April 24, 2005

Today can sleep soundly no drilling sound like yesterday..right now i feel sleepy but blog lst n study a bit more b4 i sleep..well today quite ok occupied with stuff..watch tv..study lor for mock Ca tml..actually not really study alot..coz i dun like to study. tt.but have to study..memorise is kind of bored..so afternoon i want to study but watch I do I do lst then when i want to study i feel sleepy.. just dun feel like studying..coz kind of long chapters ..4 units to study..actually study b4 le..just recall lor..

mm..yesterday went to vin's house..have a nice day with him.in his arms..i feel so gd..tears run down my cheeks..is a kind of feeling i wont want to forget..i dun want leave u again..is hurting..i cant take it.. coz i love u..maybe happy so i cry..
.i feel happy..but ..this few days..either he tired or busy with stuff..never chat much online..but lucky i see him yesterday ..if not i feel very sian one..actually i feel it le..i know i cant blame him..so i never say anything. longer to chat with him..for the past few days ..i cant..either he watch tv or he sleeps..haiz.. did he realise he neglected me? cant be helped i know..tired cant control..
but i still feel sian ba..is natural wat..is a daily routine lor..i did tell him like a few days never chat with him..he says busy..
i duno..i feel he getting more busier sia..wat is he up to..like so busy..may holiday also cant acc me coz IAP start earlier..wat the..then ar..next week..mon onwards he got to work..so busy..
i know i cant blame him for tt..but which gf like this..dun like also keep quiet..coz he working..not playing..but often he works til neglect me or do project til neglect me..wat to do..
like that lor..then wat? angry? tt not the way..get used liao..just tolerate..see how long i can tolerate before i get angry..hhaa..
wow tired..end here..