Alot of thoughts..

Today presentation..Rizal turn up late coz he twisted his leg..then we started presentation lst then he rushed to sch..for our presentation .tt 3 B*tc* keep throwing us questions lor..is like is obvious that they purposely did tt..for other groups they dun..We are unhappy abt it..luckily hazel can handle the questions as she worked b4 for engraving services..if not we dunno how 2 handle..then i unhappy til i scold bad words hhaa..that not me..but cant tahan..hhaaa

mm..sudden have alot of thoughts..regarding who leh..who else..Vin lah..dunno is it i think too much or is it so..our love can be stronger..but not deeper..kind of lack of something..i think is the importance of someone in ur heart..i feel i not tt impt like b4..can be impt..but not as impt as last time..sad to say..maybe is my deduction lah..i dunno..i know he been trying hard..but leh love is not to try..is that u do watever from ur heart..sometime i scare..that he is here with me..his heart not here anymore..then how..slowly neglecting me..is it love slowly fade le..is like i feel i am the one putting in more effort now..then ar..the more u put in..the more u feel hurt..
maybe i scare his heart not with me then i patch back is a wrong decision..

I didnt know things can not be the same..is like on the surface , is like back to normal..but for me ..i feel is not..the love has really faded..but my love never change or fade.is his..wat am i suppose to do to gain back the remaining part? i know wat he can do he do le..but is it coz for the sake of doing or becoz he loves me..is different de lor..
why am i thinking so much leh..i also dunno..is it break up b4 so that why like tt..he can say he gain back the feeling..but i really dunno..sometime can read his mind..sometime cant..guys think so differently..not that i very wat..everything want to win or wat..not that i want u to do it til so gd or perfect..maybe i can be demanding..but demand abit ok wat..not that i really want u to let me alot..i put in effort..i want u to put in also..it takes two hands to clap..

this time..i really try to do wat i can also to maintain this relationship..i dunno..really dunno..does it pay off? once there is a crack the crack will remain 4ever..cant be removed..
i did things that i didnt do the last time round.. maybe didnt put in enough effort..
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