June 16, 2005

Thursday!

Today I was quite sian..partly because of Vin..regarding what happen yesterday lor..for Shi Hui and Amelia, if u two are reading this..u must be wondering what happened last night..i guess Shi Hui knows a little..cause i tell her..well i doubt him regarding something lor..dun feel like writing in details ...then i guess i make him throw his temper..then at night just feel tired i went off to bed..

then today dun feel like msging him..then i feel abit sian also...then still msg him in the end..actually want to test whether he will msg ma..then talk to him on the phone he seem sian sian..and his voice very different..maybe still not happy with me..I dunno...Is like he msg me some things i see already i feel sad..

This few days i feel ok as I dun think so much.there he is thinking so much..He was saying that even since he was with me, many things happen, he dunno can he continue to take it..haiz.. at that time i feel like crying..really..but no tears..He told me he learn to take things easier and lighter for this few mths since we patch up..he wonder is it a gd sign.....i dunno too..can be gd in some ways i guess..
when i knock off that time..he was ok le..
back to normal..now i thinking abit it , i have mixed feeling..dun think abt it lah. so scary...tml last day..i feel great.. :) end here..

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