Today..weather hot..mm..ent i did project..then YH was noisy ..i ask her she very free ar hhaa..indeed leh..she seems so free..while we are busy..i concentrating on my work..
mm..me n dear fine ..but i still worry why when he is with me he seems so sian..he told me he is tired..indeed ? i guess so..he holds me tight today..i know how he feels..he dun want me to slip from his hands again.. :) i know de.. i love him..i wont want to let go..unless he dun love me le..which he says he wont..who knows..but now i just let nature takes its course..
but i can imagine if he is the last guy tt i date with n get married..i will feel the happiness with him by my side everyday..do hope we can..i dun want to break his heart and also dun want myself to cry again..

I hope sat i can control myself..i scare i cry ..but surely cause happy so i cry..i just wish to hold him tight perhaps.so long never hold..he says he wont cry..hhaa i shall see..i think i dun trust him enough..must give him trust..trust is impt..but i dunno why sometime i doubt him..haiz.
tml have test.. but i study abit only..is such a long unit..kind of bored..later go study abit more perhaps..

mm..got to know the IAP i go to novena national skin centre to work..yeah...near my house..haiz..but bad news..is vincent will have attachment for 1 mth..so no holiday for him..haiz..cant go out with him..i disappointed..sentosa trip gone..sian..i wait n wait..tt time say is wishes..now also cant fufil leh..wat to do..sat he may work or no work he rest..we have no time for one another during holiday..haiz..
ok lah end here..