Today feel better..never cry le..but i see him i feel sad..is like..u love him n he loves u..yet cant be close with him..so xin ku lor..a bit like last time we low profile..i have tt kind of feeling..
YH says that maybe not Vin dun want to patch..just that break so sudden..he needs time..well vin tells me le he needs time..wat he really means? yesterday conver..he can mention abt last time..
i thought he wont want think..he cant get over me..tt why see him so sad..but he still gd to me..got food still ask me want to eat ma..coz he told me b4 i cant stop him from loving me.hhaa i also tell him he cant stop me :P..mm..maybe we need time..he says not like break..is just separate a while..maybe will get back..i dunno..just feel who knows one party can get over it n one cant then cant patch le..tt wat i afraid of..actually if never break..one day we may break also..then maybe i rather i be the bad guy then hear it come out from him..
so i rather now suffer maybe..coz we not so long..longer the pain will be more..

say dun regret is bluff..but maybe do us good..i will take this time to think abt it..is a gd way of testing us..coz i agree vin says we not bf /gf ..is not the end..then want to patch so fast is a fast decision..later end up more hurt..maybe take a couple of mth ..then let him decide if we should patch back..i believe still have feeling de..not so easy fade..i dunno abt him..for me maybe ok lah.
but he loves so deep hhaa i am sure he wont stop loving me so fast..but sometime hard to say..
i be prepared lor..more over there are alot of guys out there..mm..maybe still early..have fate we can be together ..that why i think too..we still talk..but maybe wat i can hope for is to get back with him and dun have any problems occur so we can be together forever..ling tell me dun place too much hope..i know de..will try..right now just hope to get on with life..

If i can hug him..i think i will cry de..vin say dun want..later he hug le dun want let go..i rather like tt..instead of suffering..but end up parents angry also suffer..just that there are alot of regrets..but wat to do..like vin say over is over..let it be..but does he thinks like tt
i guess no de..just trying to get over it only..wound recovering..recover liao then see how..end here...