Today i think i better..coz i am occupied..mm..wake up today..then change bedsheet..read newspaper..bath n had lunch i went out..meet kai ling to go tp central..
I went to pay hp bills..i know i miss lu..a little..
now is alot ba.. just now he not online..dunno where is he..still outside maybe? haiz..always go home so late..well..love sick i guess..then maybe just patch back not long..i scare i lose him..
got fear..not that only he has..i have my fear too..now i also dunno how i feeling.like cant tahan..i think very lovesick....how come leh..

i just feel he changed..like wont miss me so much perhaps..and dun care for me so much perhaps..like i told him my teeth gum pain.he tells me drink more liang suai..then eat lesser heaty food..then will be ok soon..just like tt..like very normal lor..haiz..something is wrong..
i just feel not the same..maybe i think too much?? now nothing to do ..my imagination went wild? maybe lor..haiz..just dunno lah..
i want to find back tt feeling..i think slowly i found le..i miss him as much as last time..
i love him ..the same..never change..dunno wat abt him..
he needs more time perhaps..we will find back tt feeling de .. i guess..
now i blog i feel better.. :)
maybe just dun think so much..end here..i watching tv..nkf..repeat..
last week didnt watched