Lots of thoughts.......

Today woke up haiz..mum nagging again..i just scare..old scene will be acted again..then i believe will really be the end le..i dun think so easy to go back again..coz the pain will be more..i was thinking shouldnt patch ba..if i know will be like that..i regret? actually didnt ba..coz i love him..i love the way he is..then just now i cried le..
i just fear..we will walk out lor of the path..then my dream maybe half true lor..i dunno..
then miss him alot just now want to see him straight away..i think i just want secure..
nvm now ok le..
today went back to sch for dance practise..4 pairs..we dance salsa only..have andrew, yong kiat, kenny and wei qiang..then me , yan hong , clare and melissa..mm still ok lah the dance..but need to bend back wow abit difficult..then during june , after IAp i have to go to clementi campus leh..for practise..wed lor..haiz..
that far..i go from novena..ok lah..should be ok..
end here..

Bad day......

Today should be happy de..i didnt see him for a few days so i met him de..go his house lst then go heartland mall shop and eat..coz of a pair of shoes he n I unhappy plus angry..he so mi xing and that coz of shoes he think so much..then still ok..then coz i say him regarding he didnt bring umbrella he angry..coz his hands full of stuff not he dun want to use..how i know? i dunno wat..i concern scare he sick so i said that..is that wrong? maybe tone bad lah..i at fault too..he says he thinking why so xin ku buy food for me then like that get said by me? not purposely wat..i really dunno..then i abit angry also lah..small thing he angry with me...ok lah maybe coz his back hurts lah..i dun have see situation lah..
anyway i finding the patch for him..i feel better ba le..found le..then can help him or not i dunno..think cant ..sian lor..
I guess today sure very fat le..coz i ate chocolate le..then drink bubble tea..then never finish it..hhaa too full..
dunno lah..end here dun want to blog le....

Missing u..

Today..didnt go out..Uncle came to my house..then i have a new harddrive actually not new de..is last time de he repair de..then i use..faster lor..then when u on it or off it..there will be 5566 songs..cool ar?
mm..i watch vcd as usual n tv..did crossstitch..wow i guess I wont be doing for the next two days coz I wont be at home..
Just now called Vin coz i miss him..end up i ok lah maybe cure my Ls..but leh..make me a bit fed up sia ..he always think he is so clever , like his gf , me duno anything..haiz..then ask me dl mirc ..then cant help him coz cant see his nick de..i say le dun have..he says dun have meh...make me fed up..wat for i blur..i know my attitude maybe no gd..but i am like that..anyway can see him tml..
I also dunno why out of a sudden i miss him..like last few day maybe i have things to do..i feel ok..
i think never see him for days that why..
ok lah end here..

today woke up as usual..brush teeth le..saw dear's msg..asking me wake up le ma..hhaa he thought i was still asleep..he was wrong..I woke up already..Then read newspaper and watch 5566 variety show lor.later in the afternoon, Wei ling called me asking whether i want to play badminton..i anything ..so she came my house at abt 5.30

then we went to play lor 6 til 6.45.tired sia..no strength le..yeah we confirm fri go kbox le to sing..sing til our voice hoarse that why Wei ling said..hhaa..dunno can we sing tt many songs ma?
sian dunno wat to blog..but i know today mood sian sian til at night i feel better..today didnt do crossstitch..mm..dunno leh..dear not online i seem to log off earlier and dun want to chat..maybe msn without him seem bored although i have frenzs to chat..not that every night we have alot to chat wat with frenzs..i love chatting with him..but at least he called me lor..still ok lah..but usually i call him back more..haiz..coz free incoming..let say mine free incoming then how sia..haiz..dunno..end here ba

Today i have a bad dream and i was awoke at 7.40am..dream that vin n kai ling together de..then ar want him to choose between me n her..he chose her saying that at least her parents like him etc..then got dream abt my dad in my dream like i go home...cant remember..
then i tell hui..then she says is the fear i have..i dunno..but glad it is a dream lor when i wake up..

Then continue sleeping lor..sleep til Vin called me..11 plus lah..disturb my sleep lor..
watch tv in the afternoon..watch vcd lor..then i did read bks lor..
mum bake sponge cake ..not bad lah ..have improved..
ok lah end here..

Today didnt went out..stay at home watch vcd and did crossstitch.. I recieved call from Vin that he got to work tml coz his auntie is sick..haiz..ruin our plan le lor..I was angry lah..then he asked me to forgive him i ignore his msg..i know cant be helped but i just felt angry abt it..haiz..then at night slowly i feel ok le..mm..today did nothing much lor..mood so so lor..then there mum go talking abt vin again.i was like angry with him yet she keep mentioning him..sian..but she dunno i was angry u see..

yesterday i remembered Yan Hong called me..i will have to perform during orientation lor june intake de..Gilyn , melissa cant lor..i know usually wont tell me to perform, coz i know i cant so i dun want..this time sure go de..abit worry i cant handle two dances..salsa and jive..Heard Kenny n Clare will dance cha cha..then 25 may have to go back sch lor practice..so cant go kbox on that day..maybe other day perhaps..ok lah end here..

Today i woke up quite late..then ate lunch read newspaper..Kai ling ask me out..went tp a while then decide to go Ps lor..went to shop..then bro called me ask me to go home coz we going grandma's house..then go there do nothing..aunty etc went and i just stay there watch tv lor..do crossstitch lor..

now doing nothing lor blog lor.hhaa sian leh dad nowaday use my com lst coz bro's com spoilt..then cant sleep well last night..sleep liao awake during midnight..

dunno wat to blog end here..

Today took last paper HRA..yeah finally over..paper not that easy..but i guess can pass lah..
after paper..went to have lunch with vin at coffee shop then we went to shop around at j8 .haa saw Yan Hong and Wei Qiang wor..Wei Qiang called me and after that said i never look at the road de..Coz i talk to Vin til never notice anything that surrounded me..WOw xin fu nu ren..WQ took her bag for her..i tease him saying i want him to take mine too..I am happy for Yh ..glad that she finally found a bf lor..hope WQ & her will be happy together..i can see WQ dote her de..

After going to J8, We went to novena lst to check out my IAP place..National Skin centre..So far from Mrt..I have to walk.haiz..
Then after that We went to orchard..which is at abt 12 ..wow time flies..shop around..VIn was tired le hhaa..I duno why I was like really want to shop lor not like last time , i dun shop too much when i go shopping with him..hee walk walk I grab a bite also.
He is very naughty..tease me etc..cant tahan..I made him laugh alot..he also made me laugh..

I know i feel very happy today being with him..ok lah end here

Tue..Study day..

well what am i doing here..hee blog lor. Well i am suppose to study for tml's HRa exam..end here i surfed the net.. I dunno i just feel like using the com so here i am blogging..later i will study..
today's weather cooling..last night i slept at 1 plus..I chat with vin..actually 11 plus dad used my com so i stop a while and continue chatting with him..
I was touched..i was like crying when i saw his msg b4 he slept..Very touching..
he said love has filled his heart and i am the one who bring him joy n happiness..that he has no doubt spending his life with me..

Well, i had a nice chat with him..i let him know..i willing to spend the rest of my life with him..i just hope he is the last bf that i have..
mm.ok enough of yesterday..

Talking abt today..i woke up at abt 11..msg Vin and he didnt reply til noon he called me..saying he went to drive his dad's car and cant reply me..11 plus i went to buy food before it started pouring as the sky is full of grey clouds..after eating lunch i watch tv and then study a little and surf net..til now it is still raining..but weather cooling..
I feel i am lazy ..tml is the last paper yet i dun want to study..but actually studied b4 hand le..now is time for me to refresh my memory.I wonder did i remember wat i had studied..perhaps ok ba..i dunno..at least i did not study last mins..so should be ok..coz so many things to study and is theory stuff ..so kind of bored ..
I go and study now..end here..

Exam day!

Today was Cbz exam..mm..manage to finish the exams and there was still time left..haiz..i forget to write memorandum for the notice of meeting sia..there should be no matters arising n no minutes of last meeting..yet i put down..aiyo blur sia..is lst meeting..marks deducted lor..haiz..
nvm over liao..wat to do..i had tried my best..take hra paper liao then can celebrate liao and wait for exams results lor..which is release during june..mm..then will know how i fair..well i dunno..coz i know most likely i wont get A..but if i can get , i be happy..

hhaa went to sch today ar..many classmates commented on my new hairstyle..hhaa ..YH was asking that i cut hair ar..she very surprised..haa bro also lor..pong was saying nice haircut..hhaa
dunno leh i didnt know he refering to me til YH tells me..hee i thanks pong lor..hhaa
anyway was glad cbz over liao..
mm..kind of not hungry after exam..dunno why..then we went foodcourt hhaa i dun feel like eating..then i want to eat whipped potato ..hhaa go kfc..ask him to buy for me..then i ate a meal the $2.95 de. well then went home to rest i feel better le..not bloated..ok lah end here..

Today wake up ..watch tv hhaa read newspaper lor.Vin tell me abt stuff so i read..well..then ate lunch watch tv a while more..study abit and slack..haaa then went to buy ice cream to eat in the afternoon..yummy..chocolate de..then continue studying abit..kind of lazy to study..so bored..
mm.
anyway is cbz paper tml..well..just look through letter..scare i cant do well..
I feel abit worried lor..but talk to Vin abit better le..he went off to sleep le ..i still online a while and i sleep le..haiz..hui been very down recently..as her frenz i cant help her..just feel helpless..i know i am tt kind who can think alot.she too..i am not the only one who cant take thing easy..actually is not cant take it or wat..this kind of bgr stuff hard to take it..i also very sad tt time.but i see her like that i am sad plus worry..wat can i do to help her?? i dunno..can only talk to her..i understand how she feels..no matter wat we say..is also like tt..this only she can help herself..i will be there ..

Love is unpredictable.when u step in ..u never know wat is going to happen..then something happens and tt u fall so deep , u can get very hurt..i experience it then i know i love Vin so much..really cant live without him..i just love who he is..so i learn to cherish..i know i scare to be alone..ok lah end here..tml have paper got to sleep le..

Sat!

Well..today i woke up quite late..woke up at 11.50 sia until kl called me..power right? i also dunno leh yesterday cant fall asleep..that why ba..mm..
well talking abt yesterday , i couldnt get in this blog..so never blog lor..

Yesterday I went to meet Vin for lunch at tp central..he came all the way to meet me..knowing i miss him he asked me the day b4 i want him to come ma..so he came.. :) indeed i want to see him and I was happy to see him although we only spent a few hrs together..abt 4 he went home le after he sent me home..we went to have lunch and went library to see the photos we took at the zoo..mm..not bad lah..then i chose which one i want to develop.. :) 13 photos.. mm..quite many wor..then we went walk walk hee..then bought bubble tea for my bro then went home..
evening time i went to cut my hair..new hair style..hair length abt shoulder length lah but infront i put down fringe le..hee so long never do tt..like this i look younger ba perhaps.. :) then i told vin i change hair style..mon he can see..he feel is the same ba perhaps long long de..haa
nope wat..he dunno ..mon he would know..

Talking abt today..mm..nothing lor ate lunch..do nothing haa..feel earthquake at abt 1 plus..1.06 ba..house shake abit..not long lah..a while so i never panic..well..then i watched CNA news at abt two it showed the latest news sumatra earthquake 6.7 ar ...not again lor..sian dunno how many times there are earthquake this year..life unpredictable de...mm..alright i end here..have to go and study le..

Alot of thoughts..

Today presentation..Rizal turn up late coz he twisted his leg..then we started presentation lst then he rushed to sch..for our presentation .tt 3 B*tc* keep throwing us questions lor..is like is obvious that they purposely did tt..for other groups they dun..We are unhappy abt it..luckily hazel can handle the questions as she worked b4 for engraving services..if not we dunno how 2 handle..then i unhappy til i scold bad words hhaa..that not me..but cant tahan..hhaaa

mm..sudden have alot of thoughts..regarding who leh..who else..Vin lah..dunno is it i think too much or is it so..our love can be stronger..but not deeper..kind of lack of something..i think is the importance of someone in ur heart..i feel i not tt impt like b4..can be impt..but not as impt as last time..sad to say..maybe is my deduction lah..i dunno..i know he been trying hard..but leh love is not to try..is that u do watever from ur heart..sometime i scare..that he is here with me..his heart not here anymore..then how..slowly neglecting me..is it love slowly fade le..is like i feel i am the one putting in more effort now..then ar..the more u put in..the more u feel hurt..
maybe i scare his heart not with me then i patch back is a wrong decision..

I didnt know things can not be the same..is like on the surface , is like back to normal..but for me ..i feel is not..the love has really faded..but my love never change or fade.is his..wat am i suppose to do to gain back the remaining part? i know wat he can do he do le..but is it coz for the sake of doing or becoz he loves me..is different de lor..
why am i thinking so much leh..i also dunno..is it break up b4 so that why like tt..he can say he gain back the feeling..but i really dunno..sometime can read his mind..sometime cant..guys think so differently..not that i very wat..everything want to win or wat..not that i want u to do it til so gd or perfect..maybe i can be demanding..but demand abit ok wat..not that i really want u to let me alot..i put in effort..i want u to put in also..it takes two hands to clap..

this time..i really try to do wat i can also to maintain this relationship..i dunno..really dunno..does it pay off? once there is a crack the crack will remain 4ever..cant be removed..
i did things that i didnt do the last time round.. maybe didnt put in enough effort..
end here..

Sian Day...

Today wake up just feel sian..i know coz of yesterday night..dunno leh..maybe i shouldnt mind so much that he is busy everytime he is online haiz..i dunno..i guess all humans will mind..then i log off dun want to talk..anyway he also sleeping..i try to study but cant leh.. then today dun feel like talking much..maybe a bit tired also..

wow face still burn..and is dry..itchy lor..hha then Mrs Quek was asking me why face like that..ask me go seaside ar..haaa Vin also burn..still roasted pig hhaa..nvm de ba.guess will get better de..need a bit of time.. hhaa mine tearing liao..
sometime i feel i should be understanding lor..but certain thing i still mind de..i know he has his free time de..but why everytime chat with me lesser.. is like we need to communicate wat..i dunno lah maybe dun think so much.exams coming so study lst..i haven study sia..then next week exams liao..haiz..

During lunch break.is so early..then we ate liao nothing to do..sang song lor..i sang with KL hhaa..dunno wat wrong with us..sudden feel like singing..just sing..

Right now i have alot of thoughts..since patch back.i really feel we talk lesser..online.. mm.i know i online coz i want to talk to him..then he told me..no need everytime acc him de..he knows i online is acc him..but i also not want to acc him only wat..i just want to talk to him..IAP coming..i guess we have lesser time..then online dun really talk ..i also dunno how..can say i petty..small thing also ji jiao..regarding online i may say alot of times..sometime i do feel i really happy he is there for me..but who knows wat he is thinking..i just feel he still didnt put in 100% right now..kind of abit different from last time..i also dunno did he get 100% back..although he says he did..Vincent i really cant read ur mind..ya u r gd to me like last time or even better lor..love stronger..but why i feel lack of wat..or maybe i think too much..
i dunno..i am a girl..so i can be sensitive at times..wat to do..
u can be happy ..then til u tell me wat u thinking , then i know how u feel..u never tell me ..i still wonder our love is it like last time?? really ma? i dunno..sometime so sad..but try not to think...

i can feel love really not like last time..the love is not yet 100% although we back together for a mth..i can feel..he cares for me not as much as last time..i knew he try his best..but if is forcing himself to try is it gd? i know no one is perfect..this relationship really dunno how long it can last..he can say why everyday must chat n talk on phone..he can talk to me in sch or when sending me home..or he feels he has nothing to talk to me abt..? maybe..usually i talk more..like this if married even worse? the time in sch n on the bus is so limited..ok lah maybe shouldnt waste time talking online..i also know wat to do.chat less..let him have free time ar..better right? make me more sad when i talk to him just now ..so i say dun let him see blog coz will turn out like that..
he dunno he neglected me til i tell him........... why guys cant feel it..maybe he is gd liao..i too demanding perhaps..dunno lah he went to sleep..i also want to sleep le..tired..
btw 9 may is our 6mths together..haiz..then turn out like very wat..sometime he dun find me i find him lor.. is i find him more than he finds me..wat happen..everything has changed..is give take so i ok lah..
love can fade de one day..i dunno when..if really like tt..i cant do anything also..let nature takes its course ba..end here..

Sun burn...

Today wake at 9.30..mm..went to bath..going out with Vin to sentosa..sleep well today..dun feel like waking up..but have to..meet vin at 11.10..i was late for ten mins..hhaa..nowaday he is early..
hhaa..then we went to eat lunch..at harbourfront centre...then set off to sentosa..take the shuffle bus..reached at 11.55 like tt..went to the silso beach lst..have fun there..hhaa vin sun tan there..then we go into the sea..shallow part to play with water..shh..i didnt tell mum abt it..if not she surely scolded me..i just say i play with sand..haha..
sometime...some things dun need to tell her de..

after that we went to bath..wow stupid sia..i waited so long for pple to bath ..queue up and that they know pple need to bath ..they take their own sweet time..so long..i dunno did i take very long..i guess not as long as them ba..then i feel like shouting at those who are showering to hurry up..really want to scream....
then 3.15 i finish my shower..Vin waited for half an hr..all thanks to those gals lah so slow..
then i ate abit of biscuits..then we went to other place..we went to fort silso..which is abt world war stuff..walk abt there..then went to take shuffle bus to harbourfront centre..it was evening liao..so got to go lor..never went around much..wow..plan to go underwater world..but one person 19.95..so expensive ..so in the end we didnt go..i want to take cable car..but no time le..anyway very cheap sia..we didnt know..so didnt take..Vin promise to ride cable car the next time we go..

We then went to eat dinner at harbourfront centre..mm..although didnt went around much..but i do enjoy the day with Vin..mm..being in the water..is so shuang..i know i still afraid coz i cant swim..but i went to shallow part..is ok..beside Dear is with me..
wow dear call me dear til very shuang..is sweet..he get used le..he often call me tt now.mm if is last time..he will feel shy..i also call him dear..seldom lah..mushy wat..

mm.I got sun burn..stupid is that dear help me apply sun block lotion.. i asked him not to apply on my face..so my face got sun burn..arms got burn abit..legs abit..haiz..abit pain and itchy..
but dear even worse..he lah want to sun tan... sun tan til sun burn..face red ..hands read also..poor thing..
then i enjoy my day.mum spoil it..coz clothes alot of sun..so she scold lah..but a while only..nvm..dun care her..hhaaa then say i burn til like tt..say H burn..so i also want to burn to show off..wat the ..who want to show off sun burn..yi dian duo bu hao show........... lame sia..
nvm..
I come back dun feel tired..dunno why.. then thought vin wont online..he still online..talk to him abit..hhaa hungry sia..eat banana le..later sleep can liao.cannot eat supper later grow fat..at night eat too much supper also no gd..endhere..

Today right now in class finish presentation already..sian leh. just now presentation I felt i didnt do well..so nervous..and the project so simple n other pple de better than me..but over liao like that lor..raining now too..hope it wont rain later so that it is better..

Haiz.. Vin ar..dun clap for me sia..clap for shereen..wow make me jealous ar..no lah kidding only..i also cant remember if he did clap or not..too nervous liao..haaa then the com so slow..then feedback from pong that my presentation make them blur.coz the mouse fly here and there..hhaa..i never comment anything..
heee i joking that i want to sit with pong instead of Vin..that time we are joking wat..hhaa that i sit with him..hhaa
dunno wat to write already..maybe tonight update..is like many pple know i have blog le..but leh..only hui n ling have my blog url..

Well continue from today's blog..well went to catch a movie with vin and pong they all..hhaa i told vin dun be late.in the end i turn up late..then we were like walking very fast so wont miss the movie wat..we watched coach carter..is abt basketball..basketball coach lor
He is very strict with his training of students but is for their own good..atlthough starting sian lah..but watch already find it interesting n some parts funny..tired sia..blog liao i will sleep..
after watching movie.I went to eat dinner with Vin at suntec..so gd of him..today he order food for me..after eating, we walk a while n he sent me home..
i know he is very good to me..help me carry my bag etc..never doubt him now..but i do do do hope he never lie to me..that he treat me gd is truely from his heart..i believe lor..coz he loves me..i love him too..being with him today is great..well he is very naughty today..tease me lor..everytime like that..so bad of him..but i know he mean no harm de..wow really tired..end here...

Sian..

Today went to sch..nothing much to do too..went back at 1.15..so gd sia..no cca also..mm..IT lesson see classmates present..oh no..tml my turn..i didnt prepare..dun care..just present as i go along..then PE no need run..weather so hot..if we run surely get burnt? so we play game straight away..well..play basketball lor..sweating like hell everyday when i walk to sch from mrt station or watever..this kind of weather having Pe. is even worse..

after P.e lunch..i ate spahettie..eat til abit scare..maybe too much..i dun really like..tt time i like coz i hungry? tt why? or becoz i ate abit only..maybe ba..well after lunch is Cbz ..then go home le..haiz..as usual do letter lor.. i cant finish and i bring home n do..anyway weather hot also hard to do u see..dear so hardworking is it..offine go n do work..dunno him lah..11 plus then do..wat time can he finish..well he finish letter of enquiry le tt wat i heard..he doing others..for me i finish tt and notice of meeting..minutes i do it tml ba..
haven study sia..then tml after sch go and catch a movie with pong they all together with vin too..haiz..i been lazy lor..but i did my work lah..cannot dun do..must do..coz exams coming..abt 2 weeks left for cbz and two weeks left for HRa..haiz..

dunno why sian sian just now..vin again ba..everytime he so busy..either watch tv or play game while he is online..cant be helped..i cant say him or blame him..he has his free time..to do wat he wants..cant expect him to chat with me everytime..but really lah..last time we chat more lor..now lesser..dunno why.. i just feel i not tt impt now as compared to last time..but he still treat me gd..maybe i think too much? i dunno..sometime feel sad that he is so busy..but as his gf , i have to be understanding..so like that lor..even dun like also dun say..

ok lah i feeling sleepy..end here.eyes closing..

Back to sch liao today..I just finish doing the HRA past year paper..mmm..Mrs Quek given us last week i guess ..then i completed it ..done with it , I can relax abit..

Well..Today feel tired..i drank coffee..if not i surely sleep de..kind of tired..but ok lah..hee so great that we didnt need to attend csv n kds lesson sia..
Sch end at 2.15..so great..Vin sent me home..b4 tt we went to buy the drink that i wanted..as usual..Mr bean 's soyabean milk..we share lor..dunno why i love to drink that nowaday..addicted haha..well anyway is a healthy drink like i said b4..mm..he ate a pancake also..so small de..kaya de.. i dun want coz surely sweet de..

mm..Mr Ramu is back today..then as there is no csv lesson he took over that lesson as ent..then after recess also ent..anyway lesson is being push up ..so we end earlier..nothing much today..everyone seems to have holiday mood..then Hazel not here today..talking abt project over the phone..wow she so fed up.as if she scolding me..but i know is not..she mood swing wat..understandable .haiz..early in the morning nag at me.. poor me..nvm..

Well.heard that MF will sit at Chandra place..to Kl is a gd news..to me a bad news..but better than she sits at bro place..dun want bro move so far away u see..well..she sits behind me ..omg..surely ask me questions etc..cant be helped..haiz..maybe is better this way..

mm..back to sch abit stress u see..then ar..dunno lah mum nag again..wat else..but i also like tt..get used le..patch back get nag is normal..but wat i know exams coming..i been going out for the past few days..is time to study le..dun care abt other stuff..i feel i keep myself occupied i wont think lor..like the past few days..i feel happy..
Our love getting deeper..i know leh this time he the one for me..want to spend the rest of my life with him le..dun care le..well regarding parents accepting him..i feel as time goes by..should be able to..have to face de lor sooner or later..when we are together for a longer period i will settle de..coz more firm..ok lah end here..

Today..I woke up feeling so tired..so nice to sleep but have to go out so i have to wake up ..then bath n went to buy lunch..Went to Amelia's house lor..b4 that i went to find soya bean drink..too bad no Mr bean de..i want to drink!! then no choice i bought jollibean de..so small cup..$1.20..haiz..

Then i went to Ling's house..reach abt 2.10 ..weather so hot man..then i reach a while hui reach le..hee..we talked lor..then see friendster etc..hhaa disturb ling's blog..hhaa write crap..hhaa so funny man..Hui n I naughty ar? that's us hhaa..so fun..hhee then we even post it while she went to bath..hahaa then when she was back she saw it n quickly delete off..hhee..
we decide a while where to go sia either 800 plus or century square..but hui said Cs nothing much..in the end i felt hungry so decided to eat fries..so long didnt ate mac fries..so we went to 800 plus de mac..sat there eat & talk..til five plus we went back to ling's house..thinking of leaving at 6..but end up i stay til 7 sia..hhaa butt stuck there..haaa talk to ling, her mum n hui til dun want to leave..gals' talk hhaa..talk abt bgr lor etc..

Then i reach home at 8.15 hee bath and had dinner at 9 .not hungry wat..tt why..mm..dear called me when i was at ling's house tt was 6.35 ..hhee asking me go home already..haa i say wow guan wo le ar..then ask wat i ate..hehe i say roasted pig..he said ya mac has tt ar..hee i know i trying to be funny..hhee..naughty wat..pple miss me i know de..sometime i dun like pple to control me like wat time i go home..but no doubt he asked abt it i fine with it..love it..it shows tt he cares lor..rather than dun bother u see..

mm..just feel relaxed this few days..i know i am very occupied.so never think so much..maybe dun need to face YH n MF ma too..no stress.i play enough..must study le ...exams going to come ..abt two weeks later..k end here

Nice Day!!

Today awoke by msg..kai ling msg me ..asking me i f i would like to go out..so thinking that i have nothing to do..i went out with her to bugis..then i thinking of going changi find dear..then not so sure how to go..in the end also go.took bus 29..he suspected lah when kai ling called him asking abt the bus to go there.i know he is smart..anyway he found out i visiting him..nvm lah..but he is touched..that wat he says..coz he miss me n i go all the way there..i know can take 29..but not so sure where to alight..anyway can find civil service club..hee then go admin office lor. i know he in the office..

He see me never talk..dunno leh he give an expression i wonder wat was he thinking..then talk in msn he told me he was lost for words. touched too.hhaa ..i went to find him and went to eat.lst. then dinner break acc him..then i went home..eight plus then reach home..mum know i went to find him coz i come back late..anyway she didnt scold lah..hha say i so li hai go til changi..hhaa..

what i know is show that u care n ..not regret when u cant do it le..u can love n care ..do all u want..since i lose once..i know to care n concern more for the person I love..dun want to have any regret..coz i just love him...i never make someone touched b4 i guess..he will be honoured..
hhaa dear surprise me today..shocked me..dun ask me wat..this is between me n him..i wont tell hhaa..well very happy today n tired on the way home..sleep late last night ba..
end here le..hee mood so gd..