Wow ever since I use twitter n weibo, I seldom blog liao..This two months busy with work, tired when I reach home..

This weekend quite bored, well I already had off days on tue n wed.Tue was to send bro to camp as it was his enlistment day. Time flies.I went to shop a while with Mum as well, glad to find nice dresses at Yew Tee. Then we went to run our errand thus dun need to go out today as planned. It's alright.I guess tml will be heading home right after service as HL has to attend baby shower.

Nice weather to sleep today but I was auto awake at 8 plus and then sleep back till 1plus..shiok! Somehow a bit bored as weekend was rather packed each week but not for this week. Marilyn sis asked if I wanna go Sheng Shiong Show to see Yan Ya Lun, I declined the offer as I dun watch that show and I dun wanna go for the sake of seeing him for 10 mins? Maybe I will watch it on tv, just watch him sing ba.Feeling tired for whole day..Best to stay at home..Can't wait to watch Harry Potter next wed with the rest.thx YY for getting the tickets.Everyone talking about the movie,somehow have the urge to watch immediately.

I know tonight there is tvb starhub award at MBS and I doubt Fung is coming as his grandma passed away. It was told that Fung will come but I guess he just have to miss this.

Ok shall start to watch my drama if not I will feel bored..

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Time flies and is mid May..well last week didnt do much stuff..work..busy week..polling day on sat and sun go church..this week celebrate Grandma's birthday yesterday at Roland Restaurant..everyone had fun and Grandma is happy..that's most impt...I hang out again today and I know I shouldnt go out for whole day though I was tired coz I drank last night plus I am already tired..I just dun mind spending money as long as I feel good..a new week ahead and hopefully its good..having a break on tue again :) great!

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Long weekend has past and it's may..Just to update..previous week was SA..I spent last sat at ECP for charis baptism..We went to support the rest and then had picnic fellowship together with fried bee hoon, curry , snacks , fruits etc..I was rather full after that..

Sunday went to chinatown ten dollar ktv with my buddies and sang from 2pm-7pm..and then we had dinner..Japanese food together :) Great spending time together as we had not met for 2 months plus..anyway somehow ktv system hang a little here n there..sigh..overall still consider ok..affordable when you join the membership..

I have no plans for this weekend yet but well it's GE polling day plus mother's day..so ya..

Shall end here

Stars award show 2

This year is slightly more relaxed than last yr as we do not have to go red carpet, go straight to the ballroom. CQ look charming tonight with his white coat. N poly tail hair. Great! Everything is rather ok this yr beside Me President attended it. The top ten popular male make us very anxious as Cq's name wasn't called till the last one. As Dyt's name not in yet, we worried. In the end is him n he promise to let us touch his trophy n he did. We even pose with it :) cq ran to us when he was done with post party event n he hugs all of us n open chamange. Dunno how to spell. Yum say as well. He said he dunno how to open coz he didn't get married b4.everyone get to drink. David know us sometime, still talk to us, asking if we r anxious when last name was called. We were so scared.luckily he did it! Congrats! So happy for him. Gonna have a gathering after his 881. Great! Wonderful just that it will be great if pf get

I am getting lazy..time flies and tml is gd fri! Somehow it doesnt make a difference to me as I start work on mon :P Well somehow won't be really looking forward to sun as I will work on mon..Excited yet not sure what will be happening. I tried not to think that much like I mention before. Everything is a new start. Hopefully everything goes well and I would love my job. Once I slowly earn money, I can slowly save up again to do things that I like.I need a occupied life with job if not life not completed.I took a gd break already..time to cheong again!

This few days somehow being bothered by SA tics..Pple keep asking if we have etc.If I have, I will share.Just can't be bothered to ans the question, maybe just a close answer will do. No news from pq n kt as well,so I guess maybe not enough tickets even if they have.It's alright.We have it. Just waiting for jm to collect hers which she wins :) I hope everything goes well.Scare of mdc.
Anyway mdc didnt send tics to us..alot of pple didn't receive. I wonder did they try to make us happy only. -__-'''

Alright I shall go and catch my drama etc,do what I like as I will not be free for the weekends. Need to go crystal church and our own side as well for the weekend.wow a bit lazy :P other than that is SA lor..maybe heading to starhub tml..yeah can go shopping a while ba..need to go out a while coz been at home for this few days..rotting :P

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STar Award Show 1

Finally update again..somehow I don't really blog so often.

Apr so far had been a good month with fruitful events. :)
Thank God for the blessings! gonna start my new journey next mon so I cherish the free time I had right now to do things that I like.Somehow wasted alot of time at times but then again it's good to take a break and then continue to strive harder.

Yesterday was the show 1 for star awards..the skit was really funny.I laughed till my tears come out.I didn't know CQ was involved again and he was busy with 881 as well..Anyway Zhou Jia Ming was good and I glad Elvin got the fav male character. :)
I didnt wanna go down to catch it at studio this year..anyway the guest Daniel Chan was really handsome..faint faint.Looking forward to show 2 next week at RWS :) I will be going down..

Well life has been fine but I was kind of sad coz we heard a news today.our dear ex sec sch classmate Syafiq met with a motorbike accident and he passed away.He was so young.sigh.no doubt we aint close as we have not contacted him since we graduated, it was sad to know that. We were in the same class throughout.Pray that the family and friends will be able to get over it as time goes by. Life is short, cherish pple around you.

I shall end here.

Happy day!

Very long never felt so happy. No doubt is already midnight but just update.

Well for weekend, I went out with Mum to catch Perfect rivals and then we head down to NEx mall to shop and had dinner there. Glad to see Xing yu there due to I weekly event. I saw Bryan and Lee Teng. I didnt stay long, just a short while and went off to shop.
I have been going back earlier lately even if it is weekend.
Good gal ya! haha

As for Sunday, I didnt wake up on time for service :( Overslept.
Anyway went to have curry rice at kitchener road with family.Finally have it after having craving for some time.Yummy & Great! Daddy brought durians for grandma to eat after that. I don't really like and beside I was too full to consume it.Even our helper love to have it.

As for Mon which is yesterday, I went for an interview. Seriously I didnt have go for lots of interview,I got the job. :) thx God! really happy. I am not sure how it goes for the future, just have to see how it goes and do my best. After one big round, I am back to the same industry. I feel that I can learn more and it suits me, no doubt I might be more busy and stressful. I love the challenges since I am not studying now. I have to study for the papers that they wanna us to have. It's fine with me since company pay for it. Good.Who knows in 5 yrs time, my career pace will advance? let's see.No doubt I might not be good in it now, but who knows one day what kind of path will I take. Beside He is around, everything will be fine.It's amazing how He works in our life. I experience it way many times, that why I believe. I am a person who believe in what I see and not only hear pple saying it etc..I need assurance and I need evidence.

Anyway I bought new tshirt from Stage..so happy.still have free gift key chain..hhaa..so embarrassing!Reward myself..I bought koi milk tea as well plus potato chips and biscuits :P

Having a good rest and relax as I gonna start work on wed which is tml..end here

Kite Flying

Another update again after some time..Well busy uploading the photos taken at Marina Barrage on Sat since it is sunday now.Past midnight.We had fellowship.No doubt not many went especially the youngsters but I had fun though we didn't really know how to fly a kite :P It's a good experience.Hopefully we can master it next time.
Thank God for the weather as it was raining before that, after that the weather was great to fly the kite during the evening and we saw rainbow though.Night view was great as well as the moon was the brightest and nearest for the night and lots of stars.

I felt so happy. No doubt there was bad news the day before, after that gd news came and CQ got in top 42 together with Pf. We were so happy. Guess what, they make a mistake as a result their name were not in. I even wonder is it true and it turns out to be true.Hopefully he can get top 10 again. Jia you!

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Thoughts simply run while I am alone..Everyone's perception of life is different.

You must be wondering why am I talking about it out of a blue.Well somehow I realise some people ,like my friends, they don't ask for much. They just want a simple life whereby they can earn some income for a living and they are contented with their life.They just have to be a little thrifty if they do not earn that much.They enjoy reading, playing games or taking care of dogs.
I can feel that they are happy with their life.

A lot of times, perhaps our expectation are higher as we aim to achieve better things in life. How do you feel after you achieve them? Somehow you will aim to achieve even more things in life? Perhaps I do not know how it feels to earn more money every month, somehow I know that the more you earn, means the harder you work. At the end of the day, do you have the time to enjoy life with the money? I see alot of people working so hard and yes they earn alot,end up falling sick or too busy to even enjoy life. Why is everyone still aiming to achieve it then? Expenses simply too high though..Well who doesn't hope that we can earn that amount that we want and we can retire early , enjoying life, going for holiday and do whatever we like without worrying about money. Am I right? Money is never enough.

I have been asking myself what do I want in life right now. Well I wish that I can have a job that has prospect so that it can be my career throughout. After that I can relax a bit, save up for rainy day cash and also go for holiday etc without worrying that I do not have enough money.Even taking up lessons that I longer for.When will this day come? I have not been giving up. I just have to work harder. Sometime when I don't wish to think , I rather read my books or even get engrossed in my dramas.At least they make me happy and occupied. At the end of the day, I still feel empty though. My life simply lack of certain stuff.It takes time.

Right now,having a stable job will help me pick up my life and start afresh.At least I am not feeling so down right now, learning to accept whatever that is coming my way.I believe there will be a way out. Simply not sure how it goes, don't wish to think.Hopefully the right person will come into my life too.

Pray that everything will be fine.

I end here.

Wow I have not been updating for two weeks..

Feb's weekends had been great and fruitful..Update about previous weeks first..

12 Feb Sat: We had fellowship in church which is lou hei since it is still CNY and Don't forget the lyrics games.It was fun..Yama sang Huang Pin Yuan's song wor..We went to play the game but we dunno the lyrics though..It's alright.After that we left earlier as we head down to J's grandma's wake.

13 Feb Sun: As usual went to church and followed by going to Sentosa Flower with Jufri, HL and Yamashita-san. Lots of nice flowers and we took alot of photos. As it was the last day for the festival, many people were there.We spent about 2 and an half hours there.

19 Feb Sat: It was Yu Yan's birthday celebration at costa sand pasir ris so sec sch friends such as yy & gf, wl & bf,kk, bh, bt, Jamin,etc went down and we have fun gathering having buffet and playing card games..its more like having a gathering there instead of birthday celebration.No one stayed over though except the host herself and her bf..

26 Feb Sat which is yesterday, finally Lam Fung's concert was here right in Singapore Expo Max Pavillion..Raymond Lam Desire Tour Live in S'pore 2011.woo!!
Seriously nothing surprising except the part whereby Myolie 胡杏儿 came out to sing 我愿意 together with Lam fung. Kate couldnt make it if not it will be even more high with hot dance..It was rather the same as M'sia one and then all the same as Hk except that the costumes are different.M'sia and S'pore use the same costumes and dancers..Starting is of course start of with Hello! He sang many songs from Come to me, Let's get wet, Illusion, 定镜，我们很好，爱不疚，爱在记忆中找你 etc. He got fans to go up stage to sing with him. One guy and one gal.The guy's vocal was great, even Fung was impressed.The high part was actually him going down to interact with the audiences and all the fans crowd around him til he cannot walk to the back til he tried once but I cannot catch him coz all the fans are blocking..not able to see at all..It's alright, shall wait for dvd and hopefully he can hold his concert again next year and probably at S'pore Indoor stadium. I realise that the audiences consist of different age group therefore some of them not too high.
Everyone sat down to see his performances.He asked if he should speak canto or mandarin since some fans shouted to him, asking him to speak in canto. After that he decided to speak a little of each but he spoke mandarin more and he said that this is the first time he start of with mandarin. He was jokingly saying perhaps he can speak hokkien also hhaa..one auntie smiled.. :P He was loved by all ages..I saw many aunties and uncles there..

It started at 8.15 and end around 10.50. It was a good experience..the crowd lost control at the end whereby Lam Fung walked to the back which is section c..you can see how high the fans are..that should be the way.. :P Encore with 3 songs and the concert ended..He seem to be rather nervous or tired..his face so serious..Overall good! so glad to see his live performance..
I remembered the part whereby he can sit down and sang, the moment he sat down, fans told him to stand up..He was jokingly saying, I stood for so long, you all dun let me sit..hhaaaaa..funny sia..

As for today is church and lunch and went home to rest..I have uploaded the concert's photos..Waiting for Fung to come and promote his chinese album.It will be out during march..very soon..oh yeah..

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Somehow though CNY is still around coz it is 15 days but everyone is back to work and I can't pull myself out of bed today.Really too tired and I take leave :P rest and do my stuff.Thoughts just run..well It's a great great world is alright, looking forward to watching homecoming though. NO luck for opportunity yet. I am not sure what is installed for me.Is it the place that I am in now? seriously I still don't know and its already a Lunar new year and I am still no where.Not able to plan for holiday break as long as it is not stable. I really not sure what to say.Take a step at a time.

I shall end here.

CNY

Well is already midnight and here I am blogging once again.I start off with few posts this year..

Well 1st day of cny, as usual at both grandma's place and this year I went to my mum's uncle house as well. (Peh Gong, not the one pple worship)..lol..

2nd day was at home catching hk drama and doing my stuff and I went to angbao river with Mum and head to MBS as well..My third time to MBS.
Well before heading there,I heard a bad news. Cousin Wendy's hubby passed away on first day of CNy due to a car accident and he was dead on the spot.sigh. He was so young,mid 30s and he has two daughters who are so young. Life is short. I attended their wedding few years back and sad to hear that. I believe they are married less than 10 years,the most7-8 yrs..long way to go but he left already. I guess is predicted..When your time is up, means is up..so let's cherish our life and live to the fullest.

I won't be able to go for the wake as it is in M'sia and is not at johor..need 4-6 hrs of journey to the place.may the Lord grant my cousin and family the strength, peace and comfort. THat's all that I can do for them, to pray for them.

I am meeting buddies later on, going Ame's house to play games and enjoying our BT.
I would be catching movie with my mum , plus HL and YAma tml after service..IT's a great great world! I wanna watch homecoming too..Shall find a day.

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Well I just realise that this is only the 2nd post of this year. Perhaps I rather tweet about then blog about it.Don't wish to express too much? This few weeks had been fine I guess, working as temp staff and you know the obligation of working. After all I still feel insecure.I felt emo for too long cause me to break down that day. I guess I feel better after that. Life goes on. No matter how upset we are, we have to pick ourselves up. I read fromShow's book. I never regreted getting his book and gain life knowledge from his mum. Luo Mama rocks! It's an inspiration, motivation book. I believe obstacles will come and no doubt I still don't have the mood, I will continue to move on coz I am not easily defeated isn't it? I am trying to be positive though I know deep down I am really not happy with life yet. When can I be happier? It's me.Only I can help myself, I know that.Sometime is easier to say than done.Continue to look out for perm job.

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1st post of 2011

Officially the first post of the year and today is the 3rd day of 2011.

First and 2nd day had been good, I was out with buddies on sat for lunch and tea. Thanks for the presents.Yesterday went church for service follow by welcome tea then game session wii at game haven follow by dinner at waraku plus starbucks. Thx you cousin & J for organising. Yes J made me surprised. I guess cousin approached him to help for the dinner part. That's what I know.
Really tired today..Not sure why, I just feel tired after lunch.
I slept enough though.strange.It's alright.I believe it will be a good week ahead.

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Last day of 2010

I feel that I should do an ending post for 2010 and welcome 2011..

I believe I mention during my earlier post that this year is full of ups and downs.No doubt it might not be very smooth ,I experience a lot of first time such as seeing our dear friend getting award,going mdc cum SA,indoor stadium for SHA,going Istanta,SCO concert etc..The feeling is great.Of course there were lots more things that we did happily.Seriously I really wish that job can be smoother.It's ok,2011 will be a better year, just have to be positive.Something to look forward to will be Lam Fung's Concert

Relaxing right now while it is pouring outside,so glad that I am at home instead of being outside because it's so wet and cold due to the weather.Pray that the weather will be great for tonight in order for the countdown party to be held. :) Whatever that happens for this year, let it come to an end..A new start soon.No doubt I feel a little dishearted at times, is alright.

I am prepared to catch live countdown party on tv and snack around with sparkling juice and titbits.Trying to get the mood of a new year.Entering a new year, we should be happy though I am currently not feeling very happy.

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3 more days to 2011

I just feel like blogging..at times I am really too lazy that I realise I really didnt blog much especially during nov n dec month..I guess so..sometime is good to express myself here.

Time really flies and is only a few more days and we come to the end of 2010. I guess the best present would be providing me with a good job and I can progress from there.I am getting older as well..thx God I survived 2010 no matter whatever did happened..it's over.a brand new year is coming.Just have to live a more fruitful life.I had too much thoughts, not sure what else to express. Shall keep it to myself.I wish to smile even more which I couldn't do so now. Thx D for giving me such a gd "gift" for xmas and upcoming new year cum birthday :P memorable. It's ok

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I didn't blog for 1 week. Here it goes..After the bbq gathering,came Xmas..Just had xmas eve lunch with church friends at clark quay follow by tea then I head off to meet sec sch friends for early dinner at Suntec and we went to play bowling at MSQ follow by drinking at harry's bar esplanade. Xmas day just have dinner with Mum and then set off to church for XMAs OAR.It wasnt raining when we were heading there but shortly after heavy rain and then it stopped till about to go home, it started again. Thx God rain get smaller when we were going back.Glad that Pastor Gideon was back for xmas. He preached..Humourous him make us laughed though.Exhausted after two days as I reach home on xmas eve night around 1am which is already xmas day. Xmas Service till 10pm..reach home was 11plus.Sunday went for service early in the morning then went back to rest after brunch.I slept like a pig lol.Really too tired after xmas activities..I didn't sleep much for the past few days until sun afternoon I took a nap for 3 hours.

Looking forward to a better year 2011..I am working hard to work on my strength since I know some things might be what you like and prefer but they might not be your strength.At least I tried though.it's ok. Pick yourself up when you fail.Try and try again! At times I might feel down but life goes on. I just have to pick myself up again and move on. Learn from each incident and grow from there.I have been trying to motivate myself as no one can help me if I do not wish to help myself. I am helping myself right now. Everyone will feel demoralized but no point feeling that way. Wasting of time. I will jia you!

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BBQ Gathering 2010

I realise I blog lesser recently, perhaps nothing much to talk about plus I am lazy.

Well weekday was normal, working, yoga lesson and shopping after work. Met up with latin dance club pple for bbq at pasir ris park. This time, the pit was really good, pretty bright for us to interact and be able to have food happily. I was really full and I enjoyed the sausages and chicken wings etc. Nice gathering,I hope that we won't see each other only once every year. perhaps we can have more gathering if possible. I was there around 5.30 and I left at 11pm.It was already midnight when I reach home thus rather tired. I didn't go anywhere today. :P time flies. I just can't wait for xmas! Gonna catch up with the rest on xmas Eve..oh yeah..I will send a sms reminder when it is nearer..we just gonna have a xmas lunch and then perhaps tea or coffee if we are not drinking.
I guess it's too early to drink.drinking shall leave it to at night :p Xmas day would only be church service at night.I have no other plans for now. Totally no christmas party.sigh.

I am not gonna think so much, shall do my own stuff.read, watch tv etc and occupy myself.

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I didn't update for a while again..Fruitful weekend for this two weekends.Lam Fung was here to promote his feb desire tour next year and I went to see him at downtown east during last sat..Handsome wor!
Thx HL for passing me the ticket and I have yet to pay her till I get salary. A bit tight coz xmas is coming etc. I feel a bit bad but I will pay her that's for sure. I believe she knows I will do so.sigh broke coz of ticket,yoga etc..pending payments.. :P I will clear them before CNY..dun wanna owe too long..

I went to east side to visit grandma yesterday with my ah yis and cousin. We had dinner and then shopping plus having coffee at coffeebean..It's an enjoyable day! si yi wanna plan a bbq at east coast..that will be good..having fun getting together as a family..

As for today, went to church as usual and we have fellowship.I didnt play just help my cousin with stuff.. :)

Feeling empty now though I have a long day for weekend..somehow it's so quiet when I am alone. longer to find a partner..somehow is time and I am waiting..I have a strong feeling..I am ready after being alone since I start my course and I already graduated..

I shall leave it to YOU!


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Sick..

Wow I realise I have not been blogging for a few weeks..well I started working on mon..I fall sick on wed which was a public holiday and I took mc on thur.. -__-''' Lots of things to learn and I am getting stress and lost as in which one to start first.I just have to go and try..there might be mistakes but that's how we learnt..I know I fear, not sure how to start etc..Thx God colleagues are pretty helpful and willing to guide me. I just have to do whatever I can and if I am not sure, they can help me. I believe things would be fine..I must jia you!! :) I can do it! pray that I can settle the job order..I am just thinking about that,wanna finish those task asap..I cannot pend it for too long though.

Update a little, I went out with the rest,HL,Mum etc to topone ktv to sing and end up I fell sick after that and I was having a fever.I was already having a slight cough earlier on when I start work.I went back to work on fri and I went to meet up with Ame, Hui & WL for our hangout at play nation to play wii games. My sorethroat worsen & I cough too much.As a result I have a sexy voice right now :( Feeling tired though for today and I just stay at home to rest. Though I might sleep, I did not sleep very well, somehow waking up in the middle of the night as I cough..sigh

Something to look forward to is Lam Fung's concert. :)
End here..I hope I can get well soon.