Today..i get angry again..kind of unhappy with YH..mm..dunno why this few days i get angry coz of her..all bcoz of her..maybe i petty lah..but not just me unhappy abt her ..bro they all also..we cant tahan her..sia..haiz..she huh..i dunno wat to say..then today i saw Wati put hand on vin's shoulder..i kind of mind ..surely mind..abit jealous..hhaa is normal..to others they may think i narrow minded? i dun care..coz i love him of course i care wat..is like she dunno meh pple 's gf in class..don't be overboard..i dun say anything doesnt mean i dun mind..just that maybe small matter i just close one eye..dun quarrel with classmate or wat lor..later hurt our class relationship ..i just hate pple call my dear names..is like after all he is a guy..human..he needs respect lor..
then i hear them call ar.i feel am i coward? just keep quiet..maybe small things ba..like tt lor..
We had farewell party today for social dance club..have pizza , spahetti..(dunno how to spell) :P, sandwich..kfc chicken..coleslaw ..drinks..seniors do enjoy..and we have fun..take pics etc.
Gilyn eyes abit watery..she hold back her tears..if not she cry le..hhaha..well she cry later i cry also.emotional..
well six plus then we left..
mm..dunno leh..i feel stress perhaps..or worry abt certain things..maybe i dun trust him?
is not a matter of trust or wat..maybe dun feel secure..duno wat he up to lately..so guai go home early after sch. say do project.then sudden go out de..say buy things..dunno really ma..i know i shouldnt doubt..him til this stage..
maybe break off patch back..i scare his love may change somehow..like..he really will love me ar..coz everyday say mushy words..really mean it? or perhaps say for fun? i know is unfair to him..i just feel he want a gf is it for him to hug only or wat?
why i think like tt..haiz..i scare ba..guys can say he love u n is play with u..until we are very very stable i will believe him alot? maybe i doubt him..just that i dun want to say..bgr should have trust..i know..but wat he do make me suspicious..like really he did do his work or wat..he sudden so guai..say want go home earlier do project..
who knows..he has another gf i also dunno..not tt he has..but really wat..some things can hide de..i will try ba..must have trust..
maybe dun think too much..end here..
