like sleeping..
Cinema wasnt packed so We can sit anywhere..we enter the cinema abit late..Went to buy sweets hee..
After watching, kind of tired..went to buy dinner and go ntuc buy stuff then went home..
dunno why after dinner I seem awake..but after that tired again..

Exciting period coming..tml results should be out le ..usually release one day earlier..omg..
Just hope i did ok..tml will know..

November 14, 2005

Free day..

Well..Today did nothing much..Went to book badminton court for tml..Playing with Vin lor..mm..I was kind of lazy but have to book coz we want to play..perhaps have time then we going catch a movie..mm..I just packed my stuff..wonder did I miss out anything..guess not.. :)

Mm..well watch vcd when I was back..I went to walk around at tp central..then at ntuc, a promoter recommended me a facial wash etc..so i bought one n try..follow me silkpro facial wash..hhee there is balancer and day protection de cream..I want to look pretty but then so expensive..although promotion but still expensive..$29.20 like tt..omg!my pay used le for buying stuff sure left not much..so I been thinking should I buy..perhaps use the facial wash lst and see if it suits me lor..then I decide.. :)
I dun want waste money..like tt time I bought the moisturizer after that never use that often..coz face oily I cant use..
Dear say if I want he buys for me..I know he dotes me ..I happy he willing to buy for me..but then dunno gd ma..the promoter let me test..seem quite gd..make my skin smooth..I guess use the facial wash lst then see how..
end here..

November 12, 2005

Went out..

I just came back at 9 plus..Today went to Amelia's house with Wei Ling and Shi Hui..Celebrate her birthday in advance lor..just get her two slides of cake lor..hehe..we ate potato chips n twisters..took some pics too..well..I took my mp3 player and load some songs in lor at Amelia's house..yeah finally have my own songs..great.Nothing much to day at her house.. Together with Amelia's bro,Altron, we went to eat dinner at tampines mall foodcourt..Really duno wat to eat..end up go foodcourt eat..

Now thinking where is my dear..i abit tired though..He isn't online.maybe bro use or wat..if not he watching tv or sleeping lor..I guess I miss him..Just want to chat with him..I didnt msg him..coz thinking he may come online himself..Dun msg ..usually he tell me not to waste msg.. :) dunno why sudden miss him talking to me..haiz..

Alright I end here..nothing much to write le..Today quite a gd day to spend time with frenzs.. :)

November 11, 2005

slack..

Today didnt go out..I just stay at home rest lor..was awake by call..Anson called me..asking if Tammy Jie called me..she needs pple to work la..anyway she calls or dun call is fine with me..Coz I want to rest..lazy...hhaa holiday seem so fast going to pass..left abt one week holiday..wat have I been doing?? go out, work lor..slack..hhaa watch vcd..watch movie..etc..time flies..

Looking forward to meeting Wei ling, shi hui and Amelia tml..going to Amelia's house..

end here..

November 10, 2005

tired..

I hasn't been updating my blog..kind of lazy ba..well update today de lor.other day dun care le..
Today as usual went to bugis for dance practise..hhaa today Yong Kiat and Andrew didnt come..left Li de only..hhaa the only guy..after that went to eat dinner at bugis and then went to eat dessert..mixed fruit ice(mango, kiwi, strawberry) at ice monster shop opposite sim lim square..hehe yummy..It was quite expensive but li ping, li de and me share ..so still ok lah..I love the fruits..my fav..reach home 9 plus le..abit tired..

enough of today..update about yesterday...Yesterday is a special day for me and Vin..hehe..went to bugis..see lah both days i went to bugis..Went to sim lim square to look for mp3 player..hhaa actually didnt get pay yet..but quite cheap so i bought it lor..need to charge til full batt..yesterday tried but seemthat i wasnt charge at all..nvm.now charging..the mp3 player quite gd and handy.. :) my com cant transfer songs so i have to ask pple lor to help..nvm..frenzs surely help me..going amelia's house to transfer..
After that we went to fish & co at bugis to have dinner..mm..very full..the sweet n sour fish not bad..i ate that..dear bought me flowers all the way from his place..wow so sweet..3 red roses..wrap with roses design paper..after that went to PS there..the istana park to sit down and have a chat..end up get mosoquito bite..sigh..
so went to shop lor..bought two slides of cakes for daddy..his birthday wat..
although yesterday wasnt romantic but I know I am happy..haa i was late lor..meet him at 2 end up 2.20 then reach hhaa..reach home around 10 plus..we took card print too..so fast..we been together for one year le..I went home with a big bag of stuff....very rich?coz full of stuff..not really..just a few items..

end here..

November 07, 2005

Rest day..

Today rest..watch vcd lor..haaa relax..mm..update about yesterday..

mm..yesterday was the last day of work.ate macdonald hhee..customers wasnt alot..kind of bored at night..walk around lor ..Gernald kor took some of our numbers.heard from Sharina that those who perform not bad, they will take no. so next time can contact us if they need us.. :) glad lah I have chances..if can I may work..work with them quite ok..mm..yesterday we help to clear stuff..coz last day of sales..wonder wat product will be on sales at the same place..I am happy that it is last day..but maybe abit cant bear to leave? coz after all all of us get along for one week..
now I dun want to work lah for weekend..lazy..for the time being maybe no..
Results coming out soon..wow..one more week like tt..omg! think abt it I am abit nervous..
Dear not online..guess he sleep le..he seem to be tired today..is ok..
alright lah I end here..

November 06, 2005

2nd last day..

Today morning not tt crowded..afternoon very crowded..wow at least have something to do..at night quiet down again..Kind of sian lor nothing much to do.haaa today ate at 6 plus..after tammy eat..Gernald kor come n eat..oh sit with him again..hhaa too bad he talking on the phone cant talk much..hhaaa today he asked me I never wear spect ar..he asked whether i tired ma today also..hhaa
today I wear contact lens.haaa this morning Welsey kor at the cashier there..saw me say morning to me..surprising.. heard shop have yvonne also..dunno leh..tml last day le..so fast..

I abit angry /unhappy today..Cai hua lah..come to me..say wat..I never help to hang clothes..i in charge the area.Is tammy jie ask me to serve customers wat..I just do..u cant serve then u go hang clothes wat..then who is going to serve..beside i did hang clothes ok..she didnt see..sometime i hang some.Do I need to shout i hanging clothes to let her know? shit her..hhaaa just a part timer only..think abt it I not happy..
I know someone hhaa from my sec sch..sudden find out she stay same place as me..same sec sch..so great..then went to take train together n talk..hhaaa
Then coz of vcd..i kind of not happy also..dear maybe also..coz he wants to borrow.I kind of reluntant to lend..u know I lend pple stuff b4 and end up lost..I so scare..I dunno whoever I also dun trust like tt..not even my bf i think..then he seem unhappy..I know lah..


ok lah i very sian now..end here..dunno wat to blog le..

November 05, 2005

last 3 days..

Today fri.yeah..working..Customers not alot today..So I kind of feel bored..pretending to do something..and not many customers for me to serve..Ate porridge for lunch end up not yet dinner I feel hungry..and i tolerate til 6 plus ..wow damn hungry..now feeling sleepy..got to sleep soon..

Mm..today eat with Gernald kor again..this time he ask me where I stay and who go home together with me..hhaaaa..I found out he stay at beach road and he stayed at tp b4..actually ok lah..he quite nice.I want to ask him things de..but dun dare..want to ask him he work for how long le and how old is he..curious ma..maybe he is guy so I dun dare ask..I think I just want to know him..sometime see him walking around .not that i want to look at him.he is just in front of me..dun look also cant..sigh..maybe admire him ..coz he seem not bad..I just want to know him?? I know I have bf cannot think so much but sometime feeling cant control de..anyway I know I still love my dear..working busy so I guess I dun miss my dear tt much..I did msg him etc..he always surely on my mind..hhaa then also think of wang zi bian qing wa..tt the only drama on my mind..
tml will be busy..sat wat..second last day..working with the rest was fine..I guess I may miss them?? especially Gernald kor? hhaa can take his no. ma? dunno last day he will ask ma.next time I sure drop by suntec maybe go visit them..I just want to keep in touch..
k gtg..end here/

November 04, 2005

Fourth day of work

wow midnight then I blog..so fast time flies..I work for 4 days already..3 more days and I can say byebye..yeah..This job actually quite ok..if next time need pple maybe I work again..depends..Today alot of pple..but still abit free..this few days did the same thing serve customers..make sure clothes are tidy..quite relaxed..haaa but sometime ar..I really cant call pple korkor or jiejie de..but have to..they tell us to call them by tammy jie..Gernald kor..etc..

Gernald Kor quite nice..he do ask me eat already..or tired ma ..today he having dinner then I also eat..Actually I dunno y I so scare of Gernald Kor or Tammy Jie..I think I scare they see me doing nothing..well I did do my part..Gernald Kor hhaa talk to me..when i sit down still ask me enough space to sit ma..when I cant find food he tells me where is it..ask about whether i still studying or wat..He quite ok de.But never talk much..I also dunno wat to say..I feel that when I dunno the person well I tend to be quiet..Is not like myself..lol..
Haaa Wesley Kor like very girlish leh..hhaaa..duno is he?? mm... opps..then heard he stays with Gernald de..so I thinking..oh..this two guys..mmmm..I dunno lah..

Today Dear give me surprise..he called me ask me where I am..then I thinking not right he wont call me usually..then ask him where he is he say he is outside at tampines. I kind of thinking cannot be wat.Actually today.I wish he come n find me..but end up I thought he wont..hhaa He waited for me at city hall mrt station.. :) I was surprised though..happy lor he came..He told me he coming either on fri or sat..I didnt know he come down today coz he worked..

ok lah end here..

November 01, 2005

First day of work..

Today start to work for one week..coz the pay not bad if not dunwork..stand so long legs so tired..Is not so gd anyway..but overall ok..10.30 reach then change to the clothes..then start work..Is like never teach us wat..just do it..I kind of lost..coz some customers ask stupid questions..I dun even know..We wasnt told..then ar..I was assigned to buy food..so many pple food..wat the..I was lost coz I never take order b4 ..luckily have pple help me..end up I just carry food only..then stupid that Food gone!someone eat my food coz cant find hers..wat the..end up i never eat mixed veg rice lor..Pple all eat different food..I was like how to buy..go buy ur own lah..
Tammy still talk to me in a bad tone.say take order lst then tell her.ask me is it dunno how to take order..nev er take b4 wat really..I come n work not to buy food hor..when i ask abt sherlyn.maybe she may think I dunno stuff..I really dunno wat..I do sales b4 and I study n then work is not to be coffee gal or wat hor.Just feel abit sad..want to bully us..hhaa..
Anyway ok lah dear come n fetch me..I happy le..wont see him lor for next few days..
Ok lah end here lah

October 30, 2005

Briefing..

Today woke up early just to go down to briefing at Iora..Suntec..end up a while only sigh..think less than 10 mins..then I went to buy some food and I went home.. -__-'''' then I was told what to do tml..lame ask me to buy food..out of so many pple I do tt..mm..anyway tml will know..10.30am must reach..haiz..just work lor 1 week only..then do my best if not get fired de hhaa..I know a new frenz call sharon.she also working tml..

Went home I watched "Prince turn into frog " catch the drama til the part it ends..wow watch til I want to cry and I did cry..lol too emotional? tears really come out..nice drama spend whole afternoon watch..I just feel like watching again haaa..oh no hook on the drama..well cannot I need to do other stuff..must not waste today resting time..from tml til sunday I have no time for myself..went home at night le..anyway Dear fetching me tml..hehe :) only for tml he has to work lor..maybe will ask him to fetch me on sat hhaa..but too late no gd..maybe fri better..But not sure whether he working or not..coz he will be working on tue n thur..public holiday..

Well update abt yesterday..Went to catch a movie with Dear at Suntec..mm..I want to watch all about love ..but it is a new movie can't use movie voucher lor as it started screening a few days only.sigh..so we watched flight plan..quite nice..interesting lor..then went to walk around before heading for dinner..oh ya I bought vcds lor..Wang zi bian qing wa..yeah hhee can watch all I want..front part watch b4 but when I am too free I can watch again ..hee I dun mind..anyway I forget what it shows anyway..Just know watever I love de stuff I can afford I may buy..just like I love the drama..other drama I wont spend so much money ba..I will wait for full set then buy hhee..Yesterday went to merlion park sit a while and head home..dear complain tired..hhaa walk here n there lol..I feel is a gd form of exercise wat..yesterday I watched vcd til quite late..tonight cant sleep so late le..sigh..sometime have a very sian feeling that even though can work..maybe dunno how is it like..

OK lah end here..go and do other stuff le..

October 28, 2005

Dance practise..

Today went down for dance practise..Went to Shawn & Gladys dance studio there to dance..It is at bugis..mm..sch cant be used..so we went down to the place itself..hee We learnt jive ..of course dance cha cha and rumba lst lor..
Did learn abit jive b4 last time..the whole routine..but still can learn..dancing is relaxing..but make me feel hungry after I dance lol..abit tired..but I am ok lah.the dance studio not bad..
Gladys talked to us today..talking abt dance competition.sch compete against sch..She see how some of us dance and says is well done.. well our social dance take part..so we represent ITE to compete against others like poly etc..

mm..when u know how to dance u really enjoy it de.. :) I guess after I graduate I still dance lor..maybe outside take dance lessons etc..hhee continue with wat u interested ..yeah..
Dance can really make me very relaxed..But I dun dance so well..anyway I try lah..still no hip haa..but join not that long also..from dunno anything at all til can dance I guess is already good enough..

For this holiday we will use the dance studio at bugis til sch reopen..mm alright end here..

Dance practise..

Today went down for dance practise..Went to Shawn & Gladys dance studio there to dance..It is at bugis..mm..sch cant be used..so we went down to the place itself..hee We learnt jive ..of course dance cha cha and rumba lst lor..
Did learn abit jive b4 last time..the whole routine..but still can learn..dancing is relaxing..but make me feel hungry after I dance lol..abit tired..but I am ok lah.the dance studio not bad..
Gladys talked to us today..talking abt dance competition.sch compete against sch..She see how some of us dance and says is well done.. well our social dance take part..so we represent ITE to compete against others like poly etc..

mm..when u know how to dance u really enjoy it de.. :) I guess after I graduate I still dance lor..maybe outside take dance lessons etc..hhee continue with wat u interested ..yeah..
Dance can really make me very relaxed..But I dun dance so well..anyway I try lah..still no hip haa..but join not that long also..from dunno anything at all til can dance I guess is already good enough..

For this holiday we will use the dance studio at bugis til sch reopen..mm alright end here..

Dance practise..

Today went down for dance practise..Went to Shawn & Gladys dance studio there to dance..It is at bugis..mm..sch cant be used..so we went down to the place itself..hee We learnt jive ..of course dance cha cha and rumba lst lor..
Did learn abit jive b4 last time..the whole routine..but still can learn..dancing is relaxing..but make me feel hungry after I dance lol..abit tired..but I am ok lah.the dance studio not bad..
Gladys talked to us today..talking abt dance competition.sch compete against sch..She see how some of us dance and says is well done.. well our social dance take part..so we represent ITE to compete against others like poly etc..

mm..when u know how to dance u really enjoy it de.. :) I guess after I graduate I still dance lor..maybe outside take dance lessons etc..hhee continue with wat u interested ..yeah..
Dance can really make me very relaxed..But I dun dance so well..anyway I try lah..still no hip haa..but join not that long also..from dunno anything at all til can dance I guess is already good enough..

For this holiday we will use the dance studio at bugis til sch reopen..mm alright end here..

October 27, 2005

Fun...

Today went to Josephine's house to have social dance gathering..fun..her house at Euno..semi -detached..not bad..quite cosy.. :) We have food outside her house..hhee help to put the food etc..We are good ar?? We cant simply just eat what..We have pizza, buns..Our teacher bought us some food..then curry puff..drinks..otah ..chicken wings ..my favourite etc..
I enjoy myself.joke and laugh...well we watched the innocent steps..DVD lor..nice..end up Siti crying..lol..she very emotional..Hhaa Andrew said by Auntie( Jo's mum)..coz he bought some food..then Auntie said next time he buy he cant enter the house..we laugh..can get along with all..but never talk to guys lah..We gals joke..watch the prince turn into frog..
Happy..plus today I went for the sales assistant interview to work for temp de one week..hhee they want me..I feel happy..get hired..But it is long hrs lor..anyway at suntec and for one week alright lah..jus tthat I go home and attend work need some time for travelling..I try to work and hold on til one week..coz one week only and u can get $400 plus dollars leh..
After that I can get what I want with my hard earned money..My MP3 player hhaa..
Wow dunno why have mixed feeling..maybe happy and excited also..plus miss him??
Just feel like talking to Vin..but seem like he sleep le..nvm talk to him tml..want to tell him that wed I very free..no cca ..then thur then I will go cca..I wont miss cca coz public holiday.. yeah

Ok lah end here le..sleeping soon..seem like I cant sleep..lol..

October 24, 2005

Bored holiday..

Today..wake up at abt 11..as usual buy food..then buy newspaper to find jobs..never see jobs that really suit me.hard to find if is 3 weeks job...promoter I know I cant make it..I just feel sian..kind of sian..perhaps coz holiday nothing to do..sudden not occupied..It can make my mind thinks alot..haiz..well..tml also dunno lah.watch vcd lor..Mum bring back a drama series for me..

I guess I just thinking of thur . I need to go clementi campus I just dun feel like going..holiday we have to go back for cca..ar..why? If is sch I still feel it is alright..i mean clementi so far away..It is worse for those who stay in the east..omg..I wont be seeing him til sat i guess..I just dun feel like going out this two days ba..anyway he also need to rest..wed, thur I not free..fri rest..sat then meet..ah..I wont see him for one week..

I just wonder how am I going to rot tml..I have vcd I guess I be ok..It can keep myself occupied..I know I am too free and It make me miss him more..then he knows abt it..He says tml he finds me..Ah..why I feel so lovesick..i really dunno..maybe have plenty time to think..Guys wont be like that I guess..Coz gals tend to be more emotional..

Then today msg him..never reply..not surprising he sleeping..haa I knew it..and said he called me.never call de..sigh..twice le..nvm..although I wish to hear from him, never call cant scream or wat right..hhaaaa..

end here..I guess i feel better..

October 23, 2005

Sunday..

Today woke up late also..hhaa didnt do anything much..slack..afternoon KL called me.then went out lor..for a while to J8..guess wat..saw Jun yang and Ah Ben..Ben Yeo..actually didnt know or rather forget they will be there for the converse shoe design contest..be judge..Jun Yang hao shuai wor..hhee Ben also..
This is the first time i see Jun Yang face to face..oh..he is so charming..hhee..great..glad i went to j8..if not cant see him..he also on tv today de charity show..look gd too..
I didnt shop much today..went home watch tv lor..hhee..
end here dunno wat to blog le..

October 21, 2005

holiday..

Today finished my exams.. wow tired..just came back at 5 plus..I went out with Vin..We went for bowling at orchid country club..Yishun..wow quite expensive..rather go safara..country club one game $3.20..exam finish quite early..We went to country club at 11 plus then go off abt 1 plus..mm..I play til no gd..but ok lah not that all the ball goes into the drain.hai hao lah..
After that went to North point to shop..i bought stuff lor..hehe..mm..thinking of buying papers to make cards..but tired lah..next time then buy..I ate sushi there..hhee bought a few..now hungry..end here going eat dinner

October 20, 2005

second paper..

Well today took Office admin paper..finish it already..mm..I guess wont do well..some questions i dunno lor..then mcq so tricky...last night too stress..nvm..see results lor..get B i happy le..have to wait for results lor which will be released on 17 Nov..
yeah tml last paper and I going to enjoy myself..going for bowling..mm..sat stay at home rest..mm..he not free on sat..said that he cant acc me..i know he has bbq..other than tt i dunno leh..he is so busy de..dunno him lah..dun want to think so much..perhaps may ask him why he not free on sat rather than bbq.working?? I dunno..didnt ask lor..
This time, seem like alot of pple didnt do well for exams..mm..coz all said they dunno how to do..well..top scorer seem like dunno how to do also.surprising lor..I know what I thinking..if I get in top 10 hhaa i sure happy..i think too much..OA didnt do well..then evm dunno leh..i think all same grade should be B..if not C..haiz..I try my best lah..wont get A..dun put too much hope..coz end up feeling sad and disappointed only..I know my standard
Can say not so hardworking but i do try n remember..so much to learn..

k end here..going to be four le..I have to study le.

October 19, 2005

stress..

well..today no paper i slept til i woke up at 11..mm..had lunch and start studying..mm..i study i feel stress..but now blog n listen to songs i feel better ba..i guess after I blog i can study better..dunno why everytime face the notes i will feel this way..I know i scare I cant finish studying..anyway not that all the units will be tested..I just try my best ba..hhaa need to cheong coz yesterday too relaxed..kind of not really studied..only look through abit.and i was sleepy.sigh..end up today must cheong..cant blame whoever..hhaaa..

Hui and ling they all know results ..glad to know their results alright..Wei ling also pass..gd.. :) wow 3 plus i am still here..really need to study ..but i still feel stress how to remember stuff..have to try no matter wat..
wow wat i know some frenzs very relaxed still can go out..i guess to relieve stress.bro finish studying le..li hai..hhaa he study b4 hand lah tt why..

..mm..guess wont do well for OA also..haiz..i feel that I just get Bs for all subjects again..mm..then my GPA going to still be below 3..even if project get A, i guess EVM wont get A.. i dunno ..really dunno..maybe shouldnt think so much..i just know my standards..not that hard working though..but i try to remember wat i studied..
end here..tml finish one paper and I left with PR..mm..anyway only need to work harder this two days and i can enjoy le..so end here le..go n study..

October 18, 2005

stress..exams..

Today went to sch and took the lst paper..EVm..I left 2 more papers then holiday le..mm..evm was alright..section B maybe didnt do so well for a part..but overall should be ok..just wait to see results..I guess I just get B the most..most likely..wow so stress when doing..I just dunno why..after the paper i still feel the stress.after eating..then go home I felt better..talk to Vin on the phone make me better..Really need to relax a little de..He went to changi airport to study..at home he get distracted by com..haaa..well is his choice..although wat i suggest is he go home take a shower will be better then can study.anyway is ok lah..dun study til too late lor..nvm..evening time i call him to ask him to go home..

hope he can get the info into his head..sudden feel tired..guess time to rest..ok lah end here..

October 16, 2005

Mood no good..

Today woke quite late..hhaa tired..was awake a while n sleep back..raining now so cooling..I just feel like blogging ..never went out..I have not studied alot for EVm..later go study le.sometime feel sian..cant have peaceful day..later play com bei jiang..later do wat bei jiang..haiz..just let me have a peaceful teenage years can??

well..yesterday went to attend Mr & Miss ITE 2005..went to Macpherson campus..to be seated by 5.30pm..start at 7pm..reach at 5 plus..get to sit front row.can see very clearly..many pple came late..hehe..

Arik won Mr ITe..yeah..starting he make it to top 5..then we hope he got it..He did..we did vote for him..yeah! proud of him..happy for him..quite a few contestants our sch de..nvm..Arik get it ..gd enough..I like tt M1..so charming..he get the Mr Charming..hee he has ming xing face..look abit like Chen Hao Ming.. :)

I enjoy yesterday's programmes..starting the guitar and drum very noisy..not nice..then the rest of the programs great..start of the Mr & Miss ITe, is video clips of the contestants introducing themselves..they are from which campus..then they all came out..wearing casual wear..starting is casual wear segment..then after tt have performances by performancers..second round is suit n gown ..wow they look great..beautiful and handsome..hhee..doing their catwalk..they must be practising real hard..did well..those who make it to top 5..there is a segment test their kou cai..they pick a question lor..and answer..

Well social dance performances gd..they practise alot de i know..for juniors..lst time performing was gd le..but not many pple clap?? but i can see everyone looking at performance..hhee..
the programme ends at 9 plus..then Mr Charming sing song we never hear..hhaa go off le..coz late already..nvm..reach home around 10 plus..Vin sent me home..Dad open the door he seem not happy?? coz open half way see we two he left the door half way open n go in..sigh..I dunno lah..

ok lah enough of yesterday..I go n study le..end here..

October 14, 2005

abit sian..

well..sometime have alot of thoughts..right now alright..exams starting on tue..later will study..usually dun want to study coz i dun like theory..who likes to study anyway..but now better than last time..chemical, physics etc ..history even worse..i just dun like..now easier..study and u can do better ba..exams only 3 modules..Office admin the most units..but some studied b4 le..so ok lah..didnt touch much..later study evm lst lor..then study abit Pr etc..must study b4 hand cause so many units..just scare cant remember..try..hhaa dear tell me must get A..hhaa kidding one lah..i say try he says must..he can get de..actually he is right, everyone is clever..now i feel I have abit of confidence....scare is scare but if i did study should be ok..must study today..tml going out...going to macpherson ite to watch Mr n Miss ITE..Social dance performing and our class Arik take part lor..go support them..

btw today no sch as ITe get SQA..then we have holiday lor.. :)
end here..go n study le..going 2 pm le..I always waste time..later still need to buy dinner..

October 12, 2005

Moody...

Today also do nothing much..now moody...dunno why leh..siao siao..hhhaaa..in class I was abit sian..always do past year paper for adm..teacher not sian i sian..I just feel like studying instead..wat for do..after tt never really go through..then we have to own photocopy auntie money..coz print stuff..sigh..

He sick le..sore eye..then he says abit fever..poor dear..exams coming he sick..lucky at least sick this two days then ok liao take exam..if not on exam day sick jia lat..mm..well gonna miss him..he has mc for two days.as he went to see doctor...guess he wont go to sch tml..then if cant't work he wont work on fri..hope he is alright tml..later call him.. worry abt him..sick is cant be helped..but he sick more often than me..kind of weak..cant blame him..

end here..got to watch tv

October 11, 2005

Happy..

Today feel fresh coz last night I sleep earlier..10 plus went off to bed le..Lessons bored..
Got news that there are vacancy for attachments..heee so I decide to go..Vin also went..is at bishan only..then we fill up form lor..so hand up to Mrs Lee and we will wait to get the log bk and info etc..went once during june holiday..hhaa..so now i know wat is it like..no presentation..gd..hopefully confirm ar..we have..We will be in the same company as Andrew and Kai ling..dunno who else same lah..i dunno..I know Shennie going for attachment ..but I dunno which company she attached to..happy tt have IAP can earn money and gain experience..have a fruitful holiday..then buy mp3 player..yeah!!!

ok lah end here..have to sleep le..

October 09, 2005

com ok le...

Well..Today mum saw the wire of the com which is connecting the socket to the middle connection point to cpu de loose..sigh..so didnt spoil at all . -___-'' yeah com ok..that is silly I didnt check..I didnt know that wire will come out ma..then He ar..went home very late last night..I didnt know coz I slept earlier..I wasnt happy abt it of course..went to bbq til so late..somemore today has to work..I was kind of angry just now..now better..but I guess mood not very gd..I dun want to talk to him..He called me I dun want to ans de..second time he called I just ans..just that go home so late I dun like..I can't be angry is it?? I think he not happy lor..that coz of this I angry..U mean i cant be angry is it? maybe I unreasonable coz once a while only..ok lah my fault lah I nothing better to do??..I just dun like pple go home so late can or not? Y ans ur call..seem to make things worse.u have ur reasons I have mine..watever lah..DOne is done dun be bother lah ar..

end here..

October 07, 2005

sian...

Today feeling sian..coz remember last night Vin tells me that he wont be able to make it on sat for the bbq..sigh..date ruin.is his friend's birthday...thinking can enjoy..too bad cant.he keep apologising..mm..nvm going out with Hui n Ling..yesterday heard they meeting then they ask me along lor..going orchard..yeah shopping..I dun feel like going gym ..this week never go out with vin lor..wat to do..he has to work..I cant blame him..then he thought I angry lor..
I am not..just disappointed only..Just want to be alone a while or wat..then slowly I find ok de..but still not ok even though I feel i can be happy..perhaps trying ba..

ok lah end here..need to do work..

October 06, 2005

Com still not fixed..

Today lesons lor as usual...yesterday so tired lor..mm.com still not fixed yet..I have not called Uncle..I guess mayb call him today..
.I have decide to go to Mr & Miss ITE..mm..at macpherson campus..bought the tickets lor..since is evening time ..support social dance plus Arik..hhee..
cant play com really sian one..I just love to chat..mm..sometime use bro de if not use in sch lor..nvm at night can watch "yummy yummy"..actually did watch abit lah when mum brought back the vcd..nice drama..now tv showing i can finish watching it le..yeah..if not holiday also can watch vcd lor.borrow from mum 's working place..guess my com harddisk perhaps burn le..cant on..sigh..nvm hoepfully can change everything..new one..yeah..
ok lah end here..

October 02, 2005

Pizza..

Today slept til soundly until bro msg me..and I went back to sleep after reading.woke up quite late.mm..have a bad dream..but ok lah..luckily only a dream..printed out project slides and my own presentation stuff..then whole afternoon gone already..quite slack today..bored also..nothing much to do..can do my crossstitch but i never do..feel like studying though as exams near the corner..but I didnt..I waste alot of time..sigh

Mum's birthday today..order canadian pizza for her..we even bought fries..wow very full..quite nice. :)
after all no matter how she scolds me or wat..i know she cares..so i do dote her..she is my mother..from young bring me up..although i never say out lah..i love her alot..she is my dearest person..own her lot..so leh must treat her nicely..at times maybe she thinks i not a gd gal when I am, no matter wat she still my mum.. sometime alot of things is that we cant use words to express..just like now.. I really lost for words..she likes and appreciate wat we buy i will be happy..dear.and I treat my mum pizza de..each of us pay half..hehe..

alright lah end here..nothing much to blog..today grow fat? haaa keep eating..sigh..tml sch again..so fast..haiz..boring lessons in the morning ..adm..

October 01, 2005

went out..

Today..awake at nine plus coz of drilling sound..must be downstair the lift lor tt area..so noisy..make me awake..then cant sleep i wake up ..afternoon went to meet vin and his family..we go to his tang gu's wedding together..it was at art house (old parliament house) we finding lor.dunno how to go from raffle place wat..held at art house was special.The place was quite small..but I find that wedding in such place ar..quite special..dun think pple use it b4? hehe..then the solnemlization(dunno how to spell)
at the old parliament house tt chamber..seeing the couple become husband n wife wow..the feeling so great..the bride soso..heard she is 38years old..wow so old then married..mm..we went a while and left to go shopping at suntec..hhaa saw vin grandma today..then call her ah ma also..Vin cousin tease lor say wow call ah ma..i forget wat he says..like say wow we getting married or something..confirm want stick with him or something i guess..-_-'''

The food wasnt so bad..but alright lah..buffet style..mm...was full..drink a cup of orange..hhee using those glass cup sia..a boy break it sia..wedding day break something seem no gd...but nvm..think bride n groom never see ba..quite tired today.legs pain from wearing high heel shoes..bought something from carrefour.hhee..Vin's cousins and gu gu also went to carrefour..his grandma buy shoe.

I reach home at 6 plus..help mum buy dinner since i outside..well gd ar..she dun need go n buy..i never eat lah..full..end up i eat instant noodle for dinner..put lots of veg..haaa
dun feel like eating rice..eat til sian wat..then vin went to his friend's sis birthday party..at downtown east..mm..guess he did enjoy himself..i ask him go home earlier coz late liao wat plus he needs to work tml..alright..i end here..sleeping soon

September 30, 2005

Today during assembly there was a performance..dunno wat dance..those very art type We all dunno how to appreciate hhaa..well then make us feel that is unfair coz they perform, speakers can be brought down..social dance want to perform on wed ..counsellors dun want to take speakers.....lazy.. have such thing?? wat the..

mm..today lessons boring...as usual lor..Vin came to sch late as he was printing project this morning..mm..I waited for him after sch ..He has co-op duty..I had lunch with Hazel, Gim loon etc ..we were chatting and eating..a group of us..talked til 1 plus..as it rained and that it was 1 plus, I waited for Vin lor..then he sent me home.. :) we went to eat the Mr Bean soyabean ice cream..not nice de.
alright lah i want to end here..go watch tv..hee tml going out with vin..his relative wedding have buffet..I go with him..

September 27, 2005

stress..

Today as usual in sch..but so few people.13 people went to Tampines Campus for the friendship day activites..nothing much today ..teachers just teach as usual..but we could leave at 3.45 as there was a meeting..
SW was very few 12 pple only..hhaa..then i saw Shennie so lonely and i dunno why today i went to talk to her, ask her dun want to play ar? hhaaa..that was not me? perhaps saw her so lonely ba..after all we are classmates..She did ans me in a nice way hhaa...

mm..right now I feel this two days i getting stress..exams nearer and nearer..just reminding myself to study for it..must study lor..cannot be lazy later last min cant finish..then i guess i miss him today lor..never see him coz he went to tampines wat..at night realise i do miss him..actually i did lah but ok lah not tt serious til ls..hhaa..abit tired now..sleeping soon..end here..

September 26, 2005

sian..

Today woke up quite tired..yesterday didnt blog..nothing much though..now in class..update abt yesterday..Wei ling came my house to use my com..hhee then we chat lor..eat titbits..heee quite occupied as I study one unit of PR lor then wait for Wei Ling to come..I play abit of game hhee..

right now in class, feel abit weird and unhappy? dunno leh i guess abit jealous or wat lor..coz i mind lor sometime..that gal purposely make fun of him i just dun like..
other pple talk to him etc i ok..why i mind so much leh??
actually nothing much wat..I also dunno..I just pretend i ok..haha...my jealousy quite high?60% hhaa i test b4..dunno leh..should be ok lah...just dun like certain things ba..hungry sia hhaaa..
ok lah end here..going for lunch soon..wow tml and wed wont see vin lor..coz he attending a friendship day activites and that wed he has AL..

September 24, 2005

Chinatown..

TOday went to chinatown coz last week miss out lor..then nothing much 2 shop also..and Vin & I walk from chinatown to raffles place..power ar? 1st time..then went to suntec to eat..and carefour to buy things. We went to arcade to try our luck on the hp lor see whether can win..end up wasting money..haha..nearly win..I want the phone badly..coz once u play u hook to it and u really want to win it..but i guess not so easy..is by luck..

Go home leg ache sia..tired also..Wei ling may come my house tml do work using my com..coz her com have problem..ok lah let her use lor...my best frenz hhee..
can say today sure happy although tired..spend a day with dear and i reach home watch abit tv.. the ending lor..
ok lah tired..plus i am chatting..dun blog le..end here..

September 22, 2005

Simei Campus..

Today went to sch then took approval leave after Cheong lesson..and Jufri, Hazel, Kai Ling and I went to Simei campus..ARik, Alicia and Li Wei went too..reach simei quite early..12.15..around 1 we reach simei campus..hehe saw Alan.. yeah my korkor..long time no see..hazel called him and we met him..he was still the same except hair shorter and is black hhee..i dun get used to his looks..anyway never talk to him much and he went to gym..we need to go auditorium..so we left..

then we were surprised that the presentation /award giving is til 5 plus..Alicia and Li Wei went home after the refreshments..I regret going..mm..anyway have presentation of the 7 groups who went to final..then after that is refreshments and performances by CEMTA..yeah cemta hhaa my cca also under cemta so of course i support..i saw Mr Baron there..He was in charge of cemta so he was there..tt means he wasnt at our sch today lor coz he busy..Well have a guest artise called Genie who came to perform..we saw her b4 at national day event.. ;)

well I represent account class to take their cert..sigh..dun feel like taking for them..if no need then can go home sia..went off at 4.45..sigh..i reach tp is 5.45..but went to buy dinner for Xiao Jie reach home at 6.30..
abit tired though..one day gone again..I never study sigh..dun feel like studying when I feel tired..
ok lah end here dun feel like blogging le coz dunno wat to blog..

September 21, 2005

sian..

today as usually lessons lor..hear that Mrs Cheong scolding..hhaaa coz me , kl and Yh was talking wat..then i guess she unhappy. :P tell us to keep quiet...lol..I dun care..feel that I want to make more noise..sometime is like that..the more u scold pple dislike u more..that all..but I still study n do her work..coz for the sake of myself..i want to pass lor..well..faster finish her module then hopefully dun need 2 see her again..she also dun like us..hhaa
coz often we purposely irraited her..bad? well if u have experience being in her lesson, u will know how I feel de , ling n hui if u are reading.. :(

for PR lesson..Mr Ramu wasnt around..he was on mc so our EVm lesson was pushed forward and end at 12.15..Went to have lunch and I went home first as it was early..Vin's mood not so gd and he went home first..i know even if I ask him to acc me go shopping or wat..he also no mood..so he said he want to go home, I let him go home..although I dun feel that i want..
I just hope he ok..if not i be sad also..think he better le..

TOday dance was ok..we cant use dance studio as it was painted and the floor was polished..the floor was wet..mm so we use music room lor..It was smaller and not so gd lah coz no mirror lor..cant be helped..the performance for next wed , we still dunno who performing..but i am sure It wont be me..I know myself..I know i keen to perform coz since u learn u will like to try wat..i dunno lah will I have a chance to perform b4 i graduate..
ok lah end here..Casey was saying they choosing tml lor..who is performing..weird..keep delaying abt it..why leh? coz dun want to say? remember last thur i around he never mention at all...dunno him lah..nvm tml is a gd chance coz i not around..I going to simei campus as we collecting the WITs certificate and merit award

September 20, 2005

happy..

well..today in sch..as usual study and evm test lor..cant do..coz never really study..well adm u know that MRs Cheong scolding us again..i think one day she dun scold pple, she wont feel gd..opps..am I bad? this is the fact..

Well..hasnt been using com this few days..sian..com siao siao.internet cant used..but today can use..I also dunno why..I tried and I can use..hhaa then I feel so happy man..then i been using since 7 plus..hhaa just leave it on..ok de lah..didnt use too long..abt 4 hrs..hasnt been using wat..sure use abit longer..plus I watch tv so not counted for abt 1 hr..hee i am gd gal ar..i did project..then chat..use abit of com..just chat more..hhee

wow getting sleepy the medicine taking effect..i taken the cough medicine..wow fever ok le now cough le..well..been sick and usually ok le become another sickness..sian..hhaa dear asking me to be gd to eat medicine and sleep..hhaa i was kind of naughty coz i still drink fruit juice which has ice in sch.wat to do .i dun want ice but uncle/auntie give..strawberry juice..so yummy..lst time i drink..very nice.then drink abit of pepsi. =P

oh ya thinking of yesterday we went to auditorium..lol..there is a jazz band..wow the music very nice and
power..some classes went to watch..i guess mostly 2nd year de..there is also lst year de.it makes me want to sleep..coz perhaps too nice..but abit noisy ..i still like soft music ..like piano..make me so relaxed that i can fee the music and sleep..alright lah end here..sleeping soon..

September 17, 2005

still sick.

well today woke up feeling tired..but no fever.then fever comes again..slight fever i still can online..abit blur blur though..plan to do project but really cant think lah..perhaps dun do..wow..sick i feel i want more care n concern..then ar..mum cares but not alot..feel bro sick..she more anxious :( jealous? maybe..i sick everyone not in..i alone..also like that..just now get better i have abit of lunch..lucky never eat alot..not hungry lah..just weak..but now better ba..perhaps i big le..so dun need worry so much.. :( i need dear..just feel when i sick i want him by my side..but cannot lah fever leh..how can i ask him to be beside me..later he sick also..
cant go out today..sian..5566 come to singapore..cant go n see too..

just feel no one cares that much that i am sick...perhaps i too yang ou? dunno leh...dear also abit flu..falling sick soon lah..anyway have lin yang ..mum boil de ask me to drink..i drinking..too heaty liao i think..i dun drink enough water..sick lor..sigh hope i be ok tml..then mon go to sch..

I saw this from hui's blog..hui dun mind i copy over here hor..hee coz something meaningful..mm..think vin did 4 out of 5..hhee..

Simple things he does that say he loves you.

1. HE sits besides you when you eat out - A guy who's seriously in love would prefer to sit side by side because body contact reinforces his link with you.

2. He brushes the hair out of your eyes - it means he loves you so much that he can't resist touching you.

3. He shares his food with you - When he's in love, he wants his girl to share in his pleasurable moments, which includes his food.

4. he's always ready for a photo OP with you - Most guys dislike taking photo, but if he happily wraps his arm around you in front of a camera, he wants the whole world to know you're his girl.

5. He lends you his most precious possessions - If he freely offers you something that matters to him, he is, in a way, offering himself to you.

September 16, 2005

sick..

well. been a few days didnt blog coz i slept earlier ..tired wat..plus didnt use com coz dad use a while.bro com spoil..uncle repairing it..tired this few days..wow then today i fall sick le..fever..abit scare though coz alot of dengue fever cases..well should be ok..coz i eaten medicine..then have gd rest can le..sigh..i been feeling tired this few days and i know surely getting sick..i know myself..tml date ruin le..coz i am sick..cant go chinatown with dear..sigh..sad..but cant be helped i really sick le..and sick on fri de..weird..dunno why..

BUt i am better now..just need rest coz tired..ok lah end here..free then blog..perhaps tml do project ba..coz haven do evm project..hhaa coz sick get niao..coz never eat vitamin..that shows she still cares though..then i blur blur never hear much coz sick wat..

September 12, 2005

Sad..

Well today nothing much as usual..mm..study lor..kind of awake coz i drink coffee b4 i come to sch..mm..this few days I wasnt happy..perhaps i think too much..sometime even feel that brother is a treasure while i am just grass..perhaps in pple's eyes, I really such a bad person..useless person..give attitude..attitude no gd..ya i am..sometime i feel my attitude really no gd..now even Casey complained..sigh..i feel sad..he said during dance my attitude no gd..i agree..i admit..

sometime i tend to pretend i am ok ..but i guess I am not..I just dun want pple to worry for me..infront of family I may be happy but do they know how I feel? is like always why u lazy, dun do this ar etc..when u talk abt pple, have u thought of how they feel??

I guesss I wont cry although i hope i can cry so i can feel better..
why am i thinking so much?? just do my best in watever lor..wat for care so much..sometime u have ur own problem..who will know..pple wont understand de lah..no need to tell everyone ma..

end here..right now in sch lor so i blog..

September 10, 2005

shopping..

well..today woke up ..I felt sleepy..but have to go out so i woke up lor..then have lunch and went to meet yh and juniors to buy clothes..then Casey meet us at city plaza ..bring us to see clothes..after that he went off..well.went to the lst shop..the customer service no gd at all..see we all so many pple want to buy she like attitude bad..say wat..cant have all now..need to order blah blah blah..if want ar..one person try can liao..no need all try..wat the..We are giving u business to do..such an attitude we dun even want to buy..so we went to the next shop and buy lor bought a black skirt. for 24 dollars..at lst is 29 de...quite nice..hhaa..so gd of dear..sponsor me for the top ..so i dun need to pay for that..then subsidse de money he ask me to keep.must dote him more..hehe..mm..then went to far east ..bought a top..we order lst..then 24/9 can go collect..the top 20 dollars..

well..didnt meet dear today..coz he went out with frenzs to tampines..frenz 's birthday.anyway far wat..so he dun want me go so far...i didnt went..i trust him..just ask him go have fun..just now talk to me..even report to me wat he do there..hahaa i tell him no need..coz i not spotcheck..frenzs only wat is ok..even though is gals..i really dun mind..just wondering wat time he go home..but he guai..went back at 9 plus..ok lah..

abit dun feel like buying clothes coz kind of need to use alot. of money.haaa..but have to use wat..nvm lor..can wear for other purposes also..so i dun mind..
today i knew i dun feel happy coz mum nag..of course not about us la.other stuff..but now ok lah ..talk to dear just now..happy liao..dun want to talk abt nagging..
ok lah end here..

September 09, 2005

10 months...

Today as usual there is sch..sian that Karen cheong..i began to dislike her even more..I know she is teacher..but she seem like think she surely right and she wont be right..can't stand her..Whatever it is..let her win..coz she is teacher..wat to do..enough of her..well today very little pple attend lessons for both ADM & PR..i feel attendance really poor..i guess everyone dun want to study..sometime that is why pple look them on us..say we lousy..sigh..
after sch went to have lunch in sch with Bro and Gim Loon and Arik join us..dear ate abit of my food only..have co-op duty wat..cheong say dun eat lst..watever..

I went home after that and met Vin to go to gym together with my younger brother..WE went to bishan gym..mm..exercise til now my legs are aching..well the shower facilities not bad..there is hot water lor.. :) mm..after that we went to have dinner at bishan coffee shop that i didnt ate there b4..i know bro not happy ar coz i dun want go tp de foodcourt..well eat til sian liao wat..why can't have a change of environment..then he seem to say Vin gd to him and I am not..sigh..treat him gd he dun think so..

Dear..bought drinks for us ..he liang de..i drink barley water.. :) we ate otah too..bro want to eat lor..then vin buy..otah was quite hot..but nvm we drink liang shui should be ok..

I have spent a fruitful day today ..is our special day..10 months..mm..well tml still need to go out to buy social dance clothes..sigh..sian..I dun feel like going but have to..need to perform..alright end here...

September 07, 2005

sian..

well today sian also..abit tired ..I going to bed soon..b4 that i blog lst..guess dear wont be online ba..coz just now did call him at 7 plus and he was tired..I guess he slept le..well..as usual studied lor.well..Pr nothing much.presentation of Andrew's group..adm Mrs Cheong teach us lor file management..Mr Liau wat else..Evm lor..then tml there is test..hhaa I haven even study..guess i just read notes b4 i sleep.

mmm..today took the dancing shoe le..then pay for it..wow money fly away..sob..well wear it make my legs pain..but is ok never get blister..very lucky..I just dun get used to it yet..then i felt that i dance til so lousy..maybe didnt practise that why..sigh..Heard that Melissa going to quit..Andrew knew abt it and he was calm abt me..me too..To me she quit ok is gd..she didnt come for so long already..no difference to us..haa..
sat have to go to city plaza buy clothes for performance..sigh money going fly away again..we have to pay lst then claim back lor.today just miss him although i see him..perhaps juz want him to be there..
alright lah end here..blog so long coz i am chatting..

September 05, 2005

moody...

Today sian..dunno why..mood swing..have to do evm project ..the national day event project lor..then thought 4 persons..so ar..me, Hazel, Jufri and Gim Loon..then i guess some pple not happy..KL lah say we dun include her..sigh..I just want to have a change of group..tired of having same group then there is conflict..anyway mei fen has to join us..no group..sigh..wow..seem like i often use blog to vent unhappiness..that wat blog are for? perhaps mum say pple can read my blog coz is public..but nvm wat..others dunno me too..just write..beside only hui n ling can see ar..

then feel like talking to vin leh..really sian..but dunno leh he maybe eating dinner ba..i guess chat on msn n blog here i feel better..mm..mf can make me fed up also..she needs to do project then she dunno how to do..sometime we busy or dunno ..how to teach sia then she keep asking...sigh irrating..no yh in the group le..become mf ar can make me vomit blood..sigh..everytime project stuff..make me unhappy..then face black black..dear realise de..ask me wat happen..but I just dun want say anything lor..
ok lah end here..guess i feel better..abit lost or wat..dunno why..like stress..maybe not stress ba...just sian ba..

September 04, 2005

Upgrade le..

I didnt sleep well..coz last nite sleep half way awake etc..must been wondering why ar? dun feel like mentioning juz sleep not well..sian..mm..then wake up as usual watch tv..weather was like so cloudy then heavy rain..so didnt go anyway ..do crossstitch lor..love to do ..i want to finish it wat..then anniversary can give it to him..then frame also bought le..he saw it anyway..nvm..coz Hazel helped me buy I have to take from her wat..mm..Uncle came to fix com..then I also change the hard drive lor to pentium 3 de.. yeah finally..But i feel perhaps last time de better..more space..then wont make the com so slow u see..sigh..but nvm..upgrade de of course better..i have a spare one now..Is good in case of need we can use it..

I just feel I waste my time today..didnt do anything meaningful just play com to find pictures and dl messenger lor..well.yesterday didnt go online..dad was using my com..and I was tired too..
yesterday planned to go play badminton/basketball de with Vin and my younger bro..but end up didnt play..He called me in the morning saying that he need to work..sigh..I was disappointed..anyway wasnt the first time..sigh..juz feel usually excited or wat..end up ar..disappointed coz the date is ruined..although I am not angry , he feel guilty..lol gd ar let him feel guilty..bad ar? if everytime angry , also sian liao..So i dun feel angry, perhaps get used liao..sometime just feel why everytime like tt..so tired of it..coz disappointed so many times le..cant be helped..sometime have to be understanding..let say the impt day he really cant make it..i guess i sure angry..coz even impt day work more impt than me..just only one day..dun tell me not free..btw yesterday rain..hhaa so cant play too ba..but evening time so sunny..ok lah end here..

September 02, 2005

sch..

Well.today went back to sch after one day of holiday..mm..was feeling tired though coz i sleep at 12 plus..mm lessons as usual..adm lor then PR..but i kind of not paying attention already..tired..i was like daydreaming..I dunno lah seem that I wont pay attention..and yet exams drawing near..but I know I will study..lessons boring, make me no interest in them..but I do listen a little..at least listen if not u dunno wat is happening wat..
After sch ate lunch with vin and then join the other table when vin went for co-op shop duty..mm..hhee actually can click with classmates de..just that only that 3 we cant talk..the rest i think we can click lah..no problem..
classmates after all..
I went to search for Jun yang n candyce that cover page of i Weekly but I couldn't find u see..I can only find Kelvin and Kelly one..there is two versions wat..in the end I bought Kelvin and Kelly version..no choice lor..sigh..Jun Yang so handsome and Candyce so pretty n sweet..Kelly too..i guess they are really couple..that wat newspaper says wat..I believe is true..

After sch just went home after going central..mm..did nothing much..I took a nap ..coz so tired..then went to buy food..and it was drizzling..then did crossstitch lor at night.watch tv..that all lah ..then i feel i thinking of him..feel happy i going see him tml.sat we dun really go out that often..so have time we spend together lor..i meeting him for a jog tml.. :)
Alright I end here..

September 01, 2005

Went to catch a movie.with Vincent.hee continue to blog second time today..I went to watch the maid..Not bad..scary leh..but nice..think abt it my hair standing liao..mm..went to catch it at lido..actually want to catch it at cineleisure..but dunno why no 2.10pm de movie time slot..so went to lido..watched 3pm movie and went to find mum ..went there to watch wat..so went to find her lor..after that went to have dinner at taka foodcourt coz no places to eat gd food hhaa..dun have wat..well..after that dear & I went to look at the mooncakes at taka de lah..alot of brands..then in the end bought different flavour de..bengawansolo de moocake..cost abt $22..have 10% discounts though..not bad lah i eat le..then after buying i went home to catch jue dui superstar..mmm..nice programmes..in the end wat the Wei Lian win..i also know should be him..can tell wat..usually u dun want him to win he will win..i did enjoy my day today with vin..spend time with him..sat going jogging with him..hhee sure cant run much de..stadium quite big....

end here..sleepy

Holiday...

Today is a sch holiday..yeah..Teacher's day.. i going out later..a bit sian..just now talking to vin, he called me ask me want eat anything..seem sian sian de..I dunno..well..catching a movie afterward..
mm..yesterday abit unhappy ba regarding what he says..I guess i ok de lah..just dun want say anything to cause unhappiness..he feel disappointed..coz I dun share with him what i thinking? hhaa ..
well talking abt yesterday..we have party..small one for Mr Ramu..of course not all turn up lah for sch..but we still have some snacks..nuggets..curry puff.. etc then ar..cake..chocolate cake from polar..the cake nice to eat..Mr Ramu cut the cake hhaa saying challenging..coz abit small wat the cake..Heard they put his name there..but nice lah..mm..That Mr Liau was invited..we were so surprised..mm..he take the food even before Mr Ramu take..he really bu ke qi one..so greedy..guess Mr Ramu quite surprised..can see he enjoy lah..although nothing much..but i guess is thought that counts.. :) but perhaps can order pizza even better..but nvm lah..expensive leh..but perhaps dun buy pizza hut de can le wat. then we dun have lesson lor..can leave at 1..Mr ramu let us leave..hhee..btw yesterday concert boring..not many performances..hip hop stuff..then wat give teachers award..hhaa

Ok lah end here..have to go and have lunch ..bye...

August 30, 2005

OMG!!

Well.today ok lah quite relaxed..but think of the sch food..i abit scare of it..yucks..i found screw inside my rice..screw leh..can u imagine..tt terrible..then i too hungry just eat the rice..nothing happen to me though..haiz..so lucky..next time dun eat tt stall le..lucky i careful..if never take out sure chew on it..
To me is like a terrible experience..omg..
dun talk abt it lah..talk abt yesterday i get back ADM CA..mm..ok lah get 39.5..abit more 40 liao..nvm..dear did better lor..45..
tml have celebration for teacher's day..I prepare le a card for Mr Ramu..the rest of the teachers i dun give..Like Karen cheong n leonard Liau hhaa dun need 2 give..no gd de teachers..lol..
wat else to write here? I dunno leh..nothing much..
oh ya that MEi fen everytime call me at wrong time..i watching tv ..9pm drama..if not is i doing other stuff..make me feel she very irraiting..not call me once..she that kind can ring until ur phone explode..lol
ok lah end here..

August 29, 2005

Fed up!

Today ar know that..YH buy de card ar..just one plus for a card yet not nice de..then buy for KC so expensive de photo frame ..is it fair? have to be fair wat..Mrs Foo leh ..is not rush or not rush de matter..can at least respect me ma? everything she knows she push the blame to pple instead of herself..make me early in the morning face so black..yet Andrew can voice mail me say sorry..done liao then sorry no curse lah..

I can dun give them money de..see how they claim..treasurer as if bu chun zai lor..k end here..have lesson

August 28, 2005

Last day of holiday!!

Mm..today as usual at home watch tv lor..then read storybk..play com lor...slack hhee..like tt one day past.at least can rest wat then sch start le..
Then print projects stuff lah..Jufri's printer no black ink le..so i print..

Mm..dear hhee miss me alot today..he told me tt i feel like for me , i dunno why i dun miss him tt much..coz i see him on fri ? maybe..then have things to do..but i feel gd lor..when he say he miss me..the feeling great..so sweet..
he feel guilty that he quarrel with me..he feel he let me down..i feel ok lah..once a while quarrel not bad thing after all..strengthen the relationship..if too often of course no gd..

One week past tml get ready to go back to sch le..then sept start le..then oct exams coming..time flies..then holiday again..then next semester le..haiz..why study like study not long then exams come le..
is projects alot..usually..meet deadline..do til we can have cat fights.hhaa not tt serious lah..lol..sometime disagreement ..but group work still ok.not that we have to do alot..everyone do their part will be fine..but some pple dun do one..very wat lor..not i want to say..

Today kind of piss off with andrew n yan hong coz of the buying of teachers' day gifts..buy liao then tell me..i feel not worth to use 20 bucks just for photo frame n cards..but they buy liao ..nvm lah..juz that i am the treasurer..i want to know how much to spend n on wat..coz i in charge of the club fund..somemore teacher in charge never get gift..instead a card only..if i not treasurer, i dun care ba..nvm done is done..i also not angry le..

hee..today mum was asking me how come i so close with Jufri de..well..wat i feel close frenz lor..just like tt..bro sis relationship..nothing more than tt...pple can say wat they want..but we know wat we doing..we are just frenz..
then she says vin wont jealous meh..haaa i dunno ..guess he wont..my bf very understanding de..

ok lah end here..i want 2 go read harry potter le..want to finish it n return to Kai ling..haiz..borrow so long le..paiseh leh..

August 27, 2005

Happy Day!

Today went to fetch Jufri, KL and MF to my house..mm..to do project..meet them at 11am..hhee well..manage to finish at 3.30 like tt..gd lor..we relaxed..eat potato chips n porcorn n watch cartoons, la bee xiao xin..then sing karaoke..hhee..Bro at first dun want to sing..in the end sing lor..they stay til 7..mf went off at 6.45 like tt..
Glad that we finished EVm..I do a few slides and edit the ppt..glad hazel satisfied with it..hehe yeah ..gd ..no need to complain..but news release she do find some things she not sastified.hhaa i never check lah..i busy with the ppt..hhaa..then thinking ok wat..they say ok one..sigh..

I did have fun today..this holiday not bad lah..so fast left one more day back to sch..at least i didnt waste..went to kbox..went to play badminton..but never go shopping sia..haiz..no time..then watch vcd..ok lah..still have frenzs come my house do project then have fun after we finished..
Feel happy..but now feel like talking to vin..then just now thought he wasnt online..abit sian..he wants 2 use..his sis always using..perhaps do hw cant blame..but i just want to talk to him..he so busy de..nvm..talk to him le i guess i be ok..

end here...

August 26, 2005

Today..Woke up at 10 plus and went with Vin to play badminton..have fun though abit tired when playing..keep hitting wat..wow..after playing we went to have lunch at food court lor.then walk a while and went to buy stuff and then i went home..I did enjoy my day with mydear..haha he ar..shampoo dun have le alsodunno..end up after the game no shampoo to wash hair..i went home n wash..nvm.. guess next time he will be more observative..and careful abt that..is ok..

Just feel today unlucky..take coins i drop 50 cents..then ar..soya bean spill..then i hit my head when i wash my hair hhaa..duno what happen to me..sway sia..
tml have to do project cant slack..Jufri, Mf and KL coming my house..mm.. i know for sure YH not coming..she called me today lor..then ar..KL wants to borrow money from me..not i dun want to lend her..lend liao sure no need return plus i not tt rich..save up to pay hp bills lor..dun dare use too much money..
o klah end here..

August 25, 2005

Tired!

Today everything so fine..went out with Vin..went to Kbox..sing til we shuang..then have the ktwins..have fries n nuggets..coz use coupon de..i didnt bring tt ndp de..someone have extra then give it to us..so take lor..sing many songs..he sing songs nice..alex du lah aaron lah andy lau..all nice lah..dian dao wo..hhaa i so tao zhui lor when i hear him sing..hhaa not hl lah..is true wat..just feel sing not enough.

Feel abit tired just now..but now ok lah..dunno why..I guess coz been out since morning and back at 6pm..haha
feeling sleepy le..but want to talk to dear so haven sleep..then dear went to work after going out with me..he even more tired..cant tahan i gtg..anway today also discuss abt project with bro..the evm lah..haven finish..haiz..headache..end here..go sleep le.....

August 23, 2005

Moody!!

Today didnt feel so gd..moody..coz yesterday we quarrel..small things..anyway I feel better after talking..but this incident still bothering me lor..saw him online so ask if he is still angry..he says no..but talk very little..he even ask me if I have anything to tell him..what he means leh.anyway we were talking..talking abt hp lor..mm..i guess we ok lah..yesterday stuff put it a side lst..slowly when we feel like talking we will talk abt it de..

couple do fight n quarrel..but just make me feel sad..coz he will ask me find other guys..i remember it de..when guys are angry, wat they say are so hurting de..say that he thinks he dun need my expectation, he cant go out with me, other guys better ..blah blah blah..dun want think abt it..but is better to pour out how i feel..
he was telling me dunno why he felt so angry yesterday..aiya angry angry lor wat dunno why..cant be helped..coz I cause it wat..I still feel no gd..actually better le but still sad..coz i remember i put (U) in msn..u guys know lah is heartbroken heart..and he is telling me ya heartbroken..i dunnno how to mend for u..sorry.. wat the..yesterday i see liao so sad..

Hui was telling me to leave him alone..glad u guys with me, hui lah, my bro lah n kl..if not i really cant take it sure cry or wat de to vent my anger/unhappiness or wat..lst thing i thought of today is tt incident..then to occupy myself , i went to the library alone ..guess what. i met my sec sch frenz wei yun at popular , talk abt sch.alot of things change..Mrs Goh on course..then Mr Lee take over as DM.Mr Goh Sian Yang no longer in Beatty le..so fast..wow..anyway wont see him..gd lor he is HOD le in other sch..hehe..

mm..i guess whatever he says i shouldn t take it to hard..but watever we two says to one another we take it to hard de..I say til he no gd..he do feel sad i guess..but today we didnt talk abt tt..perhaps tonight or wat..maybe we not ready to talk abt tt..see how lah..4 days never see him..right now isok..no lovesick or wat..but he did on sunday lor..i guess i wont for time being.there is always alot of ups n downs..tt wat pple tell me..relationship cant be so smooth..but wat we can predict if we continue to argue or quarrel coz of same things, that's the end..
he told me actually since break up, he dun want to patch up one..but want to give us a try..i see liao abit sad..then know oh this is how he feels..ta bu xiang..then i am foolish to askfor it..watever we say is not what we meant ba..he was saying half way..u unhappy dear, then i think..
i was thinking ..ask me to find another guy?? i guess right..this is all that he will says whenever he unhappy or angry with me..sick of it..but after tt we quarrel i went off tobed..no point agruing..so wu liao..
so big still agrue..k end here..see how it turns out..dun tell me dunno how to continue or wat..same old thing..

August 22, 2005

Bored day..Holiday..

Well holiday starts le..didnt went out today..stay at home rot..lol..I watched vcd lor..surf net lor ..as usual..talk on phone..dear still have flu..haiz..everytime sick.sick when we want to go out..sian one..just feel disappointed lor..coz i thinking tml cant go out le..coz he has flu n cough how to sing..but he still go ahead with it ..dun want break his promise..sometime due to stuff or work..he cant go out with me..haiz..get used le actually..just feel disappointed lor and unhappy..not tt i want to throw temper..today i cried..dunno just vent it out lah..coz everytime like tt..i cant tahan..i vent out lor..feeling like throwing things also hhaaa..but end up I didnt..just talk to bro lor..tell him wat i unhappy abt..complain lah..hhaaaaaaa

anyway everything ok..I am fine now..sometime gals are like tt.they just hope bf have more time for them..nothing wrong right..ok lah end here

August 21, 2005

Today didnt go out..raining heavily in the morning..slept til quite late..watched vcd .. play badminton during evening time..with wei ling and my younger bro..have fun coz no wind..well..then type stupid stuff lor..evm notes for hazel..coz her notes in my locker..didnt go sch tt day i collect wat..sigh..then end up she needs it i have to type lor..i unhappy abt it..like slave..sigh..wat to do..like tt lor..
well talk abt yesterday went to macpherson campus..for the WITs project presentation..vin's group also involve so went together lor..took bus there..anyway after my group finished we left..i didnt present..just give out stuff to judges..perhaps maybe u guys think i crazy..I dun wish that we get in for this competition..I not tt interested..just tt my group want to involve in this so i anything..there is benefit.exempted from a module..

ok lah dun feel like blogging le..end here..

August 17, 2005

Sian..

Today kind of tired coz sleep late last night...studied as usually but no mood.I just dunno when i see that gal Shennie talk to vin or sit with him..i dun feel gd at all..is tt jealous? coz other pple i still fine..I guess coz I dun like her..I dun want my bf to be close with her..later she bully him..today saw tt gal sitting with vin again..I just feel no gd..then went to tell him..stay away from her coz I dun like...I dunno am i like overboard..i stand her for very long liao..Is fine with me like masturah or wat..even his OS frenz also like tt..maybe feel abit no gd but wont feel this way de lor..then he seem unhappy..then we never talk at all since then except at self access room, ask him wat he doing..then he says let us use com then he went off..dunno lah..perhaps he angry n tired ...

I am not sure..I just want to see who msg who lst..is like if I never msg him, he wont msg me tt often lor..why always I msg him more..perhaps I love to msg lor..more talkative..hhaaa then have more free msg..
then in sch I want to blog..stupid com so slow..wait n wait for the page to load..then in the end I give up blogging..server so slow.. btw just order the dancing shoes..no one knows yet..dun let mum know lst later say i waste money..anyway is $35 coz use $10 subsidise from club fund.. lor..qyite cheap le lah..

August 15, 2005

Studying!

mm...wow feel sleepy right now..studied..then blog a while b4 i sleep..actually want to sleep but cant..have to study abit more..sometime feel sian..think alot..alot of stuff lor..pple wont understand de..i just dun want to say..u must be wondering wat i saying ar..for me to know for u to find out..haha..

anyway today abit more hardworking i guess..hhaaa..did studied..wat to do..I want to do well wat..at least get 35 marks..should be ok..tt mock test i ok lah..got 31 hhaa..should be ok ..hopefully..I guess if u studied should be ok de..btw dear wasnt online again..i guess sleep le ba..or study then sleep le..I also lah going off soon.want to flip abit more of the notes and sleep le..tml must gabatte..hhee do my best..should be ok..

Just dun want think so much..I didnt even tell vin lah..dun want lah him to worry..end here..got to study..bye

tired!

Today quite many pple didnt come to sch..wow feeling sleepy now..well kbox plan no more le..anyway i dun feel like going then cancel le..nvm lah can go with vin..or go out with other pple lor..want to make my holiday fruitful..guess tonight dun go online le so blog here..

tml have Ca lor..today get back PR Mock test..didnt do well of course but pass lah..k gtg..can go home le..right now in sch..

August 14, 2005

today as usual wake up watch tv lor..then had lunch and went to bedok visit grandma..then went bedok central to shop a while and head down to pasir ris for the appreciation dinner..mm..buffet lor..we took fun pack.alot of things inside.hhee..at lst took red colour de..then i change it to blue ;) blue nicer..hhee..

buffet have fried rice, fried bee hoon, chicken wing n drumlet , curry veg , fish lor..and jelly and drink lor..like tt..ok lah not bad lah..not saying super gd..but was alright..eat til full..five plus i ate ice cream u see..so i feel full..
alright lah i end here..feel tired..anyway came back at about 10..mm..guess dear sleep le..coz never go online nor reply to my msg..
today i met him to go together to the CC lor..

August 13, 2005

today didnt go out..seem like alot of sats we didnt go out le..either he work or watever...not like last time..we went out..now busy lah..just rest at home lor..watch repeat of ndp and then watch vcd..time just flies like tt..did nothing much today..study abit of adm..haiz..tml wont be in..guess mon then study le..i wont study much also tml..
feel like eating cup noodle..abit hungry..haha..end here..tml going out..go bedok lst then go to pasir ris cc for the thanks appreication ceremony..

August 12, 2005

It has been like 3 days lor since I use com..tired also lah so i sleep earlier..then can blog I blog in sch..i dun care I must try today ,hopefully router ok..can plug back hopefully ok I want to use..poor dear..sprain his ankle yesterday..he came to sch walk one limp one limp.well.. can help him carry things then I help him..but he dun want me to help coz he says he not handicapped..I was like abit sad..as gf I just hope i can help him..hopefully he recover soon..he went to see doctor le..coz of soccer.if yesterday rain then gd..he wont be like tt..perhaps can acc me lor..right now do project I cant even acc him to doctor..actually maybe can de..but scare I did til too late so I told him I cant acc him..

I got back Adm mock test..ok lah pass..of course didnt do well..coz study a bit only..weekend must study hard le..then ar..sunday going pasir ris cc lor for the thank appreciation ceremony ..that NDP de lah..mm..today stay back lor do project hhaa..later call dear lor..worry about him..end here..

August 11, 2005

Sunburn!!

Today still sun burn coz of national day event @ tampines..tired lor..sleep should be enough but still tired..now i update abt national day ..
wow quite nice..we take care of VIPS seats..then get burnt..but can see the event clearly. nice fireworks..and of course my idol Vincent Ng with wushu..haha enjoy myself..but tired lor..
there is Fiona Xie lor..with indian dance lor..then there is motivator dancing the dance 40 lor..
then host is guo liang , Michelle chia and Aaron Aziz...weather so hot..the amostphere very gd..very high lor..but goodies bag not given yet..so sad cant get it lst..have to take on 14 aug..well we have lunch at 11 plus and dinner at 4 plus sia..so early..I cant eat..like quite full lor..then at nite feel abit bloated ..not feeling too gd..but end liao go home lah..very early briefing lor..abt 10 like tt..coz pple late..then have lunch and set off to tampines heartland..then still can rest a while b4 we start work lor..haha go shopping a while.. 2.30 report back lor..well after all ok lah..I did enjoy myself lor..
is a special day not just national day but also Vin & I s' special day on 9 aug..hhaa must be wondering wat right? guess ling n hui u know what i talking abt hor? meaningful lor..wat a day to spend on national day ..very memorable..although sun burn yet fun..
then my com cant use.coz of the router..haiz..so update in sch lor.hopefully today can settle com stuff..i want to use..two days never use lor..yesterday only log in to bro com n use a while..my hand itchy lor.ok lah end here..waiting for next lesson

August 08, 2005

National Day Eve!

Today is national day eve..I did not have enough sleep..slept at 2am lor coz of adm project lah..I rush to do..then slept 4 hrs only..then went to sch..tired sia..have concert..as usual lah hip hop dance lah..indian , malay dance..hhaa etc..well today rain so we went to watch the concert at the multipurpose hall..after tt watch til almost finish I went off le..went to see the stalls in the canteen which sell food..bought crab paw to eat..heee coz hungry
then went to mac..with bro ,Kailing, Yan Hong and Mei fen..I ate fries..then after tt meet Vin..coz he juz went to sch to hand in project..didnt went to sch during assembly..spend abit time together then ar..went home..I feel tired sia..bought lunch for my brother..then went home do housework bath le n take a short nap..I feel fresher lor..
Yeah Mum back tml..I happy..she bought alot of things for me..tt wat she told me..hehee so gd of her..anyway time flies..this few days I did housework..like so fast day past by..I felt so busy..today abit fed up also. juz feel..this few days..busy..no one help.dinner I also need to buy..brother n dad cant even help me with anything..man are useless?? sian..is like i thought parents take care of us become the other way round perhaps..making me fed up..dunno lah..dun want to think..think liao sure fed up.coz plus i need to do project lor..so even more busier..

ok lah end here..tml have to go for tampines event for the whole day..

August 06, 2005

Today woke up did housework lor..haha..then mm..like tt lah..buy lunch..read newspaper..mm..today busy.yesterday also..like no free time. but .today still ok lah have free time..miss dear lor..then miss my mum too..mm. sudden house quiet one..dun get used..haa 2nd day she not around..yesterday she just set off to malaysia with ah yi lor..well she seem enjoying wor..shopping n shopping so shiok.then i do housework dun enjoy..haaa i msg her asking did she miss us..haa she said miss us so much..hhaa my hair standing sia..lst time say tt de ar..

yesterday call us 3 times..today didnt get a call yet..perhaps tonight? maybe ba..time flies de lah and she will be back..wow then i can relax liao..do housework is ok..but busy lor..i still have things to do..i try to finish washing clothes earlier then can rest..haven even touch my vcd..no time lah..i guess tonight then do project..right now can do ..maybe i find visa and the hotel details lst lor..

update abt yesterday..mock ca for adm lah..dunno how to do lor..didnt do well i guess..coz never studied much..then have briefing lor..then get the t-shirt for tue's event..well after having lunch i go home le..well..do housework lor..in sch was like Vin asking me wat flavour of ice cream nice..I never thought of why he asked as he said he wants to eat..he gives me a surprise lor..then i know why he asked..didnt realise wat he will do..coz i call him asking he go home le ma..then talk to him he on the bus..then say reaching home soon..i was like so fast..then he asked me to open the door see who's here..hhaa surprise me..dear bought me one tub of ice cream ..have a free small tub de banana flavour..he bought 3 litres de sia..so much.. so nice of him..i feel happy to see him of course..i say I want to eat tt time he didnt buy coz we forget..

well organic banana flavour ice cream not bad lah..well is KL meeting me? so late didnt msg me or call me..later I not free to meet her lah..need to wash clothes..she thinks i so free..busy when mum not around..unless i dun do wont be busy..but cannot so much dust..ok lah end here..

August 04, 2005

Today feel sian..moody ba..rainy day so cold lor..mm..well right now feel like talking to dear..I guess he watching tv..mm..well.. just feel sian..mum going malaysia tml so everything i have to do le..housework..ok maybe should think a few days only so is ok..but sian..cant go out..then wed i want go kbox one and go dance practise..maybe have to cancel one..coz like that cant do housework lor..wat to do..dance i may go..then kbox is confirmed..but coz I didnt know mum only back on wed..then how..should I go kbox or dance? frankly speaking I do want to spend time with dear..we really seldom go out..sat i free he work..He free I not free..sigh..then tue out the whole day for the national day thing lah at tampines..sian..

Just scare lah wat should I do , dunno how to handle ..act as if nothing..i have to worry this n tt..not like I can rest..sian one..still have to do project
can handle ma? ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

i want to relax , just give me a break..I am so tired of work, projects.......
end here..discuss with vin see how lor..if not holiday then go le..haiz..

August 03, 2005

Fed up!!

today..tired..well..rushing project lor..own one didnt do..also dun want to do..group one impt also..then yan hong ar..haiz..was like not doing a gd job..we still have to edit..I just feel want to do nicely then do perfectly lor..why anyhow like heck care de then let pple finish for u..is like everyone so busy..think wat.

.today kind of fed up..coz have things to do..then ar..mei fen still asking abt 9 aug stuff..wat the..is like from mon talk til now still talking..everyday talk abt it..she really scare dunno how to go home..can settle de wat..teach her take mrt she dunno.ask her take bus she blur blur also..then how..dun go lah or ask someone fetch her lor..I know maybe she seldom go out.but really lah i dun want to say..everything also dunno..19 liao..I know not that i very li hai..but really lah too terrible lah ..seldom go out dunno liao then ask we all can dun go ma..coz dunno how to go home..surely there is a way wat in singapore..like hazel says dunno then dun go forever ..i agree..learn lor..sometime i also dunno wat..wat the...
well then today coz regarding 9 aug ar. consent form.still ask me how old is she..faint..she dunno meh? wat a question..somemore i mood swing today abit sian sian..so many things i really dunno..

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August 02, 2005

Today is Jufri Bro's birthday give present to him le..his plastic bag like full of present ..no lah only four..haha
mm..today adm , Mrs Cheong taught unit 5 lor then we were told there will be Ca..mock ca also..sian everything on the same week ..or even day..the mock Ca.

that mr Liau..our group settled for 9 aug event..surprised that vin didnt get to join hadi they all..he with other gals..suay lah the 3 gals in his group..and the rest of the gals..
I wasnt too happy lor..jealous? i think so..i also dunno ..he is the leader..i just dun feel gd..i told him and he smile..say jealous is gd..haa. -_-''' really? perhaps he jealous i do feel happy also..i love it..hhaa but dun overdo it lah..abit is ok.coz it means how much the person means to u..hehe..Dear saw my face expression in B2-07, he asked me wat happen..at lst i didnt ans..dun want to say..after tt i told him lor.. i am jealous.
Spend time editing adm project stuff just now..didnt play much com..haiz.i guess harry potter bk i cant finish reading too..no time..but i love to read tt..tml test sian ..i just studied abit..really must study hard..
too lazy liao..but seriously too many things to do.. btw we can wear jeans leh on 9 aug..gd sia..that Mr liau dunno anyhow say cannot..we asked Mrs Tan le.
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August 01, 2005

Mon Blues...

Today nothing to do..so sian..Adm lesson so bored..doing project lor..why I feel so sian? perhaps mon blues ba..haiz.. anyway going to have lunch soon..I think I stress also..3 periods of adm so sian man. Mrs cheong back.hhaa ya Bro changes new hairstyle man..look cool hhaa..then I laugh hhaa..cant get used to his new hair..but is nice
everyone so busy..haiz.. dunno what to write leh..sian..
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haaa continue from wat I wrote..We were told national day we will need to be at tampines til 10pm.so late sia..then need to wear long pants etc..haiz..well..somemore need to meet at pasir ris east cc lst..then go from there..to sun plaza park..well have briefing lah..need to be there at 9.30am..I will be meeting dear..coz dunno how to go to pasir ris cc..haha..he fetching me there..haha..from mrt station of course..then he wants to send me home..i thinking no need lah..see how lor..when i tell bro abt it..he was saying ask me take cab or vin send me home safer..if not he will send me home haa..so jin zhang wo ar? hhee today he helps me massage also..hhaa bro gd ar..so comfortable..opps..dun let dear know.. :x later he jealous sia..ok lah end here..