Patching back with vin i thought i be happy.i am..and i dunno that actually he is scare..i also..coz break up b4 ..scare it happens again..vin ask me..if he dun love me as much as b4 will i blame him? i believe he thinks alot when he wants to patch with me..he scares u see..so he ask me will respect his decision right? if tt time cant patch i be sad..wat to do..in the lst place i hurt him..

he knows i be sad..so is he patching back coz of me? scare i sad? if like tt then is responsibility..
like he says he acc me tml..coz he want to fufil my wishes and coz he love me so much..is his duty to dote me..sound like zhe ren..make me sad...really..
so fast he dun love me as much as last time..cant blame him..who will dare put in 100% de..later hurt again how..

I understand de..wat we can do is get back tt feeling n overcome our fear..back a few days only..will try..kind of not the same..i juz feel lack of something..maybe cant feel sense of secure..
tired dun want write further i want sleep..tml test..