Yeah..holiday lor..

I have been working for four weeks already..wow time flies..I am still having stress..I finish my work around 7pm today and left..Happy to see the sunset..wow is wonderful that I can see it from my office building. I didn't know..while taking the lift, I enjoyed watching it and it makes my day better..

Somehow I felt that there are a lot of work but then I felt relaxed after lunch..I know tml is holiday.yeah..I will be meeting Pf, WL, YY & Wen.. :)
Well is good to relax..I am glad they ask me out..We shall shop around and then have dinner..

At times get tease by Boss haiz.. I don't find it funny..sooner or later perhaps we will feel shy? I just didn't take it to hard but don't wish that he will misunderstand..at times is easy to tell if a person mean something to you..simple things like your name n birthday.. I leave it to fate..
It takes two hands to clap and there are nice guys..But we need sparks..I have lots of time..don't have to rush into it but I do longer for one though I am scare at the same time..But who likes a girl who think negatively..I must stay cheerful.. waiting for my prince..is hard to find one who loves u and u love him..well leave it in the hands of God..

I shall end here..gonna do other things..

stress..tense up..

I really have no idea how long I can hold on. I told myself not to give up easily and Boss & colleague encouraged me.. really very nice. thanks them but I still feel stress at times. Though u tell me to relax and don't myself stress but I still feel so.

Beside you make me stay to work and you say I will hate you soon. Is it so serious?
I admit working under you is very stressful.. I really not sure how long I can work there. I guess when I reached my tolerance level, that's it.. I won't let people think that I can't do it and keep changing job..I still can cope for the time being..

I manage to have dinner outside and went to look at spects. RObin recommended..he is a nice friend but whatever it is, nice colleagues right now..
People will tease etc.. wu liao.. I just don't think to think so much about anything.

End here,WIll be meeting Kareen & Ke xin soon

Think about it..

I was busy as usual today and then Boss told me to go home and think about what I have learnt so far and how I feel about the job..I guess now is the time to think about it though I don't wish to think about it in case I get upset etc. I just shut this issue off my mind..

Mm..I shall think about it now..Just blog it here..Everything is so new to me. I start from scratch as I don't have any insurance background..I learnt about different types of polices plan such as LMP,AMII, My Shield etc and their claims. How to go about doing the summary and where to look for in case I need the details etc.The different forms used and pfr and proposal form..I learnt about GI, how to go about filling in the quotation and rang the person for info etc..Filing as in the style of filing and how clients'name are sort. differences between Pink, Yellow and blue files.how to retreive or search data from VSC..
how and what to prepare for boss when he meet up with clients. I learnt scanning of documents too.. mm..how to check the proposal n pfr form to ensure that it is filled in correctly and at times I do need to help to fill in too so I learnt what is required to fill..oh ya submission of documents and the cut off time for that. Sorting mail and put them into respective pigeon holes..How to look at new biz report and tabulate them into a excel table for our Cps gen..

What else..
I cant think of it at the moment ..

I guess that's all for the time being..

I just know starting I felt so lonely and bored as I was new. I have to adapt to it and quite a few things are throw at me..I couldnt cope as I was not used to working alone rather than team work..I was stress so ya..slowly I get the hang of it and I felt much better. I believe I still feel sian at times..
I shall end here..sleepy..

Time flies and it is sunday..Let me just update about my life for the past one week..
I have been slowly learning things as time goes by and I get the hang of summary but still ask Boss to double check in case is wrong.. Well been busy.

I just met up with Mei Fen on fri at bugis..We had dinner and shop a while..I remembered meeting her earlier on, which is Mon check out the sch.. mm..I didn't remember wrongly right?..MF wants to meet me on thur but it was a last min decision so I suggested meeting up the next day..Saturday..went to office for meeting in the morning.sigh..though it was only two hours, I just don't feel good going back but I had no choice.. what to do..I met up with Lai Mei for follow up and head home as my uncle came to repair our coms..Manage to clear my drawers etc..happy as it was not so dusty after that..
As for today, went to visit father side's grandma and was bored there..Spent some time there and then left with not much time today..I want my free time to myself..

Mm..going to plan a kbox session, bowling session and dinner gathering with friends ..Look like I have to think of a way to spend my money wisely.Programs will be coming up..omg! I push it all to next month when I get my pay :P Wonder how does it goes..simply too many things that I would wish to do.. of course badminton session.. opps didn't exercise for so long..

I shall end here and tomorrow is my third week at work..wow time flies man..

Sunday..

Well right now I am blogging is already way past midnight so is sunday though. Time flies and sat has passed by but I am glad that I spent a nice sat though. I get to sit down and read my newspaper and head down to church. After that as usual dinner n shopping time! This is what I normally do on sat..

Update about Friday also. I was slacking haha..I did some work but not much. Meet up with WL, Hui & Ame for dinner at soup spoon bugis..We ate and have a nice chat.We even head down to Ah Chew Dessert to sit down and enjoy.Head home after that at 10 plus.

Well is nice meeting friends after work. I hope we can try to plan more programs next time. I shall try to plan and we can distress. :)
Perhaps a dinner on a fri night..I think I have to plan next month instead. I have not get my salary though sob sob.. I have been spending money. time to stop and spend wisely again..

I shall end here and enjoy my precious sunday!

3rd day of work..

Today I manage to do my work and was glad that I reached 5 mins late, boss wasn't in..luckily. Anyway manage to do more work and then work load going down but at times will still go up. Depends on how Boss gonna teach me and what he will assign. Somehow I feel stress as I am still new and those secretaries doesn't talk to me at all except one whom I talk to while she taught me on how to submit document. I find her not bad, quite friendly in that sense.. Perhaps can slowly be friends with the rest..I felt lonely though at work as I had lunch alone today . Nevertheless is ok as others did not ask me to join them, how would I be so thick skin to ask them if I can join. agreed?

I still feel lost and not yet blend into their culture but anyway I work under my boss, shouldn't care about other matters.
Work just keep on piling lor, dun wish to think so much. Just relax myself..
Time is not enough when we start work. I do learn alot of things at work so no harm.

I just have to continue to learn n try to catch up. Boss says I have 3 months..probation what..

Ok end here..

2nd day of work..

Today feel lost at first and sian. In a way I don't know what I must do.. Slowly James taught me stuff liao and I get the hang of the summary.I got it and James glad that he said that I learnt quite fast. I find it ok la. I did make some mistakes here and there.Learning process..I feel good I got to learn some work and I believe there is alot of things to learn.. Boss ar..dun give me too much pressure wor!

Time flies and this is the 2nd day.. I must jia you for the 3rd day and Boss flying off soon to Japan..So whatever I need to ask, must ask quickly..

I shall end here.. felt tired after a long day but right now still ok..

First day of work..

Yeah the day has come and I am back to working life..Though I really need time to adjust back as in not able to have super late nights anymore unless is weekend. :( well in life we can't have the best in everything. No one is perfect too.

As it is the first day, I am still quite lost though and excited. I learnt some things today and glad that Robin was a helpful person.. Thanks for your help in carrying stuff.. I manage to meet a few nice pple today. But Wilson asked alot of questions and I am not comfortable with it.I hope to be able to get along well with all though so that we can work hand in hand..Basically I am under my boss so I hope everything turns out well. He is going to fly off to Japan soon.. That is what I am worried about. I am not sure whether I can cope.. I will try my best to learn this few days.

I don't know why but my pimples come out already..omg! it just happened today and is it because of dolling up and my face too oily? Ahhhh!! I have tried the new facial wash and in a way it helps to control the oil already but I realise after I put on make up today, my face starts to have pimples again..sob sob.. better stop putting make up for the time being..no choice. Just want to look pretty. Once I get a fixed salary, I will go n see skin specialist.

Well have to keep working hard tml etc. More things to learn and I know there is alot of work to do.. sigh. What to do, working life is like that. I try not to worry and think so much so as not to give myself stress.

I shall end here..

I got it..

Time flies and it is April already.I feel quite excited today and was kind of nervous for the 2nd round of interview and who knows it is not really an interview..lol I got the job. Horray! I was so happy. I rest for about two weeks and manage to get a job finally and I know there is prospect. :) thank God.. I hope I can really grow in the company and move on to what I want..Boss did ask me what and where I hope to be for the next 3 to 5 years. I know what I want and I will do my best to fufil it.He told me is possible to fufil it even before 30 years old.. Guess what, he asked me when I getting married. lol
I dun even date now how to get married? Faint..he was surprised I don't have a bf.Is that surprising? I have no idea.

Right now, career & studies matter more than other things. Of course family n friends are impt too. So is God. I leave the rest to fate. really.. What will come will come around. Relationship is just a parcel of life and I am still young..

Did I grow up? I used to wish to date perhaps because I am younger that time and the my timing is slightly different but for now I straighten my thoughts and dun wish to date. I believe finding a good one is not easy but if it will come, it will come unexpectedly. I just let it be and see how it goes..work hard and study 1st. Enjoy life with family & friends, carefree life without being attached, is good isn't it?

I find it good without clinging onto something and have to really commit to it.Perhaps I simply don't wish to commit to anything right now while I am young.

Happy today and I went orchard to shop for clothes and bought them..I got what I want .Great! Life is great today and hope it continues that way.

K time for dinner. I am hungry.. God is great & good! :)

End here..

Good News..

Yeah I receive a call from HSBC Boss and I am a step forward to the 2nd interview. Well I will do my very best since I am given a chance. I will be heading down on wed though.
Boss weird, talk so much then tell me he inviting me to the 2nd round.. -_-'' I don't like people beating about the bush..Is best to go straight to the point though.
Somehow this cheer me up but nevertheless I will look out for other chances just in case.

Anyway I am carefree and looking forward to a new career.. Right now nothing gonna make me troubled etc. I am free! horray!

Just met up with Kareen, Ke Xin & Restine for lunch just now.Glad to hear from them and just have a simple meal. We shall meet again ya? I believe so.

Alright gonna continue watching diao man gong zhu..Well I really love the drama and Alec Su You Peng rocks! Ja Nara also very cute..

End here..

My Goals..

I was quite excited today as I was selected to go for an interview at HSBC Insurance company.I seem to have some fate to do with insurance company..haaa I have been to a few other companies. Guess what? The boss is called James.. Oh my god! I have two ex bosses who were named James so I wonder will I work for James boss again.haaa

I do love the job and the location.I don't mind learning and I believe it is a good prospect and perhaps it will be busy and stress but work is always stress. I just want to further my studies as I have targeted for the past two years. I told myself that I will start working 1st and earn money for two years then I can start studying. The time has come. I will work towards my goals.. I want to succeed and win! I know I can be quite hao sheng for things, this is what someone told me before. I did not do so for studies if not perhaps I can really study very well.who knows? I know is tough to work and study at the same time but need to endure in order to get a cert and have more career prospect.

As for other matter, I just don't wish to care as they are not important anymore other than career and studies. :) May God bless me and be with me to guide me along the way..

I shall end here

Elvin & XIao Qing s' Birthdays..

Well I just came back around 11 plus from the birthday gathering.. I was considering whether to go, end up I did went but then didn't know it was at east coast road..oh my god! It was so far and we waited for very long for the bus 13 at Euno where we met first and then we kind of lost our way u know..We reached the olive cafe at 8 plus. Then started ordering food. After we finished was 10 plus.. I didn't enjoy it though as I felt left out and couldn't blend into the group though I know them a little..there were about 20 of us. Of course spending money while I am jobless hhaa... sob sob.. so you know how I felt?

The chocolate cake was nice and it was from four leaf.. Jolene bought it. Well luckily I got a lift from someone.. I believe the rest did have a lift back home too..great!
Is good that they have cars lol.. I felt tired so that was my day!

Shall end here..

Easter Sunday..

Yeah is Easter Sunday and I felt bad, woke up late today though I think my hp did ring once?? I can't remember and was wondering whether to turn up at church cause I was really gonna be late.. I woke up at 7.30 man and service was at 8am. Well I just hurry to shower etc and then took a cab down to church. I was late but better than not attending right? yeah I kept my promise that I will go. Thank God. I was telling myself, that oh lord please let me have a cab as I need to rush to church and when I reached downstair, I saw a cab hehe.. I don't have to wait. Great!

Even before I know God, I was bought to church by friend but I told myself that I was not ready. If I were to go church next time, will be going on my own and that it is because I wish to step in with my own will. I did! anyway I always believed that I am blessed before I know Lord.. People around me prayed for me and prayed that I will accept him.. Thanks God for all his blessings and love!

I went for late breakfast with the rest today and then went to shop with my cousin and accompany her to visit Uncle. Glad to hear the nice words from her.. gal, only you and I know what it is..haha.. quite a tiring day cause I only slept for 5 hrs. I felt ok though at least I slept for 5 hours. It was not as bad as sleeping for 3 hrs..

I shall end here..gaming..here I come..

Saturday..

Yeah is sat and here I am at home..cool cause there is no sat service today so just come back at 8 plus and deal with some stuff.. Well I went out with mum n brother to sim lim to get some stuff and we had dinner at pasta mania before heading to have dessert at Ah Chew Dessert shop..yeah. It was raining though after we finished getting what we needed. Luckily the rain gets smaller so we were able to go n enjoy our dessert. Of course we did spend money while we were out but was all worth it. The things that we bought were all useful though. I finally got my cooling pad. At times was afraid that my notebook would be too hot.. sad to say that after I had my notebook, my desktop monitor was down..sob..anyway we were luckily that we had the notebook..

I shall end here and gonna watch tv and let my dear brother use my notebook.. I have to wake up at 6 tomorrow..Yes is 6! It has been a long time since I wake up so early and it is sunday.. oh oh.. :( sunday easter service

Good Friday..

Well today is Good Fri.While I blog is already way past Good Fri. Never mind as usual special good friday service and is kind of formal and serious..This is the first time I have been to good fri service.Service was at 7pm and it ended quite early b4 9pm. I will be going for Sunday service as well, easter day service. Oh well service at 8am..I gonna feel sleepy and have to go back home earlier..need to get back the osmose card from Pei Fen..She had it with her for a month already.. I didn't ask her to give me back and she said she had forgotten and she apologized.

Mm..sat no service..yipee! I can go out and relax.. Looking forward to finding new job.. I don't wish to think so much, just want to work, study then continue latin dance.. my passion and I must master it!!!!! way to go!!

I shall end here..

Feeling relaxed..

Well right now, I believe there is no stress but just have to look out for my career.I really wish for a good career path and of course with good working hours so that I can take up a part time course soon. I have been waiting but need to settle down for job before I can even apply to study and then concentrate on it. I believe is not easy but I will try so time being career n studies more important than anything else.

Not forgetting my family, wish that they have good health always and also be safe and sound at all times.. I believe all these are important right now and other than that, nothing matters. Really..I have better things and more important things to do rather than be worried or thinking about that issue. Must be wondering what issue right if you are reading my blog?

Well doesn't matter what issue, I don't want to be affected by it. I just want to work hard on my goals. Hopefully I can really settle down n grow in a company soon. Of course I hope to meet good bosses and colleagues. This is important and of course a conducive environment.

Alright I shall end here.. I must jia you!! yeah! :)

Crazy people..

Have u ever come across people who will pick up a big fuss because of a small issue and it involved the whole family? that is what actually happened.. Of course I did not provoke people..somehow it happened to my brother..He didn't provoke people but I am unhappy and the person's bro still ask me not to be funny and he told us his name.

PLEASE LA,DON'T TELL PEOPLE THAT YOU ARE PREVIOUSLY FROM OUR SCH..is such a disgrace!! I know perhaps I should not comment so much but I really can't stand their attitude.. Is this the way you protect your family members? your family is very important and you need to protect them, so do I.. of course if anything happen to my brother or mum, Do you think I will keep quiet? of course not but there is better way to solve problems.. You think that by using vugular language is cool? shit man! luckily you know is not my brother's fault, dare to scold him will get it from me.My brother not for you guys to bully.. of course you know my mum, she can be fierce but she was thinking that it is a small issue why should we make up a big fuss.. I also wont, seem so ah beng or ah lian's behaviour.
so what kind of education did they receive? so rude.. only your brother is treasure??

I know I should just be forgiving and be understanding..Give them grace ya but I just want to pour out how I feel. It is ridiculous man.. how can I forget about it.They want to scold me as well.crazy people, never come across..

Well is ok, what goes around will comes around.. I shall end here..

Back again..

I am back once again after not blogging for about one week ya..mm..recently really quite lazy to do so unless I feel like it.. I am out of the company and I felt so happy and relieved..

Currently looking out for a job and there I have a job offer as management trainee but somehow you have to start of with being adviser which is what I didn't expect it to be.If it is successful, career path would be smooth.. Life is really unpredictable so I wont even know how far I can go unless I try. I find it a risk in a way if I am not suitable, I have to start with a new career again. I have never thought of this career path before and perhaps it is somehow the fastest way to earn the amount that I want within 5 years? Everything is easy said than done.

Somehow I always think negatively but then I feel that it is better to think for the worse so that you can be prepared. I don't have confidence in some ways and if it is sales line, I really won't be afraid as I have been through it and I am so comfortable.

It is better to think carefully about what we want and we can go for it. Who doesn't want to be successful in life and people will be proud of us. I want to show them that I can do it! Of course I will be happy for my own achievement and not trying to show off.. I don't want people look down on us as we don't study that well.. I want to excel and achieve my goals!!

I shall end here. Gonna think about whether to accept the job..

Nice movie..

I just went to catch L change the world with MF today.. Well what I say is that the movie is nice, sometime a bit sad and at times is funny.. I enjoyed it and it doesn't really link to the previous part and it looks funny when "L" has to babysit haha..He even speak el, his el not bad la.. :) I never regretted catching it though.. TPY cinema quite quiet and not very packed. I believe is because it had already be released for about a week and more or less other people watched already..

Well this two days not very happy coz I thought I bought my cd and I can listen but somehow not sure why it ends up in MF's bag.. I believe is because while I help her to sort her things, she accidentally put the cd in without realising is mine..have to meet her to collect lor.. sigh

Shall end here..need to sleep soon..

Bad Service..

Supposing to be a happy day whereby I suggested going to Pizza Hut to have dinner with my mum and brother.Enjoy a bit and relax.. Who knows an incident just happened.We patronize one of the outlet at Toa Payoh. The atmosphere was good and this was the 1st time we patronize the outlet. Thinking that we would enjoy our food , we ordered our food. Who knows that their service was damn slow even though it was just serving the 3 glasses of Ice Lemon Tea.They have enough staff and it wasnt crowded though.I dont mind waiting a while, doesn't matter,the worse part was that the waiter was clumsy, he spilled the whole glass of drink onto my mum's pant while he served us.. Can you imagine how angry my mum & I was? Though the manager offered towel to wipe the pant and compensate us the food for free, our mood was already ruined, we left the place without having our meal and never want to go there again!

Anyway I feedback to the company and waiting for their reply.. I want to see how they will respond to this incident and hopefully this is the lst and the last time it happens. Hope they can make improvement on their service.