Today..wake up watch tv lor as usual on a sunday..mm..then took my lunch and ate medicine..i feel drownsy but cant sleep ..that is weird.maybe immune to it since i taken so many times..hhaaa..well i watch vcd with mum n after that take a rest..but couldnt sleep ..so i watch tv..mouth itchy today..eat love letters which i know i shouldnt coz my voice not yet recover fully..hhaa wat to do..i cant stand it..just feel like eating..i even ate cuttlefish..nevermind..i drank lots of water..

This few days I have been eating porridge..it is gd as it is bland and not oily..today ate chicken porridge..yummy ..is nice..mum cook de..well..at night i also ate porridge..i feel i can eat alot..dunno why..keep wanting to eat something..well..eat porridge it tastes bland the peanut n pork bone porridge..maybe because i ate medicine in the afternoon so it tastes bland..so i add sauce to it lor and pepper..
actually other than chicken porridge n fish porridge i guess the rest i dun like..
this porridge mum cook at for the lst time.still left alot as she cooked alot ..

Today i feel i rotting at home..nothing to do..read newspaper already watch tv already i kind of feel that i am so free..i dunno wat to do..maybe i too free that why ..when i work i be occupied everyday..which is gd..dun give me alot of free time so i wont think alot..
mm..just sign in to friendster just now..Jufri Brother writes me a new testi..hha wat low self esteem again..tt
bro ar..always say he going give me lesson on high self esteem if i keep on having low self esteem..dunno him lah.
ok lah i end here..