Updates again..

Here I am blogging again after some time..sometime really too lazy or tired..

Today is a busy day and I felt stress..but get to meet up with u though a while, is good enough,cherish the time..
Yesterday was busy too..

mm..update about last weekend, I went out with Jamin,Yong Yee & Valen..We went to zoo..Valen has the membership card from her uncle so entry is free..yeah..It was a bad weather that day though not sunny. It rained around 5 plus..luckily we sort of finished looking around and set off to have dinner. But keep it away from me like where we going.. end up we went bishan park, a cafe..I just don't like people keeping me in suspect and was moody so my reaction was bad..anyway not a bad day though..

Sunday went top one ktv with WL, Hui & ling..celebrate wl & hui's birthday..We sang from 12 plus to 6..not so bad..Amelia came around 1pm..after her jap class..
Then we went to MOF to have our dinner..I ate spicy miso ramen with pork hehe..
Been eating chicken almost everyday for last week..western food most of the time..so unhealthy..we even went to have dessert after that..enjoying ar..hehe

I shall end here..too tired..

Taking note of my goals!

I believe not really fufil yet so gonna write it down again to remind myself..

1. Commitment in my life towards work,God or anything

2. Register for my course latest by end of July 2008

3. Start studying in Oct 2008(slight change as I decide to go MIS instead)

4. Get a keyboarding

5. Put in the effort to learn the keyboarding after I bought it and not wasting the money.. No learning half way through!!

6. Finish reading o/s storybooks and comics by Sept 2008

7. Learn dance either from Casey or other dance instructor(not urgent can be done by end of 2008)

8. Go ice skating, singing ( Anytime, is just my wants hehe)

10. Get a new com keyboard and mouse from IT sales during GSS!

11. Save $$ every month after getting my pay ..(shall not disclose the amt saved)

12. Spend money wisely each month though I may have some leisure activities

Bad day!

Well here I am back to blogging but I don't feel good.I thought today though a slack day but I came across things such like wrong no. when I called clients, company stamp issue which I don't wish to mention much as it is a small issue but people seem to make a big issue out of it..what the. making me troubled..Firstly I was moody today.. I just don't know why.Everything seem to be bad.I got so pissed off.I lost my ezlink card today lor.. I can't find it, must have drop it somewhere while I put it into my pocket..sobsob..
I went to purchase a new one for 15 bucks. :( I keep quiet about it, not wanting my mum to nag at me. This is the first time I lost my card and with the precious moment card holder. Luckily there wasn't much value inside my card if not I will scream!

I wish to chat but you are busy and I tried to return your call after I shower but you are chatting with other people.Is ok, I shall wait for you to return call..wonder how long it takes..

I just wish that tomorrow will be a better day.

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Wonderful day..

Just wanna update. though I know right now is consider sunday as it is almost 3am and why am I still blogging haha. Well didnt sleep just now, having supper so I just keep on chatting etc.

I do a quick update and off to bed. Need to go to church wor. well just spent a day with Jamin. catch a bit of ndp rehearsal and the fireworks..wow..great time. We took pics too..quite a few today. so sweet.

Anyway went for dinner and set off to fountain of wealth. sit down n chat..he opened his present. I could see him so touched, I felt so happy.He cherish it. just give him a hug.
Thanks for making me smile..hehe u r naughty..thanks for helping me with the balancing..so nice..

You r secretive regarding one of ur birthday wish. I just wonder what u wish for.
I just know is nice spending time with u..I am very happy whenever I am with u..feel so blessed.. Thank GOd!

End here..sleeping time..

Updates again..

here I am blogging during midnight and is July already.I gonna get present for..

Recently I realise some unexpected things happen and I believe that God loves me and bless me.. :) thanks Lord!

let me just update about what I did this few days..mm..Met MF on fri at bugis & after that I knew that WL is at orchard so I went to look for her a while.

Sat, went out with the rest such as YY,Jamin, Yu Yan etc.. 10 of us. big group ar..not bad lor.. In a way hehe they are disturbing. I don't wish to say so much.
Take a step at time for everything and I shall see how.
I know but see how it goes.. I also don't know how would I react.
Well we had fun..went suntec convention centre, then s'pore flyer. fun to explore and we heard down to newton circus to have our dinner. Ordered quite a lot of food.Not bad wor. Hokkien mee, satay, fried carrot cake, chicken wings etc. We enjoyed ourselves but too bad WL u didnt join us lor. what a pity! thx 4 the prawn! *wink..

I went to watch kungfu panda with him on sunday at great world city..It was funny, interesting movie. Never regretted watching it wor. Time just flies but is ok..we can go out another time.. Yeah! can't wait to meet u soon!

That was some of the updates so far..as for work, as usual.

I shall end here.time to sleep wor..

A long day..

I had a long day today. Went to NUS with boss & the rest to give the students a talk.

Food at the canteen was really cheap wor. We had breakfast there and I ate chicken wing n hashbrown as I had taken a light breakfast..

We even went to sp food court 6 for lunch lol.. I had been there before when I went for open house etc during sec sch times..

After that we decide to head down to kallang leisure for bowling..cool! I get very excited..relaxed what..James played quite well.. Wilson is from sch team wor..
After bowling, we went to catch movie..I am not sure of the movie name as it is quite long n chim.haha first time didn't remember what I watched..

It was funny but then to me is a bit pervert haha.the way the guy does his action..pple who watch will get what I mean..We really laugh a lot..

I enjoyed myself today! I guess the rest too..

I will think about the question which friends ask me to think..Anyway glad 2 hear from my darling.hehe..wow I put that will let pple misunderstand ya but I do call him darling..miss me just sms me lor, I will be glad.. I can feel u dun dislike me will do
Other than that..I still can sense but just take a step at a time..nice being friends with u, hope that u dun find me irraiting will do..Like u say, if u dun wish to talk to me,u won't talk to me for long or dun talk at all..

End here..gonna sleep..so tired..

Saturday..

I am feeling a bit sian today as I didn't go anywhere today. I know is good to relax..
I am not going church today..I was thinking of changing my blog now.. It is too plain..
Feeling a bit sian..I have been blogging since a few years ago..I think I want to get rid of old old posts..somehow I dun want to leave those memories..

I may have blog too personally stuff? not sure.. I guess I just leave it..lazy to even bother to recall the memories in case it causes me unhappiness..

Can't find him..sigh..he always like that..maybe gaming..or even go back n sleep as he is too tired.. I don't know.. I wanna ask him out for dessert..I feel bored..

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oh..

I had been busy working and work til 7 plus today.. Boss lor last min ask me stay back..end up finish late, he asked me out 4 dinner n go east coast a while n he sent me home. I felt more relaxed..

YY told me something that I think I am more aware of the ans though I told him I don't know..I am not sure..he didn't tell me anything. is pretty obvious.. I get what you mean already J.. hehe.. am I right? I think I already know but just wanna make sure when you are back..

YY suspect already..oh..is ok. let's wait and see..

You really brighten my day! yeah tml is fri! can't wait for u to come back..

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Brighten my day..

Somehow after chatting last night, I feel good and glad to chat..never feel so happy before recently..u feel the same?
even get to chat today while u are away from singapore. so nice of u..thx for caring..I know I start smsing u first too but is ok la..let see if u sms me tml haha..

I still figuring..u said is obvious..sometime u can't tell as your behaviour and actions tell all..what I see & feel is no..that's why..So I wait and see, no need to be rushing to verify the ans..It won't do me good if I misinterpret..I am scare actually though my sixth sense tells me I maybe right.I may be wrong also isn't it? May God bless and give me the ans..I really want to know so I will feel at ease..no point doubting and interpreting..

I shall end here..

Chalet

I am back from the chalet..四姨开chalet at aloha loyang..We went to have fun on fri after my work and I stay there for a night. I went back yesterday and reach home during midnight today..

Feeling tired though I slept..didn't sleep much on fri night. As there were kids, they slept quite early and woke up at 7 plus.So for the first night, I find it not fun to play..though there was bbq,didn't eat much. As for yesterday we went to the swimming pool & massage pool..We also went to cycle in the morning..We went for bowling in the afternoon..7 of us..including the kids..went with 小姨,Uncle to downtown east to bowl..

I wish that I can go to other places too as I have not finish exploring downtown since it was renovted. I think it is better to go with friends then it will be more fun.. as we can have night walk..nevertheless, we felt very relaxed after the massage at the pool..shiok! :) at least destress at chalet..

I went back home yesterday and was back during midnight today. I slept all the way til noon..opps.. I was too tired u see..

Time flies and back to work tml..anyway that is a good way to relax.
i shall end here. I wanna do other things.

Just come n update about what I did this few days..

I felt stress and met Jamin, YY, WL & KK for supper on fri night.. We enjoyed chatting and stay til 12 and then went to mac again to continue chatting til 1am..

I went back to my block and continue chatting with Jamin for an hr haha..we can chat alot though..wow..I can click with guys friends now..Maybe get used to it when u come across male colleagues or friends..talk with them etc..not so bad..

I feel tired..just had supper again..gonna gain weight I guess..as usual for sat, go church and shopping.though is GSS, I didnt get anything..

Sunday is my rest day at home..I don't feel like going anywhere..shall end here..

Btw, I finished reading the secret on thur..so one target is achieved

My goals & dreams til end of this year 2008

Some thoughts just come to my mind and life is short..When I focus on work, I didnt get to think that much and now is the time whereby I can think about anything, what have I achieve etc and I realise I have not done alot of tasks etc.. so here I am going to set a target to complete them if not I don't think I will fufil them.. Gonna to blog it here so that I can be clear about what I wish to do rather then writing on a piece of paper and not sure where I place it :P

Here's my list:

1. Commitment in my life towards work,God or anything

2. Register for my course latest by end of June 2008)

3. Start studying in November 2008

4. Get a keyboard by end of July when I get my next pay

5. Put in the effort to learn the keyboard after I bought it and not wasting the money.. No learning half way through!!

6. Finish reading o/s storybooks and comics by Sept 2008

7. Learn dance either from Casey or other dance instructor(not urgent can be done by end of 2008)

8. Finish reading the secret and return it to James by Fri 6 June 2008

9. Go bowling, ice skating, singing ( Anytime, is just my wants hehe)

10. Get a new com keyboard and mouse from IT sales during GSS!

11. Save $$ every month after getting my pay ..(shall not disclose the amt saved)

12. Spend money wisely each month though I may have some leisure activities

I guess time being I just stop here..when I have more I wll add on as time goes by..

Hope that my goals can be fufil..I end here.. Shall take note of what is fufil and I will blog it here again on the next few posts when the time comes..

Secretaries' Seminar

I was away from office today and headed down to Orchid Country Club for the seminar at 9am.. It was an enjoyable one and actually I was thinking must be boring.. It turned out to be fine..

We have tea breaks in between..tea & coffee, pies and puff were provided..wow great! lunch we have about 6 dishes and dinner too..Still have cold plate,veg, prawns, chicken,etc..We have melon soup for lunch and dinner was spicy soup..We had sweet and sour fish for dinner..Everyone didn't eat much..too full already.. Wasted the food.. We didn't even touch the fried rice for dinner..

Seminar was at a function room and it was cold..other than that it was so cosy..Enjoy our day there as we relax and get to know more things.. I believe another one will be coming up soon. We interact more with each other..

I shall end here..sleepy..back to work tml..

I miss u..

Fun day!!

Well is already past midnight and I just wanna have a quick update before I sleep.

I just went to sentosa with Yong Yee, Mao Lin, Wei Ling and the rest of YY's friends including his gal hhaa.. Is good to get to know more friends.I was out for the whole day..tiring but fun! Meet in the morning but get to sentosa is already noon..we buy things, meet whoever here n there.. Took the monorail ride..

We played alot of games and games that we have body contact with but is ok..Play til we hold hands is also nothing..I am just concentrating on the game so I dun feel weird anymore.. somehow is fated to have that partner for the game haha..not once..a few times.. It did rain after we finish our volleyball games and after that we wait for a while and the rain stopped. We continued with our games..

I can talk alot but Mao so quiet one..Is nice chatting with him..

i shall update til here first..I guess nothing much already too..
Let nature takes its course
I feel sleepy..need to wake up early for church service. off to bed..

My thoughts again,.

Coming to the end of the month, I know I have not blog for some time but then at times I just want to write down how I feel if it is too personal. mm.. work is alright, have outstanding to clear and even have a review with Boss today. Everything seems fine and I need the ABC which he told me..so ya..

Sometime I wonder what guys are thinking lor.so nice at times and yet sometime u really need to ask them things, they ignore you.As if I want to disturb u, no choice. It is my job u know..Can u dun be so nice then? Best is not so nice will be good lor..
Still searching for my prince.A long way though..slowly..concern doesn't mean anything..this is how I feel..

yeah going beach with the rest. :) let's enjoy ourselves there and get to know more friends..

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Back to work soon..

I have a long break til I have to get back to work tomorrow, the feeling isn't that great as I know I have to face all the workload..May I be able to finish my tasks and even handle other stuff as well. I am worried..

This few days as usual do my stuff and rest.I can get to sleep slightly later, which is good..Went to church as usual and even have dinner with WL and YY yesterday. At least I am out of my house..I feel better.. I don't like to be trapped at a place for too long..no life like that.

I was catching fated to love you by Chen Qiao En & Ruan Jin Tian.. I found the drama nice and had some thoughts after I catch it. I know in real life is not like the drama and that there is romantic scene etc..It's very hard in our real life..People are so busy, no time for romance though..

It's really hard when both parties will fall in love with each other.. When can we find someone like that? anyway hhaa 1 of my ah yi was saying, who knows 3 years later, I will be getting married..still a long way for me til I find my Mr right if not don't have to talk about that.. I do wish for but not in a hurry to get attached right now..Let nature takes its course.. I know I don't have many male friends so hard for me to get attached ba haha..Leave it to fate..How long do I need to wait? only God Knows..

I end here..

Cant stand!!

Everything goes on smoothly while I am on leave this two days and what has to be done is done already..that why I can blog here.

By right, I want to blog about my thoughts last night but after doing my things, I don't feel like doing so anymore. So ya

I can't understand why some people are just so insensitive towards things or issues..You can keep on making fun of me as if I am a clown? that you can have fun teasing me and you don't even bother how I feel..too much! You still say I am so fun to tease.. what the hell! I know is not a big issue but I have enough! Can you be more tactful??

Anyway thank God for all the blessings..Indeed God is great!

I shall end here..

How far can it scretch?

I just wonder and have a lot of thoughts and was thinking how far can a band stretch? u talk about comfortable zone and we need to stretch. Everyone has different tolerance level u know that? I don't dare to think so much. As times goes by, I will just try to do my best. I have to ask God to help me at this point of time. At times I really feel down til I don't want anyone to help not even God.. what is wrong with me? I can't even stand the normal stress, so how am I going to be able to handle the stress which I gonna have soon..Beside you know I can't knock off early, what do you want me to do?
I hope everything will be fine if not perhaps u will see a gloomy and a very shag person. That's the worst I can go right?

I always feel that you think you have a lot of experiences in life in that line so you know everything and you have to teach me how to handle life? Sorry that is not what I want and wish for. I have my own mindset and I know what I am doing.. I don't need you to teach me everything as in what to do in life. If that is the case, I don't think I should exist since it is no point if people is telling you what to do in life..pointless to live.. We live for ourselves and not others..I know perhaps you meant well but you are trying to tell me that I am lousy is it?

I shall stop here. I don't wish to comment further..

Is great to exercise!

It is really great to be able to sweat it all out. I feel tired..I went to service this morning and set off to play badminton after that with cousin and the rest..I only slept for a few hrs so I was really tired now..Watching charity show alone and resting..sigh so lonely..

I don't know why, when I am so free I tend to think a lot. Thought about fate, wonder why the right guy has not come. WL was right, they are my past so why should I bother. I know what I am thinking.. Just let it be lor, why should I bother out abt how the person feel..Some things are fated.. Is urs will be urs, no need to worry so much..
I can tell, women's sixth sense quite accurate..I feel good though now to be single so why should I bother so much and let myself be unhappy. What is the point of doing that..

Alright end here..Don't feel like blogging that much..

Updates..

Well some updates..mm..life has been the same..work..Thur was a public holiday so I went out with Pei Fen, Wei Ling & Yao Feng to orchard..Yu Yan & Ming De join us after that straight at far east and we had dinner together..The thai restaurant's food was not bad though.. We order dishes and rice. Yummy! We kind of enjoyed ourselves as Pf, me & WL bought what we wanted. I bought a pair of shoe and a dress :) Spent money again but I believed is worth it..

I was on mc yesterday as my eye was red and I felt itchy just went to see doctor.. I am fine already and Boss did showed concern.

Anyway talking about today I went to tampines and shopped there with Mum & brother..end up spending money again on jewellery. I loved shopping..I saw nice earrings so I bought 3 pairs.. There was 10% discount so ya and not expensive. I gave one pair to Mum. I also bought another pair of Cross earring..It had been quite some time and I had not get any "cross" necklace nor earring so I bought one..after shopping around, We went to visit Grandma who was at tampines and also to collect my cpu from my uncle.. Bought some toiletries too..

That was what I had been doing for the past few days and as for tomorrow which is Sunday, I will be going to sunday service and then head down to play badminton with my cousin and church friends.. yeah a fruitful weekend? I was a bit lazy though to bring all my stuff but anyway prepared them..

At times I feel that many things are still beyond our control just like heart of affairs.. I have no idea how and when it comes.. anyway I do hope that I can find someone who likes me and I like him.. To me, I feel that is normally one sided love rather than two way..It is really hard to find.. I won't force and won't try means to get it..no point..I leave it to fate..though I fear of bgr cause of some reasons but I do longer for it at times..I like the feeling of being dote and love..Who doesn't? At times you have to find the right person and the right feel..when will it happen? I have no answer for it but just wait and see..

Alright I end here..