Today during assembly there was a performance..dunno wat dance..those very art type We all dunno how to appreciate hhaa..well then make us feel that is unfair coz they perform, speakers can be brought down..social dance want to perform on wed ..counsellors dun want to take speakers.....lazy.. have such thing?? wat the..

mm..today lessons boring...as usual lor..Vin came to sch late as he was printing project this morning..mm..I waited for him after sch ..He has co-op duty..I had lunch with Hazel, Gim loon etc ..we were chatting and eating..a group of us..talked til 1 plus..as it rained and that it was 1 plus, I waited for Vin lor..then he sent me home.. :) we went to eat the Mr Bean soyabean ice cream..not nice de.
alright lah i want to end here..go watch tv..hee tml going out with vin..his relative wedding have buffet..I go with him..

stress..

Today as usual in sch..but so few people.13 people went to Tampines Campus for the friendship day activites..nothing much today ..teachers just teach as usual..but we could leave at 3.45 as there was a meeting..
SW was very few 12 pple only..hhaa..then i saw Shennie so lonely and i dunno why today i went to talk to her, ask her dun want to play ar? hhaaa..that was not me? perhaps saw her so lonely ba..after all we are classmates..She did ans me in a nice way hhaa...

mm..right now I feel this two days i getting stress..exams nearer and nearer..just reminding myself to study for it..must study lor..cannot be lazy later last min cant finish..then i guess i miss him today lor..never see him coz he went to tampines wat..at night realise i do miss him..actually i did lah but ok lah not tt serious til ls..hhaa..abit tired now..sleeping soon..end here..

sian..

Today woke up quite tired..yesterday didnt blog..nothing much though..now in class..update abt yesterday..Wei ling came my house to use my com..hhee then we chat lor..eat titbits..heee quite occupied as I study one unit of PR lor then wait for Wei Ling to come..I play abit of game hhee..

right now in class, feel abit weird and unhappy? dunno leh i guess abit jealous or wat lor..coz i mind lor sometime..that gal purposely make fun of him i just dun like..
other pple talk to him etc i ok..why i mind so much leh??
actually nothing much wat..I also dunno..I just pretend i ok..haha...my jealousy quite high?60% hhaa i test b4..dunno leh..should be ok lah...just dun like certain things ba..hungry sia hhaaa..
ok lah end here..going for lunch soon..wow tml and wed wont see vin lor..coz he attending a friendship day activites and that wed he has AL..

Chinatown..

TOday went to chinatown coz last week miss out lor..then nothing much 2 shop also..and Vin & I walk from chinatown to raffles place..power ar? 1st time..then went to suntec to eat..and carefour to buy things. We went to arcade to try our luck on the hp lor see whether can win..end up wasting money..haha..nearly win..I want the phone badly..coz once u play u hook to it and u really want to win it..but i guess not so easy..is by luck..

Go home leg ache sia..tired also..Wei ling may come my house tml do work using my com..coz her com have problem..ok lah let her use lor...my best frenz hhee..
can say today sure happy although tired..spend a day with dear and i reach home watch abit tv.. the ending lor..
ok lah tired..plus i am chatting..dun blog le..end here..

Simei Campus..

Today went to sch then took approval leave after Cheong lesson..and Jufri, Hazel, Kai Ling and I went to Simei campus..ARik, Alicia and Li Wei went too..reach simei quite early..12.15..around 1 we reach simei campus..hehe saw Alan.. yeah my korkor..long time no see..hazel called him and we met him..he was still the same except hair shorter and is black hhee..i dun get used to his looks..anyway never talk to him much and he went to gym..we need to go auditorium..so we left..

then we were surprised that the presentation /award giving is til 5 plus..Alicia and Li Wei went home after the refreshments..I regret going..mm..anyway have presentation of the 7 groups who went to final..then after that is refreshments and performances by CEMTA..yeah cemta hhaa my cca also under cemta so of course i support..i saw Mr Baron there..He was in charge of cemta so he was there..tt means he wasnt at our sch today lor coz he busy..Well have a guest artise called Genie who came to perform..we saw her b4 at national day event.. ;)

well I represent account class to take their cert..sigh..dun feel like taking for them..if no need then can go home sia..went off at 4.45..sigh..i reach tp is 5.45..but went to buy dinner for Xiao Jie reach home at 6.30..
abit tired though..one day gone again..I never study sigh..dun feel like studying when I feel tired..
ok lah end here dun feel like blogging le coz dunno wat to blog..

sian..

today as usually lessons lor..hear that Mrs Cheong scolding..hhaaa coz me , kl and Yh was talking wat..then i guess she unhappy. :P tell us to keep quiet...lol..I dun care..feel that I want to make more noise..sometime is like that..the more u scold pple dislike u more..that all..but I still study n do her work..coz for the sake of myself..i want to pass lor..well..faster finish her module then hopefully dun need 2 see her again..she also dun like us..hhaa
coz often we purposely irraited her..bad? well if u have experience being in her lesson, u will know how I feel de , ling n hui if u are reading.. :(

for PR lesson..Mr Ramu wasnt around..he was on mc so our EVm lesson was pushed forward and end at 12.15..Went to have lunch and I went home first as it was early..Vin's mood not so gd and he went home first..i know even if I ask him to acc me go shopping or wat..he also no mood..so he said he want to go home, I let him go home..although I dun feel that i want..
I just hope he ok..if not i be sad also..think he better le..

TOday dance was ok..we cant use dance studio as it was painted and the floor was polished..the floor was wet..mm so we use music room lor..It was smaller and not so gd lah coz no mirror lor..cant be helped..the performance for next wed , we still dunno who performing..but i am sure It wont be me..I know myself..I know i keen to perform coz since u learn u will like to try wat..i dunno lah will I have a chance to perform b4 i graduate..
ok lah end here..Casey was saying they choosing tml lor..who is performing..weird..keep delaying abt it..why leh? coz dun want to say? remember last thur i around he never mention at all...dunno him lah..nvm tml is a gd chance coz i not around..I going to simei campus as we collecting the WITs certificate and merit award

happy..

well..today in sch..as usual study and evm test lor..cant do..coz never really study..well adm u know that MRs Cheong scolding us again..i think one day she dun scold pple, she wont feel gd..opps..am I bad? this is the fact..

Well..hasnt been using com this few days..sian..com siao siao.internet cant used..but today can use..I also dunno why..I tried and I can use..hhaa then I feel so happy man..then i been using since 7 plus..hhaa just leave it on..ok de lah..didnt use too long..abt 4 hrs..hasnt been using wat..sure use abit longer..plus I watch tv so not counted for abt 1 hr..hee i am gd gal ar..i did project..then chat..use abit of com..just chat more..hhee

wow getting sleepy the medicine taking effect..i taken the cough medicine..wow fever ok le now cough le..well..been sick and usually ok le become another sickness..sian..hhaa dear asking me to be gd to eat medicine and sleep..hhaa i was kind of naughty coz i still drink fruit juice which has ice in sch.wat to do .i dun want ice but uncle/auntie give..strawberry juice..so yummy..lst time i drink..very nice.then drink abit of pepsi. =P

oh ya thinking of yesterday we went to auditorium..lol..there is a jazz band..wow the music very nice and power..some classes went to watch..i guess mostly 2nd year de..there is also lst year de.it makes me want to sleep..coz perhaps too nice..but abit noisy ..i still like soft music ..like piano..make me so relaxed that i can fee the music and sleep..alright lah end here..sleeping soon..

still sick.

well today woke up feeling tired..but no fever.then fever comes again..slight fever i still can online..abit blur blur though..plan to do project but really cant think lah..perhaps dun do..wow..sick i feel i want more care n concern..then ar..mum cares but not alot..feel bro sick..she more anxious :( jealous? maybe..i sick everyone not in..i alone..also like that..just now get better i have abit of lunch..lucky never eat alot..not hungry lah..just weak..but now better ba..perhaps i big le..so dun need worry so much.. :( i need dear..just feel when i sick i want him by my side..but cannot lah fever leh..how can i ask him to be beside me..later he sick also..
cant go out today..sian..5566 come to singapore..cant go n see too..

just feel no one cares that much that i am sick...perhaps i too yang ou? dunno leh...dear also abit flu..falling sick soon lah..anyway have lin yang ..mum boil de ask me to drink..i drinking..too heaty liao i think..i dun drink enough water..sick lor..sigh hope i be ok tml..then mon go to sch..

I saw this from hui's blog..hui dun mind i copy over here hor..hee coz something meaningful..mm..think vin did 4 out of 5..hhee..

Simple things he does that say he loves you.

1. HE sits besides you when you eat out - A guy who's seriously in love would prefer to sit side by side because body contact reinforces his link with you.

2. He brushes the hair out of your eyes - it means he loves you so much that he can't resist touching you.

3. He shares his food with you - When he's in love, he wants his girl to share in his pleasurable moments, which includes his food.

4. he's always ready for a photo OP with you - Most guys dislike taking photo, but if he happily wraps his arm around you in front of a camera, he wants the whole world to know you're his girl.

5. He lends you his most precious possessions - If he freely offers you something that matters to him, he is, in a way, offering himself to you.

sick..

well. been a few days didnt blog coz i slept earlier ..tired wat..plus didnt use com coz dad use a while.bro com spoil..uncle repairing it..tired this few days..wow then today i fall sick le..fever..abit scare though coz alot of dengue fever cases..well should be ok..coz i eaten medicine..then have gd rest can le..sigh..i been feeling tired this few days and i know surely getting sick..i know myself..tml date ruin le..coz i am sick..cant go chinatown with dear..sigh..sad..but cant be helped i really sick le..and sick on fri de..weird..dunno why..

BUt i am better now..just need rest coz tired..ok lah end here..free then blog..perhaps tml do project ba..coz haven do evm project..hhaa coz sick get niao..coz never eat vitamin..that shows she still cares though..then i blur blur never hear much coz sick wat..

Sad..

Well today nothing much as usual..mm..study lor..kind of awake coz i drink coffee b4 i come to sch..mm..this few days I wasnt happy..perhaps i think too much..sometime even feel that brother is a treasure while i am just grass..perhaps in pple's eyes, I really such a bad person..useless person..give attitude..attitude no gd..ya i am..sometime i feel my attitude really no gd..now even Casey complained..sigh..i feel sad..he said during dance my attitude no gd..i agree..i admit..

sometime i tend to pretend i am ok ..but i guess I am not..I just dun want pple to worry for me..infront of family I may be happy but do they know how I feel? is like always why u lazy, dun do this ar etc..when u talk abt pple, have u thought of how they feel??

I guesss I wont cry although i hope i can cry so i can feel better..
why am i thinking so much?? just do my best in watever lor..wat for care so much..sometime u have ur own problem..who will know..pple wont understand de lah..no need to tell everyone ma..

end here..right now in sch lor so i blog..

shopping..

well..today woke up ..I felt sleepy..but have to go out so i woke up lor..then have lunch and went to meet yh and juniors to buy clothes..then Casey meet us at city plaza ..bring us to see clothes..after that he went off..well.went to the lst shop..the customer service no gd at all..see we all so many pple want to buy she like attitude bad..say wat..cant have all now..need to order blah blah blah..if want ar..one person try can liao..no need all try..wat the..We are giving u business to do..such an attitude we dun even want to buy..so we went to the next shop and buy lor bought a black skirt. for 24 dollars..at lst is 29 de...quite nice..hhaa..so gd of dear..sponsor me for the top ..so i dun need to pay for that..then subsidse de money he ask me to keep.must dote him more..hehe..mm..then went to far east ..bought a top..we order lst..then 24/9 can go collect..the top 20 dollars..

well..didnt meet dear today..coz he went out with frenzs to tampines..frenz 's birthday.anyway far wat..so he dun want me go so far...i didnt went..i trust him..just ask him go have fun..just now talk to me..even report to me wat he do there..hahaa i tell him no need..coz i not spotcheck..frenzs only wat is ok..even though is gals..i really dun mind..just wondering wat time he go home..but he guai..went back at 9 plus..ok lah..

abit dun feel like buying clothes coz kind of need to use alot. of money.haaa..but have to use wat..nvm lor..can wear for other purposes also..so i dun mind..
today i knew i dun feel happy coz mum nag..of course not about us la.other stuff..but now ok lah ..talk to dear just now..happy liao..dun want to talk abt nagging..
ok lah end here..

10 months...

Today as usual there is sch..sian that Karen cheong..i began to dislike her even more..I know she is teacher..but she seem like think she surely right and she wont be right..can't stand her..Whatever it is..let her win..coz she is teacher..wat to do..enough of her..well today very little pple attend lessons for both ADM & PR..i feel attendance really poor..i guess everyone dun want to study..sometime that is why pple look them on us..say we lousy..sigh..
after sch went to have lunch in sch with Bro and Gim Loon and Arik join us..dear ate abit of my food only..have co-op duty wat..cheong say dun eat lst..watever..

I went home after that and met Vin to go to gym together with my younger brother..WE went to bishan gym..mm..exercise til now my legs are aching..well the shower facilities not bad..there is hot water lor.. :) mm..after that we went to have dinner at bishan coffee shop that i didnt ate there b4..i know bro not happy ar coz i dun want go tp de foodcourt..well eat til sian liao wat..why can't have a change of environment..then he seem to say Vin gd to him and I am not..sigh..treat him gd he dun think so..

Dear..bought drinks for us ..he liang de..i drink barley water.. :) we ate otah too..bro want to eat lor..then vin buy..otah was quite hot..but nvm we drink liang shui should be ok..

I have spent a fruitful day today ..is our special day..10 months..mm..well tml still need to go out to buy social dance clothes..sigh..sian..I dun feel like going but have to..need to perform..alright end here...

sian..

well today sian also..abit tired ..I going to bed soon..b4 that i blog lst..guess dear wont be online ba..coz just now did call him at 7 plus and he was tired..I guess he slept le..well..as usual studied lor.well..Pr nothing much.presentation of Andrew's group..adm Mrs Cheong teach us lor file management..Mr Liau wat else..Evm lor..then tml there is test..hhaa I haven even study..guess i just read notes b4 i sleep.

mmm..today took the dancing shoe le..then pay for it..wow money fly away..sob..well wear it make my legs pain..but is ok never get blister..very lucky..I just dun get used to it yet..then i felt that i dance til so lousy..maybe didnt practise that why..sigh..Heard that Melissa going to quit..Andrew knew abt it and he was calm abt me..me too..To me she quit ok is gd..she didnt come for so long already..no difference to us..haa..
sat have to go to city plaza buy clothes for performance..sigh money going fly away again..we have to pay lst then claim back lor.today just miss him although i see him..perhaps juz want him to be there..
alright lah end here..blog so long coz i am chatting..

moody...

Today sian..dunno why..mood swing..have to do evm project ..the national day event project lor..then thought 4 persons..so ar..me, Hazel, Jufri and Gim Loon..then i guess some pple not happy..KL lah say we dun include her..sigh..I just want to have a change of group..tired of having same group then there is conflict..anyway mei fen has to join us..no group..sigh..wow..seem like i often use blog to vent unhappiness..that wat blog are for? perhaps mum say pple can read my blog coz is public..but nvm wat..others dunno me too..just write..beside only hui n ling can see ar..

then feel like talking to vin leh..really sian..but dunno leh he maybe eating dinner ba..i guess chat on msn n blog here i feel better..mm..mf can make me fed up also..she needs to do project then she dunno how to do..sometime we busy or dunno ..how to teach sia then she keep asking...sigh irrating..no yh in the group le..become mf ar can make me vomit blood..sigh..everytime project stuff..make me unhappy..then face black black..dear realise de..ask me wat happen..but I just dun want say anything lor..
ok lah end here..guess i feel better..abit lost or wat..dunno why..like stress..maybe not stress ba...just sian ba..

Upgrade le..

I didnt sleep well..coz last nite sleep half way awake etc..must been wondering why ar? dun feel like mentioning juz sleep not well..sian..mm..then wake up as usual watch tv..weather was like so cloudy then heavy rain..so didnt go anyway ..do crossstitch lor..love to do ..i want to finish it wat..then anniversary can give it to him..then frame also bought le..he saw it anyway..nvm..coz Hazel helped me buy I have to take from her wat..mm..Uncle came to fix com..then I also change the hard drive lor to pentium 3 de.. yeah finally..But i feel perhaps last time de better..more space..then wont make the com so slow u see..sigh..but nvm..upgrade de of course better..i have a spare one now..Is good in case of need we can use it..

I just feel I waste my time today..didnt do anything meaningful just play com to find pictures and dl messenger lor..well.yesterday didnt go online..dad was using my com..and I was tired too..
yesterday planned to go play badminton/basketball de with Vin and my younger bro..but end up didnt play..He called me in the morning saying that he need to work..sigh..I was disappointed..anyway wasnt the first time..sigh..juz feel usually excited or wat..end up ar..disappointed coz the date is ruined..although I am not angry , he feel guilty..lol gd ar let him feel guilty..bad ar? if everytime angry , also sian liao..So i dun feel angry, perhaps get used liao..sometime just feel why everytime like tt..so tired of it..coz disappointed so many times le..cant be helped..sometime have to be understanding..let say the impt day he really cant make it..i guess i sure angry..coz even impt day work more impt than me..just only one day..dun tell me not free..btw yesterday rain..hhaa so cant play too ba..but evening time so sunny..ok lah end here..

sch..

Well.today went back to sch after one day of holiday..mm..was feeling tired though coz i sleep at 12 plus..mm lessons as usual..adm lor then PR..but i kind of not paying attention already..tired..i was like daydreaming..I dunno lah seem that I wont pay attention..and yet exams drawing near..but I know I will study..lessons boring, make me no interest in them..but I do listen a little..at least listen if not u dunno wat is happening wat..
After sch ate lunch with vin and then join the other table when vin went for co-op shop duty..mm..hhee actually can click with classmates de..just that only that 3 we cant talk..the rest i think we can click lah..no problem..
classmates after all..
I went to search for Jun yang n candyce that cover page of i Weekly but I couldn't find u see..I can only find Kelvin and Kelly one..there is two versions wat..in the end I bought Kelvin and Kelly version..no choice lor..sigh..Jun Yang so handsome and Candyce so pretty n sweet..Kelly too..i guess they are really couple..that wat newspaper says wat..I believe is true..
After sch just went home after going central..mm..did nothing much..I took a nap ..coz so tired..then went to buy food..and it was drizzling..then did crossstitch lor at night.watch tv..that all lah ..then i feel i thinking of him..feel happy i going see him tml.sat we dun really go out that often..so have time we spend together lor..i meeting him for a jog tml.. :)
Alright I end here..

Went to catch a movie.with Vincent.hee continue to blog second time today..I went to watch the maid..Not bad..scary leh..but nice..think abt it my hair standing liao..mm..went to catch it at lido..actually want to catch it at cineleisure..but dunno why no 2.10pm de movie time slot..so went to lido..watched 3pm movie and went to find mum ..went there to watch wat..so went to find her lor..after that went to have dinner at taka foodcourt coz no places to eat gd food hhaa..dun have wat..well..after that dear & I went to look at the mooncakes at taka de lah..alot of brands..then in the end bought different flavour de..bengawansolo de moocake..cost abt $22..have 10% discounts though..not bad lah i eat le..then after buying i went home to catch jue dui superstar..mmm..nice programmes..in the end wat the Wei Lian win..i also know should be him..can tell wat..usually u dun want him to win he will win..i did enjoy my day today with vin..spend time with him..sat going jogging with him..hhee sure cant run much de..stadium quite big....

end here..sleepy

Holiday...

Today is a sch holiday..yeah..Teacher's day.. i going out later..a bit sian..just now talking to vin, he called me ask me want eat anything..seem sian sian de..I dunno..well..catching a movie afterward..
mm..yesterday abit unhappy ba regarding what he says..I guess i ok de lah..just dun want say anything to cause unhappiness..he feel disappointed..coz I dun share with him what i thinking? hhaa ..
well talking abt yesterday..we have party..small one for Mr Ramu..of course not all turn up lah for sch..but we still have some snacks..nuggets..curry puff.. etc then ar..cake..chocolate cake from polar..the cake nice to eat..Mr Ramu cut the cake hhaa saying challenging..coz abit small wat the cake..Heard they put his name there..but nice lah..mm..That Mr Liau was invited..we were so surprised..mm..he take the food even before Mr Ramu take..he really bu ke qi one..so greedy..guess Mr Ramu quite surprised..can see he enjoy lah..although nothing much..but i guess is thought that counts.. :) but perhaps can order pizza even better..but nvm lah..expensive leh..but perhaps dun buy pizza hut de can le wat. then we dun have lesson lor..can leave at 1..Mr ramu let us leave..hhee..btw yesterday concert boring..not many performances..hip hop stuff..then wat give teachers award..hhaa

Ok lah end here..have to go and have lunch ..bye...

OMG!!

Well.today ok lah quite relaxed..but think of the sch food..i abit scare of it..yucks..i found screw inside my rice..screw leh..can u imagine..tt terrible..then i too hungry just eat the rice..nothing happen to me though..haiz..so lucky..next time dun eat tt stall le..lucky i careful..if never take out sure chew on it..
To me is like a terrible experience..omg..
dun talk abt it lah..talk abt yesterday i get back ADM CA..mm..ok lah get 39.5..abit more 40 liao..nvm..dear did better lor..45..
tml have celebration for teacher's day..I prepare le a card for Mr Ramu..the rest of the teachers i dun give..Like Karen cheong n leonard Liau hhaa dun need 2 give..no gd de teachers..lol..
wat else to write here? I dunno leh..nothing much..
oh ya that MEi fen everytime call me at wrong time..i watching tv ..9pm drama..if not is i doing other stuff..make me feel she very irraiting..not call me once..she that kind can ring until ur phone explode..lol
ok lah end here..

Fed up!

Today ar know that..YH buy de card ar..just one plus for a card yet not nice de..then buy for KC so expensive de photo frame ..is it fair? have to be fair wat..Mrs Foo leh ..is not rush or not rush de matter..can at least respect me ma? everything she knows she push the blame to pple instead of herself..make me early in the morning face so black..yet Andrew can voice mail me say sorry..done liao then sorry no curse lah..

I can dun give them money de..see how they claim..treasurer as if bu chun zai lor..k end here..have lesson