I am tired..after the meal.just want to take a nap and gonna head to grandma's side at night for the wake..is really heartbreaking seeing grandma cry n cry..I had not seen her like that before..she is 91 already and she had to send her son off..is really heartbreaking..we will be there for her..just went to comfortable her today..not sure what to do..

I go n rest a while..end here