Today didnt feel so gd..moody..coz yesterday we quarrel..small things..anyway I feel better after talking..but this incident still bothering me lor..saw him online so ask if he is still angry..he says no..but talk very little..he even ask me if I have anything to tell him..what he means leh.anyway we were talking..talking abt hp lor..mm..i guess we ok lah..yesterday stuff put it a side lst..slowly when we feel like talking we will talk abt it de..
couple do fight n quarrel..but just make me feel sad..coz he will ask me find other guys..i remember it de..when guys are angry, wat they say are so hurting de..say that he thinks he dun need my expectation, he cant go out with me, other guys better ..blah blah blah..dun want think abt it..but is better to pour out how i feel..
he was telling me dunno why he felt so angry yesterday..aiya angry angry lor wat dunno why..cant be helped..coz I cause it wat..I still feel no gd..actually better le but still sad..coz i remember i put (U) in msn..u guys know lah is heartbroken heart..and he is telling me ya heartbroken..i dunnno how to mend for u..sorry.. wat the..yesterday i see liao so sad..
Hui was telling me to leave him alone..glad u guys with me, hui lah, my bro lah n kl..if not i really cant take it sure cry or wat de to vent my anger/unhappiness or wat..lst thing i thought of today is tt incident..then to occupy myself , i went to the library alone ..guess what. i met my sec sch frenz wei yun at popular , talk abt sch.alot of things change..Mrs Goh on course..then Mr Lee take over as DM.Mr Goh Sian Yang no longer in Beatty le..so fast..wow..anyway wont see him..gd lor he is HOD le in other sch..hehe..
mm..i guess whatever he says i shouldn t take it to hard..but watever we two says to one another we take it to hard de..I say til he no gd..he do feel sad i guess..but today we didnt talk abt tt..perhaps tonight or wat..maybe we not ready to talk abt tt..see how lah..4 days never see him..right now isok..no lovesick or wat..but he did on sunday lor..i guess i wont for time being.there is always alot of ups n downs..tt wat pple tell me..relationship cant be so smooth..but wat we can predict if we continue to argue or quarrel coz of same things, that's the end..
he told me actually since break up, he dun want to patch up one..but want to give us a try..i see liao abit sad..then know oh this is how he feels..ta bu xiang..then i am foolish to askfor it..watever we say is not what we meant ba..he was saying half way..u unhappy dear, then i think..
i was thinking ..ask me to find another guy?? i guess right..this is all that he will says whenever he unhappy or angry with me..sick of it..but after tt we quarrel i went off tobed..no point agruing..so wu liao..
so big still agrue..k end here..see how it turns out..dun tell me dunno how to continue or wat..same old thing..
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