Today wake up just feel sian..i know coz of yesterday night..dunno leh..maybe i shouldnt mind so much that he is busy everytime he is online haiz..i dunno..i guess all humans will mind..then i log off dun want to talk..anyway he also sleeping..i try to study but cant leh.. then today dun feel like talking much..maybe a bit tired also..
wow face still burn..and is dry..itchy lor..hha then Mrs Quek was asking me why face like that..ask me go seaside ar..haaa Vin also burn..still roasted pig hhaa..nvm de ba.guess will get better de..need a bit of time.. hhaa mine tearing liao..
sometime i feel i should be understanding lor..but certain thing i still mind de..i know he has his free time de..but why everytime chat with me lesser.. is like we need to communicate wat..i dunno lah maybe dun think so much.exams coming so study lst..i haven study sia..then next week exams liao..haiz..
During lunch break.is so early..then we ate liao nothing to do..sang song lor..i sang with KL hhaa..dunno wat wrong with us..sudden feel like singing..just sing..
Right now i have alot of thoughts..since patch back.i really feel we talk lesser..online.. mm.i know i online coz i want to talk to him..then he told me..no need everytime acc him de..he knows i online is acc him..but i also not want to acc him only wat..i just want to talk to him..IAP coming..i guess we have lesser time..then online dun really talk ..i also dunno how..can say i petty..small thing also ji jiao..regarding online i may say alot of times..sometime i do feel i really happy he is there for me..but who knows wat he is thinking..i just feel he still didnt put in 100% right now..kind of abit different from last time..i also dunno did he get 100% back..although he says he did..Vincent i really cant read ur mind..ya u r gd to me like last time or even better lor..love stronger..but why i feel lack of wat..or maybe i think too much..
i dunno..i am a girl..so i can be sensitive at times..wat to do..
u can be happy ..then til u tell me wat u thinking , then i know how u feel..u never tell me ..i still wonder our love is it like last time?? really ma? i dunno..sometime so sad..but try not to think...
i can feel love really not like last time..the love is not yet 100% although we back together for a mth..i can feel..he cares for me not as much as last time..i knew he try his best..but if is forcing himself to try is it gd? i know no one is perfect..this relationship really dunno how long it can last..he can say why everyday must chat n talk on phone..he can talk to me in sch or when sending me home..or he feels he has nothing to talk to me abt..? maybe..usually i talk more..like this if married even worse? the time in sch n on the bus is so limited..ok lah maybe shouldnt waste time talking online..i also know wat to do.chat less..let him have free time ar..better right? make me more sad when i talk to him just now ..so i say dun let him see blog coz will turn out like that..
he dunno he neglected me til i tell him........... why guys cant feel it..maybe he is gd liao..i too demanding perhaps..dunno lah he went to sleep..i also want to sleep le..tired..
btw 9 may is our 6mths together..haiz..then turn out like very wat..sometime he dun find me i find him lor.. is i find him more than he finds me..wat happen..everything has changed..is give take so i ok lah..
love can fade de one day..i dunno when..if really like tt..i cant do anything also..let nature takes its course ba..end here..
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