Today last min decided to meet vin..i didnt want to go out today when KL asked me abt it yesterday..coz sian lah food fair....think we feel better today ..but i can see that dear seem not happy leh..is it i think too much? i just want to see him and spend time with him ..IAP start we would be busy..then not much time..but i believe we can spend some time together de..should be ok..i am happy to see him today..i dunno why tears just come out at the library when i was with him..i think is happy lah..just love the feeling being with him..went to drop bks and ate food at kfc..i ate whipped potato..dear bought me large one sia ..actually i dun want so big de..in the end also ate..then very full..he bought fries and drinks..share share lor..
i been crazy today ..maybe trying not to think and be happy..dear hold my hand tightly..i feel that starting we patch he dun want hold so tight..but now more tight..maybe just dun want me to go ba..I know de he do fear that i leave him again..if i really can..i wont de..one time is enough..i cant take it..if second time i dunno how much hurt i will give him..i wont let that happen..i must try try try not to let that happen..coz in the end i wont feel happy de..i only know a word pain..

Then i cant help hui ..Shawn is angry with her..i dunno wat to do too but to talk to her lor and be a listenier..mm..sometime cant be helped de..haiz..dunno
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