Work..Work..Work..

Today I just feel tired..haha partly I slept late last night :P well is kind of tired to keep checking stuff..I wonder how to endure til 8.30pm tml and fri..I am going work OT..need to rush our work and I am going finish mine soon..probably can finish my part tml ba..hopefully..should be no problem when I am seriously working and dun talk :P I can do other stuff once completed..frankly speaking I did quite alot of work? yeah especially the internal part..so much to key but I manage to finish it..OMG!

Currently I am watching "天涯侠医"..mm..I didnt really catch it when channel 8 is showing during weekend..manage to catch a bit of it and realise is nice..So watching dvds lor.I didnt catch Hk drama quite long liao due to work etc..yeah back to my addiction of watching haha..I can really glue to the tv :P and cant wait to watch on..sometime no choice but have to stop as I need to slp..If not I surely watch til I really feel tired..well is an enjoyment to do wat u like.yeah..
I like Nick Cheung who act as doctor..I believe he hasnt been acting nowaday ,isnt he? Nick can act well and he do look like wat he act as be it doctor or police hhee..the character suits him..well the drama is quite a few years back..

Sometime certain topics can be sensitive to me nowaday..I dun wish to hear abt it nor think abt it but colleagues talking abt it , I just dun care so much..I dun wish to think so much and want to be happy. I feel alright, very normal lor..I was quite happy last night to meet up to celebrate a simple 中秋节..

希望我能开开心心得过每一天..然后工作顺顺利利..不想想那么多..希望我身边的人都平安..

Quite hard and slow to type in chi but I did it :) End here..

中秋节快乐!!

Today is a simple day with work and guess wat..OT is coming when we least expected it..I have to cancel my program for fri..sigh..no choice..working OT on thur, Fri & Sat..probably next week too b4 our chalet..sigh..sometime shouldnt say too much and end up it comes true..wat the..work is coming..

Well wishing everyone 中秋节快乐!!! Today's weather is fine to celebrate lantern festival..WL asked if I want to meet up to take lantern..I join her and we brought her niece to the park near our place..We just walk around and I bought lantern for her niece..manage 2 find mickey mouse one..hehe..yeah..

My colleague , Mei Na went to get those small lantern and decorate our office..yeah we can feel the atmosphere..then we bought mooncake to share and try diff. types lor..I still have some in the office..perhaps can eat it tml when we r hungry.
It is Kareen's birthday tml..so we having cake..It is kind of nice lor that colleagues will celebrate ur birthday..

Suddenly feel that I may have some thoughts or feel a bit sad as I am hearing "Would u be there"..It is a nice song and I find it so meaningful..cant help feeling a bit 伤感..nvm is ok..

K end here..

Time..

I realise everyone including me is complaining that there isn't enough time to rest. I rest for a day then I am back to work.wat to do,I have to work on sat too..so to me..sat is occupied with work and church..so no personal time..Time is spent with God..Sunday is the only day I can rest and I am lazy to go out.I have my free time..stay at home do wat I like..Can say I am kind of isolating myself? hhaa maybe? Coz I may be invited to birthday party but I dun wish to go nowaday unless the person is my colleague, close friends or relatives..dunno lah..I just dun wish to go and there is no particular reason..I just feel sian..not close wat..

I know that there is changes for this few weeks and though I smile and laugh at jokes, I dun think I am back to my normal self yet..I am trying to be..I dun wish to talk abt it and think abt it..U guys will know what I am talking abt..certain things just leave it aside..time will heal everything and work is more impt now..wow I have not been going out for this two weeks..nvm is ok..I just wish to rest and I will go out next fri hee..a date? ya right with Mei Fen :P haha..Just meet up to have a meal n shop around..yeah.

Today is a day for me to play com, read bks/bibles or watever..cool..make full use of my free time..the feeling is shiok but time just pass by very fast..I love to stay in my room..sometime will have a chat with mum..great!

Well not forgetting to thank friends whom stand by me when I feel down..especially my bro..Thx my dear bro for lending me a listening ear..sorry to trouble u so much..
I appreciate it..

I end here

Worried..

Quite a few days has past but to me I still feel the same..think a lot.. I really worried when I heard he is sick..but glad that at least u will share with me..if I dun msg u perhaps u dun wish to tell me?? sorry I cant be beside u to look after u..I cant enter ur camp..if not I surely look after u no matter wat..dun care u want or not..is my sincere thoughts..may God bless that u get well soon..poor thing.. make my heart ache la..shouldnt be like that..But I dun feel at ease..worried if anything happen to u..trust me, I wont feel gd de..I know u need someone now when u r sick..I know how it feels to have stomach flu..I simply cant be there right now..feeling so sad lor..that I want to cry..Pls pls take care of urself while I am not by ur side now..

Anyway working life is the same lor as usual..
I end here..

Life is unpredictable..

Today is just a normal resting day for me..I didnt go anywhere..I am feeling better..hope I am just be fine lor..can be tense up this few days..not normal isnt it? thx 4 ur concern..Somehow I feel that sometime life is not within our control..some things may happen, then it shall happen..is just that we wont be aware when it happens..I know I am not scare..I am prepared..I am just worried abt my love ones..my family,friends and not forgetting u..I will be worried abt u no matter wat..
should anything happen to me,我放不下你们!

There are disasters happening around and hard to predict when it happens..just like the plane which had crashed in Thailand killing abt 60 pple..It makes me worried coz he will be flying to Australia for some overseas training..Plane seem to be so unsafe lor..I just wish he is safe n sound that's all..I know I shouldnt have negative thoughts but I really afraid to lose u forever..*touch wood la..at least, I can still contact u n care for u now..
But if u aint around,I dun think I wish to live either..humans have feeling de..after all we been together for a period of time..another diaster is the earthquake..

Earthquake can really kill pple and my block can feel the shake..is terrible as it is not once..many times within 3 days..I felt the shake thrice..This time is terrible that pple in neighhood countries like Malaysia and Thailand can feel it too..May God bless that there will be lesser disaster and that pple r safe n sound..

Relationships..

I am not sure how's my feeling right now..perhaps I just lost my true self and may take a period of time to be back to normal..Life just goes on each day..there isnt much changes..I just have to adapt to it..这世界有天长地久吗? 哈哈..我觉得没有..人总有一天会离开这个世界的..we wont know when..

World is realistic..sometime is better to be friends rather than couples..this is how I feel..at least better..let says couples break up, they wont even be friends..True?so wat the point..It make both parties miserable only..
Is it true that everyone may experience that and u just have to overcome it and move on? I dunno and dun wish to care anyway..Certain things we still need to solve it be it bad or wat..rather than making it worse..I have solved my problem..

Let me update abt yesterday..I went to MSQ for dinner and bowling with bro this time..I know I didnt enjoy it but as promise to meet up ya..I went to relax myself..I dunno la..I dun seem to be able to concentrate on watever I do this few days..I just wish to keep myself occupied lor..that's all..yeah..no point thinking and work is as normal..occupied all day ..work is always there and we wont be able to finish it..btw We celebrate Restine's birthday in advance today during tea break and we have cake n pizza..we chip in for the cake..mosse cake..did I spell correctly??

Alright dunno wat else to blog..end here..

Thoughts on Sunday...

Today is a rest day whereby I feel that I think alot.There are couples of hrs for me to think abt stuff,even in church. I just have some thoughts but dun wish to share with anyone there. personal matter..no point saying..just let it be..

Heard from some pple,that being single and alone is the best as u have lots of freedom..It is true..there are advantages and disadvantages..maybe u guys will feel I have traditional mindset that being single can be lonely..is true when u are old..but having a family isnt that great either if ur children treat u badly..heard of some incidents like that..maybe is just too early to talk abt that..but I feel that when we still have a chance to make a right decision, is gd to think clearly when u want to get married or wat..somehow, even finding the right guy seem difficult..Friends do tell me u dun have to find, it will just come..

Sometime pple will tell u maybe the one u are finding is always beside u just that u dun notice it..Is that so? I dunno..I still feel that gd ones maybe not be found at times..either taken or extinct..

Friends tell me dun look down on myself that I am not gd or wat..we should feel that we are gd in our own ways and have confidence in ourselves..I still feel that in a way charming guys or moderate looking guys still wont look out for me..Maybe I said that becoz I didnt see any yet haha..really..my circle of friends is small.sigh..
somehow dun wish to think abt this but avoiding is also not gd for me..I love freedom
and perhaps the only way to feel happy n be firm is when u find the one and u are sure that he & u think that u two can spend the rest of ur life together..It is still early n I am still young..I still have time so let it be just as it is lor..
leave it to fate and hope I can be lead to the right one..

Now talk abt work..as usual..picking up more work and doing it while I learn..is great..so far is fun being with my colleagues..they can really crack jokes..hope we have a happy time working together..

End here going have my lunch..

Work..

Another week has come..Today is tue..haa I work til I almost forget that today is tue..I even ask my colleague wat day is it..lol..so blur right? yeah that's me when I am too engross??

I am going to do a quick blogging and have my lunch and catch 7pm drama.. well time being, work is still not busy so dun have to work OT..I hope I dun have to do it often and probably not for the lst few months of work for now..I am still picking up..so far so gd..just cut n paste some index into dividers and photocopy documents today..I still have quite alot to do though..Boss ask someone to help me though but is ok..He doesnt come n help out also..so is ok.I can manage it myself..just need some time..I guess I can get it done tml..yeah then I can do other work..horray..prefer to key in data..I can do it faster.. :)

Working nearby is really gd..save time..I can get home around 6 coz I have to get my own dinner..if not I reach home at 5 plus..shiok..anyway is already earlier than last time..I can catch 7pm drama on time..rest earlier..wake up half an hr later..I even lie in bed a while today til my mum thought I didnt not wake up..she wake me up..lol..lazy la..I am so tired though I try to slp slightly earlier last night..nvm..

Thank god for the blessing and hope that the job will continue to be smooth and everyone work together cooperatively and happily.. I shall end here..time for my dinner..hungry!! Xiao zhu is hungry haa...

Updates about weekend again..

I am back again..one week just pass like that..let me update regarding wat I did this few days..I started picking up more things on thur..which is gd..keying in more data..learn more things of course from scratch since I am new..better than 1st two days ba..slowly picking up..yeah..

I have to work for half a day today..nothing much..coz sat is used to have some lectures and discussions when we dunno anything..Boss sat down n teach us stuff..we have a clearer view with regards to our work..hhaa spend 2 hrs doing there..so nothing much..have to do housekeeping..wat the..become cleaner cum admin asst..lol..2 in 1..save money! 省省省!!! haiz..wat to do..company too "thrifty"..put it in a nice word..Lst time kind of doing housekeeping for an office..sigh..nvm..
there are some incidents etc along the way for my lst week..so can I say is filled with interesting things?? haha..I went to visit 外婆 after work..then heard down to church as usual..is great to be back on sat whereby I wasnt there for sat @ 7 for two weeks..wat a day today..It just passed by like that..so fast..

I realise I begin to be more willing to go down to church though I am tired..I know sometime I am lazy due to work that I dun wish to meet LM so early for our studies but then have to..But I make it a point to turn up on time..I did..yeah..she is late for 5 mins..nvm..I dun think I have the habit to touch my bible very often as in to read it..opps..dunno leh..feel tired after work..so is tv..online a while and I slp liao..excuses?? really la..I dun even wish to read newspaper/magazine or storybk not to say bible..opps..

I do have some thoughts when the church service is over.anyway watever it is..I dun wish to think alot for watever matter..just let it be..just like work..just let it be and see how..slowly pick up my learning as times goes by..I shall end here..going out tml with dear..

3rd day of work..

Well today is the 3rd day of work..I am blogging during my lunch break..have to do a quick one coz I am going back soon wor..

Anyway let me talk abt lst n 2nd day..1st day slack la..then start checking some measurement stuff..today do index stuff..every morning there is meeting..haiz..waste some time la..no wonder they have to do OT :P haha..
I am learning how to read this n that..those terms that I consider weird de..never hear b4..lol is great to learn marine stuff..though we do more on keying in stuff..It takes time though..I was tired to update my blog yesterday so take this time to update hhaa..that's abt it ba..Hopefully everything turns out fine..

I do get along with colleagues so far..so ya..hope it keep on going like that..yeah..k end here..go back to work le..

Weekend..

I am back again to update my blog regarding yesterday & of course today..

I was free yesterday as I go for church service today instead of yesterday ya..
I went out with Dear to MSQ to play bowling..I wasnt very gd at it though but practise makes perfect..haha..it was alright after all..is just having fun..We played 3 sets of games which is abt 2 hrs..I went to get Ice Caffe Mocha from starbuck to share b4 heading down to bugis's tong shui cafe to have some food..went b4 with WL..yeah this time I tried the 通心粉..the soup is nice and not oily..gd for health..they have veg, egg and tofu in it..Dear ate de chicken chop rice seem very nice also..maybe I can consider trying it next time? ;) shall see..Plan to ask Mummy along next time to try the food there as well as the dessert..I didnt try the dessert yet..The八宝茶 not bad..2nd time drinking it..

Anyway after that shop lor..I react in a way that make dear angry..sigh..but he is fine after that..He is like that de..I also dunno..anyway we are fine..I went back home quite early..manage to catch 2nd half of the CSS2..expected that Shawn will win..He has a lot of supporters..sometime I feel competition is never fair due to voting..is just a comment anyway not trying to say anything or criticise any contestant in my blog..

Update abt today..I went for sunday service at 8am..this is the lst time I am attending sunday service.Jolene & my cousin was asking the week b4 whether I would like to join them..end up both of them didnt attend the service lor..sigh..放我飞机咯!
so sad..Jolene busy with children church..last min thing..cousin haa overslept..nvm is ok la..I join Lai Mei for service lor..The service is abit more serious than sat at 7..It is totally different from Sat's service.I still prefer to go for sat's service..better for us.. :P I can feel sleepy at Sun@8 lol..I still feel alright for sat..After service, there is fun fair..sort of family day..I join in the fun since I am there..bought the coupon and end up cant finish using it..I give it to Lai Mei's son..hehe..

K I shall end here..going take a short nap..a bit tired as I wake up early..Bye..

My feelings..

It is fri again..time just flies past..时间一分一秒就这样过去了..the day is drawing nearer and I try to rest as much as I can..
So can say I am feeling excited and worried..mix feeling ya..I know what I am worried about..everyone has 2 try to adapt to a new environment etc..the world will change..you wont be staying at the same point or place for the whole of ur life..

anyway I just received an irrating call from the person whom I least unexpected..I just let it be..dun bother to ans.. bad? :P I dun feel like talking to the BL person..haha..so ya..I am not ur counsellor when u really need someone to talk to then u look 4 me..if my gd friends I surely willing 2 listen lor..but not u.. just not u..U know who u are..I dun want to mention ur name..my friends out there..u know who I am talking abt? yeah u know I know la.. *wink..

I guess I will have to try my best and do watever I can..I dun think I am looking forward to it..but this is life..It always occurs..it make ur life more meaningful?? we do need some time.. 5 to 10 years?? It takes time to be successful but depends on how fast u can do it? I will try, when we r young must do our best b4 we regret that we didnt do our very best when we reach a certain age..yeah..

I guess other things can leave it aside..career lst..every thing needs time to start from stratch..may Father Lord bless that job is successful for me..thanks..end here..

Some updates..

Well I didnt go out today..mm..continue watching 食神 lor..I just catch the last epsiode of 宝家卫国..哈哈..Happy ending..yeah..文忠是帅的咯..not forgetting the rest..macho and handsome too.. :)

Let me update about weekend..I went to a gathering on sat with my ITE ex classmates..Pong, Mas, Fara, Suren, Wati etc..to many to name so I shall not name all..10++ of us..We went to Far East Sakura..

Well this sakura is different as it is not japanese food..哈哈是 thai-chinese cuisine lor..We are surprised or should we say we are sui ku?? lol..The food is moderate..we order dishes n rices..shall not comment so much..coz after all, is the gathering that matters..

I dun intend to go n catch fireworks this year as u know la..人山人海..since the rest want to go, we went with them after the dinner..the view not as gd as last year coz we went there quite late..abt 8 lor..so we stand behind the bridge..fireworks are alright..15 mins..

When it is time to go home..u know pple jam instead of traffic jam
哈哈..it takes us abt 20 mins to cross the road to get to mrt station..warm of course though it rains that day..luckily it didnt rain when the fireworks started..

As for sunday like wat I mention in the previous post, I stayed at home lor..nothing much to blog already

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食神...

Today as usual just rest and watch drama..It is acted by 王仁甫 and more..食神 2007咯..He look smart..帅..哈哈..seldom type in chinese so 是慢的咯..I am just trying out..wat a pity I cant use it in messenger..if not it will be more fun u see..to express ourselves lor in chi at times..

Maybe to improve my typing skills for chinese,perhaps I can try to blog in chi next time..opps..
我在干吗? 哈哈..要我用华文来打字会很慢的..I can really understand how it feels when I read Bryan's blog regarding typing in chi..coz we are so used to typing in el..whereby chinese u have to 拼 word by word..unless u use it often, if not it is hard lor..

但是我是不会放弃我的母语的啦,虽然不长写..我还是会读报纸啦..be it mandarin one or EL paper..I feel that we should read both lor..to keep up..yeah..not saying 我很利害 or what..just expressing my point of view..

well I know is very weird to type in el with mixture of chi..but cant be helped..if I were to type all in chinese..it will take ages so ya..mixture..:P
coz some things is best to express them in chi so I will use chi ya..actually nothing much to blog..just blog for fun haha..

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Will I get it??

I am back from interview..haiz..I dun have the confidence though I know I tried my best..I dun even know if I am being selected this time as it is the 2nd round which I never came across..opportunties do come but at the wrong time..I guess I dun put too much hope lor..I will look out 4 other job though I love this job alot..I leave it to fate..I wasnt told if I am selected..I guess they will call me if I am selected..chances?? 50-50 I guess..I cant tell..

I think I just end here..dunno wat else to blog..going have my lunch..ya..

Doughnuts..

For me..is a normal day today as I have not start working..haha..for dear is a holiday..I acc him to collect his mp4 player which was sent for repair..It took so long 2 repair..aiyo..anyway We decided to get the doughnuts from the doughnuts factory which we wanted to buy quite some time ago but due to long queue, we decide not to do so..
Suntec queue not so bad..we queue for abt 30 mins..the doughnuts look very attractive..the taste is alright la..we get 1 dozen n share lor.. :) Just try only for once..Dear drive me back home..luckily drive if not the doughtnut box is so big so troublesome 2 take train..

feeling bloated right now ate dinner and try another doughtnut just now..opps..should not eat lor..sigh..nvm..
Btw Li Wen contacted me this morning and was told to go for 2nd interview on mon..hopefully I get in..

Nothing much to say already..end here

Finally finish it..

Yeah..I just finished reading harry potter bk 7 which is the final bk..well maybe u can say I am slow..I went out etc..so is a bit slow to take two weeks to read?? some pple can finish it within a day..I did not have enough of it, feel like reading somemore though the story ended..hook on the bk..how?? cant be helped, I just have to start reading a new storybk then..if not watch drama series lor..

I just bought two sets of tw drama series..can say is idol types..going 2 start watching them soon..wei xiao pasta and shi shen.crazy right bought two? I dunno which to choose since both seem nice..yeah..plus I can do my crossstitch while I am free..

I waiting for Li Wen's call regarding whether I will be selected..
this kind of thing cant be forced but then I really wish I can get in..partly is so near and partly becoz of the working hrs n the environment r not bad.. leave it to fate..sometime need some luck etc..I tried my best lor.. I hope I will be selected to meet her boss & get in the company..pray that I get in?? hope so..

Btw is Singapore's 42th Birthday..Happy National Day!!
I end here..

Fussy??

Well..I am blogging again..mm..I tried the job for two days and actually realise those pple aint so friendly? force to teach me stuff is it? I dunno lor..V doesnt bother to care after she went through the lst day..how am I suppose to know when I only come for a day???..so I ask alot of questions on the 2nd day..either she asked me to refer to previous ones or ask K.. -_-''' K dunno much, I guess she knows she also wont bother to teach..wat the..I dun wish to say bad things abt pple but the fact is she think she is so great.. so I looking out for other job lor.. yeah..the place not so convenience..though I know there is shuttle bus..troublesome la..if I take my own bus..definitely traffic jam..yeah..so gd luck to me..

I just wish to get the right one at the right time..maybe the place isnt the one or I dun give it a try ar..I really dun like though environment is gd..

k I have 2 end here..going out already..

First day of work!!

Today is the lst day of work..mm..time flies..lst day just past by like that and I learnt some things lor..like clearing fax using loctus notes which is really new to me..open letters n distribute to various depts and have to photocopy newspaper to file them..



I was briefly told of the things that I need to learn and I dunno much abt the company phone..so many buttons lor..I really have no idea..alien?? hhaa..wat else..let me think............



V brought me to various depts to be intro to the colleagues..wow there r really many names to remember..I simply cant remember all..Just try la ar..K just tell V to teach me everything lor while she never teach one..I wonder wat is she busy abt since our boss is away in Tokyo..guess wat.. V & I wore the same blouse.. -_-''' wat a coincidence..mm..haha..weird seem like uniform..



haiz..know wat..V told me she not free to have lunch with me lor..coz acc her bf..sian..I was quite blur n lost lor..thinking huh I have to have lunch alone..luckily I went with a/c dept pple..not so bad..lst day already like that I was like huh..dunno wat to comment..nvm..



So far so gd la..just that I dunno much abt the staff n which dept they r in..so have to work a bit slower to get it..tml have o/s fax to clear..sian lor..try to clear lor..lst thing in the morning lor.. starting I dun feel so gd lor, uneasy normally on the lst day..I feel sian..dunno why just feel this way..I feel unhappy. Hopefully when I get the hang of it..I feel better.

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Job...

I am happy coz after finding a job for a month,finally I get one.. yeah and it is what I want and taht they can offer me the salary that I want..5 days job..thanks Lord.. :) well the interviewer talked to me etc for quite long after letting me waited for some time..which was quite long lor..she seem very worried abt others knowing my salary..dunno why..kept reminding me of it..weird..wat wrong man?? others get lesser pay or same? I have no idea and dun even need to know ya :P

I am going to start work on thur..horray..frankly speaking I am worried abt it..1st day of work u wont know anything, can be quite blur..there are many things to learn and I dunno if I can handle them..I hope I have the confidence to do them well..that I can finish n go home on time..I dun like to stay long lor.Who likes to do OT anyway? no one.. if I can finish my task..wat for cant go off on time since is already 6pm..agreed? weird pple..

Work load never end if there aint urgent things and that I can finish the work which r urgent, of course knock off on time though..I think is ok la..since I not under agency, is easier for me lor..to continue working or resign.haha

I just wish that I can get along with all of them and handle the tasks well and be happy working there..Hope everything turns out fine and I will be glad as the environment is comfortable..

I am going 2 read Harry Potter.. haaa read quite slow when I am out..I try my best to read as much as I can..Hopefully I can spend some time reading too when I start work..read at night lor..yeah..sometime tend to be sleepy so is a bit hard..k end here..go n read le..hook on the bk once I start to read..hehe..interesting man..cant wait to read til the end..